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- Out of the Closet -
Lesbian Female / 26

Finding My Real Calling

I have been lousy at relationships, my one serious relationship ending in a nasty public humiliation. I went home for a few weeks, one of my cousins says to me she is thinking of being a nun. She's scared of men, sex. She confides in me, she had a sexual relationship with a girl and she is consumed by guilt.

I tell her some of my more stupid sexual encounters, starting with my first boy at 14. We laughed and cried together, agreed that becoming a nun for something that felt so good was stupid. In whispers I asked her what it was like to eat pussy. She whispered words, she told me it was like the best thing in the world, pussy was wet and slick and tasted like shit, but once you start you can't stop. Did I understand?

No, I had really never seen a pussy up close, not open and wet and engorged like she said. She asked me to lay on my back, checked that the door was locked and took her panties off and straddled my face so I could look at a pussy from the sex point of view. Then she slowly lowered her pussy into my mouth and face and I had no choice but to eat her. And eat her, and toss her off, and put her on her back and spread her legs and eat her.

Once you start you can't stop.

I love pussy. That's why my relationships failed. I love pussy.

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# 49109 - by Girls4Me / January 20, 2021
    • - Out of the Closet -
    Straight Male / 21

    If I Love Gay Sex But Don't Find Men Attractive Does That Make Me Gay?

    When I was 19yo stumbling back from a rugby party. I got to my doom room and passed out naked in my bed (I always sleep naked when I'm hammered). I woke up to this 18yo freshman Brian trying to work his hard cock into my ass. Brian is skinny, feminine, very nice kid who lived 2 doors down. He's 6inch shorter and 50Lb lighter. I could have easily kicked him out but I didn't. I don't remember how it ended either I passed out or I was too drunk.

    The next morning I woke up sore and my ass was dripping with either cum, lube or both. I had this cloudy memory about how good it felt. I struggled with this for the next week because I'm not gay and I don't find guys attractive at all but I wanted to have that feeling again. Finally I asked Brian if I could talk with him alone, he was hesitant because he thought I was going to kick his ass. He did agree and lead me to his room. I told him exactly how I felt and I want to try again sober. He was more than happy to oblige. We both got naked and brain over lube me. This time there was pain but the pleasure was unbelievable. I actually ejaculate after about 20 minutes. He finished about the same time and left me there shaking. I had no idea how great the prostate is.

    After that it became a regular thing. Sometimes twice a day but never longer than a couple of days without. Most of the time it's just a quickie between classes, at night he does like to take his time. We have a code if we're around other people. He'll asks me how my calculus is going. This means get to his dorm room and prepare to get fucked. Brain is a popular math tutor so not even my rugby buddies suspect anything.

    Only two people know about our relationship, my girlfriend and Brain's mom. My girlfriend doesn't know the full extent. I kept asking if I could watch her with another girl. Predictably she said after she watches me with another guy. I acted hesitantly. Then me and Brain pretended like it was our first time. I screamed like I was in pain when I was use to in by then. She loved it and even too a few videos on her phone. A few weeks later we had a 3sum where Brain fucked me while I fucked my gf. It was amazing. She thinks the only time I'm with Brain is when she is there and its for her benefit. Brian's mom found out after Covid started and we where sent home from college. We where sneaking around a lot. Most of the time he would sneak me into he's room or the pool house. Sometimes we would go to a field in my truck. He's mom one day confronted me and said she knew everything and there was no need to sneak around. She just wanted me to give Brian's dad plausible deniability and not be to obvious.

    After all I've been through I still don't find men attractive, I don't want to make out or cuddle with a guy. Most gay guys and the gay culture I find annoying. I just love the huge orgasm from getting fucked in the ass. I really don't feel gay or bisexual. What does this make me and what should I do?

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    # 48800 - by American haka / January 5, 2021
    - Out of the Closet -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 25

    Pounding After Pounding!

