Have your evil transgressions of the past caught up with you in ways never imagined? Do you revel in your past evils, where others would surely repent? This is the place to chronicle and confess your evil deeds of the past, be they soothing, or sorrowful.

One Outcome Of The Covid Lockdowns

In 2020 I was a college junior. All classes went remote and all the students dispersed to their parent's home. I was at that time experimenting sexually with this girl, it wasn't because we felt we were L but because we just liked it. And it was safe sex, sort of preparing ourselves for the real moment. The forced separation really hurt me, and I was a depressed girl living at home in my old bedroom, with my parents without the benefit of friends, going out, isolated. She and I kept up a warm and sometimes inappropriate online relationship, but it was all fantasies.

My older brother who was in the service came home and everyone fawned all over him. I was literally, if not figuratively, totally ignored. At that time I had become online friends with a classmate from high school, and I reached out to him for moral support. He suggested that what I needed was some male company, and he was in need of a female. So why not get together, and he would F me.

You have to be extremely desperate, depressed and lonely to agree to that. It was at his house, since both is parents were essential workers, his mother is a nurse and his father a firefighter. He had everything set up, the bed had fresh sheets, he had a tube of anal lube, and a great big (to my eyes) dildo. He had also set up a movie camera for filming. He told me that he made money that way. I told him he was crazy, and I wasn't going to participate. I returned home.

He got on my case, and banished me from his online world, with my only hope for redemption to show up and let him film me. I went back, and agreed to let him film me as long as he didn't show my face. He started with filming my in between the legs world, both my vaginal and my anal region. She showed me the video and asked if I wanted a redo. He filmed his erection, and placed the camera for better viewing as he performed sex on me. Again he showed me the video and asked me if I wanted a redo. I got a lot of tit exposure, and he filmed me with his dick in my mouth, wearing a night mask. It was all porno and I started watching his videos. I used the dildo on my own, at home, and took stills with the dildo in me. I also took stills as I went from furry to a bare pussy.

My brother walked in on me while I had my phone set up with my legs open masturbating with the dildo. He kicked the camera over and turned me over and took his belt to me. I had four very red lashes across my butt, and was otherwise totally naked with a bald pussy. He F me. No cameras necessary.

By the time I returned to campus I had one semester left, I was my brother's regular, and I had made several videos with my high school friend. As well as the stills. I had an online name, and he shared them with club of like minded perverts. My brother had been discharged and he came to stay with me the last few weeks before graduation. Our routine was a blowjob and sex and a blowjob and sex in the morning. Blowjobs were mandatory greeting. I got a scare when my period was late, but miscarried right after graduation.

I am not a proponent of brother sister sex. It is something you need to be careful with. But a brother on his sister is the most mind blowing sex there is. I love to give him blowjobs and I am a very receptive sister. After he came into the picture, I did not go back to any of the other porn behavior.

I know what I did with porn, and what I do with my brother is a perversion, and I'm a pervert. he is too, but I am not telling him. But to quote somebody, I can't resist being with him.

  • Bad Thoughts And Desires

    Happily in a relationship, always checking out other girls but no more to it.

    Today I walk into a takeaway shop behind these two girls, I honestly couldn’t guess their age, but they were young.. like 15 maybe? One in jeans, the other in tights.. and holy shit this was an ass like no other.. I just stared at it, I know it’s wrong but I couldn’t help it. I go to the bathroom for a leak; walk back out pulling my fly up and she’s on the bench seat looking at me.. she looks down, then makes eye contact and winks.. I’m obviously now immediately hard and I’m not very big but it was obvious.

    She comes and stands in front of me in line and “accidentally” bumps into me. Her perfect teen ass rubbing on my cock for just a moment.

    I walked out and went about my day but I can’t stop thinking about it, she’s half my age and it feels so wrong to even entertain the idea… but…. Damn

    Back When I Was 17, Almost 18

    And it was the summer going into my senior year of high school. I was a small timer and My friend was a pothead stoner and wanted weed for the summer. So he had a proposal for me. I could fuck his 12 year old sister all summer if i gave him weed each week.

    Well she was into me anyways so it was def consensual. But bc of the age gap ( she just turned 12 and was going into 6th grade into middle school. ) my friend and i and his sister agreed to tell no one, especially their parents who worked all day during the weekdays during the summer.

