Little explanation is needed here ..these are confessions that are just plain gross. Maybe a poop accident, or a putrid pee story. Puking your guts out after binge ..you get the idea. No holds barred. If you or someone else got totally grossed out, we want to hear about it!

Sex, With A Man, For Me Was Disgusting

For this I will add that I married for the visa, to a man I hardly new. Becoming a wife under those circumstances is anything but easy. Sex was horrible, I don't have any other word for it. I had no experience, no first hand knowledge. It was frightening, disgusting, I vomited afterwards. I suffered, and that is the word. I had one child and after I had all my papers I asked him to let me free.

My five years with him was a prison sentence. I was too young, too innocent, to realize that I would find the kind of love I wanted with another woman. But that's another story, for another time.

  • What I Let Him Do

    It's all my fault and I know it. I am 19, chubby, small boobs, I keep myself attractive and I trim or shave below. I have been with Ken now for 2 months, he is 23 and I let him do anything sexually he wants. I will do it if he wants it. I even let him, very painfully, give me my first anal sex. He does that a lot now. He is beautiful, rugged, muscled, 6ft. 2in, with a perfect body, and though I'm no expert, a pretty big cock. This weekend at his place, I was naked the whole time, he would dress during the day, he didn't want me to do that. He tied me to the bed, and used me, it was exciting in a way, I didn't mind. He came many many times during the weekend, in and on me everywhere.

    He wrote things on me, things that were showing all weekend with me naked all the time. Even though he would go out he wanted me naked and "available" to him whenever he wanted. I was liking it. I was doing whatever he wanted. I was there for him, and him only. I consented to his writing on me, asking if that was what he really thought of me and he assured me it wasn't, it was just exciting for him. To be honest, I liked it too at the time.

    He wrote: "Dirty, fat, f*ckp*g wh*re" on my chest, and down my belly he wrote "Ken's slut". He wrote "cumdump c**t" above my pussy lips, and on my ass wrote "three hole whore, fuck me here" with an arrow to my butthole. He outlined my areola on my boobs in black, and used red to color them and my nipples. All writing was in sharpie markers. I let him use me for his pleasure, and kept telling him that I loved him and that this was what I want, to please him, to use my body to give him pleasure.

    I came back home, and immediately was afraid that someone, my sister or my mother, or dad would see the writing. I looked in the mirror naked with the door locked and I feel so bad. I feel that I was so desperate that I let a guy do this to me. I encouraged a guy to use my body to pleasure himself. I was literally just a place for him to cum. My mouth, my ass, my pussy, my boobs, my face, my buttcheeks, even my feet were all just for him to please himself. I am so disgusted with myself now. I see the writing and after two showers it's still not gone.

    She Was Disgusting

    I've only gotten laid one time and that was a slut in a gangbang. I fucked her used up pussy for the 8th time that night, and again later that night I was the 14th fuck. I am so fucking tired of jacking off I decided I would definitely not leave the club without a woman that would fuck. Late at night the pickings were getting slim. So I spotted a girl at the bar who was about 250 lbs, with huge flopping tits that weren't in bra, just under her cotton blouse swaying around with every movement. She was wearing a pair of short and her blouse.

    I didn't give a shit that she was fat, that she was incredibly un-attractive. I walked up and asked that since she wasn't wearing a bra was she wearing underpants. The answer was no. She turned to me, her big dark nipples and 3" wide areolae staring at me through the thin blouse. She leaned back, pulled out the elastic waist of her shorts and showed me her pussy hair.

    I took her back to her place, and moved her fat around, kissing on her nipples, and finger fucked her. Once she was wet enough I plowed in. She was really loose, and very wet. Wetter than most, I mentioned it and she said that i didn't give her a chance to clean up. She fucked a guy in the ladies room at the club. So once again, it wasn't clean pussy but I got off and shot in her. She said she hoped she didn't get pregnant, and I told her I also hoped not, then bid farewell.

    She did have really big tits though.

  • Coming Out Of A Nightmare,

    My first boy girl party in the seventh grade included spin the bottle and other games. Kissing with a blindfold on, letting boys cop a feel of their first titty. Everyone played, some girls came to surrender their virginity to boys willing to help them, aka a vaccination against virginity. As a girl raised in a prurient family, a church goer, and unwilling to surrender my virginity, I was 'gang r**ed' by several boys.

