Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

A New Side Of Me

I worked at a local company with 50 employees. We took a student as an unpaid intern for the summer to help me get caught up. My boss agreed on the condition I put her up for the summer. She didn't have any money so it all fell on me, food, toiletries, and some clothes which my boss reimbursed me for. There was also entertainment, I took her along, got her a fake ID so we could go to clubs. Where ever we went she stayed close and I held her hand in a crowd.

We had a bad thunderstorm one night and I went to her room to check on her. I asked her if she needed a hug and got in bed with her and held her tight. She fell asleep and my hands went over her breasts and I touched her between the legs, she just cuddled tighter. I fell asleep and we woke up in the morning embraced with her head on my shoulder and her hand on my breast.

I kissed her forehead, not thinking. The storm was over but we stayed tightly cuddled for over an hour until nature called loud enough we had to pee. After that night I asked her if she wanted to sleep with me and she moved in with me. Lots and lots of hugging and cuddling, kissing her forehead, cheeks and nose. Long talks until the wee hours, and from time to time if my hand went across her breast, across her butt or hear hand rested on my breast we rubbed noses.

One Sunday morning, after she showered and her wet pubes clung tight to her panties I kissed her through her panties and ended up eating her and skipping church. I held her tight and kissed her on the lips and let out that I loved her. There is no turning back, she lives with me and goes to class and we are in a full blown relationship. When she is out, in class or with college friends I ache for her to come home. I love how she holds my hand, how soft her breasts are, how wet she gets when I make love to her.

You see, I never thought I would be in love with a girl. I just jumped in and out of bed with men never being able to click. A true one night stand Mary. I'm discovering this part of me, with a college kid.

  • Craving

    I have today off but my wife has to get ready for work. I’m bi and most of the time I like women over men but this morning I was craving dick real bad. So no more than three minutes after she walked out the door I was watching bi porn and had a dildo in my ass. I had the best orgasm I have had in a long time. It has been over 15 years since I have felt a real cock and I don’t know much longer I can last!

    My Wife Pam

    In my freshman English Lit class I met Pam. She was also there to become an elementary teacher. Chatty and pretty we became best friends. She was open enough but quiet about her personal life. It was obvious that she resented me dating and didn't like any of the guys I introduced her too. When I broached the topic of sex her comment was 'how can you do that?'

    In our second semester we moved in together. She liked doing housework, liked doing laundry, a real Suzy homemaker. She had some strange habits, like washing her underwear all by itself, folding it last. If she did our laundry she separated our underwear. She started keeping our underwear in the same drawer, in her dresser.

    I had a boy over, got hot and heavy, he got going on me. I looked over his shoulder and she was standing in the door watching. When he rolled off she looked at me, I opened my legs and offered myself to her. She turned and walked back to her room. I got up and went to her, still naked. I pushed myself on her and when I put my hand in her pants she was wet, sticky wet. Not a word, she let me pull her pants off, I kissed her wet pussy but she wouldn't let me penetrate her with my fingers.

    She made it clear that boys were not welcome. She let me kiss her, kiss her breasts, her pussy, but no penetration. She let me in her bed. She let me call her my wife. I didn't bring another boy around, contented myself with her and we graduated together. We moved, got jobs in different schools, lived together, by then she was open to full nudity with me, she welcomed clitoral stimulation, but no penetration. I never got any indication that she had been m****ted. She just had a thing about her vagina.

    I met a guy at work and behind her back had a sexual affair with her. Loaded with sperm I made love with her. I wanted her to watch me again and I brought him over and sucked his cock in front of her, let him fuck me in front of her. She got wet, and she pouted, but it was obvious to me that she liked watching. It was only then that she confessed that when she was young she shared a room with her parents and would watch her father have sex with her mother.

    She's every guys dream of a wife, but she will never be a man's wife. My wife yes, a guy no. I could do a guy, but I don't. My wife doesn't like it. She has soft skin, sweet lips, nice breasts, and a very soft bushy pussy. I'm not giving that up for some guy.

