Have your evil transgressions of the past caught up with you in ways never imagined? Do you revel in your past evils, where others would surely repent? This is the place to chronicle and confess your evil deeds of the past, be they soothing, or sorrowful.

I've Long Fantasized And Even Almost Gone Through With... Losing

my cock.
After watching some rather questionable porn on rule34 and then finding my way into some weird subreddits and a discord server, I found myself obsessed with removing my cock. I'm a little over 7" long and reasonably girthy and I've been asked why I want to risk this piece of meat. I have decided that I'm tired of being so overly sexual and obsessed with fucking, thinking about sex and just never not thinking about it even at work.

So, I went to the hardware store and a farming equipment store and got an elastrator and a pvc cutter. got situation, nice and comfortable, got started on some weed and bourbon. Then, got on a cam call with a sex worker and found myself in an intense cbt session. Unfortunately, I lost a lot of coordination after getting too wasted, but I did manage to severely burn and cut into my cock.

Weirdly I didn't feel any panic about the act, and have decided I want to go through with it. Hoping I can get some assistance.

  • Surprise In The Park.

    I often go for long walks at the nature preserve on the edge of town, Miles of paved walking and bike paths thru the woods. One warm spring day as I was walking , I came upon a young woman sitting on a park bench with a small dog.

    She was wearing a short, summer dress with little thin straps. I stopped and told her what a cute dog she had. She bent over to pet the dog sitting on the ground saying he was her sweet boy. As she was bent over, I caught a look down her dress and she had perky small boobs and I got a good look at her pointy nipples. They looked as thick as my little finger.

    I asked her if she minded if I sat down and caught my breath for a few minutes. We sat there and chatted , soon a young guy walked up and the two of them hugged. Then she said goodbye and told me to enjoy my day, as they slowly walked away arm in arm. When they were almost out of sight, they kissed several times and then left the paved trail into the woods.

    I'm not so old as to not know what was happening there. I walked on down that way, pausing a little as I walked. When I got there I could see a small dirt trail going over the hill into the woods. I eased onto the trail walking real slowly just looking and listening. At one point, I could see her colorful dress thru the trees down below.

    I moved a little closer and discovered her dress was hanging on a limb and she was butt naked. She was stooped down sucking this guys cock and as I watched, my old cock began to get hard. She stood up, looked around and bent over against the tree and this kid began slowly deep fucking her from behind.

    I pulled out my old hard cock and began to stroke it, matching him each time he thrust his cock into her. For the first time in many years, I was suddenly pumping several streams of cum as my knees shook.

    I've been back to the preserve several more times hoping to run into her again, but no such luck.

    Happy Ending With My Granny

    When I was a kid staying over at Grandma's place , several of us guys rode our bikes down the railroad tracks about a mile to a trestle over the river. We climbed down and played on the rocks and went swimming.

    After the long ride back, when I got home my butt and crotch was chafed and painful from riding with wet shorts. Granny saw that I was walking a little funny and tugging at the butt of my shorts. I told her what the problem was and she told me she'd run a hot bath and I should soak for a while

    After I had a long soak, she told me to get out and she'd rub some aloe lotion on me to soothe the burning. I toweled off and she had me turn my back to her and she took her hands and slid them between my butt cheeks and began to gently rub me with lotion. Her fingers slid along my butt hole and kept touching my balls slightly.

    When she told me to turn around so she could do the front, my cock was starting to stand up and I got a boner. I was 12 years old and had just discovered jerking off, my cock was always getting hard. Granny didn't say anything, she just rubbed her hands up and down the front of my thighs watching my cock swing around a little.

    She asked me how long I had been hairy as she cupped my cock and balls in her wet hand. I told her just a few months and she asked me if I liked doing this, as she started to stroke my cock slowly. I didn't have to answer, she felt me twitch as her fingers rubbed across the head of my cock. A just a few strokes, my knees buckled slightly and I shot two squirts of cum. Up until then I had only dribbled a few drops when I jerked off and I was shocked watching it shot like that.