    It was the most glorious summer the sweetest ever... literally. I can barely describe what it was like touching fondling and caressing her young body. She had a nice bubble butt with small yet developing perky tits and the sweetest little hairless virgin pussy. And once i took it and broke her hymen, well lets just say it was quite messy if you get the drift.

    But after that first time we were together, i ate out her little young pussy everytime before i stuffed it. And she loved kissing licking and eventually sucking my cock.

    To any guys attracted to young girls this was the closest ive ever felt as a almost adult ( 17 almost 18) fucking a young girl. Obviously of course once the summer was over and i turned 18 we stopped. Havent fucked a girl under 18 since and just find the tiniest most petite youngest looking legal age girl with tiny tits (usually18-22)and fuck them just imagining theyre like 13.

  • Her Lowest

    I used to work at this warehouse right out of school. Graduated needed money to pay for school took a part time job working at this warehouse coming in a few days a week to help fill and load trucks. There was this very attractive wife women who worked in the office. She came out to the shop a few times a day. Always dressed over the top kind of had a flat ass but some nice hips and a pair of tits that she was very proud of. I’m not sure how her husband ever let her leave the house without telling her her tits were falling out. Found out later that she wouldn’t tell him. He left before she was ready to leave and came home way late. She liked to show off. She ignored everyone who talked to her and would only talk to you when she felt like it. Big sorry blond hair stood about 5 foot 5 real hot. Here I am black kid not even 19 but tall with a muscular physique. Not huge but played ball and worked out. I guess I’m decent looking never thought about it. But she always was nice with me. Said good morning or hello every time she would see me. Everyone else complained how she was very snobby. At around 11 most people took lunch but I did not I’d take my lunch later depending when I need to start. I was part time and they had me on a flex schedule. I came in one day around 9 the office closed at 3:30 and was walking out a little before 5 heading home. As I walked to the parking lot I saw Heather the hot blonde women getting out of another girl’s car who worked there. The car drove off and I saw her stammering back to her car. I asked her if she was ok she had trouble finding her keys. She says Athens and her gad gone for a couple of drinks but it got a little out of hand. There was no way she could drive. I told her I’d take her where ever she needed to go she had the hiccups and said ok. She was holding onto me as I walked her to my car. I was being nice when I noticed she was staring at me. She let it out you are very attractive ok thanks I stopped and went to lean her against my car and she kissed me. I kissed back. Instead of the fir t I put her in the back and crawled in. Luckily I had an old ford Taurus that had a big backseat and the windows tinted. Spent the next 45 slamming into her. Good kisser really good fuck. Never though about it no condom. Took her home next day I was not scheduled to work. I saw her 2 days later walked in and she quickly came to me as I headed to the lockers. No one was around I clocked in and your ed to find her starring at me. She said that she wouldn’t tell HR that I took advantage of her I needed to keep my mouth shut and not ever tell anyone. To be honest i was blind sided and told her I would never do or say anything to her like that. I made some corny shit up and before I knew it she had her tongue in my mouth and said she would see me later. Over the course of a year she would wait for em after work arranged my schedule to match her time when she left on my days off when i wasn’t in school she would take the day off or leave early. Always the same thing while we fucked it was great and amazing even going as far as telling me she loved me but couldn’t ever leave her husband he was safe she said. Her husband was her security blanket I was her work husband who fucked her. At my age I didn’t give a shit I just wanted to use her and take the g*fts she gave me. I was done at the JC and was transferring to State in a couple of months. Those last few times I emptied every chance I got rough. The rougher I was the more she wanted it. She had gotten so bold that I convinced her to have me ride me in my car in the parking lot during my lunch break. That was when a marketing rep saw us. I had cracked the window open a bit to get air in she was so loud and into it. We never saw or him pull up. I was let go I didn’t care I was moving she on the other hand was let go and then the shit hit the fan. Shamed of getting caught she was let go her husband lost it wanted to know everything she wouldn’t tell him anything. I got a text from her that she loved me but needed to make it work. She apologized I said that was ok. I was going so whatever. The last text I got before dropping my phine and getting a new number was that she was pregnant and had no clue who’s it was. Pretty sure the odds are for me since she refused to sleep with her husband. Another great decision she made. Her excuses wore thin. To me honest he lacks down there and cums fast I’m used to you being bigger. I might not feel anything if I sleep with him. I left it’s been almost a year never said goodbye just left. On social media she’s a ghost compared to how it was before.