  • The First Time

    I was 45. It was. 1995. My wife and I were enjoying a night at the local pub. We were commenting on the hot women and men. I had asked her before what it was like to give a bj. This night she said , "You know you are curious you should try it. If you don't you will always wonder and not know. Besides, if you don't like it you will know and you will have satisfied your curiosity. " Shortly after that an old school friend showed up and joined us. The three of us left the pub together and we invited him to our house for a couple of drinks. I mixed up some drinks and we decided to play a few hands of poker. Before long poker became strip poker. My wife was topless and down to her sexy sexy thong. I was still in my jeans and our friend was in his underwear with an obvious hard on. Which I was obviously staring at. He was fixed on my wife's tits and pussy. She was noticing that I was staring at his very tented underwear. I went to mix another round and returned to see Steve fondling her tits and her stroking his hard dick. She led us both to the bedroom and on the way told me she wanted to fuck him. And, then she whispered, " I want to watch you suck his dick." We made our way to the bed and I was on my back with her kneeling over me in a 69. Steve climbed on the bed and began fucking her doggy style as I licked her clit. His hard dick was right there in front of me. I was transfixed on his dick with her words ringing in my head. His dick slipped out of her pussy and right into my mouth. My surprise turned into pure pleasure as I began sucking his dick. He did not hesitate and continued his rhythm. My wife rolled off and started watching the scene before her. Steve moaned and stiffened up. I knew what was coming. I had never ever touched another man's dick and he was about to shoot his load in my mouth. I looked at my wife as she said. "That's it baby suck his dick. Drink his cum." And my mouth was filled with his delicious cum. I swallowed all of it. And continued to suck his dick as it softened. I let his dick slip from my mouth and she leaned in and kissed me. The three of lay there for a while . Steve quietly got up and left. As he was leaving she said thank you and asked me the enevitable question. I said "I like it. Curiosity satisfied. I want more. " That night I realized was no longer straight. I was hooked on sucking dicks. There is much more to confess about my friend Steve and me and my wife.

