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Curiously Bi Or Wrongly Straight

Hi, 26m here.
I have been with my girl about 8 years(bit over) although I was her first she was mine 7th. We are getting married pretty soon. I love women fully attracted to them. But… I have been curious about 5-6 years. Fantasising about dicks. Not male body just dick. Asking myself questions for ages. Am i Bi or what? Dont find male body attractive in any form other than his penis. I do find trans very attractive and i have been jerking off to gay and trans porn very much. Thinking about men doesn’t get me going. Couldn’t see myself with a man in relationship or anything couple-ish things. I m only interested in dicks. Love twinks with hung cocks. They just need to be fit, clean and shaved that’s my only preference in porn. Dont care about face, hair or any of visible things apart form the obvious. I naver had anything in my ass but would love to try being top and bottom. Orgy gangbangs and stuff like that seems to me like an unfulfilled dream. Dont want to cheat because my partner is wonderful person and she doesn’t deserve that. In my country being gay is still taboo and i have no one to confess this. What should i do? I have desire to fuck and be fucked, i m dreaming about dicks… help

  • How I Basically Discovered I Like Sucking

    When I was 19, I was talking to this girl I really liked and she asked me to come over to her place. She was older than me by a few years and we would sext often but never did anything. Pretty sure she was bisexual but I didn't mind. Anyways I came over and there was another dude there. He looked bi or gay. I was a bit confused like why is he here, what's going on. They were on the couch hanging out and she told me to sit next to her. She was in between us. Pretty soon she started to rub both our cocks in our shorts and of course I was getting rock hard.

    Then she slipped her hand down my shorts and started touching it. To my surprise, the other guy slipped his shorts off down to his ankles. I was trying not to look. She looked at me as if I should do the same. So I got up and slipped them down to my ankles. Then she jerked us both off for a while. I looked over at him and saw it glistening and it was pretty long and hard. My eyes widened and I looked and she was staring at me staring at his cock and she was smiling. Then she said she wanted to watch me do it to him and I said what. She said, I wanna watch. I was like I don't know and she said, you just seem like you want to.

    She said it's okay if you do. I looked and he was smiling at me. So I reached over and just grabbed it. He moaned a little. Then I jerked it a little. Then she was like, you seem like you want to do more because I was looking at it like I wanted it in my mouth. So I bent over and slowly put his head in my mouth. It was warm. Squishy. Oozing. He moaned a little. I looked at her and she said, keep going, smiling.

    So I got on the floor on my knees and faced him. I bent down and put in my mouth. I started getting into rhythm and he was looking down at me. I started going faster and I forgot that she was there, watching me. I kept going and then he started breathing harder and then he said he was going to cum. She told me to keep going. I kept going and then he said stop and grabbed my head. Then I felt it. Warm, buttery, silky, tangy or whatever. I pulled back and I looked up and she was sitting there smiling all proud like she accomplished something. Then I got up and sat next to her. I told her I had to go. Later that night, she texted me asking if I enjoyed it and I said yeah. She said me and him should talk more but we didn't much after that. I was confused about what happened. What I was. What I was into. But I did enjoy it. And would do it again. Every time I saw her after that, she smiled at me like she knew my secret.

    One Day, It Was Necessary To Vocalize It, We Are Lesbians

    We were college kids and I had guy feel me up without permission. It wasn't something that you want to remember, it was all of a sudden, and it was embarrassing having to let him that. I left the room and went to my best friend and told her. She felt sorry for me and we stayed up the rest of the night talking. I had to 'describe' it to her, she was shocked that it happened, how could I let it happen. My friend was obsessed with that night, and every time together she went over it with me, how could I let him do that to me. Wasn't it terrible, why didn't I hate him.

    After college we moved to the city, where the jobs were. I have a my degree in biology and got a job working for a hospital in their lab. And she has a degree in physical therapy (PT) and she works at the same hospital. We room together, and there was always an excuse as to why we slept together. We were careful where our hands went. but inevitably our hands touched where we embarrassed. One day, in the morning, I was brushing my teeth and she came into the bathroom and sat down to pee. She took the TP and told me to wipe her. You can imagine, me with a toothbrush in my mouth, and TP in my hand and she looking up to me, waiting for me to wipe her.

