Liked Playing Around When I Was A Kid And Still Like It Today

I come from a very conservative value family, so when I started acting out with other boys I was put in therapy. The whole thing was swept under the rug and the therapist, an old man who looked at me funny, peed in the toilet without closing the door. I was too young to appreciate it.

I had my moments with boys during high school, some were pretty flaming as it was called then, pink shirts and sister's panties. Others were more like me, looked normal but loved to suck cock and get naked. By then my family had lost hope in me and the therapist was part of my boyhood.

At one party, it was held at a friend's house where we all got naked and were sucking cock and kissing, the boy I was with told me there was a man who paid for having fun with boys like us and was I interested. I went with him to this movie theatre one afternoon after school and the man came over and sat with me, grabbed my dick in my pants and sucked me. He held his dick out and I sucked him. He left me some money and told me that If I wanted more he was there on those afternoon at the theatre.

For the longest time, I'm talking through college and as a young professional I frequented theatres where men came for blowjobs, except for that first time I never took the money. I had some men that I became their boyfriend, these were men in business and the professions, so the boyfriend thing was in the closet. I had one relationship with a man who wanted me to wear panties, I wasn't into the sissy thing, but I wore them anyway.

I got married when I was 42 to a young woman from my work that I got pregnant. It was a pure accident, I never did fuck with women. But she was nice and she was pregnant and i married her anyway. Because of that I have to be careful and keep my other life in the closet. I have children, and that makes it an issue. We live in a large metro area, and there are places I can go to meet up with men when I get the urge, which is more often than I like to admit.

No relationships, just sex. Which has been my pattern all my life. I like sex, like being naked with a man, like sucking cock and having my cock sucked and I will present myself if I like the man and he looks like the type that can really do it. It's safe sex always, but I do remember the pleasure of just wild sex when we got together in high school and had our queer parties. Good memories.

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