Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

My For Ever After She Came With Baggage And I've Been Making Babies

Life is a gamble, you just never know what cards your holding. I was 23, with a Social Studies background, 66K of student debt, 17K of credit card debt. It was also impossible to get a good paying job with benefits. I worked as a server and retail, and when a job opened up for an entry level HR generalist I jumped on it, with benefits. The pay was 17 an hour. Not enough to move out of my parent's.

At work I met a 37 year old Canadian woman who worked upstairs. She was my only friend there. It was a couple of weeks she dropped that she was a Canadian lesbian, married to an American businessman. Canadian lesbians are supposed to be more pragmatic, a man husband offered a lot of benefits. Like coming to America. Over many weeks she told me about freezing up on her husband, about getting involved with a girl and him blowing his top, about him going ballistic because she had herself sterilized at 19. A free thing for lesbians in Canada.

She regretted it immediately but it was too late. Now she couldn't do what her husband married her for and she had to confess to her husband about her 19 year old impulse. If I brought it up, or she did, we talked about using my young fertile body to help her keep her husband happy. She would ask him to help me with my debt. He agreed, but demanded a minimum of two children, he would pay off my student and credit card debt, but he wanted me to provide the breast milk.

The actual event was clinical, on my knees on a towel at the side of the bed, bent down with my face in a pillow, he approached and helped by his wife he inserted and she helped him inject his sperm as far up against my cervical opening. Of course during my most fertile days. After three injection sessions, I conceived on schedule. On my birthing date the wife joined the surrogate mother in the delivery. Laying 'the' baby on my bare chest she cried about our very own beautiful baby girl and asked if we could name her Jules. Our baby was breast fed, our baby was over mothered, our baby wanted a sibling which she got eighteen months later.

Our baby, our baby, we lived together. My debts paid off I was able to stay 'home' and be with our babies. Between her and her husband there was more than enough money for a real nice house. I've skipped the obvious, all kissing was on the mouth, all sleeping was with her. So our babies was right, our babies came with a father. Our babies. I suppose at one point she sat down with her husband and discussed the obvious.

In short he generously made himself available and he injected a set of twin boys just to make it even. He got his boys, we got our girls. Our house is in a cookie cutter block, his house is next door. It's the only way we could afford two houses. I wouldn't know if the housekeeper has extra duties, none of our business, but she takes a long time cleaning his house. We have another very experienced older lady helping us. Sometimes he wants to bear hug us. Sometimes the bear hugs get awfully long, but he is the Daddy, and not just to our babies.

  • Helping Out A Friend

    I've always wondered how a girl feels being fucked, sometimes I imagined I was a girl. Anyway when a friend of mine asked if he could fuck me, after some thought I said ok as long as he was gentle. I went to the bedroom and put on some of his wife's clothing, platted my hair and adorned my face with makeup. I called him in and in front of him I was on the bed face down ass up. He came up behind me and lifted my frock revealing my pantie clad ass framed by a suspender belt holding up thick black stockings. My pants were quickly pulled to one side and I was lubed. I didn't have to wait long before experiencing the initial penatration. WOW I felt full. As he enjoyed me I gripped the sheets and held on for dear life. He was as gentle as he could be, even though I was obviously struggling he keep focused on his need. I remember his hands on my hips, his pace quickening and his cock bottoming me out. All of a sudden I was aware he wasn't wearing a condom as his sperm flowed into my body. I felt his weight as he slumped over me after cumming. To be honest I was glad of the stillness, it was over and he was spent.

    Coming Out Is No Big Deal

    I found coming out was a bit of an anticlimax. My friends and family don't care if I am sucking cocks and getting fucked by men. They say they don't tell me about their sex life, so there is no need for me to tell them about mine. I'm not really sure why some of us really want everyone to know we like cocks. In my case, I think I'm probably bragging. So they are right, no need to tell the whole world what we do. I think that here in my small hometown of Somers, Montana, many already know that Ric Carter likes to suck cock. Others that do a search for Somers, or my name may stumble across this post. That's okay. I no longer hide that I am a cock slut.

  • This Is It, I Like It.

    A while ago, I, as a straight man, relised that I have some tastes on dicks. I tried to deny that, but it came to conclusion that I can't. That's the truth, I like dicks, I like their form, I love how they go inside, I love when they're hard, I love almost everything about dicks. And now I want to suck one and I'm trying to find one to suck. I tried on dating apps, websites, but couldn't find anyone attractive enough. And that's the thing. I like dicks. Not men. But I still don't know why that thing between our legs attracts me so much. Anyway, I'll try to find someone, and when I do, I'll probably have some stories to tell.