    I spit out the toothpaste and bent over and to wipe her, she took my head in her hands and kissed me with my mouth full of toothpaste and asked me it I loved her. Toothpaste was all over her face, she stood up and asked me if I loved her, to tell her the truth, did I love her? We went back into the bedroom, and she took off her panties and laid back on the bed, 'if you love me, eat me'. It wasn't that she was lying there, she was offering herself to me, it wasn't that attractive. If ever I hesitated too long it was at that moment, I didn't know what to do, I was scared and nervous, and embarrassed. But her pussy was there, it was open 'eat me'. The first overt act of sex for me.

    I have an older cousin. She is ten years older than me. We were with her when Emily insisted I tell her 'that I ate pussy', I was one of those girls. I could not get it out, I stammered, so she told my cousin. We were 'girls' and liked to be 'girls' that slept together. And to hammer it home, 'we eat pussy'. The first vocalization of our lesbian relationship.

  • More Than Cousins

    Me and my cousin fucked for years in our teens we both had girlfriends but did it anyway thought I was gay but after failed attempts I come to realize I’m in love with my cousin and lust for his tight asshole and huge slim cock. I can’t take it anymore so I messaged him. I’m going to try and fuck him again stay tuned for details.

    In A Way I'm Opening Up, Anonymously

    I was approached in grad school by a Swiss company to work for them. The pay was more than any other employer offered, but I couldn't get a bead on the company. I agreed to go with them and was resettled to Basel. I was on planes every week. After ten years I had traveled the world, and had become knowledgeable about the long reach of the company.

    In ten years I had not had a personal relationship.

    I was in Hong Kong waiting for a car that was sent to get me. I had a conversation with an Australian, that I met later for dinner. I had a feeling I never felt before and had gay sex with him. He was gone the next day. It was my first time having sex, ever. I wasn't surprised, it didn't feel wrong, it was just something. It was also the beginning.

    My work allowed me to travel from country to country, city to city. In some cities I met a man and went with him. I learned how to tell if a man was interested. I had many sexual encounters, but never repeated. My job was intense, my time owned by my employer. I worked off my stress when I met a man that was willing.

    I quit my job after thirty years, I made and saved a lot of money. I have a place in a quiet neighborhood. When I feel the pressure I take a trip somewhere, meet a man and work off my frustrations.

  • Just Sharing If You Care To Read It

    It was dark that night and we were out on the deck talking. The noise of the crowd inside was tempered by the sound of the wind in the trees and bushes. It was out there, with a beer in my hand that my friend asked me, politely, if I wanted to suck his cock he would let me.

    I had not thought of that, ever. But out there that dark night I thought about it. He unzipped his pants and showed me his cock, he told me to move closer and play with it. Like how do you move closer, two men on the deck one minute across from each other and the other sitting beside each other? But I moved closer and he took my hand and put it on his cock and I put my fingers around it. He smiled at me and asked me lean over and kiss him, kiss him on the lips. Then he told me to do it another time, except that time to kiss him and run my tongue across his lips while his cock got hard for me.

    It was a long kiss. His cock did get hard. I bent over and sucked his cock for him. He held my head gently and let me suck and kiss and run my tongue all over his dick. He helped by using his hand on his dick and told me to hold still when he let his cum flow out. Now that I had sucked him to completion he asked me if I wanted to go hunting. We never really went hunting , although we suited up and took all the gear. We went to the hunting cabin of the place he worked for and he showed me how one man can make another man squeal. I squealed and howled at the moon out there as he taught me how a real man takes it.

    I'm 'active', that's a word that I'm regularly engaged in sex with him. He gets on top and I take it. I like it that way. I like sucking his cock to completion, I like running my tongue over his lips and holding his hard cock in my hand. I like getting naked, I like it when he gets naked. That feeling of having him against me, that feeling of his hard cock against my thigh, against my cock, against my ass cheeks. It's something.

    Many times I've asked myself, why did I wait so long to do what feels natural now. Who knows, and who cares really. I'm quite okay with it.

    Admitting The Desire

    I have been watching way too much porn lately since the wife has slowed down sexually.
    Haven't hooked up with anyone yet but newly interested in giving oral to completion.
    I saw what was supposed to be the first time a chap had m2m sex when he got his first first blowjob which was as great as you can imagine. If you are a man you remember the first blowjob and then he got his first rim job too. The moans this guy made when he was having his hole eaten out was so hot and sexy.
    I would really like to worship a nice pair of low hanging balls, hard and eager dick and sweaty, hairy man trench. Spread wide and push that boy pussy open for my tongue.

