Have your evil transgressions of the past caught up with you in ways never imagined? Do you revel in your past evils, where others would surely repent? This is the place to chronicle and confess your evil deeds of the past, be they soothing, or sorrowful.

The Long Hot Summer

I rented a house with a pool. Because of the pool the house is totally fenced, which provided the privacy I was looking for. I enjoy topless sunbathing, the pool offered skinny dipping as well. There is a house next door, a two story house. There is one window that overlooks the pool. And that's where I began my relationship with the boy next door.

He is a nice kid, about fourteen when I moved in. As the hot summer came on, I went out after work to take some sun. I noticed that a shadow crossed the window at the house next door, then a head slowly raised and the boy looked down. I pretended to keep my eyes closed and puffed my chest out and massaged my breasts with my hands. I looked with one eye, he was there, frozen stiff. I smiled inside.

I waited until he was home from practice before going outside. I was casual, and took my top off, and looked at the plants, slipped my bikini bottom off and took a dip before laying on the lounge chair and let him get a full complete view. Work kept me busy and without a lover I had let my pubic hair go wild. But now that I had a boy in the picture, I spent an hour that night grooming myself so he could get a proper view.

I saw him from time to time, like at the mailboxes. I smiled but he hid his face, poor boy. I felt like holding his face between my breasts before pulling his face between my legs. I too want to be happy. I went next door a few days later and spoke to his mother and asked her if he could come mow my lawn. She was very happy to let him earn a few dollars for his spending money. He mowed with his head down, even when I took him some lemonade he didn't make eye contact. But when I was out by the pool, he watched. now he had binoculars.

I massaged my breasts, and massaged my pussy, and brought out toy or two and sunbathed with a dildo in me, which I repositioned from time to time. When he came to mow the lawn I went out to see him with a cold glass of lemonade, without a bra and in light see through blouse. Oh how I wanted to grab his little boy penis, but that's against the law. I promise I would have been so gentle, I would have sucked him until he had to cum and I would have swallowed it all. I dreamt of it, and I masturbated to it.

The summer was long, it lasts longer in the South. I sunbathed when the weather permitted, always naked from head to toe. I smiled at him and made sure he stayed hydrated, and let him eyeball my breasts in my shirt. I changed jobs the following spring, and whether or not a girl moved in? In any event, he and I are friends.

  • Sex On My Teacher's Grave

    What I did happened in the 80s. Although it was very childish and mean, I don't regret it even after all these years.


    My seventh grade English teacher back in the late seventies was a prick. He paddled hard and seemed to enjoy it, especially the girls. It didn't take much. Being five minutes late, or even simply asking a question in a not cheerful enough tone. Some were paddled 4 or 5 times a week. It was a nervewracking class, but nobody did anything because the town was so small and homogenous. Those few who considered it wrong never spoke up.


    The paddling was nothing, however, compared to his subtle racism. Our school was 95% white, but there were a few people of color bussed in from a nearby black hamlet that had no school building at all. He never said anything outright, but he'd hint around about how race mixing would destroy everything good and pure about Caucasians, and other races too, although he obviously considered them inferior.


    I entered puberty early and my body looked womanly already. I was blonde, and I think in his mind, one of the "pure" whites. I noticed that if he saw me talking with a black guy before class, he was particularly nasty toward me during class. Again, he never said anything that could get him fired, but he took it to the line. The only thing I learned in his class was to hate him.


    A few years later he died suddenly of a heart attack. I went through high school in that town, then left and went to college. I met a man there who happened to be black, fell in love, and became engaged to him.


    I never forgot that teacher, and I held a grudge. My fiance and I dared each other to do crazy things a lot, and he was up for this particular thing once I explained it to him. On a visit back to my parents during spring break, we out to the cemetery one night about 1 am. It was way out of town. We had a small penlight so we could see.


    My old teacher was interred in one of those above ground crypts that hold one casket. It was about 2 or so feet high, with a concrete flat top. I walked hand in hand with my fiance up to my teacher's grave. I said, "Hello, Mr. D----. Remember me? I'm Amy. This is my fiance, Chris. He's a virile black man as you can see. We make love a lot. In fact, we're going to make love right now, right above you sir."