    So last year I enrolled in college and begin taking a carpentry class, I had a girlfriend and everything was going great then I met my instructor randy, He's about 41,Divorced, White guy, Kinda mean, just got out of the military very nice build and tall.
    Everything was going great then we swapped phone numbers for school of course then one night he asked if I wanted to have some drinks I declined because I didnt know him like that so then the next week he asked if I'd ever be a bottom? I asked what he was talking about and he explained I said no way then about 3 weeks passed and he invited me to his place to help with a shed project so I agreed, He had a very nice house back in the woods a ways so I get there and we say and visited for awhile then he begin asking me if I'd be interested in trying gay sex I was very hesitant but finally agreed, curiosity got the best of me so we go in his living room and sit on the couch and he starts rubbing my leg then my crotch then he tells me to stand up then starts groping my ass then pulls off his sweats and omg! His cock was about 8 inches and very thick so i start rubbing it then eventually he tells me to start sucking so I did and then he asks if I want to get fucked and I declined so I finish sucking him off then he insists on cumming on my face which was kinky then it was kind of awkward afterwards so i left then over the next couple days we talked and he talked me into sex he said clean out for a day then clean out my hole so I did that then went to his house that Saturday I went inside and he hollered for me to go to a bedroom in the back so I went in and he was laying there in red sweat with his big cock just hanging out so I got naked and immediately start blowing him then he had me lay down and he oiled everywhere! Cock,balls and ass. Then it was time, He put me on my belly and start using his finger in me first then after about 5 minutes of fingering he start putting it in and it was so painful he was to big but I eventually got used of it he would literally pound me it started feeling so good, of course I'm only about 195lbs and 5"11 hes about 260lbs 6"2 then one evening I met him at his house and we were getting into it then he oiled me then actually threw me on my belly and tied my hands behind my back and started fucking me, really rough i kind of liked it then he would always put a vibrating cock ring on me, My cocks about 5 and a half fairly thick and I would cum so hard just from getting ass fucked, it was amazing then one day he asked if I would be interested in doing a threesome I said ok he had a army buddy come and visit his name was Austin. he was about 45 tall, kind of overweight but not bad, black guy he was really nice then we started getting into to it one day and I was blowing both of them it was such a big turn on I was scared of Austins cock at first it was about 9inches and very thick so then randy was fucking me and I had Austin's cock in my mouth then they switched and He didnt take no time he shoved it in me so hard I screamed and my eyes start watering then he was just fucking me like there was no tommorow it felt good after awhile then randy was shoving his dick down my throat after a couple minutes finally they both cum, randy came on my face and Austin came all over my ass I thought it was so fucking hot now heres the kick, Randy was recording this without my knowledge I got kinda mad about it after I seen it was posted on xnxx, our faces were blurred except Randy's I got very upset and had a big fight with him so he took the video down and said he deleted it but idk if he did I still see him around every now and then and its kinda awkward I let him fuck me once after that about 3 weeks ago but that was the Last time but remember always practice safe sex it took me about a week before I start getting complete pleasure and enjoying cock.
    I don't know if he deleted the video though What are your thoughts?

    E-mail me if you would like to If you want to hear a couple more encounters I had with randy!
    Tobygrant80 at y a h o o . C o m

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    # 48772 - by Toby / January 4, 2021
    • - Out of the Closet -
    Gay Male / 35

    Neighborly Affection

    Last year before the pandemic I moved to a lakefront older apartment building which had nice views of the lake from my balcony and a cure little park in front of our building .I was 34 then ,a divorced single white tall slim male who had not dated women for 2 years and was beginning to wonder if I might be gay .I noticed I was checking men out more and more and fantasizing about sex with them. Older guys especially turned me on whether they were masculine looking or overtly gay.