    Granny wiped me off still jiggling my cock and balls around. Then she told me to go take a nap before supper and I'd feel a lot better. She was right I drifted off to sleep and I felt so much better.

  • Why Not

    I caught up to a few buddies last night after an early date. It went well ended up fucking her at her place and agreed to see each other again. Figured I had some time so around 9 I caught up my friends. A few of them are married and had the wives with them. Heather is one of the wives good looking woman nice fat tits good to look at. Other was Lisa also good to look at but not really curvy. Just really pretty either one would be a score for anyone. Husbands and wives were pretty much fucked up. One of my buddies was talking to the wives when I walked up. The conversation was there tits which caught me off guard. Husbands were busy at the bar with other people and one of our friends was having a good time talking about tits and ass with the wives. Wi the there back to the bars at one point I had my hand up Heathers shirt and was pinching her very large nipples. At one point Heather was telling me she was horny and went over and asked her husband to leave. Lisa said to head back to there place because they where tired. There was a UFC fight so the place was loud and the fight was not even half way over. I told the husbands that I was headed out they asked if I could drop Heather and Lisa off at home. I said sure no problem I tapped my buddy and told him I was taking Lisa Heather home. Shortly after walking out of the bar I put my hands in Heathers ass and pulled her towards me and gave her a kiss. She said to wait to we where not in plain view. We got to the truck and Heather and Lisa both went down on us. I had Heather topless in the front seat. I looked back and Lisa had her shirt and skirt hiked up. I got to Lisa’s house she text there husbands that they where home. I took Heather pants off and proceeded to fuck her. My buddy wanted to swap girls but I wouldn’t have it. I ended up titty fucking Heather and blasting her face. Before she could wipe her face I turned her around and gave her ass some attention. It was Lisa la place I left her and my buddy there. Who knows how he got home and took Heather home. There I took a chance and fucked her in her bed. When I left she was sleeping with a puddle of cum floating on her anus. Gave her a kiss and saw my way out. She texted me this morning saying she was going to stop by my place in a little bit In stead of going to the gym. Probably starting a relationship that I shouldn’t but the pussy is that good

    X Rated And Trigger Warning For The Feint Of Heart

    I'm going back in time to when I was 13. My mother was 35 then, and taught 8th grade social studies. A new hire, a Mexican man (all Hispanics were Mexicans then) came to work as a PE assistant coach. His name was Roberto and was good looking. My mother invited him over for lunch on Sunday. He came and after getting a tour of the house he grabbed my mother and after a fight he managed to get her shorts off and on the bed in her room he took her, my mother screaming under him, hitting him. I went over to hit him but my mother told me back off.

    She threw him out and we had lunch by ourselves. My mother opened up and told me that I should never allow something like that. We talked about men what men did and how easy it was to get r**ed. Not to kid myself, r**e was just around the corner. But then, she said something else, 'what a fuck!'

    As time went on she would talk about it sometimes, along the lines as the best ever fuck she ever had. Remind that it was so wrong, r**e was always wrong, but what a fuck.

    I turned 35, I am a realtor. I was showing a house to a real 'Mexican'. In the master bathroom he slapped me hard on the butt. I turned and he caught my arm. I know enough Spanish living in Sacramento. Do you like dick? Let's find out and he wrestled me to the ground in the empty master bedroom of the house. I rolled, but he caught me again, now he was on my back pining me down. With his total body weight on me he got his hand under my waist and undid the button on my pants. He slapped me several times to keep me pinned face down, until he got my pants down far enough. I could feel his penis between my legs. Then he poked my asshole with his finger and when I reacted he slammed his penis in, and fucked me until he was done.

    When he got off of me he called me a whore and told me that if I said anything I knew what I was going to get, using his index finger, he shoved up in the air. His last words, again everything he said was in Spanish, 'you like dick don't you'.