    Chris and I stripped below the waist and got on top of the crypt. It was a warm night so the concrete wasn't super cold, but it was hard on my back. It was narrow too so we had to be careful not to fall off. I knew I was going to be vocal but of course I couldn't be too loud. I had rehearsed a lot of what I was going to say. I knew the creepy element would be high, so I made it humorous.


    I said in a blonde bimbo voice, "Oh, god, you're so big Chris, bigger than any white boy. Although you busted my cherry and plowed me a hundred times already, I'm still scared whenever you try to fuck me. But I need your black cock so bad."


    Chris was supposed to say some things, but he couldn't keep from laughing. He entered me and got going and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I whined, "Oh, honey, you can't go any deeper, you're cock has hit bottom, it's hit black man territory, so please be careful."


    I moaned and grunted, and when Chris was about to come I said, "Darling, please give me a baby, please. I want a mixed baby so bad, and I can't wait till we're married. And I know Mr D---- would be so happy for us."


    We finished and got dressed, and I thanked Mr. D---- for hosting our lovemaking.


    I don't believe in an afterlife so I don't think Mr D---- knew a thing about it, but it made me feel better.

    New To The College Experience

    I'm a new college freshman. I'm in a two room one bathroom suite. So much nudity, beautiful tits, beautiful smooth pussies. I'm not normally into naked girls, until now. I enjoy being naked with my suite mates.

  • Dreams About My Patients

    I can't help but get aroused when I'm examining my female patients. Just to be clear, I only see grown up patients. And most of my patients are females, mostly from high end, rich society circle. And they are all so gorgeous. Even for the doctor's appointment, they dress up so fancy.
    Now I know I can't really make any move on them, because I'd lose my licence but I still find some harmless and inconspicuous tactics to enjoy their bodies. Like lightly touching their boobs when listening to heartbeats. If someone is wearing loose shirts, I ask them to lift it up so I can check their skin for rashes and moles but in reality I just love smelling their sweet scent and feeling their warm skin. I also try to get a peek of their bra and panties. I get to see many every day.
    When I'm done for the day, I take my assistant home with me (we have FWB arrangement) and fuck her brains out thinking about all those beautiful ladies.

    Pent Up Sexual Frustrations

    First of all I come here to read confessions or stories of lesbian sex, and of girls put under the control of a man. I stopped looking at porn and became addicted to reading narratives which gives me time to masturbate. I have been a r**e enthusiast since I was around twelve and a lesbian voyeur since around fifteen. The first lesbian sex I saw live was between our maid and her lover. I had figured out how to get out of my window onto the roof and sneak over to the side of the house with the garage apartment where the maid lived and watch her get naked and walk around. I saw her lover get on her knees and lick her, and then kiss with her before falling on the bed to have sex. I was fifteen. I wore out my clit that night.

    My grandmother was an avid reader of romance novels and she preferred the novels of women being the objects of conquest by men. I also found r**e novels in her closet, she liked that too. I went to sleep at night dreaming of being kidnapped and r**ed by some man driving through. My grandmother bought me my first dildo when I turned 13, and she showed me how to use it. She liked penetrating me with it, slowly. She would tell me to close my eyes and dream about how good it feels and think about some man while she used the dildo with me. I tended to dream about the man at the gas station. She taught me how to put a condom on a penis using the dildo, not that I would have time for that, but I should know how.

    My first live sex, physical, was with another girl. Her name is Amber and she is a little slut and will let anything fuck her. We played boy girl sex and she always played the boy. We had the dildo to use so it was like having a boy on me, except that it was a dildo. Truthfully I never imagined she was a boy, I liked that she had boobs and her pussy and clit which I loved to kiss and lick and did it every time we had sex in my room. She joined me on the roof a couple of times when our maid's lover came to see her.

    I went through a phase of watching porn, I identified with the girl getting a cock fucked in her, and always the girl being made love to when I watched lesbian porn. I never imagined myself as the aggressor or initiator. I was made for fucking, so fuck me.

    I have had sex with a variety of men, but prefer to have sex with a woman. I enjoy reading about r**e and kidnapping but am deathly afraid that it could happen to me. I enjoy reading real life confessions of first time lesbians. There is a man who has sex with me pretty often, he's spread me open face down and rubbed my butt like he is going to fuck me, but he never does, he slips his cock in me and fucks me normally. But, there is always the chance that he carries through with his threat. I think of my grandmother with the dildo and the man at the gas station when he's fucking me. It's not fair to him, but I don't tell him what I'm thinking.