    My father, an attorney pressed charges. Their fathers, attorneys, business managers, doctors, persuaded the court to hold juvenile hearings, not force me to relive the unfortunate incident, find the boys guilty, and immediately release them to their parents' custody. After two years of solid hood their records expunged.

    I went on with my life, my parents assured me I was still a virgin. It would be ten years before I let a man touch me, on my arm, not cop a feel. That same year during summer holidays at our family's beach house I wore a two piece bathing suit. My first public display of my feminine form.

    A fellow worker, the one person with whom I had confided, suggested I take some therapy with a woman, not a man, who specialized in recovery. I hated telling him I was sick of therapy, it went nowhere. He then said I needed to get 'back on the horses. After further talks I asked him, 'you do it', get me back on the horse.

    Sex with anyone devoid of feelings is the poorest firm of masturbation, it did nothing for me. It was me not him. A girl I met told me my sexual trigger had been turned off. I needed to light the fuse again. Try someone you don't know, and they don't know. Get laid. I did, again nothing.

    What did work, aroused me, was a drunk party celebration where I ended up between a cousin and his girlfriend. He was insistent, she encouraged him. I can't say if it was him or her, but I did reach orgasm. Why wouldn't it? Incest, lesbian sex, three way. I became the middle lover between them. She was the instigator, he went along, he liked tucking his blood cousin, she liked performing lesbian sex for him. And I went into orgasm.

    What opinion would a therapist have? My friend at work? I didn't tell him. Those boys are men, with college degrees. I'm impregnated by my cousin, waking up in a girl's arms. A morning quickie is an after shower lovemaking with another woman. I'm a lesbian.

    Needed Money

    Too long a story to get into how it came about, however; I met an older man in his 40s, divorced who pays me to do things that disgust me. The money is so worth it and I need money to stay in school. He likes me to pee for him, and he watches me. I sometimes strip totally, he sees me totally naked, sucks on my breasts and then I spread my legs, squat a bit, and pee in the tub while he watches and shoots a huge load of sperm onto my pussy while I'm peeing. He insist that I keep myself hairy down there, and I stay naked with him sperm in my pussy hair.

    He feeds me and when I can, I have to stand up, sometimes bend over, and poop so he can watch it come out of me, then he shots another load onto my butthole. I am then instructed to put on my panties, then clothes and leave. Sometimes he takes me into the park across the street from his house and has me pee and poo in my clothes out there and we walk around the park. Everyone can see what I'd done, or smell it.

    He gives me $700 a week, every week. Sometimes I only go to his place and "perform" for him once a week, sometimes up to 4 times a week. I need the money, and I don't have to have sex with him, but I feel worse than if I did sell my sex to him. I find his kink disgusting, and I find myself disgusting for doing it for him. Honestly; I've not been able to be with a boyfriend since I started.

  • It Happened A Long Time Ago

    I was 24, on my own, with my own apartment in New York, uptown manhattan. I thought I had it all, a woman who had a great job, and occasionally dated different guys. It wasn't a doorman bldg on the upper west side, but it was a good building. I had several nights of very late working at the office, the company had a car service for after hours. When I left the office it was 2am. The driver let me off right in front and I went into the building, there was a guy waiting for the elevator. I paid no attention. After the 3rd floor he reached over, Roughly he pulled me around with my back to him and the only words he said "Pull down your pants". I tried to turn around and say something but that earned me two fists to the head. I was dizzy and yet I knew what was going to happen. He undid my belt, pulled down my jeans, and ripped my panties off one leg moving them down the other to my knees. He roughly bent me over squirted something on me and stuck what must have been the biggest penis I've certainly had into me. He fucked me, it was over in less than a minute, he ripped off my panties from the other leg. Taking them with him he got off the next floor, and I heard him running to the stairs as I was crying trying to pull up my pants and get to my apartment.

    I was numb, totally numb, I'd been forced in my own apartment building. I did the report, let the police woman ask me all kinds of terrible questions while male doctors were taking sperm samples. They gave me an option of a D&C, which would make sure I never got pregnant from it. I took the option. I left the apartment and not being able to afford it, moved to a doorman building. I couldn't face a sexual situation for over 10 years, then when I did it was as a single woman at a hedonist resort. I let so many strangers, men, women, couples have sex with me and again I was numb after each evening alone in my room.

    I lived with a lesbian woman as a partner for 4 years, but couldn't let go and she eventually left. I told one person in my life, and only one. Now I'm 68 and still remember it so vividly it's like it happened again. I'm too old to attract anyone now, and don't want to anyway, but if I wasn't so old, I think I'd go to the resorts again, just to have more sex. I wanted to have so much sex with so many partners, he was long in the past. He is in the total of men and woman but not in my mind. I can only hope that he eventually got caught and got the same treatment in prison that he gave me in that elevator.