    Protection From Suprises

    I've been into transgender women for a minute now. And Ive had this secret fetish of worshipping lady stick. It honestly started back when I used to fish online for women for late night hookups. I would get lucky every once in a while and meet a chick for some fun. Most times it would just end up being a one night link other times it was a start of some type of fling or relationship and whenever desperate and unlucky enough I'd just give in and pay women who would be soliciting sex acts for money. Thing is being a man I wasn't doing all the things necessary to protect myself online. I mean I always carry protection so that was enough...so I thought.
    Well one night was one of them "lucky" nights...so it seemed. I got this one girl to respond back to a message I left in her DM showing interests and talking sexual with me. As of course we link up somewhere private a ducked off motel room but nothing out of the ordinary. Besides the fact that she was willing to pay for the room was a red flag because I only expect that from escorts and cheating women nothing else gave her secret away. I mean skin soft a slim feminine figure and a soft high-pitched voice she had beauty soft feet with a nice pedicure and the etc.
    We talked for like an hour or so smoking and vibing. We touched on a diverse range of topics from personal experiences in life to having the same curiosity about spiritual signs and what they mean to secret fantasies and fetishes that we considered too taboo to ever share with someone (another red flag). Eventually things would lead to her giving me a BJ. She swallow my whole semi-erected penis with so much passion and enthusiasm as if this was the blowjob to get the man of her dreams. Never using her hands she kept herself entertained by sensually sucking my dick caressing and making sure to lubricate every square inch of the dick. Sparingly she would fondle with my dick inside her mouth and take it out to slap her face with it.
    It was more than half an hour later before I would bust my nut. But what came next is what tripped me out. I cum but she keeps going. She ate the first nut but proceeded to fuck me with her face as if she didn't notice never acknowledging the fact that I came in her mouth; but I could see her spitting the cum out on the side of my johnsons as she continued to throat down my dick. First few minutes ok cool but now Im like too damn sensitive to have still been on hard for this performance. Gummy dick and all she was still in this oral performing trance delusional and hypnotised to perform the blowjob of her life.
    Now I love the extreme sense of sexuality and eagerness to please which are two major turn-ons for me..but eventually I became burning inside to return the favor and bury my face between her legs and let her pussy juices run down my mouth like the true pussy eating champ I am lol.
    So now I start to lay her back and spread her legs. She was hesitant at first to what I was doing but didn't take much to allow me to make my next move. I eagerly reached out for it thinking thats a fat ass pussy until I pull her panties to the side and this cute little miniature circumcised penis fell out to the side of her thigh with these two perfectly shaved cold balls come out right after. At first I jumped and sat there staring at this chick trying not to take my pistol and harm this tranny for playing me. But as I tried to maintain my composure from keeping that from happening my dirty mindset started to take over once again but this time in an awkward way.
    The tranny set there asking questions like "am I ok? do you still wanna do this?" as if we spoke about her being a transsexual and I was ok with it SMH. Yet while she layed there spread eagle with her sky blue panties to the side..the perfect view of ALL of her was perhaps too much. That had me pissed as fuck but like I just mentioned my dirty mind had other ideas. Reminder my hormones is already raging from her BJ on me and now Im noticing that my urge to reciprocate that pleasure was still a burning desire. YIKES!
    No one could see us and she did convinced me of how discreet she was during our conversation so Im like no one will ever know. I started out by caressing her dick and balls while trying to swallow the idea of sucking a penis. If Im going to do it -it might as well be now and fuck it im going all the way with it whether I like it or not; because I knew that if I didn't enjoy it this would never be a doubt in my mind ever again.
    Once she became more comfortable and relaxed I used two fingers to stroke her manhood. As soon as I felt her start to rise to the occasion I proceeded to go down. My first move was to take on a mouthful of balls while I allowed her to continue to reach her full erection. Once she was at full attention I began simply to use my tongue to apply firm pressure. I went from the underside of the head of her lady penis to her cute little scrotum sac and back up to the top tracing the opening tip of the penis with the tip of my tongue and back down again. The more intense the caressing became for her the more she started to come out of her innocent shell and allow that nymphomaniac from within to emerge and the more I became into it.
    Now at this point she's literally fucking my face; grabbing the back of my head and intensely using her strength to thrust my head towards her pelvis. As the climax was building up I picked up the tempo stroking her lady dick along my tongue's firm grip. Not much later she creampied the back of my mouth and throat while trying to push my head away from her pelvis area body trembling and legs shakening and tightening around my neck. All I could remember was this bland and salty ass taste in my mouth and how quickly she went from erect to flacid in matter of seconds. On my face was this disgusted look of an appetite but inside my head was this feeling of gratification and fire.
    She never was successful at pushing my head away as I kept repeating this intensifying cycle of fucking her with my face. Forcing her balls deep in my mouth into the back of my throat everytime she prepared to release her load cumming into my mouth over and over. She grew weaker from every orgasm lasting through a multidude of bursting ejaculations balls deep into my mouth eventually losing strength. Laying there helplessly succumbed in a satisfied disbelief state of mind she knew that although she was the one being pleasured and pampered orally that I was still the dominant one. I forced her body back into a relaxing position after being uncomfortably repositioned on the edge of the bed from all the squirming orgasms and continued to provide her with oral pleasure.
    I believe this may have been her first time actually being pleased to this point by the way she tried to protect me from those "assumed" unwanted throatpies from her. As a fair estimation she nutted over 10 times back-to-back from an unexpecting four hour nonstop reverse tranny blowjob. The first eight or so orgasms she fucked my face back as much as possible before she just had to ejaculate and the last few orgasms barely produced any sperm or resistance due to the escalating intensity and climax of each cumshot.
    I had taken full control of this girl and was getting ready to leave with her soul. She was too weak to get dressed as I did or to even to walk me to the door as I left out. I did give her one final suction before I left but didn't care to count it as a last round because it was too brief to make her feed me another load but good enough to leave her on hard prior to leaving.
    Since that encounter years ago Ive been on a hunt for more shemales. Today my shemale body count is 9 with my "multiple pop nonstop bj" being my go to move ..(continue confession)

  • New Gym Clothes

    I was talking to Todd today about going to the gym with him like we always do. He was saying what time he wanted to go. So I thought to myself I want to step outside my comfort zone.

    So I wore panties and leggings to the gym today (of course I tucked). So now everyone at the gym knows that I am a cross dresser and you know what I enjoyed it so much. To the point where not only did I get my mouth destroyed in the changing stall and left with cum on my face.

    But I think I’m going to wear less men’s clothes and more women’s clothes like I wanted to.