    I'm a half slut, or I'm pretty slutty. I don't care if he sees me having sex with a girl, but I would never half sex with a man around him. I know he's the boss of me. I've been known to go commando when I go out with him, and for New Year's Eve I went with a girl and we kissed at midnight, before he took us home to fuck us. I don't think of children or even of being a housewife. I dream of a girlfriend living with me and we take care of his house for him.

  • A One Night Stand, Actually A One Day Stand

    I was working nights with a security company, guarding the back door of a liquor distributor. Before going in at ten I stopped at this small bar for a beer until it was time to walk across the street. That night a woman at the bar struck up a conversation, said she was a secretary for a lawyer. She drank, drank fast. She started to slur her speech. I excused myself telling her I had to go to work. When I got off the next morning she was standing in front of the bar. She waved at me and I walked over. Said her roommate had locked her out for not paying the rent. It was unwholesome sex.

    I was young, went back to college, got married. Now I'm old, older, and that day keeps getting in my head. I've wondered if she ever thought of me.

    Won’t End Well.

    A few months ago my girlfriend April moved in with me. We have a solid relationship, mutual likes and are very sexually compatible. My problem is her daughter. The girl is trouble. Promiscuous, major attitude and entitled issues, you understand. April is 38 and attractive, but Lisa exudes sexuality. She intentionally parades around the house in inappropriate outfits. She’ll walk through the living room to the kitchen wearing only an oversized t shirt with no panties, and bend over to get something out of the fridge, giving me a view. She’ll turn to check that I saw it and smiles. This is no way for a 17 year old to be. The other night when her mom went to bed, she walked down the hall wearing just a thong, showing her pierced nips and bellybutton.
    I’ve spoken to April, and she has almost given up, and that Lisa had an abortion at age 14 and is tough to control. When I showed her the pics Lisa sent me and the texts about wanting me to be her “ daddy”. It’s tough not to look and I swear Lisa is trying her hardest to get me to cheat on April. I don’t want to be tempted like this, but I can’t live in my room and give her the control she’s trying for.

    I Burned Myself Again

    22f. I ended toxic relationship a long time ago but I got back to him sometimes. I did again last night and end up feeling like a piece of shit. Got back home and burned myself with ice again which haven't done for a long time either. He has a new gf so I feel extra shitty even though he always cheats no matter what anyway. I should just sleep and start over in the morning but maybe I might keep burning.

    Cute Girl At The Gym Gave Me Her Number But I'm Married.

    There is a super cute blonde girl who I see at the gym almost every single morning. She looks like she is about 25, she has a great ass and small boobs but ive only ever seen her in a sports bra so it may be hiding some boob. She is small, probably 100 lbs soaking wet and has a nice tan and a very pretty sorority girl face.

    I've seen her multiple times a week for probably over a year now and we had never said anything other than a good morning or hello if we were passing each other and made eye contact, but I felt like she looked at me a lot and even when we would say hello her smiles had a flirty vibe.

    Yesterday she was doing leg press and that was all I had left for my workout. She looked like she was wrapping up so I went over and asked "Are you all finished?"
    She got excited and said "I am! ...but I have to go to work after this." I was a bit confused by the response and just said "Ahh yea so will I after this."

    I didn't think anything of it all day and the next morning we were both at the gym at 5 AM again. She walked right up to me and said "Hey, this is so embarrassing but yesterday I thought you were asking if I was finished and wanted to go do something. But I wanted to give you my number incase you did ever want to do something."

    I was shocked, I've been married for 8 years and I don't go out to bars or anything so I havn't been hit on this bluntly in along time I said "I am flattered but I'm married." She said "Oh I'm sorry, I guess I figured but had to ask."

    Now I was thinking about her like crazy and thinking and was trying to show off a bit, blood was pumping, I was excited, and I had a great lift because of it. When I was leaving she came up to me again and handed me a piece of paper with her name and number on it and she said "I wanted to give you this anyways, just in case."

    I had to jerk off in the shower right when I got home because I was getting some bad thoughts on the drive home about how there is a cute girl who seems very eager and DTF. I've never cheated and don't have plans to, but I cant bring myself to throw her number away. Part of me wants to shoot her a text but I know that would be a slippery slope. Maybe I can get her to send some pics or something... or maybe she isnt actually as down as I think. I know I should just get rid of the number but I'm worried I would regret it. But I guess I will keep seeing her everyday, but will it also be awkward now when I see her at the gym... So many thoughts and not sure what to do. It did feel good to be flirted with again though, been along time since I had experienced that.

