Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Skinny Dip

Last summer it was a hot evening and I decided to go skinny dipping at a secluded local beach. I had recently been dumped by a girlfriend and as a horny young guy craved some action but not sure as to when to start dating again.

Anyway I was in the water at the beach enjoying the cooling waters if the lake. My clothes were in a pile on the beach. I noticed in the distance a man approaching. I thought to myself oh gosh I am naked here maybe I should just stay in the water until he passes. He got closer and I observed he was a short slim middleaged guy. He called out and asked me how the water was. I told him it was refreshing then wondered if this was too encouraging for him to come into the water as well. Sure enough he asked if I minded if he joined me in the water. I did not see how I could day no so I just nodded.

He took his clothes off slowly and I began to get nervous. He was going to be naked in the water with me,a total stranger. Should I get out I thought to myself. Instead I just rested where I was as he came into the water. I noticed his bigger cock swaying and stiffening a bit as he walked in. Seeing his cock hardening suddenly made my cock twitch under the water and to my horror my own cock became erect. He must have sensed my state as he walked towards me and stopped a few feet away. I was sitting in the water while he was standing now with a full erection facing me. He smiled and apologized for his arousal saying he was just in a horny mood. Seeing and hearing him confirm his horniness accentuated my own. Waves of lust shot through me. Urges to stand up and show him my now erect cock overpowered me. I slowly stood up revealing my rock hard cock to him. He looked at me seductively and moved right to me. His hand reached down caressed my cock and placed it against his cock rubbing them together. He pressed against me tightly while slowly handling my cock. He looked up at me dreamily and his mouth found mine. He kissed me lustily as my defenses crumbled. My mouth opened to receive his exploring tongue. We kissed crazily as he jerked me off. He made me shoot a huge load in a big spurt over himself. He milked me off fully then placed my hand on his throbbing cock. He began kissing me again as I jerked him off. I wanted his seed all over my body and eventually he spurted all over my chest. I felt excited I got him off so well and his semen was wetly on my body. We rinsed ourselves in the water and returned to the beach. I lay on my big towel with him feeling not a care in the world. He lit up a cigarette and smoked silently. Thinking of what just happened my cock began to stir again. In the next few minutes it was rock hard once more. This time he took my cock in his mouth and gave me a nice slow blowjob until I cried out and filled his mouth with my cream. After the sex he lit up a cigarette which I shared with him. We chatted about many things and I realized he wanted more than just a one time encounter. We made plans to get together a few days later and had sex at his place in his bed.I ended up sucking his sexy cut cock after he took care of mine. Been seeing the guy ever since for steamy sex and loving. We do dinners,movies out but mostly sex at his place 3 or 4 times a week. He and I are lovers and the sex is so satisfying.

  • Delivery

    I was at home looking for someone to meet without much luck. A guy came online and he was only like 300ft from me. I sent him a message right away. He sent back that he was only online quickly because he was just going out to get take out for his family. I told him that I would give him a quick blow job. He said we would have to be really quick. I stripped naked and waited by the door.

    He arrived less than five minutes later. He was around 60 and chubby. He got in the door and I got on my knees and undid his pants. I sucked him hard and worked his cock. I was trying to make him cum. He was getting into it and was holding my head and thrusting. I gagged and he pulled out. Spit and precum flowing out off my open mouth. He said he was close to cumming. I practically begged him to finish in my ass. He might have said no because he was short of time, but I was already bent over and rubbing my asshole on his cock. He slid his cock in me all of the way in. We had no condoms so he was bare. He thrust in going deep with every push. He grunted and thrust one last time and held his cock in deep. He squirted his hot sperm inside me. He pulled his cock out and looked down at his cock and balls, which were covered in spit, and cum. He said he needed to clean up quickly and leave. I turned around and licked as much of the cum off of his cock as I could. He got dressed quickly and left. I stuck my fingers in my ass and then stuck them in my mouth so I could taste his cum again while I masturbated.

    Im Straight And Hookup With Women But Love A BBC But Its Complicated.

    Im very straight acting and hookup with women. My friends all think I'm straight and only like women. However, secretly I go on the gay apps and post myself as a bottom looking for big dicks. I'm particularly drawn to BBCs too. Something so great about having a 8+ inch dick inside of you, especially when I'm able to use poppers too. But id be mortified if anyone found out. The one problem: I hate that I do gay things after I cum. There are some times when I get super horny and the easiest sex for me to have is with men but I only bottom, not like i have a small dick im 8 inches when hard and the sex i have with women is good. The one thing is  I feel super disgusted with myself after gay sex. would love comments and advice and also have a hot story about it below.