    Circumstances Brought Us Together In A Romantic Way

    My neighbor was run over downtown while crossing the street. He stepped into traffic thinking he had the right of way. He was hurt pretty badly, broken hip, femur, five broken ribs, punctured lung, bruised liver. And bad scr**es and bruises. And being his neighbor, the only girl he knew, he had them contact me. The guilt of taking care of him was the worst guilt I have ever felt. He could not possibly take care of himself, so I let them put him in my roommates room and my roommate moved in with me.

    Feeding him, bathing him, medications, repositioning him, entertaining him. It was the biggest unwanted chore I had ever had, but I was stuck, by my guilt and his pain. And there was something else, I was sleeping with my roommate night after night. When you see, eyes wide open, this girl undressing, dressing in front of you, getting in bed beside you, touching her, feeling her boobs on your back when she leans on you, her hand accidently touching your butt, your boobs, straightening out the wrinkles in your crotch. And her seeing you naked too.

    You would think that sex would blossom with the injured man. It didn't. Sex blossomed with the girls next to me. I suppose feelings blossomed first and it was only after she said the L word that I said it. Preceded by I suppose I L you too. No, take that back, I do love you, I just don't know what to do. Only after we went through the Declaration that sex blossomed.

    He had ideas, he fell in love with me and he fell in love with her, I was told it is the Nightingale effect. I genuinely care for him, I'm happy I was there, guilty, but I was there to nurse him back to health. But if he hadn't stepped in front of a car I pretty sure my roommate, now partner as the lez people say, my girlfriend and me would not be sleeping together and doing the horizontal Zumba. He is our neighbor, we have him over for dinner, along with his laundry, and we appreciate him looking after us. In a way we have adopted him as our big brother.

    Want It Bad

    I been mostly straight forever with a couple of curiosity tries at m2m over the years. Have lately become almost obsessed with the thought.
    What I imagine is hooking up with a mature chap maybe from mid fifties and over. Like to imagine him relaxing on the couch with no pants and get between his legs and suck those big hairy low hangers whilst he's stroking himself. Want to make him moan and tell me to keep sucking them balls. Then I'd push his. legs up and glide my tongue down his musky crack and tease his hole making him moan more and beg for it when I dig my tongue deep up his arse and suck that hole til he blows his load on my face.
    Really want to suck a fat old dick with my own dripping all down my leg and maybe even cum together. Think about him humming on my dick too.