    Several female neighbors were very friendly to me and welcoming but I had no interest in them sexually .My overtly gay neighbor down the hall who was a bit chubby, balding and a trifle effeminite in his mid 50's kind of turned me on. He was also very friendly towards me and was constantly trying to chat me up. At first I was hesitant to respond but over the next few months I found myself chatting with him in the hallway and outside whenever we ran into each other.

    Then the pandemic hit and I found myself working from home as he was doing as well .This meant we were in close proximity all the time and it was inevitable we would get together at some point .Then the fateful day arrived .It was September a few months ago and I had just finished a frustrating week of zoom meetings and irritating work situations. It was a Friday night and I did not want to cook just sit back and relax. My neighbor noticed me in the hallway after coming home with a take out pizza. He smiled and said he had the wine if I wanted to share the dinner. It was a large pizza so plenty big enough for both of us so I said yes .He invited me into his apartment and in I went. His place was tastefully furnished and we sat at his kitchen table eating and having wine. We chatted easily and after several glasses of wine I was feeling a warm glow of arousal. He suggested a lay down in his bed to watch some relaxing massage videos on his bedroom TV and even though this was quite forward I readily agreed .I lay down as we both got comfy and he put on some male to male massage videos .I realized they were essentially more gay porn than massage and felt my cock stiffen .He checked me out as we watched the video. The one actor was eventually caressing the other guy's cock in the massage as they both were naked .When the one guy began sucking the other guy's cock my own cock became totally hard .My neighbor I noticed was now naked and his own fat stubby cut cock was hard as well. He caressed it gently and encouraged me to do the same .I stripped down and my slimmer longer circumsized cock was soon in my hand. He smiled at me and replaced my hand with his and began gently stroking me making me moan .It was not long before his wet mouth was fellating me and his slow deep blowjob was making me moan even more .He sucked steady and more and more hungrily until I blew a big load and filled his gay mouth with my cum .It felt amazing and he fully emptied me and swallowed every last drop. I lay back as he offered me a cigarette As I smoked he Jerked his cock over my body as I was mesmerized by his pleasuring himself and letting go. He cleaned me and himself up and lit a cigarette. We chatted intimately and later took a long nap together .I woke up to his head bobbing on my cock again and taking another load from me. We slept together that night and took a shower together in the morning .I fondled his cock in the shower and for the first time took a cock in my mouth. I loved how his fat short cock felt between my lips and sucked him eagerly on my knees. He blew his load and I gobbled it all up. Since then we have become steady lovers and I am over all the time to his place for sex .We neck, cuddle and blow each other and I feel more sexually satisfied than I have ever felt before .He turns me on easily and once his hands or mouth is on me I cum fast. We are fast becoming a couple and my female neighbors all smirk at us when they see us gazing adoringly at one another. It is hard to hide when you have a new boyfriend.

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    # 48596 - by Reciprocal / December 26, 2020
    - Out of the Closet -
    Gay Male / 27

    A New Life

    When the pandemic started, the upper management of our company decided to lay off a bunch of us office workers as they did not need so many now working from home .I received a decent settlement package as I had 5 years there at a decent salary .I was used to living well dating attractive women and living in my mortgaged condo .I realized though I needed to make some quick life decisions in order to stay afloat .I was tired of the stresses of office work and thought I needed a change .Luckily I sold my condo at a slight profit and managed to sell all the furniture as well.

    Looking for a more modest lifestyle I found a nice furnished room in a rooming house .There were 4 other single men who lived there all older than myself and living on modest means. The guys were very friendly and welcoming especially the roomer across the hall .He was in his late 50's worked sporadically and was a slim short guy with warm friendly eyes and an unkempt beard .I started hanging out with him and we became fast friends .On weekends we would drink beer together and smoke cigarettes in either his room or mine and chat.

    After a few months of this I got a job stocking shelves in a grocery store as those jobs were easy to get .I started looking forward to the weekends to spend time with Carl .I worked Saturdays until 6 pm then I was free to go home to relax. The routine is I would get the beer and Carl and I would have pizza usually in his room and talk watch a movie.

