Helping My BFF Get Her Groove Back
My BFF Cammie had a double mastectomy about six months ago due to cancer (they were unable to reconstruct cleanly and she is terrified of implants) and it wrecked her confidence and sex life with her husband. Thankfully, she is in remission and her prognosis is very positive, even if her self esteem is shot.
She and I had many conversations about where she "almost" got in the mood, but her scars, or flat chest, or the cancer that took her breasts, would crowd her mind and rob her of feeling attractive. She said it numbed her to any attempt by her husband to make her feel sexy or touch her beyond a hug. Honestly, she said one night, all she wanted for the rest of her life was to be held while she cried.
Being the BFF I am, I kept listening to her pain and I'll be honest it hurt me, too. So I started researching mastectomy support groups and created an account for her to talk to other folks, which I ended up using to get her advice, tips, things to try. I took her bra shopping and we found her some super cute ones that could be used with padding if she wanted, and some that didn't. We looked at beautiful mastectomy tats together, and she was in awe of the power these lent some women. She debated getting one, but ended up changing her mind, afraid of the needles. We found mastectomy erotica, caressing techniques, affirmations, and the like. I told her she should create an Onlyfans account, make some money while partaking in a very specific kink for some folks, maybe that would boost her self esteem.
Two nights ago, she sends me a video of her blowing her husband. I was in shock, it was set up like a hidden camera vid. First, she sits in front of the camera in the cutest bra and panty set we bought together in light robin's egg blue - the one without pads. I recognize the angle - she's at the vanity that sits near their bed where she used to do her makeup. Tonight she's wearing none, she's beautiful even though she looks tired. She sighs nervously, then starts to caress herself awkwardly, but she slides her hand down her panties (I can see her blonde bush, wow she really hasn't shaved in awhile). After some minutes, her breathing increases and she whimpers, calling out her husband's name. She's cumming, it's a small one that causes her to groan a bit and push forward into the hand down her panties, eyes closed and messy blonde hair spilling slowly over her shoulders and over her face. She calls her husbands name again, a bit louder but it sounds weak. She breathes a few more times, then loudly calls for him, sliding down to the floor and turning so that it's clear this will be a side view blowjob video.
He enters, concernedly calling Cammie's name and asking if she's okay, then seeing her in the floor (this angle is perfect to see his reaction go from worried to amazed). Take it out for me, she says. He does, walks over. She grabs his dick with her tiny hands - it looks huge even though it's only six inches - and she inhales it greedily, immediately. She never takes her eyes off his face, stroking his dick with one hand, the other caressing her chest. He moans loudly, and she reaches up and pulls her bra down, exposing her flat chest and the scars. He erupts all over her chest, she leans back and raises her hips so that all his cum rains onto her body, then immediately begins using her hands to rub it all over her chest, tummy, and legs where it landed. Thank you, she says, and hops on the bed, pulling him down for a kiss. You may go now. After a few moments of confusion, he leaves. She reaches over and shuts off the video.
Cammie hasn't uploaded the video anywhere (and no I won't share it), but she has asked me about it. I jilled off to it several times, not going to lie. My BFF was so hungry, sexy, and downright hot. I couldn't help it. I hope this is the start of my friend returning to normal - I will continue to help encourage her if it helps her feel she can live normally and be pleased like that. I hope she sends me another video, too.