    Like my mother I never said anything to anyone. Except now. When I went home and laid on my bed all I could think about was 'what a fuck'. Never in my life had a been so wet, wanting a dick in me so bad. I was embarrassed for a time about it, but now I know that to get fucked like that, you have to be treated like that. I understood my mother, she is passed so I never got a chance to talk with her about it. But Mama I know, what a fuck.

    What a fuck.

  • Had The Chance And Took It

    Had the chance to fuck a hot women this last weekend. Completely intoxicated we both had a great time and with out her consent i took the condom off and bare backed her and came inside her. When I came I left it on resting and making out with her as I got hard an again and went for round 2. Again blasting my shot deep inside her. It felt real good and at the time seemed like a good idea. Found out later that evening that she is recently married. Her husband a red head and know knowing that she potentially could get prego makes me wonder if he will notice if she does get prego that it’s not his kids. I’m Venezuelan and am very dark almost looking African American.

    Going To Let Them Take It

    I’m a good looking brunette shoulder length straight hair 5 foot 3 146 lbs. Married with a son. In a pretty plain vanilla marriage. Typical life revolving around basketball for my son. Before we had him my husband was very kinky always trying to fuck me anywhere any place any time. After we had my son that all went away. Totally understandable that we could not do that with my son around. Now that he is older and gone with friends at time I ask sometimes for my husband to spice things up. I still rock a hard body nice tits and curly figure.

    At times I will slut it up wearing a shirt that shows a lot of my girls no bra and my nipped on full display. I will pair that with a shirt skirt with no panties or leggings that are thin and see threw and show of some camel toe. If we are in the car by our selves I rub his crotch and offer rode head. He laughs it off and tells me maybe tonight. I respond why tonight why not now. He just says later. While he is not responding everyone else around me is. He has at least 2 friends that are handsy and have groped me and slid a finger close to my holes. I pushed the off at the last minute before i was bent between them. They have text me on the side sending me dick pics and ask for pictures I don’t respond. I mentioned to my husband that they are hardy sometimes and all he says is of they are just playing. I think to my self ok then next time they are just playing I’m going to let them. If those are there really the pictures of there dicks I will be stuffed for sure. We are supposed to be going to a bbq at one of there houses during the day. I am wearing a fitted button down shirt that shows my tits and I short printed skirt that if I’m not careful my muff is on full display. No panties so if they want to take it they can have it. What I really want to happen is to have all 3 fuck me my husband and his 2 friends. But if the 2 friends is all I can get il take it. I finally sent them a pic it was of me wearing my outfit with the caption no panties. Both responded one said cant wait to see you on my dick the other got me going said can’t wait to fuck that ass with my tongue. Oh boy I think today is the day I turn into a real slut. My pussy and ass are aching for some dick. There will be other people there so this could get out of hand either way il be all in. My son is with his grandparents for the long weekend. Hope that tomorrow im well used and out away wet. Il post my results.

    Like Her To Much

    I have been hammering my next door neighbors wife for about 3 months. She is an Asian and I’m African American. She has nice legs and small tits with a round ass. She has asked me on several occasions to wear a condom and I did at first but after a while I started pulling it off and nutting in her. Asked me why I did that told her I wanted to feel skin on skin. Worried about what would happen she got her monthly visitor and the next time we fucked I did it again. She doesn’t stop me now and purposely nut inside her. She is a couple of days late and now is worried. I kind of want to knock her up to keep her. I know it’s fucked up but she is a good fuck.

    Waited For Rosa

    My neighbors down the street are good hard working people. Hispanics that have lived there for about 3 years. When I was still married I would have Rosie that what we call her baby sit for me. She is around 5 foot 5 thick girl curly jet black hair. Started sitting for me when she was 16 and in those couple of years she went form a girl to a full blown women. She is a little on the thicker side very pretty face massive tits. Hard not to notice and one day she comes over as I’m going out after my divorce to watch my son and she is wearing some shorts and a tiny top and her tits are all but spilling out. She looked good and caught me looking a few times. I left and came back a short time later and she had put my son to sleep. I paid her and told her that I would walk her home she lived 4 houses down and my son was asleep so I locked up and off we went. It was chilly and I noticed her hint nipples were pretty much hanging out of her top. I started and walked worker she told me her birthday was coming up I asked her what day she told me next Friday the big 18.