    Yes Or No

    When I’m out in public…..grocery store, restaurant, walking down the street….I always assess every woman I see to immediately determine “I’d fuck her” or “l’ll pass”. It’s an instantaneous decision that takes a split second. Just a little fantasy play in my head to amuse myself. And interestingly I find myself deciding “I’d fuck her” to about half the women I see. I feel like I am not the only guy who does this. I realize I’m objectifying women but it’s all just in my head so no harm done. And it’s not my actual behavior around women at all. I’m actually very respectful.

  • Perfect

    I have always been kind of selfish and when I’m into something or someone I always give it a hard try. It’s 50 50 sometimes they cave and we date and sometimes they cave we fuck and they go back home. It was different with this one. She had an office that and recently moved in 2 doors down. Our office building had about a dozen offices that have been divided into small leased spaces. Lynette was a small spinner type mid to early 40s I eventually found out she had just turned 42. Fake blonde you could see some roots growing out when she first moved in. She was in heels and slacks he first time we met. Pant suite fit her snug she had nice thick legs for her size and a great little ass. Very pretty well put together marriage counselor. We met the first day she moved in she had a small office and a reception area. Only 2 of them worked she often came in early and left late as soon as her office was ready. I watched her movements for a few weeks mirroring her morning’s evenings and eventually lunch times so we would cross paths. I put the pressure on right off the bat after we found similar patterns I started to bring her coffee she enjoyed the attention I could tell. Net and I eventually started to grab lunch since we where both leaving at the same time. We chatted over a sandwich salad at a small cafe that we eventually started to call our place. The staff started to recognize us even making comments about what a good looking couple we where. She blushed never correcting them. We talked about her job my practice business law boring but paid extremely well. Marriage counselor for 5 years started working after having a rough patch in her marriage. Slowly she was opening up giving me a way in to her complex life. Husband owned his business was always out drank to much had affairs when she was not working and was taking care of his business and 2 kids who where now in college and a senior in high school. Each day mornings lunch and evening we would cross paths on purpose of course. Then the day came when as well where leaving Net had text me that she was leaving. First time she had made a choice to let me know her whereabouts. To many it seems small but for a married woman letting another man know of her plans and including that other man is a big deal. She had a small business gathering to attend this coming Friday evening and was going to alone. She often went alone as her husband had no interest in her work. Her event came and we had made arrangements to meet at my place first time she had ever been to my house. Ga e her the tour nice 4 bed 3 on a lake pool Great view of a water fountain lighted up in the middle of the lake could be seen from my room and pool. She looked amazing in a very short red dress that hugged every one of her curves. Panty house and heels to finish the look. Make up well done her hazel eyes looked amazing. We arrived we found a place to sit met some of her colleagues that did the same she had drinks we had dinner small talk chatted it was the perfect evening. We drove together my idea so we would end up back at my place. Back at my place a few more drinks then came the moment I had been planning for. The kiss the kiss that started the motions. In a flash she was in my room we undressed each other hardly breaking from kissing. She had work thigh highs and a garter. She knew what she wanted and we went for it. Sex was amazing so amazing that we both fell asleep. It was close to 4 in the morning before we left. I had seen her phone light up while we were fucking a few times she sent it to voice mail and pushed it out of the way. A few times I took her phone and snapped some pictures and videos of her in very compromising positions Legs spread wide open no bra naked begging me to keep fucking her. As she spun on all 4s I took her from behind and sent my self the videos and pictures and saw her hubbies last text asking where she was. Up loaded a few food pics and hit sent a video then hit sent. His precious wife who had been telling me to own her and make her feel like a women something she says she had never felt before. Deleted the thread and turned her phone off. By the time she fell asleep her mouth pussy and ass had been used harder then it had ever been. Tears came from anal. This all started 6 months ago she thinks she sent it to her husband in accident. She moved out her husband forced her to leave then begged her back. By the time he realized he still cared for her she was already living with me with me in her ear guiding her through her divorce and getting to wake up every morning to an amazing blow job and how her ass feels as I slide my cock right in there. For a small person watching her anus get stretched make me cum and cum hard. No idea what the long term plans are but for now I love the feeling of emptying my balls into her ass pussy or mouth her sexual awakening is what she calls this chapter in her life.

