Living My Fantasy And I Want To Experience It Again
Following my forced retirement I work pro bono with a group assisting small business. My specialty is tax. One of my fellow advisors is a retired lawyer. We became sort of friends and had lunch a couple of times. He invited me to come over to his house and play poker with some friends. I am not a card player but he insisted.
First we are talking about he and I and two young men. The game 'poker' was poking the young men in the ass, but not before they had engaged in oral sex and you could have fun with on of them. I was uncomfortable because in all of my fantasies of that nature I was the one getting poked. I've had a desire for many years to have a 'man on top'. But for many reasons, never lived it out.
But I go along and I find myself with a young man's dick in my mouth and it's my first experience and all and I am enjoying it, holding his hard cock and sucking on it. The more I suck his cock the more I want him to get on my back. He takes his turn with my cock in his mouth and I maneuver his fingers to my ass and he fingers me, pretty aggressively. Every other time I've been 'fingered' it's the old prostate test. I want it deep and hard and for him to fuck me with his fingers. He's been around, an active gay for hire and recognized what I want and turns me around and puts his cock right up against my ass, and asks me if I am ready and I get my first fuck.
If he is not a natural top then what am I missing. I've waited so long and I need more. I can't afford a gay for hire, my friend the lawyer was looking for a man who wanted to fuck the 'boys', not find that I'm one of the 'boys' waiting for a fuck.
I met a man about my age in Home Depot and he asked about some plumbing material, and I helped him locate what he wanted. He had a large item in his hand and took a swipe at my butt and said 'see you around'. Was that real or my imagination. I can't let go of that afternoon, a real live even not something on the internet. I loved holding that man's cock and sucking on it and loved it even more when he got on top and I was 'barebacked' by a total stranger. I do recognize that it was terribly risky.
I just want to experience a man again, feel his full cock in me. I would also like to experience being able to kiss with a man.
