I'm 42 years old, I'm married and I have 3 children. But a few weekends ago, I was a slut.

Last month on one of the weekends my whole family was home and we were doing some chores. My husband was mowing the yard and my children (the oldest is 18, my youngest is 13) were all cleaning their rooms. I took a break from vacuuming and doing the laundry to check my email and noticed that my husband and left his email open. I wasn't trying to snoop but one of his most recent emails was titled "let's meet up again????" I couldn't help myself, I knew what I was about to find. Sure enough, he had been having an affair with some girl from his office. She had sent him some revealing pictures and he'd sent her some back. One of his emails said that he loved how deep she could take him in her mouth.

I faked a headache and "took a nap" while my family kept working. I cried for hours, in bed and in the shower and anywhere I could get a little privacy. I couldn't look at my husband, I couldn't believe he had done this to me. I try to stay fit, and I'm definitely not out of shape. I try to do every sexual thing my husband wants, I was crushed.

I didn't confront him about it, I didn't know how to do it or what to say. Thankfully a few weekends ago he had to go out of town for a conference. I couldn't stop thinking about how he could be cheating on me right now, I felt so full of rage and sexual energy that I ended up taking a long shower with a toy of mine. I remembered about this "bookstore" that one of my coworkers mentioned to me once. She said they had a huge selection of adult books, movies, toys, and in the backroom they had these booths with "glory holes". She told me that men would go in there and put themselve through a hole in the wall into another booth and that someone else would service them through that hole. I kept thinking about it, and decided that I wanted to cheat on my husband. It was the only way that I could stay in the marriage. I had to even it up and get my revenge.

I know it sounds stupid and selfish, which is why this is the only time I'm going to tell anyone this story and it's anonymous. While my husband was out of town I told my children that if they wanted to spend the night with friends tonight would be good because I was going to have a few friends from work come over for some wine and some chat (not uncommon for me).

They all lined up plans for the evening and when I dropped off my last kid at their friend's house I headed back home to shower and get dressed up. I was gonna get my revenge tonight. I started getting wet even when I was just getting ready, washing myself, shaving my legs and underarms and between my legs. I put on some lingerie that my husband had gotten for me a few years back, put on a dress over it, did my hair and makeup and left the house.

When I got to the "bookstore" the overweight guy behind the counter told me that I wasn't allowed to go back into the booths alone, for my own safety. I panicked, there wasn't anyone I could tell about what I was doing. There were a few guys in the shop, staring at my legs and ass. eyeing me up and down and I started feeling uncomfortable but I thought about my husband fucking that girl and I started getting so mad that I just had to have my revenge immediately. I asked the guy behind the counter if there wasn't something we could work out and gave him a good peek at my cleavage. He told me to hang on a minute and went in the employees only room and I started looking around at the guys in the store, some were cute but most were kinda gross. It didn't matter, I was steaming mad and starting to get really wet thinking about how bad I wanted revenge. The employee came back out with another guy that worked there and he told me that the other guy would watch the counter and he'd take me in the back. I was so nervous my legs were starting to shake a little in my heels.

He showed me to the backroom and it was dark and you could hear porno movies from behind the doors. He opened up one of the booth doors and followed me in, locked the door and told me to sit down in the chair. He put on a porno movie and told me to touch myself. I started running my hands over my body and up my thighs. He put his hand down his pants and started touching himself. I stood up and took my dress off, standing there in the lingerie my husband bought, a stranger touching himself right in front of me, I felt so dirty and slutty. He pulled his dick out and put it in my face, I opened my mouth and let him slide it in. Oh my god, the feeling of having another man's dick in my mouth almost made me cum right then. I hadn't touched another man in almost 20 years and running my tongue over this guy's dick and letting him hold the back of my head and push himself down my throat made me wetter than I could ever remember being.

I sucked him for a few minutes and then he jerked himself off onto my chest. I was practically dripping between my legs and then he pointed out that there was a guy watching me through the hole in the wall. It was like my brain got turned off, all I could think about was how much I wanted to be used. I wanted to know that I had let men use me and degrade me all behind my cheating husband's back.

The guy on the other side of the wall put his dick through the hole and I started stroking it. The guy in the booth with me pulled out a flask and offered me some vodka, I took a shot or two and started feeling really crazy. I started slurping this anonymous dick through a hole in the wall. I took it as deep down my throat as I could, pushing my nose flat up against the wall. The guy on the other side started thrusting into my mouth and soon after I felt his load shoot into the back of my throat. The guy in the booth with me gave me a cigarette and another shot of vodka, told me that another guy would come by soon. Before I could even finish my cigarette there was another dick coming through the hole in the wall. I got on my knees in front of the wall and started stroking and slurping it, I felt the guy in the booth with me put his hand between my legs from behind me and start to play with my pussy. I came almost as soon as he pushed my panties to the side and touched my clit. I was starting to get a little bit frantic, I was sucking my 3rd dick of the night and I was really into it. I licked and sucked and deepthroated and let him thrust into my mouth as hard and deep as he could. Aside from a little gagging here and there I thought I was doing a good job. The guy in the booth with me was now full on finger fucking me and the guy on the other side of the wall was shooting his load into my mouth. I swallowed some and let some drip out onto the floor.

Time for more vodka and the guy in the booth with me now had my panties off and was playing with my ass. Another dick came through the hole a few minutes later, this time it was a really big black one. The first black dick that I'd ever seen in person and I was so horny, I immediately started sucking it, trying my hardest to get it all in. At the same time the guy in the booth with me slipped a finger into my ass and started rubbing my clit as well. I came really hard and frantically slurped the dick through the hole in the wall. The guy in the booth with me got right up behind me and started rubbing the tip of his dick against my asshole, I was so wet he just rubbed some of my own juice on my asshole and slid his dick inside. I came again, immediately. Moaning really loudly now I kept sucking the black guy while the other guy just pounded my ass. The guy in the booth with me suggested that I let that black guy fuck me so I turned around and put my ass up against the wall, I felt the black guy's dick pushing around trying to find my pussy so I reached back and guided it into my pussy while i let the guy in the booth with me smack me in the face with his dick until he pushed it down my throat again. I'd never been fucked by such a huge dick before and he filled me up completely and then stretched it more. I was practically screaming and cumming multiple times. I tried to tell the black guy not to cum inside me but with a dick down my throat I couldn't really do anything but moan. I felt his hot cum shooting deep inside my pussy, it started leaking out of me as he continued to pound me through the wall. The guy in the booth with me shot his load on my face. When the black guy was done we took a little break for more vodka and a cigarette, he told me I was such a good whore and I was welcome to come any time I wanted.

After about 2 hours I left the "bookstore". I sat in my car in the parking lot and had a cigarette. In almost 20 years I had been with only one man. In 2 hours at the bookstore I had sucked about 10 dicks and been fucked by 5 of them, 2 of them in my ass. My jaw was sore, my face was still a little sticky, there was cum all over my lingerie top, my panties were drenched from the cum that was still leaking out of both of my holes. I don't really remember driving home but when I woke up the next morning I was still wearing those same panties and they were still wet. Feeling the cold and wet of those panties up against me made me wet again and I touched myself, rubbing the wet panties up against my clit til I came.

I showered, cleaned my clothes, picked my children up from their friend's houses and never mentioned it to anyone until just now. My husband doesn't know what a horrible wife I've been to him, but an std test showed me that as long as I'm not pregnant he doesn't have to know about it because I'm clean.

Sorry this is such a long story, if anyone even bothered to read it. Hope I didn't waste anyone's time but I just had to tell someone. Here's hoping for my monthly friend soon, I really don't want to be pregnant..