I Lost My Compass And Messed Around With A Woman

After my gym reopened i joined a spin class. There were just six of us at the 6:30 class. The woman next to me was a fitness queen, marathon runner, she looked like she was fat free all over. I had gained 20 pounds and was spinning to work it off my thighs.

That one day when she approached me she wasn't wearing underwear or leggings. As my brother referred to it she was wearing a lip reading leotard. Every move was spelled out in detail. She talked to me invading my personal space and touched me between my legs asking me if I wanted to go with her to the Starbucks next door.

And just like that she kissed my lips and she grabbed her gym bag, took out a pair of jeans and pulling them on she patted her ass and asked if I liked. Nothing so forward had ever happened to me before. I felt like leaving but something else took over and I went with her to Starbucks. She touched my hand, knee, thigh, patted my cheek, and after excusing herself for the bathroom came back and kissed me on the lips.

I don't like saying I was helpless, but I was. I followed her to her condo, showered with her, and let her take me apart on her bed. Before that only once before had I experimented in college. After I got home I sat on my couch for a very long time thinking about what I had done. I decided not to go back to the gym. Usually I share everything with my boyfriend, but I kept this to myself.

It haunts me, I've not seen her again. I don't go near the gym. I'm 100% heterosexual, I swear.