  • Stay At Home Mom Next Door

    I met our neighbour one evening when I came home and my mom was talking to our new neighbours. My parents are divorced and i currently live with my mom most of the time. Not because of issues with my dad but it’s easier because of school and I got more alone time which being 19 pays off. Specially since I met and have been banging Dolores are neighbour for about 3 months now. He husband commutes to the Bay Area which is about an hour and a half with no traffic but because of how shitty traffic is it takes a solid 2 plus hours each way. So he leaves around 6 and gets home around 6.

    Dolores is a tall Mexican woman early 30s no kids although she has said they her husband Hugo had talked about having kids and she had agreed that it should be sooner then later. Dolores is tall has long black hair and huge tits. I’m talking double Ds and nipples that stick out. That was one of the first things I noticed about her. She has nice long legs and some big hips. When I say tall I’m talking close to a 6 footer.

    On weekends she hangs out with my mom. We have a pool so first time i met her she was in a 1 piece that hugged all her curves and I saw her big tits.
    I play football and plan on playing college ball as well. So I stand 6 foot 2 about 210 lbs very fit. Cock wise I’m 7” long about average but thick. I have always been told that it’s a thick one.

    I am home during the day so I was up one Tuesday morning and decided to get some cardio in and some sun. When I heard her on the phone next door. I thought she knew I was there but I guess not. She was on the phone with her hubby and arguing. I spied to hear what was said. I heard one side of the story and it had something to do with being alone and then she said babe you decided to have a few drinks and you passed out when i needed some attention. She said ok fine and they hung up. She sat in the back yard and I got up and peeked over the fence. I said good morning and she said hi good morning. There was a bench right by her fence so she stood on it so she could talk to me from her side. I was in swim trunks and glasses. When she talked I could see her eyes looking down at my abs and chest.

    I asked her to come over and swim she thought about it I could see she was wanting to but was not sure. I put the pressure on a bit and said come on over I’m here all day by myself and could use the company. She quickly said ok but what if a neighbour sees me coming over. I said just hop the fence here and il help you down.

    She nodded and ran inside. She was in a tee shirt and sweats. I waited for what seemed like forever and when she came out i expected to see the 1 piece that she usually wore. She had her hair in a pony tail glasses and the smallest 2 piece I expected to ever her see her wear. It barely covered her nipples and came up high on her ass cheeks and high on her hips. It was clear that she had a landing strip as I could see some pussy hair coming up from the top of her bikini. She hopped up over the fence and as i helpers her down I got a mouth full of tit and handful of ass. She let out a small moan when her nipple hit my mouth. I bit the fucker and kept sucking her tit. It was like a beast was unleashed.

    We kissed and I ended up fucking her on the lounge I payed extra attention to her nipples.

    I lover to put her tits together and titty fuck her. She has long jet black hair and when i spray my load it’s visible in her hair.

    I have introduced her to anal so she has toys that we can put in her butt so we can simulate a DP.

    I opened up a few boards hidden behind some bushes at the end of the yard so we can go into each other’s yards.

    We where on the couch in my front room she was cleaning me up after and afternoon of fucking and was licking my cock clean when her phone went off and her hubby called to let her know he had got off a little early and picked up dinner but needed help getting it in the house. She was naked on my couch and said she had to go. I was videoing her head game when she hopped up and threw on her booty shorts and t shirt. I kept her panties and she sprinted to the back yard. I could see a wet spot on her shorts from her pussy leaking. I sat there watching as she walked out the front door. He got out and tried to give her a kiss and she had to. He planted a kiss right on those lips that were kissing my cock less then 3 minutes ago.

    I think she’s hooked because they were supposed to go on Vacation to Mexico and she convinced him to go on a guys trip for the week to which he agreed.

    Maybe it’s because I told her to not go so I could put a baby in her tummy. Her eyes lit up when I told her that. So we are currently trying if I’m ass fucking titty fucking or mouth fucking her all my loads go into her. The week he was gone I pretty much lived there. A week of being naked and breeding her. She finally got a positive test though.