    BECAUSE HE WANTED IT

    I let him face fuck me because he wanted to. I've always had a submissive nature and as soon as he picked me out from the crowd I instinctively knew he was superior. He bought me a drink, an orange juice and as far as he was concerned he'd bought the rights to my body. In his car he got me to blow him which soon turned into a face fuck. I held on for dear life as I borked relentlessly, his big cock jabbing at my tonsils. my eyes were blood shot as if I'd been crying. He called me a whore, I quite liked that although I pretended not to. My token resistance spurred him on and I became his new whore and his third fuck that week. I felt worthless in the knowledge I was no more than another shag, just a whim of his desires. DOGGY STYLE that was how he wanted it and boy did he give me it, his new whore a new hole. It was a rough fuck and without feeling, I was to be used and he used me. After some time of my ass gripping his shaft he announced he was about to cum, pulled out and faced fucked me to completion then left as he said jibed, 'you can find your own way home WHORE'. I did just that, his new whore making the best of the situation.

  • Finally Submitting To My Desires For Sex With A Man

    Closeted all my life, I kept my feelings to myself and did not act out on them. I lusted from afar. I married out of college and had a family, joined Mega X corporation and rose to be a Sr. VP and made a ton of money. All the years I had moments of deep lust but I controlled myself. My position, my family, were strong motivators to avoid intimate.

    As the years past my desires changed. Certainly when I was young I had the hots for the football captain, but I learned to appreciate the brainiacs in the room. I was on the negotiating team early and I have very clear recollections of sizing up the men across the table and fantasizing that he was kissing me. If a hand fell on me I let it fall on me. Was it an accident or a man reaching out. I didn't remove the hand or the shoulder or if I was trapped in a subway. I enjoyed physical contact with large man.

    I had close calls. In Amsterdam I came very close to following a man to his room. But there are cameras everywhere and the last thing I needed was a camera showing me entering a room late at night with a man. I have spent hours and hours on the internet, I have a one off laptop I use for cruising for porn. I have encrypted files, and hidden trees. If a picture is inadvertently opened it defaults to a spreadsheet thanks for a Finland based programmer. I have joined chat rooms to talk to other gay men, I have masturbated during these conversations.

    Last year a friend of mine invited me on a hike in Arizona. We were six on the hike plus the guide . Wilderness, you pee into the sand. I wanted to reach out and grab my friend's penis, I wanted to suck his penis. It was very hard to control the emotion. I wanted to kiss him.

    But luck may come from unexpected places. I attended a friend's destination wedding with my wife and daughter. Her friend was getting married. There was an open bar and I found myself in a conversation with a local man, obviously wealthy. The bathrooms were a good distance from the tent and the reception. I'm sure he saw me and followed. In the bathroom, I hadn't noticed that he had slipped the latch to lock it, he got close and reached out and grabbed my penis. I pulled back and he challenged me. He said he could tell I liked it. He had been watching me. He held his penis out for me to grab.

    He put his finger in my face and told me he was going to fuck me. He pushed against me and started kissing me, all over my face, and my mouth, grabbing for my dick. He got my pants undone and pushed them down and I tripped and fell on the floor. He kicked off his shoes and lowered his pants and jerked himself into an erection. I stood and with my pants still around my ankles I held onto the washbasin while he got behind me and grabbed me and rubbed me down, jerking on my dick, poking his dick into my crack. He got his dick where he wanted it and I stood or bent over and he tore into me, forcing his dick in me. When he finished he pulled out and washed his dick in the wash basin and told me he wanted me to suck him.

    But first he kissed me, he was very strong, much stronger than I was. We kissed and held dicks in our hands. I had given up by then and I bent down to suck him. I got down on my knees and sucked him. I imitated videos I had seen. I wanted him to fuck me again, this time I was going to bend over further. I stood, managed to get my pants off of my ankles, inside out and stood at the washbasin again and bent over looking over my shoulder. He got his dick back in me I leaned forward and spread my legs so he could get it in as far as it would go. My head bent in pleasure, I had no shame. He sucked my dick and kissed me some more, and told me he wanted me to sneak out of our room and come to his room later than night.