    This one Saturday evening in late August I was with him in his room and realizing I had not had sex for months .I was horny and not sure what to do about it. Carl must have sensed this because he suggested we watch a porn together as he had some old porn DVDs .I was up for that and he put one on.

    It was one of those forgettable 80's porns with bad music and acting .There was one scene however that caught my attention .This younger gal was sucking this older guy's cock and appeared to really love blowing him. My own cock stiffened watching her and I imagined what it would feel like to suck that cock .Carl was smoking and looking intently at the screen at this scene too .He made the comment that it was a hot blowjob .He joked that he would love to receive such a blowjob .His comment aroused me. I mentioned how sexy I thought the sucking was and wondered what it was like to suck a cock. Carl turned to me and asked me if I would like to suck his cock .Hot lust filled my belly. I nodded and Carl slowly pulled down his sweatpants. He pulled out an average size cut cock that was sticking straight out and hard. It was around 6 inches long and similar to my own cock in size and mine was circumsized as well. I moved onto the bed and positioned myself so my face was near his cock .I caressed it slowly marveling at how sexy it felt in my hand. I then felt a strong urge to engulf the head of his cock slowly into my mouth and so I did .I kissed the head of Carl's cock tenderly enjoying how good this felt for him and me .I took more of his cock in my mouth and began sucking him steady with increasing need and desire .I was sucking his cock and loving it The moans in the movie in the background just enhanced the sexiness of it all .Carl was moaning softly as I worked his cock .I wanted him to get off and have a lovely orgasm and kept sucking him hungrily .He warned me he was about to cum which only made me suck more urgently .His body shook as his cock started spurting in my mouth .His cum was a bit salty but I loved the taste and feeling of it in my mouth as I swallowed it all .I finished Carl off and lay back feeling content and happy that i had satisfied him .My cock was rock hard and Carl smiled at me and said now your turn. He went down my body and immediately took my stiff cock into his mouth .He knew what he was doing and he proceeded to give me the most amazing blowjob of my life ending with me exploding in his mouth as he drained my balls completely. We lay back and lit cigarettes in the glow of that exciting sex .For the first time in my life I realized this sex was much more intense than I had ever had with a woman and there was a strong possibility I was really gay without really knowing it. Carl and I talked for hours and slept together that night. He admitted that he was a gay man and deeply attracted to me and sensed I was a closeted gay guy too. In the course of the night we kissed deeply and Carl blew me again. Since this incredible night we have been regular lovers as I explore what it means to be gay and with a male lover. We sleep together often ,hang out every day and we do mutual oral ,masturbation ,kissing etc .Carl broke my asshole in one weekend and fucked me from behind with lots of lube and after the pain subsided I felt enormous pleasure. He fucks me every weekend now and I crave his cock inside of me shooting his wet load into me .It no longer hurts at all .We watch gay porn now every weekend as we find it more erotic to see lots of cocks and men going at it .Carl is napping right now as I type this on my laptop. He fucked me good this morning as we both woke up horny as hell.

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    # 48517 - by Lover / December 20, 2020
    • - Out of the Closet -
    Lesbian Female / 30

    Settling Into Being Gay

    In college I experimented with my dormmate. Neither one of us had any real life sexual experience. We started with cuddling, touching and ended with outright oral sex. For a couple of small town girls what we were doing was pretty bad. We just never stopped.

    As we moved on through college, moved off campus, discovered the LGBT movement, got turned off by the LGBT movement, went underground, never called ourselves lesbians, our topic of discussion as we approached graduation was not having met husband material. We left the small world of our college, we graduated with our BS in nursing, and moved to Nashville. We moved in together, setting up house.

    Our objective was a doctor, why settle for anything else. Our activities continued, after five years we were more refined, we had experience, we knew what worked and could pretty much trigger an orgasm. As often as we could. After three years we had to admit to ourselves that we were, and always had been lesbians. That was the reason we couldn't land a doctor.