    Guy I Met While Running A Marathon

    This happened last fall. I ran my 6th marathon and I oddly get so horny after running. Physical activity makes me crave dick for what ever reason.

    The guy I met was in pretty good shape. Avid runner obviously. He was a few years younger than me. I had no intention of anything more then just to suck him off after the marathon.

    After the Marathon we were getting some food and talking. And once we were done eating we ended up on a walking path I knew well and we stepped off the path. I pushed him up against a tree and felt his dick through his shorts. He sprung up quick.

    I knelt down and started to pull his shorts down. Typically running shorts with the briefs liner. Oddly I find those type of running shorts so sexy. But there was also a white jockstrap on him. Those are so sexy to me but funny looking all at once

    Pulled his jock down and I’m looking at an average size uncut cock. Size is no issue to me. I start to go down to kiss his balls and shaft when I realize there is a stink. I pull his foreskin back and it’s smelling bad of sweat and there is dick cheese. I thought he would had washed it in the restroom at the place we ate when I gave him very obvious signs that I was gonna suck his dick! I literally told him we are going to go off the walking path so I can swallow your load.

    Not wanting to make him feel embarrassed I just reached in my back. Pulled out baby wipes and started to clean his dick. He didn’t say a word. Once it was clean I gave him a bj and swallowed his load.

    Wrong Time To Walk Home

    I grew up in the country. From our house to town was about five miles, unless you took a shortcut through the empty field that belonged to our neighbor. We took the shortcut all the time and this one afternoon when we were walking back home we came across a man in the field. He stood up and looked at us and said we had come right on time because he didn't want to go find a goat to fuck.

    I let him fuck me so he would leave my sister alone, she ran home and when my father came back with her the man was gone. After that we were never allowed to go into town alone, but the damage was done and I had a son. I called him William, Bill for short.

    He's a grown man now, and has his own family. I never spent a second looking for that man, but my son has it in his head he wants to find him. What for? What happened happened a very long time ago. Leave sleeping dogs lie, that's the saying and I think it applies now. Nothing good can come of my son finding that man.

    Girl From The Bar

    Picked up a really good looking women at the bar last weekend. She was late twenties, very petite, Mexican, long hair, cute face, small tits, and a tight ass. Before I get too far I have to mention that I love eating pussy, and I don't mean to brag but I've been told by just about every woman I been with that I eat pussy better than anyone they've been with. So I get this cute Mexican girl back to my house and we start stripping clothes off and fucking immediately. I eventually get her to the bed, lay her down, legs up, I'm standing at the end of bed beating her pussy up and she squirts a solid stream right into my stomach. Only the second squirter I've ever had, so that was a huge turn on. I got right back in her until I had to cum and she quickly spun around and took my entire load in her mouth. After we cleaned up I asked if I could eat her pussy, maybe make her squirt again. She said that she has never squirted from oral. I talk her into letting me lick her pussy, go down, start real slow and gentle, and then suck her clit into mouth and terrorize it with my tongue. She screamed OH FUCK! About 20 seconds later she pushes my head away and has one of the most violent squirts I've ever seen. It hit my face with the force of a super soaker, filling my mouth. Right about the time I'm thinking this is amazing, it happened. About half way through her squirt she ripped the biggest, loudest, smelliest fart a woman that size could ever let out. As hard as her squirt hit my face, this monstrous fart hit twice as hard. It actually made me gag. She was so embarrassed she started crying. She stayed the night and I told her a hundred times it's fine, forget about it. I really liked the girl, and she was having a great time up until she about shit on my face, but afterwards she would barely speak to me. She just kept apologizing over and over. After I took her home I was hoping she would let it go and want to go out again, but she has more or less ghosted me since then.

  • Edging In Mayonnaise

    I recently found an awesome way of edging. After my girlfriend goes to work or she's sleeping. I get her squeeze bottle of mayo out and squeeze out all the air. Take off the lid and it will suck in my entire cock. I get so hard with the mayo squishing around my cock. I do this until I almost cum and then I stop and edge out alittle cum in the bottle. She has no idea that she's eating my cum on her food. Lastnite I did this and I almost blew my entire load in the bottle. I haven't got off for 3 weeks so my balls are full of milk and cum.