    The week passed saw her on Friday her parents had a party for her some of the neighbors where invited as I was. She again wore a revealing dress tits popping out. A few of her friends had got to the booze and were talking to me. They all seemed to dress slutty must be a thing. One girl made the comment that when I take her virginity to be easy on her she had never done anything before. Curious I asked is she was a virgin she said no. Rosie came over and we talked I asked her to sit for me next Saturday afternoon. My ex had my my son the next weekend and through out the week I almost canceled on her but curiosity got the best of me. Around 1 in the afternoon I heard a knock and i acted surprised. I let her in checked her out her large tits barely covered up and if I looked hard enough I could see the pink of her areola. She had on a some fitted jeans making her thick shape stand out.

    I apologized and told her that my ex had my son and forgot to tell her. She said it was no big deal she had no plans I asked her to sit and watch tv. She did she played with her hair and was really flirting. I made sure to sit next to her and rested my hand on her thigh and proceeded to run my hand up and down it. She smiled and I told her that her friend had told me to be gentle with her and I asked her if she was a virgin. She giggled and said she was and a few guys had gotten down her pants and most played with her tits and had given a few bjs. My hands went from her thighs to her tits. She leaned in and kissed me. We made out for a bit on my couch. I pulled her tank top off then I had set stand up and slide her jeans off leaving her panties on. She was a thick curvy girl and I was rock hard. I stood up sucked her tits we kissed and I pulled my shorts off and putt her hand on my cock. She squeezed and jerked it and said it was bigger than she had touched before. I had her lay on the couch and I ate her ass and her pussy out. She was wet as can be. She kneeled in front of my and sat on her knees. I sat on the couch and turned the tv on and threw on some porn for us to watch. I told her to come up on the couch give me head and out your ass in the air. Her ass was nicer then i thought. Her thing was still on so i slide it over while she gave me head. Told her to do what the girl on tv was doing. She would suck watch the porn and i started to slide a finger into her very tight pussy. She was a quick learner and I had her sit up and come and mount me. We where face to face kissy when she slid very slow down on my dick. She said it hurt a bit while kissing me. She slid all the way down and on me and I kissed her her neck and sucked her tits. Her nipples are super sensitive and she liked the attention on her nipples. I tit fuck her we did doggy and even slid my dick in her butt but she cried said it hurt so we will revisit that another day. Around 7 I told her to go home and tell her parents that she was going to spend the night at her friends. She did as told and was back in about an hour. We showered together and she wanted to watch more porn. She starts the local JC this fall and I have driven her to get BC because I will not use rubbers. We had a few scares and figured we will not be stopping anytime soon so she went on the bc. Her friends know we are swing each other. Her one friend has come over and let me fuck her as well. So far this is working out. Il let it play out with both of them see what happens.

  • Tired Of Trespassers

    I own a large amount of acreage on the mountain. It’s clearly posted No Trespassing but there are still people who think they can use it without permission. I have put up more than a few trail cams and have caught poachers, illegal dumping and random hikers but recently there has been a truck pulling into the woods for a while every few days. I got a notification that the camera triggered so I took the sxs up and found an Amazon van backed into the clearing. The van was rocking so I took cell phone footage as I walked up and in the back bent over boxes was the girl driver getting fucked by a young guy. I videotaped them for a few minutes before banging on the side of the van. I taped them as they came out and when I was done, I told her I was keeping the video in case they ever came back. She was all apologetic but I told her that if I she ever parks there again she’ll be taking care of me! I hope she does, because she had a great ass.