    About Time

    I work at this small shop in a town up in Not Cal. Very small company 4 of us and we are isolated by location. I am a guy working with 3 women. 2 of the 3 are decent looking white girls while the lone black women is married as well. She is the youngest apparently her husband is military and off in Germany or something. Sharon is thick. She’s probably close to 5 foot 2 pushing 140 150 lbs nice fat tits thin waistline and you a massive add. She does have a nose piercing besides that she is drop dead gorgeous. I flirt with her pushing the limits. She at first was kind of bothered as she kept telling me she’s married but i didn’t let up. Anytime which is often we got a chance to be alone would make comments about how beautiful she looked shit like that. She’s often in jeans legging shorts and the occasional skirt. I always compliment her on her outfit and the last few times she has started to respond with a smile a thank you and recently a little hip wiggle that gets my dick rock hard. Sharon is 22 she’s young to young to be tied down that’s what I tell her. I had asked her out a few times it was always no i can’t but I had not asked in a while and we had been flirting and she had been very receptive to my comments and flirting so I asked her again about happy hour after work. She though about it and for the first time she said yes. She happened to have worn a denim skirt that day so it was a double score. As I walked in to the office from the shop I saw she was in the phone and sitting facing the door as I walked towards her I saw she and had a full view of her thighs and panties. She had on a nice pair of red panties. I wondered all day if she wore full back g sting or thong. All fucking day that sight was burned into my mind. 3:30 came she met me out front and she rode over with me in my Tahoe. We went in had a few drinks we flirted she said that it felt nice as she was lonely she didn’t do much after work never mentioned her husband I didn’t bring him up at all didn’t want to fuck the vibe up. After a bit she was relaxed I told her we would go grab something to eat. She stumbled a bit she giggled I walked her over to her side opened the door she sat down she had this look on her eyes I went for it leaned in kissed her and we went at it. Never broke my kiss as she got out I opened the back door we hoped in the back seat got her top off her skirt went up over her ass. Thong it looked good. In the rear view mirror I could see her full ass and looked good. She gave me a little head then we went back to kissing. Before she could say anything I pushed in and she kind of mentioned a condom but I ignored her it was tight she smelled amazing she uses a lot of tongue kisses me licked my neck over and over sucked a little on my neck I did the same she enjoyed having her tits sucked as she rode me. Right before I unloaded she shook and screamed a bit that she was cumming. As she did I gently pushed my finger into her ass and she smiled at me and said she liked that. We made a mess in the back seat. We cleaned up best we could grabbed take out and went back to my place. I think she left to go back maybe a handful of times. The only time she brings up being married is when she has to take a call and she started ghosting. No condoms i pump away and cream in her. At work it’s almost normal I get flashed and she and I flirt and have sex occasionally. She has told her soon to be ex that she has moved on and to not bother coming home. I was in the other room for that call i over heard her tell him she was pregnant. She has t told me anything but she did say she was planning something for us this week and was excited. I’m ok with knocking her up figure she’s worth it. She’s let me in to all 3 holes and enjoys sex as much as I do. Seems she doesn’t like to be alone so I keep her company fed and fucked

    Need Woman!

    Me need woman!
    Find nice woman. Bang on head. Take back to cave!

    She Got Over It

    I was banging this women that I had met at this small concert a few months back. Alyssa is about to turn 42 she looks good a short 5 foot 4 150 lb dirty blind with short hair. We sat next to each other she liked my eyes and chest is what she said. I’m half black half white in good shape tall and have hazel colored eyes. Lyss’s has mosquito bites for tits but decent sized nipples. Has a nice big round ass and these thighs that I enjoy rubbing. She often wears a dress or skirt and my hand can be found on her thighs. She enjoys me licking away she found out she likes to have her pussy and ass licked. I do this often for her and my enjoyment. After a we met things moved fast at the concert we kissed after having a few drinks. She was with her friends and she by the end of the night ended up ditching them and we went back to my place. She told her best friend that she was not feeling good and would take an uber. On the car ride home she was practically half naked. Skirt hiked up kissing my neck and hand down my pants. She kept telling me it felt big and while in not the biggest I am a solid 9 inches and almost as thick. Once had a girl tell me that I made her fall in love instantly after I had penetrated her. Alyssa would soon say something similar. We licked and fucked each other and fell asleep. She woke me up with her warm mouth around my dick. She was still in her both day suite. One last ride she asked me if she was a one night stand. No I wanted to see her again after a a massive orgasm she sat on me still fully impaled and ground and rode me until I came deep in her. I better get on bc she said. Then she said I have to be honest with you. Ok she tells me that she’s actually married with a kid ok wow a shock. A married women just spent the night and basically told me I’m the best thing that ever happened to her. Does that change anything she asked no I don’t care but when I want to fuck it has to be available. I told her to get good at sneaking around. Ok she said would take up hobbies that could get her out of the house during the week. Her husband and son had gone out of town because she had this concert thing planned and he had an extra day off so she was good until Sunday night. We spent the day in bed she was completely naked most of it. While having pillow talk she would spill the beans on her relationship what she liked what she didn’t like. She had tried anal but wasn’t her thing I told her that i liked it and she said she worry it for me. We took a drive to the adult store in a shady part of town and her eyes lit up as checked out everything they had. A few different butt plugs. She was embarrassed when we were checking out and I made a comment that we would put one in her in the car. The guy practically creamed himself and Alyssa while embarrassed still looked at me and said yes baby if that’s what you want. We did she wore her denim skirt so I had her lean into the car I placed it in her mouth she spit on it. I had pre cum rubbed it on the tip and pushed it in. Her ass bent over with the smallest sized plug and the red hart shaped ruby looked amazing. I took some pictures and a video. She stood up in the parking lot at this point she mouthed that she was horny and we had sex in the car. She said the plug made it feel so tight she was enjoying the sex. We got home my place and we put the toys to work.