    Have a story about this too. Freshman year of college I was on grindr and found a guy who didn't send any nudes. So i decided to take the chance. Went over and he had music on and we smoked a bowl. Then proceeded to passionately makeout which isn't something I usually do. Then I put my hands down his pants and he was at least 8 inches long and thick when soft. When I went down on him Took me a bit to get used to the size in my mouth was probably around 10-11 inches hard. Then he flipped me over and had us in a 69 where he rimmed my ass. also something new at the time and it felt surprisingly good. I was really enjoying the way he was licking my hole. I got a decent amount of him in my mouth and into my throat but not without gagging a few times. Then he said " I want your ass and picked me up flipped me around so i was on my back with my legs above his head. We then passionately made out and he got the poppers ready. he sniffed first and then when i did which was another first all I wanted was for him to be deep inside of me. He lubed himself up and slowly entered my waiting hole. it felt so good going in and slowly he worked his way all the way in which felt incredible so I had him stay there for a few seconds so I could get used to the feeling and enjoy the high from the poppers. then he kissed me with a lot of tongue but it felt very good just as he was working his dick in and out of my ass. all i could do was grab hold of him and kiss and hard as he was as the pleasure and pain was soo much but all in a good way. staying in this position for a while and then the pain returned and became alot as he was really fucking me with my ass being sore already. So i had him lay down and got on top as I inhaled more poppers. Sitting down on his 11 inch dick is a feeling ill never forget. I got all the way down on it and rocked my hips back and fourth. while doing so i was feeling up his washboard abs and then he suddenly pulled me in and made out with me while moving in and out. It was incredible. We ended up fucking for 40 minutes to an hour and he never even came. we finished in with me laying on my back on the edge of the bed and him fucking my ass hard. I didn't even have to use my hands. It was amazing. But once I came my dick was so sensitive and i felt disgusted as i always do. So i offered to just jerk him off and blow him iff necessary to cum but he said its ok so I just cleaned up and left.

    Ended up seeing this guy alot from freshman year all the way until the start of junior year, probably over 20-30 times. only issue was that he got annoyed that I would only come over when i texted for sex and never when he wanted. I always told him im DL since we went to the same university and he never said anything. I think he may have wanted to date since looking back. He also said I was one of the only few that could take him all the way.

    Have alot more stories I can write too if there is interest.

  • Sucking My First Cock, Am I Bi?

    I had a friend ask me to hook up with him. We had been at a home bachelor party. Is was very small group of guys,10 maybe in total. Food, drinks, and weed floor, the porn movies were shown. The porn was hot, especially the lesbians. I was maybe 20 and always loved watching lesbians or women masturbating, still do.

    We leave the party, and I am driving my friend home. He starts talking about the porn movies and how hot they were. He mentions the lesbian scenes and how horny they made him. I said me too, and I knew I wanted to jerkoff as soon as I got home.

    My friend asks if I jerkoff and I said yes, who didn’t. We ride a few a minute and then he asks, “do you want to go to a hotel ? Jerk off together? I said yeah but I knew a place where we could park and do it. It was very secluded area, mostly wooded and bushes at the end of street.

    We park, and pull our cocks out. We touch each other’s cocks. He’s about the same as me in size and thickness, just normal size, maybe 5.5-6 inches at most. His feels slightly thicker than my cock and felt good to touch.

    He pushed me back in the drivers seat, start jerking me off and feels so good. He then took me in his mouth…. Oh it was heaven. He mouth on my cock, sucking it, I was so hard and I felt I could cum in less than a minute. I didn’t want to cum so fast and told David, my friend, to let me do him for a while.

    He lays out in the passenger seat, and I take his cock in my hand. Stroking it, squeezing his balls, and then I go for it. I lick his cock, the skin is smooth like satin. I am loving it, his hard cock in my mouth, trying lick it and suck it like a harmonica, then flat out sucking it.

    I tried to take him in my mouth as far as I could. I gagged a few times but it was so exciting and felt so good. He was moaning and enjoying it as much as I was. My head going up and down on his hard cock, his moaning, and then he says…”I’m going to cum” . I think it was to warn me, maybe he should not cum in my mouth.

    I kept at with, sucking his cock, his moving around like he’s ready. And says more frantically, almost shouting, “I ‘M GOING TO CUM!”. This turns me on so much and shot his load in my mouth and I swallow every bit of it. Fuck it was so fucking great to suck a cock and swallow my first load.