    We are 30 now, been together 10 years, we did one time get a police officer to do his thing, confirming it was overrated.

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    # 48483 - by MJ / December 17, 2020
    - Out of the Closet -
    Gay Male / 53

    Still Working On Accepting I'm Gay

    When I turned 50 I bought my dream car, a GT 350. The dealer told me they sponsored a club. I went the second time it was held after an email reminder. The club had Mustangs from every period, the originals from the sixties, up to heavily modified GTs. I was out of place with my brand new car with paper plates., totally stock.

    I walked around and came upon a Saleen, I had never heard of them. The owner was nice, talked me through the modifications, offered to walk over to see my car. He was generous in his compliments, he told me I was going to enjoy the car. Just don't take it to a track. We became friends, at the monthly shows I parked next to his, I brought my camp chair, and my thermos of coffee.

    I went over to his house, he had a large three car garage where he worked on his car. He talked me into going halves on a kit Cobra. We worked on it weekends, till late at night. I had a buddy and I was having gun. One night we were side by side, shoulder to shoulder and I got this urge to kiss him. I tried to shake it off. He was looking at me, he touched my face and said to go ahead he didn't mind, pulling me towards him he kissed me on the lips.

    That night I did the unthinkable, I had sex with him. He guided me, had me suck his cock, body on body, hugging and kissing, I threw caution to the wind and bottomed for him. That night I crossed the line. I went home, I couldn't spend the night. At my car he told me he was going to be cold but he understood. My feelings when I got home took over, I didn't sleep. Guilt, regret. I puked.

    I stayed away, didn't answer his calls. I was embarrassed. It took several weeks until I got up the nerve to go to the car show. I parked and shortly after he pulled up and parked. He asked how I was doing, he understood. The Cobra needed work. That night after the show I went to his house, we worked on the Cobra, then went up to the room, I closed my eyes and didn't open them until he had topped me. Turns out I'm a fucking bottom.

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    # 48364 - by Guy / December 8, 2020
    - Out of the Closet -
    Bi-Sexual Male / 67

    Why Do I Do This?

    I've been sucking cocks and getting fucked by men for 17 years. I kept it hid for many years, and have been coming out more and more the past few years. Why do I feel the necessity to tell people I'm a cock sucking anal slut cum dump faggot?
    I will find myself telling people about sucking cocks, whether I know them or not. Some of the people I tell are close, long time friends. Most of them I don't really want to suck or get fucked by, but feel I should tell them anyway.
    I approach strange men in bars, and ask them if I can suck them. Many say yes, others don't work out so well. I've even told my mom and sister I suck cocks.
    Do I do this so others will out me? I have three men I suck and am fucked by weekly, so I really don't need more cock, but still I keep exposing myself.

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    # 48311 - by Ric / December 4, 2020
    - Out of the Closet -
    Straight Male / 45

    DESIRE

    I've just been watching some shemale vids and (WELL HERE GOES)..... I want to suck some cock. THAT'S IT I'M OUTED.

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    # 48286 - by Shy boi / December 2, 2020
    • - Out of the Closet -
    Straight Male / 65

    Girly

    As my virility declines , I want more and more to be a girly.
    I’m 65, married for 40 years.
    My breasts are growing larger and are very attractive, they look great in a nice bra. I have many pictures. Now, having tried it for the first time, I realise I want to suck suck and swallow cum. I’m not interested in my wife’s pussy , although she needs to cum quite frequently.
    Dressing up , wearing my bra and panties turns me on. So does sucking cock . I need a man’s spunk on a frequent regular basis. I want to be a cum bucket for men who need to release their cum.
    What should I do.
    Wife doesn’t know that I now just want cock. She would divorce me if she knew and I’m too old to start my life over again.

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    # 48220 - by Babeee / November 28, 2020
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