    Gym Rat

    I go to my 24 hr gym after I get off work around 2am almost every night. I had recently split with a long time girlfriend and was really trying to stay in shape and not be lonely. Several times when I was there there was a cute little blonde girl working and I thought she might be into me but we never really got past conversation and she moved to the dayshift. Couple of weeks ago I was working out and I noticed this young dude looking at me. I didn’t pay it any mind until I was working out in another part of the gym and I saw him again looking at me. I had never been with a guy and always thought of myself as a ladies man. I had no idea the way gay guys hook up or communicate. Again kind of ignored it but I will admit he was an attractive guy small and lean. Anyway I finished my weight workout, went and swim for a while and then got in the sauna. As usual I was in the sauna all by myself which was nice. After about five minutes though the guy who had been looking at me came in. He had a towel on but as soon as he walked in he pulled it off. He was completely nude and I noticed that he had no hair on his body at all. He was lean, tan and his balls and dick were pretty small. He said hi and I nodded. He made some small talk and I answered a couple of questions but then curiosity got the better of me and I just ask him “are you gay?” He asked me if it bothered me either way. I said no but that I was straight. He said that was cool and that he was bi. I got a little more comfortable and I engaged him more and talk and we got around to talking about my break up and he deftly steered it towards when I’d had sex last and I admitted it has been many months. He joked and said you must be backed up. I stood up pull my tail off and said yeah it looks that way as my big floppy veiny penis hunk sweaty underneath me. I said back down and he got up and said let me empty it for you please. I didn’t say anything but I was starting to get hard and he just walked up between my legs looked me in the eyes and then drop down to his knees. Maybe it was the time away or maybe he was just very good but he literally eyes rolling back in my head. It’s not so good I was pushing his head down as he was taking my fat deep into his throat. My breathing begin to get heavy and I knew I had a huge load about to explode. He stopped Though and turned around. He bent over and pushed his ass into me. “ Fuck me please. I want that big dick” I was rockhard I know I’ve never considered it before I looked at his tiny sweaty tan body and his rockhard little sweaty ass and I wanted it. He guided me into him and between the sweat and his saliva all over my dick I slid into his tight little ass Much easier that I would have guessed. He moaned a guttural kind of acquiescence to my dominance. It felt so incredible and I was so close and in need of a unloading But I just began to pound his tiny ass. With no one else around and just the two of us and the foggy spa the sound of our skin slapping my sweaty balls pounding against him filled the room like a stereo turned up to ten. I would never have dared to pound a girl as hard as I was hitting him. Amazingly he just kept pushing his ass in to me and saying yes baby yes baby. He said something to me I don’t really recall about being careful but before I knew it My dicks world to the bursting point And I grabbed his hips so hard he later had my hand prints in both sides shoved on myself deep ,inside of him And let go of shot After shot after shot of my white hot seed. Far and away the most intense orgasm of my life. I collapsed on him and we lay there on the bench or sweat just dripping all over each other on my cock sitting out come on to his thigh. I reached between his ass cheeks out of curiosity and felt his hole. It really felt like a vagina after I had just filled it. He said he loved my hands there. We finally got our shit together and took a shower. While we were dressing in the locker room he walked over and gave me his phone number and said he understood if I didn’t want to pursue it but she would love to see me again. He got on his knees and took me in his mouth again and after a few seconds I begin to get hard so he stayed with him and to my surprise about a minute later I released another load into his mouth. I went home afterwards and had some remorse but when I went to work that evening I called him instead of going to the gym we went to his house and I fucked him for about six hours. That was about a week and a half ago and I have fucked him about 30 times since. and have no intention Of stopping anytime soon. He even came by my work at lunch yesterday and we sat in my truck and he used his incredible tongue and mouth to suck me off to orgasm in about 45 seconds. I guess that means I’m bi too. I don’t know, I don’t care what you call it I love being naked with the guy.

  • I'm A Kissing Freak.

    When I first learned to drive I liked borrowing my mother's car on Friday night and riding around. I went all over town, along the bypass, downtown, to the suburbs. One evening, it was well after dark, I went down this gravel road on the other side of town. I went along looking for a place to turn around and I started seeing cars parked in the trees off the road. A dozen cars. In one car I could see that it was two men kissing. I stopped and watched. When they saw me they shot me the finger.

    I learned that I could drive on beyond where the parked cars were, park and get out and walk back and I could watch men kissing. Sometimes I saw a man standing outside the car and the other man behind him. I saw lots of men on their knees outside the door of the car sucking the other man off. When I say saw, it was over many times I went out there. At night I dreamed of being kissed, because it was watching the men kissing that really made me feel it.

    I must have projected my feelings because this one afternoon I was at the corner store and I was looking at the man behind the counter wishing he would kiss me. He saw me and asked me what I was looking at. We exchanged looks and went into the bathroom and he kissed me and of course he put his hand in my pants and felt me up and sucked me. I sucked him too. It's what you do. I dreamed of him kissing me and got terribly hard, I masturbated out of necessity but my dreams were about kissing.

    I started driving slowly through the gravel road, I parked and waited there and this one guy came up and asked what I was doing there. When he saw I was a kid he told me to leave, if I was caught out there I would ruin it for everyone. So I went back to parking and sneaking around watching. And going to the corner store, by then the old clerk was having sex with me.

    These feelings came to me, I didn't look for them and no one tried to make me like it. I won't have sex unless we kiss first. In that sense I guess I'm like a girl. I need to be kissed and felt up. In school I met this kid, or he met me, and we went to his house. He was a comic book kid, and a gamer. He had a sweet lips and I liked kissing with him. We had sex, he topped and I bottomed. He got me tattooed at this parlor that would do kids. He insisted that I get the double male sign, on the inside of my wrist.

    The gravel road still hosts men on the make. I'm old enough now to go to the gravel road and make out in a car with a man that I meet there. It feels good to sit there and make out with our hands busy down below. I really enjoy kissing and if it progresses to something more then so be it. Not all the men are there to just kiss and I have to accommodate them. But I have my standards.