Lesbian Female / 29
Almost Losing My Fertility Shocked Me Into Becoming A Mother
I left for college at 18, met and had my first lesbian love affair. During college I went home for a week, and returned for summer. I was very active in the lesbian community on campus, with several sexual partners. My father died of a heart attack and the money was gone overnight and I had to return home mid semester. Living at home it was impossible to date and participate in the small lesbian community.
I was out one night, with a girl I met at an art supply store. We were kissing and fondling in the car outside a restaurant when my mother showed up with her sister. We were caught, we didn't even have the doors locked, and my mother opened the door and found us in full make out session with our shirts open.
I was disowned and thrown out. Our town is so small that the word spread overnight, and the girl I was with was fired the next day. My aunt on my Dad's side let me stay with her and she made arrangements with a cousin in Oakland for me to go stay with her. She was a high profile lesbian and showed me around. Every night it seemed I had sex with a different girl. I got a serious case of gonorrhea's that didn't respond to antibiotics. I was threatened with losing my fertility.
I was put on a cocktail of nauseating antibiotics to get rid of the infection. A Fertility doctor and OBGYN followed up on my fertility. She was able to harvest viable eggs and she told me I could have problems getting pregnant. Overnight I went from never wanting children to deathly scared I couldn't get pregnant. Having my fertilized egg implanted in a surrogate sounded like a sentence worse than death. I wanted to get pregnant, fast before I lost the ability to conceive.
I called my cousin that I grew up with and begged him to help me. He asked if I was giving it up yo him? What choice did I have. I got pregnant after three miscarriages. He just had to keep trying. I was lucky that my second pregnancy went easier. And my eggs are still available.
So, to sum it up, my mother can have a lesbian daughter or a daughter who submitted to i****t to have her grandchildren. I live at home again, with my two kids and my cousin. We can't get married, but he can gave sex with me and get me pregnant.
I was out one night, with a girl I met at an art supply store. We were kissing and fondling in the car outside a restaurant when my mother showed up with her sister. We were caught, we didn't even have the doors locked, and my mother opened the door and found us in full make out session with our shirts open.
I was disowned and thrown out. Our town is so small that the word spread overnight, and the girl I was with was fired the next day. My aunt on my Dad's side let me stay with her and she made arrangements with a cousin in Oakland for me to go stay with her. She was a high profile lesbian and showed me around. Every night it seemed I had sex with a different girl. I got a serious case of gonorrhea's that didn't respond to antibiotics. I was threatened with losing my fertility.
I was put on a cocktail of nauseating antibiotics to get rid of the infection. A Fertility doctor and OBGYN followed up on my fertility. She was able to harvest viable eggs and she told me I could have problems getting pregnant. Overnight I went from never wanting children to deathly scared I couldn't get pregnant. Having my fertilized egg implanted in a surrogate sounded like a sentence worse than death. I wanted to get pregnant, fast before I lost the ability to conceive.
I called my cousin that I grew up with and begged him to help me. He asked if I was giving it up yo him? What choice did I have. I got pregnant after three miscarriages. He just had to keep trying. I was lucky that my second pregnancy went easier. And my eggs are still available.
So, to sum it up, my mother can have a lesbian daughter or a daughter who submitted to i****t to have her grandchildren. I live at home again, with my two kids and my cousin. We can't get married, but he can gave sex with me and get me pregnant.