    I dropped her off at home later that evening. We set up snap chat for her. Messages pictured and short clips non stop. Then a pic her spread eagle lips apart ass with the plug I could see she was in her bedroom. We snuck around for months her husband in sure had a feeling she was oblivious she thought she was sneaky until one evening she was confronted when a few old text message where found. She went silent and told me that she as being watching like a hawk to not leave her she loved me and was ready to leave. Then while out for a run I thought to myself she needs a push fuck it. Finding her husband and his contact Info was easy. I went home made an anonymous email account attached some very nice pictures of Alyssa with toys and a cock in her and a few pics of messages proclaiming how she felt about her life and how she was in love with me and my cock. Best pic my favorite her on all 4s and I took an aerial view of my dick all 9 inches of it buried deep in her ass. The caption said I win I own her know. Never the same and hit send. Hours later she showed up with a bag and said he had found more pics she had no clue how she was scared I pulled her into the room and moments later my balls where slapping against her ass. She said I’m glad you love me my old life is a mess. As we fucked she did she loved me she was scared no place to go I told her she was home you don’t need to work just keep fit and keep this ass open for me. A few hard slaps then back to pounding away playing with her little chocolate star. From mommy housewife to whore she was my toy now.

  • Yeah I Know It's Weird, But So Is Half The World!

    Always been fascinated by total-enclosure bondage, the longer the better which apparently classifies me as a "cleaustrophile" or just plain crazy by way too many people...can't remember when it started seriously, but mid teens, when hormones were becoming the most important thing in life...and also to the older boys in my area, whom I 'ran' with, always in an inferior role.

    "Wanking" was our primary area of interest, as is usually the case, and when these guys learned after a rash admittal on my part, that I like to be tied up, and suggested it might be fun for them to put me in a sleeping-bag, head first and rope it up, they jumped at the possibility, and really enjoyed such abso9lute power and total control, over a weaker 'victim' - common to all bullies.

    So I received the first of many "humiliations" at their hands - literally! I hammed it up a bit, begging and pleading for it to stop, knowing that would only encourage them in their cruelty, so endemic with boys that age...I lived with a single Mom, who drank too much, and stayed in her bed most of the time, with minimal service needed on my part, so time was never a real factor, and they gradually upped my time in such confinement...it got real serious when they somehow learned about oral sex, and its widely publicised benefits, and naturally I was the ideal victim for their experimentation...hated it at first, but it was always accompanied by 'bag-time' and some really wicked 'wanking' in return, so I cooperated with feigned reluctance, and they were greedy with their demands...so the future pattern of my life was set, and now twenty years later, I still seek out guys, of any age, weight, appearance or race, willing to trade si9milarly...

    Seems like older guys, seriously dependant on V....are my best bet these days, especially those of a naturally cruel or sadistic nature, who really love teasing, tormenting and torturing a healthy younger allegedly "straight" male, to outrageous lengths, as I negotiate a path to possible permanent sex-slavery, and submission to absolute power and total control... delighted to hear from anyone who thinks they'd enjoy that, with suggestions, proposals...