    We got dressed and I dropped him off, went home, and jerked off. Over many years we hooked only 10 times. I loved sucking his cock, having him cum in my mouth and once we started 69’ing on our sides we came slake time often. Once he let me rub my cock on his ass and cum on him. I loved licking his balls and his musky smell.

    I miss sucking his cock and his cum. I hooked up with one other guy, a one time thing. I liked sucking his cock and balls but it want the same. I couldn’t cum and kind of killed the mood.

    I fantasy about sucking David’s cock and him cumming in my mouth all the time. I am much older now, been married for a very long time to a BBW wife with a nice hairy ginger pussy that I live to eat. She does blow me as good as David did, but I think a guy know what a guy likes when having his cock sucked. I guess I am bi.

    Sex Addicted

    I've get fucked almost every day and most of the men are hung. I don't have control over my sexual urges. Not sure how it got this out of hand. I seriously have trouble even thinking when I don't have sex. This wasn't anything like me. Not sure where it all went wrong. I am a skilled bottom that can take a dick and apparently my ass feels great, right and soft. I need professional help

  • CD'd For The First Time

    I have had sex with 1 other guy, it was a couple years ago and he had me suck him off several times and then fucked me twice. After the second fuck he called me fag and left. Even though I saw him everyday, he never acknowledged me again. When I tried to go up to him with others around he'd shove me and tell me to get away from him. I am small, nothing I can do about him shoving me. I am very skinny, no body hair, just above my lame excuse for a cock and on my head, i do shave under my arms don't need it anywhere else.

    I met an older man in his 30s, very successful in business, is married with two kids. He and I were chatting on line, and he asked if I wanted to meet for a coffee somewhere and talk in person. By this time I knew he needed discretion and I guess he was checking me out. We met, and after the coffee was done, he had me in his car, drove to a secluded area and told me, not asked, told me to suck his cock. It was big, it was thick, it was hard, I'd never had anything that big before. I sucked him off, and swallowed his load. I asked if that was OK for him and he said it was perfect. Then he asked if I wanted to meet him sometime to spend some alone time together. I wanted to do just that. I honestly wasn't looking forward to being fucked again, especially with one as big as his but I told him yes, knowing it would happen. He'd expressed his love of getting sucked and buttfucking things his conservative but beautiful and hot wife would never do.

    After he fucked me twice our first meeting, we met regularly. I asked how he could fuck me so much or get sucked by me so much and still have some left for his wife. He said it wasn't a problem and I never brought it up again. Then Monday night this week, I went into our hotel room. He had arranged everything, I got my key he was coming later. On the bed was a black mini dress, stockings, garter, panties, small aa cup bra that matched. Then there was a note to go into the bathroom and I saw a complete set of makeup. Lip gloss, eye shadow, foundation, eye liner, eye lash brush, everything a girl would need. My hair is naturally long to my shoulders and very dark brown. To make things better I shaved my pussy hair into an inch wide landing strip (he wants me to call it a pussy, sometimes my clit - which is tiny anyway). I sat and made myself up, got into the clothes and was waiting for him with room service drinks.

    I served him his martini, sat on his lap, kissing and making out he was rubbing on my mini covered ass. He made me bend over the sofa and he lifted my dress bottom over my waist and dropped my black lace panties below my ass then rammed it home for half an hour fucking me so hard and fast the whole time, I was worn out by the time he came in me. Then he pulled up my panties, lowered my dress and told me we were going out to dinner. I wanted to go to the toilet and clean myself but he didn't want me to. He wanted me to have dinner, knowing and feeling his sperm leaking in my pretty lace panties. By the time we left the restaurant it had gone through to lace and was making a wetspot in the back of my dress.

    Before we left the parking lot I sucked him off in the car and that night he made love to me missionary 2 more times and once again in the morning before he went to work.

    It was my first time crossdressing, not my first time feeling like a woman, he makes me feel that way all the time, but the first time I looked like a woman. I proved I can even pass in public and now I do all the time. He gave me his credit card and a $2000 limit. I have all kinds of lingerie, and regular blouses, skirts, dresses, scarves, make up, and tons of sexy undies for him to explore. I'm hooked on dressing for my man, and maybe even all the time for me. I feel like I've always felt I should be now.

    What Comes Around Goes Around, The Carrousel Never Stops

    In the early days of the internet you could find things that today are relegated to the dark web. I was a mid thirties closeted gay man looking for love in all the wrong places. I tripped across this web site and it had a chat site. I got on the site and found myself chatting with this man from Lubbock Texas.

    One day he looked me up on the chat site and said that he was going to be in town and wanted to know if we could hook up. I met him at this restaurant and we had lunch. He was unimpressive. His business was water wells for the dry country. A family business. Mid thirties and like me closeted. I went with him back to his motel and there wasn't any closet there. I had my first sexual encounter with a man.

