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Anything Goes
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Bi-Sexual Female / 29
Bicurious Led To Crazy Situation
I met a guy last year not long after my divorce who I was attracted to. I knew he was married, but.....
We have fun, the sex is good, and I enjoy being with him. I know he would never leave his wife and kids (he's a deacon in a church), and I wouldn't marry him anyway. He never mentioned his wife much, so I didn't know a whole lot about her.
I've always been bicurious, and since my relationship with this guy wouldn't go further, I decided to try meeting someone. The lesbians I met were clannish and distrustful of someone they considered a newbie, so I searched online and finally found a bicurious feminine woman like myself. We chatted online for a long time and decided to meet. When we made love for the first time we were awkward and tentative, but it didn't take long for us to feel comfortable. She eventually went down on me, and I never came like that before, not with anybody. I tried to return the favor and I think she enjoyed it.
We met several times and became friends. I learned she was married, and that she had the same last name as my lover, but I didn't think anything of it. His name is not "Smith" but it's one almost as common. Slowly however, I realized who she was. She talked about her husband, how she loved him and she believed he loved her, but that their sex life wasn't what it used to be. She slightly suspects him of having an affair, but then she says, no, she doesn't think he's the type. She said she'd never cheated on him with a man, and this was her first time with a woman.
It was all I could do to not act like I was hiding something, but I didn't let it stop me from seeing her. I should feel uncomfortable around this woman, maybe even dislike her, but I don't. Of course if she knew, she'd definitely hate me.
There are so many weird things in all this. A few times I've seen them, unplanned, both in a single day. I was worried about one detecting the other's scent on me, but neither one said anything. It's surreal knowing he's intimate with her body and mine, and she's intimate with his and mine, and only I know. I can't help comparing myself to her in his eyes, but I really enjoy being with her too.
This whole thing is going to blow up, I know, but I keep seeing them both. I never thought I'd be involved in something like this.
We have fun, the sex is good, and I enjoy being with him. I know he would never leave his wife and kids (he's a deacon in a church), and I wouldn't marry him anyway. He never mentioned his wife much, so I didn't know a whole lot about her.
I've always been bicurious, and since my relationship with this guy wouldn't go further, I decided to try meeting someone. The lesbians I met were clannish and distrustful of someone they considered a newbie, so I searched online and finally found a bicurious feminine woman like myself. We chatted online for a long time and decided to meet. When we made love for the first time we were awkward and tentative, but it didn't take long for us to feel comfortable. She eventually went down on me, and I never came like that before, not with anybody. I tried to return the favor and I think she enjoyed it.
We met several times and became friends. I learned she was married, and that she had the same last name as my lover, but I didn't think anything of it. His name is not "Smith" but it's one almost as common. Slowly however, I realized who she was. She talked about her husband, how she loved him and she believed he loved her, but that their sex life wasn't what it used to be. She slightly suspects him of having an affair, but then she says, no, she doesn't think he's the type. She said she'd never cheated on him with a man, and this was her first time with a woman.
It was all I could do to not act like I was hiding something, but I didn't let it stop me from seeing her. I should feel uncomfortable around this woman, maybe even dislike her, but I don't. Of course if she knew, she'd definitely hate me.
There are so many weird things in all this. A few times I've seen them, unplanned, both in a single day. I was worried about one detecting the other's scent on me, but neither one said anything. It's surreal knowing he's intimate with her body and mine, and she's intimate with his and mine, and only I know. I can't help comparing myself to her in his eyes, but I really enjoy being with her too.
This whole thing is going to blow up, I know, but I keep seeing them both. I never thought I'd be involved in something like this.