    I woke up, I hurt and it was hard to relax to empty my bowels. It hurt like hell when I did. I bathed carefully and tried to squeeze my butt shut. We dressed and went to breakfast, the bride and groom long gone. I saw him across the room, and he smiled at me and moved his tongue over his lips. I got away while my wife and daughter were tied up with the father and mother of the bride and slipped behind him to a service elevator and went to his room.

    We kissed for a long time really, slowly making love kissing. We held our dicks in our pants and he used his fingers to massage me. We got undressed this time and I sucked him on the bed, this time in full daylight, his dick erect while he toyed with my anus. He licked his finger to get his index finger in my anus, I opened my legs for it. This time he had some kind of lubricant and he 'greased' me up and got on my back and penetrated me and fucked me. This time the pain was pleasure and he finished in me. I sucked his dick and he reciprocated. We were up there for forty five minutes. He asked me to look up to him with his dick in my mouth and he took a picture, for his collection.

    Birthday 1985 Continued

    An hour after getting home I was at my Uncles house for a Birthday get together with my family, I was outside the front talking to my Uncles neighbour when I felt a large trickle of cum in my panties, as I looked uncomfortable the neighbour asked was I ok and I said I was a little embarrassed but I needed to get cleaned up without my family knowing as there was only one bathroom available for us all to use and it wasn't going to be quick, He invited me to use their bathroom and showed me the way to the en-suite in his and his wife's room.

    He left me to it and went downstairs while I stripped off my clothes and wiped the cum from between my legs when I thought I wonder if I could take a pair of his wife's panties to wear instead of the crotch-less ones I had on so they would catch any leakage, I left the bathroom and tried to quietly find a pair of panties as I was bent over looking in a lower draw I felt hands on my hips pull me backwards and I felt a Huge cock go balls deep into my ass.

    I had been caught whist wearing only the lingerie with a gaping hole which My uncles neighbour took instant advantage off, I never knew cocks could be this big but as he was black I hadn't given the stereotype of black men having big cocks seriously until now, I was being rammed full of cock for the next half hour when I felt him stiffen and ram himself as deep as he could into me as he pumped wad after wad of thick sticky spunk into me.

    I found a pair of panties and got straightened up to go back to my uncles place, His neighbour came round and spoke to my uncle and I was soon asked If I wanted to stay over as it was getting late and my parents would need to go soon. The neighbour looked at me and winked so I siled and said "yes I would love to stay for more" the neighbour left and soon after so did my parents, My uncle said come on lets walk off some of the drink which my unt thought was a good idea as it would give her time to clean up a little.

    I was soon in the neighbours house and he had called a few people so I was surrounded by five black guys and Indian and my uncle, I stripped off to my lingerie again and the neighbour asked if his wife's boots would fit me, they were a little tight but looked great as I looked up from putting on the boots I was greeted with the sight of seven cocks I was fucked relentlessly for the rest of the night and even had two cocks in my ass at the same time.

    Nobody noticed the neighbours wife come home until she had gone and fetched my Aunt, when they entered the room everything stopped and all I could feel was the two cocks in my ass explode as well as the Indian guy who's cock was in my mouth apart from these three the room emptied and I realised it was the neighbour and my uncle in my ass.

    My aunt threatened to call the police on them for r****g me until I asked for some privacy as I was loving the feeling of being so full of cock, my Aunt was taken back by this and after I had no cocks left in me I had to explain what had been happening to the two women who accepted my explanation that it was my idea as I wanted to be filled with cock and cum for my birthday g*ft.

    The next morning I was Sucking my Uncles cock again when my Aunt entered the kitchen, "get all the cock you want but its only ever here ok" then she left and the neighbour appeared at the fence and called to my uncle to explain his wife had told him that as long as it was only me and only ever at my uncles place he could use the "little white slut" whenever he got the chance, so right then and there I found a position I was comfortable in and allowed them both to fuck my face and ass again.

    The next day at work I broke up with my girlfriend and got the receptionist and my girlfriends mother together and while I sixtynine'd with her he filled my ass with cum, we repeated this almost every day until I changed job and for the next four years my birthday weekend was spent full of cock and cum while on occasion my Aunt watched until the neighbour was killed in a road accident.

    Birthday 1985

    In 1985 I was working in a Hotel a 45 minute bus journey from my home town, I was seeing a waitress who's mother worked in housekeeping and would allow us to use vacant rooms before they were cleaned for the next customer.