    I felt bad. It is like the worst let down ever. I went home to my apartment thinking I was the biggest fool there was. Yes, I regretted it.

    Several months later I was at a diner I frequented for Saturday brunch. My usual was sitting at the counter and talking with the staff. A man sat beside me, he started a conversation. He was from out of town on a deposition. He talked and I had to listen. When he was done, he got up and he tapped my 'ass'. "Coming?"

    Like a lamb led to slaughter I followed. He was staying at the La Quinta in a room in the back. He was big, taller heavier than me. He was into the real stuff, he wanted 'sex'. For the second time in my life I was fucked. Only this time it was for real. He fucked me and I knew it.

    It is many years later, I'm in my fifties now and I live a quiet life. I'm not so much in the closet as I'm not visible. I don't like that scene. I met a young man the other night, we talked and I thought that maybe he would want to come with me. He was scared, I could see it in his eyes. First time? I asked him. I tried to be 'gentle', but you can't be gentle and fuck a young man. It doesn't work like that. I know the feeling, he just has to work that out with himself.

    9 Inch Cock Wednesday

    Reading the gay confessions today, I guess it's '9 inch cock Wednesday.' :)

    I Have The Desire But I Am Scared To Get Out There

    Back in the 80s I was sent to San Francisco for training. We were all housed in hotel where the training sessions were held. At night the first night I decided to go out and see for myself. I found this newspaper in a newspaper box on the corner and to my surprise there were ads for strip joints, and for gay encounters. I took it back to the hotel with me and I tried one of the numbers and the other party told me that it was 35 for a blowjob. I couldn't have the guy come to the hotel so he suggested this parking lot behind another hotel.

    I thought that I was going to give the blowjob. But I had it wrong, it was a skinny guy in his twenties and he went to work immediately after I paid him and went back to my room having gotten a blowjob, but not satisfied my desire to give a blowjob.

    Slowly I slipped into the gay dark scene. Back in Baltimore I found out that there were gay bars and places. I went there, imitated the dress code, sucked off men in the parking lot. I didn't care about the money, I wanted to suck cock. And sucking off some older white guy did it for me.

    The scourge of AIDS hit. Everyone was scared, so was I. Everything stopped. Famous names had AIDS, people I knew were dying. There was no cure, it was a death sentence. I quit the gay scene and settled down into mainstream America. I got married to a woman I met at work, we had a family, paid off the house after a lifetime of working.

    Now I'm a widower. My wife was taken by pancreatic cancer. I'm in my sixties and I need to explore what I turned my back on in the 80s. I want to hook up, have sex, enjoy cock the way I remember. But I'm scared, scared stiff to try.

  • Always Straight

    I was always straight until
    I was 20 and I friend I worked with and knew very well got drunk with me at my house one Friday night.
    I guess it was supposed to happen because we wound up sucking each others dicks in my living room.
    I think I started it by telling him I was horny. When he said he was too I told him we should get naked and jack off watching porn. He went. For my idea but we didn’t jack off long at all once we got a good look at each other naked.
    I moved over to him and put his dick in my mouth and the rest is history. We wound up in a 69 in the floor and once I tasted his pre cum I wanted more and sucked his nuts dry and when I was swallowing and sucking he made me cum and he swallowed too.
    We showered after a couple of beers and went to bed and we sucked each other off in a very long hot 69. After coffee the next morning we sat naked at the kitchen table and I sucked his big hard dick on my knees under the table.
    He sucked me off as I sat on the couch in the living room. Late that evening after a long day of sucking each other he got on top of me in my bed and he was humping on my naked ass I felt his pre cum on my ass and I liked it and started to move my ass to let his dick lay in the crack of my ass.
    Once it felt way too good to stop I asked him if he was going to fuck me. He said if it’s OK with you I really want to. He went to get the Vaseline and in a few minutes his big hard cock was balls deep in my ass and he was fucking me and he made me cum and I was laying in my own cum when I asked him to cum in my ass.
    Damn he fucked me good and filled me up with warm cum. We stayed naked all day sucking and fucking all over the house and both of us had girlfriends but we found a new way to enjoy great sex and the girls never knew a thing.
    He and I sucked each other off a lot and I let him fuck me as often as he wanted to. He had. Fat 7” cock that sure felt good in my ass and I really liked it when he came in my ass.
    It was hard to get used to not having him around after he n moved away. That’s when I bought my first dildo. A big fat 8” rubber cock to take his place. I still use sex toys and love anal.