I Love Love Love Being Able To Smell Myself And Think Of My Partner
I'm homosexual and t4t (trans for trans, AKA I am transgender and in a relationship with another transgender person) and I'm so obsessed with my boyfriend.
He and I are both trans men, we were born biologically female. We're also long-distance (for now..) and after the first few times we've been intimate I've gotten a whole new outlook on natural pussy smell..
I've eaten him out a few times when I'd visit him and I just love how he smells. I'm not even a freak like that, I've never had any semblance of a smell kink or fetish or anything, I just love him that much. I've even bought the same deodorant he uses just so I can be reminded of him while we're apart.
His pussy though.. Ughhh.
Before, I'd be able to smell my own musk and think nothing of it. But now it reminds me of him soo bad. Sometimes I masturbate and then furiously sniff my fingers after because it reminds me of how he smells. I fall asleep with my hand on my face sometimes just so I can think of him while I dream.
I never thought I'd appreciate being with another pussy-haver so much but now I can't imagine NOT being t4t. Being able to smell like him when I'm thousands of miles away from him is a NEED.
And it's not his natural bo that I'm smelling (though sometimes his thigh sweat and mine smell similar.. unfortunately it's not often) it's the smell of his cum!! and natural arousal!!
It's the way that I can smell that exact way on my own at (practically) any time and be able to so vividly picture him..
It also makes me feel pretty proud knowing that I've definitely made him cum before (news flash: being the same-sex does NOT make you confident at same-sex sex. years of practice and experience and it all goes down the drain once you're looking at someone else's.) the assurance that he's cum because of me, and finding out because his cum and my cum smell the same? Added bonus to the whole thing.
Additional topic while I'm here confessing: I hate boobs, like really hate big breasts. But I love his!! (He hasn't transitioned medically yet.) I can't wait to visit again because his new birth control apparently made his breasts grow bigger than they already were..
I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts because he plans to go completely flat + no nipples (which makes me so sad.. before my surgery I loved playing with my nipples but they're not the same now..! I play with his to cope.)
I wonder what he thinks of me when I get so ick about seeing huge tits on women but gush and constantly have my hands on his.. I hope he realizes it's cause I'm obsessed with everything about him.
On the same vein as top surgery, he does plan on bottom surgery as well, which means he won't have a pussy forever. (I don't plan on bottom surgery, FYI, it feels too good having a pussy and I'd like to keep mine. Especially when my partner has a dick!)
I'm so excited for his dick because I'm honestly a huge bottom, but he's the lazier one which means he doesn't usually wanna fuck me with toys etc. (and naturally I wanna please my man!! so even though I wanna get dicked down so bad, I top him to make him happy.)
When he gets a dick, I won't have to worry about fucking him, we can fuck each other and get equal enjoyment out of it.
I love his chest and body now, and I'll still love it no matter what. I'll love it even more when it's just how he wants it too. I just love my boyfriend so much.