    On my Birthday we had arranged to get together in room 24 and when my shift finished I went to the room but she wasn't there, there was however some sexy lingerie laid out on the bed and a note apologising for having to let me down, I had always wanted to try wearing some lingerie and decided to try it on.

    It fitted me wonderfully and felt amazing to be wearing a lacy black Basque with lace topped stockings with matching crotchless panties, the only thing missing was shoes. After a little thought I used the rooms phone and called reception and asked if there were any women's shoes in lost property, Danny they receptionist that day (gay) never missed a beat and said "no but there is a pair of heels in the cleaning closet on floor two, WHY DO YOU ASK" without thinking I told him what I was doing and he simply said "oh ok fine".

    I left the room wearing nothing but the lingerie and went to the cupboard and found the shoes which luckily for me actually fitted. now at the time I had long bleach blonde hair and was quite slim and feminine looking which was great for what came next, as I got back to the room my girlfriends mother was already in there cleaning. When she saw me standing in the doorway dressed in what turned out to be her lingerie she beckoned me into the room to get a better look.

    She pulled out some makeup from her bag and before long I looked like a younger version of her, as I looked into a mirror I got a raging hardon and began touching myself which is when my next surprise happened as My girlfriends mother sank to her knees and took my cock into her mouth, she expertly licked sucked wanked my shaft until I shot a big load of cum into her mouth. She quickly kissed me and we swapped the cum back and forth before swallowing half each.

    I looked at the time and noticed I was going to miss my bus home if I wasn't quick so I slid on my t-shirt and trousers over my lingerie and put my trainers on, My girlfriends mom put the heels into my bag and told me to keep the lingerie as a present from her, I left the hotel forgetting I still had a full face of makeup on and rushed to the bus stop nearby.

    On the bus ride home I wondered why the driver kept looking in my direction but ignored it as a kinky thought was over-riding all other thoughts, I waited for the only other passenger to get off and took the chance to strip down to my lingerie and put the heels back on for the feeling of looking like such a slut in public. I had forgotten that as I had caught the non express bus the route went into a village where the route turned back on itself and if the bus was ahead of schedule the driver would take a quick tour of the bus to make sure all was ok.

    I was soon faced with the sight of the driver standing right by me looking me up and down, I spluttered "can I er help you sir" well long story short I soon had his cock in my mouth and we moved to the front of the bus where he bent me over the front rail and took my anal virginity, the pain was intense but I was loving it until he pushed himself balls deep and came inside my ass.

    As he got straightened up I fetched my bag and clothes from the back of the bus where I had been sitting and went back to the front where I was asked if I wanted more when we got to the station in my home town, I thought about it and as I felt cum dribbling from my ass I said "yes please", He got on the radio and started to make arrangements.

    Upon arriving I was told to go to the toilets and entertain "Ron" until he got back, I entered the toilets and asked "Ron" what was happening, he showed me to the middle stall and showed me the holes in both walls before he took out his cock and guided my head toward it

    I sucked this middle aged mans cock and loved every second of it when I heard several voices outside Ron guided me into the cubicle and closed the door, for the next hour or so I sucked and was fucked by around six different men to the point I could hardly feel it as they entered my stretched out ass. I'm not sure how many loads of cum I swallowed, took on my face or up my ass but I was dripping from everywhere.

    When they were all done using me the original driver from the bus asked if I wanted a lift home which at first I accepted but once we were in the stairwell of the nearby parking structure I was presented with his cock in full view of the windows, I took him straight into my throat and allowed him to properly fuck my mouth until he emptied yet another load of spunk onto my face before he walked to his car and drove off leaving me to walk 2 miles home, I had just finished cleaning spunk off my face and out of my hair when my parents came home to collect me for a visit to my Uncles place.

    What happened there is another confession altogether.

    The Boss

    I confess that I let my wife move her young lover in with us.. he is eleven years younger than me and he has a big thick ten inch dick with big saucer head on it and I had my paycheck direct deposit to his account and he let me get on my knees and lick my wife's pussy off his big dick and then I sucked him off and ate his cum

  • Hockey Night

    I do not know how to start this so I will just cut to the chase.

    My friend is over my house watching the hockey finals the other night. As the game is finishing, we makes some off the cuff comment about needing to find his girlfriend for some fun. She doesn’t answer. He says I wish you sucked cock as much time as we spend together. But I do….he just never knew.

    That was the first night I sucked his cock. I sucked it the next night too. FWB!