Revenge #2

So since I met up with this guy that I shouldn’t be seeing sexually after my divorce, I can’t stop thinking of him. He is sweet but at the same time qinky and wants to open me up sexually more. I try not to tell him that I can’t say no to him and this past weekend ugh I didn’t stop him from doing a few things to me that I didn’t think I’d let a guy. When I went back to his house Saturday it wasn’t even ten minutes there and he took my hand and went straight to his bedroom. He pushed me onto his bed and slid my spandex pants off and went right to giving me oral. Like some guys don’t ever do this but it felt like he was hungry for me. It was within minutes and he had me orgasming as I quite enjoy him going down on me now. I wanted him so bad when he went to climb on top off me I rolled him over and climbed on him. This time I wanted control, and it wasn’t hard cause he was so hard it stood straight up for me to climb on him. Let me turn you I rode him like never before, I wanted him to not last, I wanted him to feel embarrassed how good I rode him. I wanted him to know and his friends know that I made him get off to me fast. We could both here how wet I was as I went up and down on him, I never said a word just looked down at his face as he tried hard not to cum. My plan was to get off as he finished, but as I started to orgasm he cummed to and I felt him explode in me deep. I orgasmed so hard as he did this I just stayed there mounted, him marking his territory and well for me I made my memory and mark as well. We showered together and made supper, and this guy wouldn’t leave me alone as he turned me on as I cooked us some food, he bent me over the counter island and pulled my underwear to the side and fucked me right there in the kitchen as the food burned. I didn’t have time to make him wear a condom again so yes he finished inside as to not make a mess. We ordered delivery and cuddled asleep after that and couldn’t have been anymore perfect. The next morning I rode him again before I left back home, this third time I personally didn’t want him to wear a rubber cause I wanted him to mark his territory again in the right way. After he cummed I got dressed and drove back home, the whole way home he dripped out of me till I could shower. Maybe I’m assicted to him, or just the sex, maybe I’m finally opening up sexually but ugh I feel dirty sometimes enjoying the fun times….