I have a bf of 3 years who I love very much, but recently I've started escorting again. He knows I have a sort of shady past, and suspects I did something like this before, but I don't think he really wants to know. It's such an easy way to make money, and I really need it because I'm going back to school in the fall. I don't really feel bad about it, but I really stress about him catching me because I really don't want to lose him. One of the first things he told me when we started dating is that he can forgive just about anything, except cheating. So I know if he found out it would be over. I wish I had a different way to make enough money, but I'm going to need straight a's to get into the program I'm going for, so I'm only going to be able to work a few days a week. Am I a bad person? I feel like I should feel a lot worse about betraying him, but my heart is with him, and the escorting doesn't affect that...

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by Anonymous on Aug 14, 2012 at 5:16 PM

You have to do what you have to do. My wife had to start working at an all-nude strip club to save us from financial ruin. Do I like it? No, but we ran out of options. Good luck!

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by Anonymous on Aug 14, 2012 at 10:28 PM

if your heart belongs to him then your body should belong to him too, cant you get a job that doesnt involve giving ur body away? seems to me you just cant let go of your old profession.

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