    First Cock In My Mouth

    I'm a married guy and had been reminiscing about a blowjob I got from an older guy than me when I was 15, I couldn't get it put of my head, and soon I was ringing this free gaychat line I saw in a magazine in the work men's room, anyway that same week I had accepted another married guys invite to come over to his place while his wife was out for a blowjob. So there I was naked from the waist down on a strangers lounge getting my Cock sucked, when he stopped and said why don't you sit back more in the lounge so I tucked my back further into the corner of his big old fashioned lounge, next thing he's got 1 leg up on the arm of the lounge the other beside me and he just kept bringing his Cock up to my mouth I'm thinking WTF, but as his Hard Cock got to my mouth I instinctively opened my mouth as if I'd done it before and he started face Fucking me, I had Never been so turned on in my life. I layed back with my head against the lounge as he pumped his hard Cock in and out of my mouth, I tried concentrating on keeping my teeth from scr****g his lovely big hard Cock, I didn't want it to end at that point when he started moaning loud then louder, I was hard as Fuck when he erupted spraying his warm sperm in my mouth as he emptied his load, then pulled out and said you better go my wife will be home any minute now. You can use the bathroom quickly if you want to spit, I then showed him my open mouth and said, I had fantasised for years about this happening do you think I was going to waste it. I pulled up my shorts said goodbye and walked out the door with what felt like a huge grin I couldn't wipe off my face, tasting his cum in my mouth all the way home. When I got home It finally dawned on me that I didn't get to cum, but the outcome more than helped me as I masturbated edging for the next hour reliving the whole experience over and over even added in his friends and neighbours all taking their turns with my mouth, before I sprayed a huge load all over my face and stomach as I attempted an up and over trying to self suck then I spent the next few minutes smearing my sperm all over my face and chest. Nowadays all I think about is being spitroasted.

    One Day It Was Bound To Happen, I Guess It Was The Right Girl

    I was jogging and a friend convinced me to try for a marathon. We practiced together and we went to Chicago. I finished but was worn out completely. We showered and laid out on the bed in the hotel room, both of us only in underwear. We talked for a while, to keep from dozing off. She stood up and came over to my bed and let her breasts hover over me. Lowering her shoulders she slapped my face around with her breasts, before putting her hand in my crotch.

    When she kissed me I let her, when she pulled my panties off I let her, when she performed oral sex on me I let her. When she crouched over me and lowered herself into my face I let her. After we got dressed and went down to dinner I held her hand while we waited in line.

    We slept hard and the next morning caught the plane back to DC.

  • First Time Face Fuck

    I'm a married guy and had been reminiscing about a blowjob I got from an older guy than me when I was 15, I couldn't get it put of my head, and soon I was ringing this free gaychat line I saw in a magazine in the work men's room, anyway that same week I had accepted another married guys invite to come over to his place while his wife was out for a blowjob. So there I was naked from the waist down on a strangers lounge getting my Cock sucked, when he stopped and said why don't you still back more in the lounge so I tucked my back further into the corner of his big old fashioned lounge, next thing he's got 1 leg up on the arm of the lounge the other beside me and he just kept bringing his Cock up to my mouth I'm thinking WTF, but as his Hard Cock got to my mouth I instinctively opened my mouth as if I'd done it before and he started face Fucking me, I had Never been so turned on in my life. I layed back with my head against the lounge as he pumped his hard Cock in and out of my mouth, I tried concentrating on keeping my teeth from scr****g his lovely big hard Cock, I didn't want it to end at that point when he started moaning loud then louder, I was hard as Fuck when he erupted spraying his warm sperm in my mouth as he emptied his load slowing down his mad pace, then pulled out and said you better go my wife will be home any minute now. You can use the bathroom quickly if you want to spit, I then showed him my open mouth and said, I had fantasised for years about this happening do you think I was going to waste it. I pulled up my shorts said goodbye and walked out the door with what felt like a huge grin I couldn't wipe off my face, tasting his cum in my mouth all the way home. When I got home It finally dawned on me that I didn't get to cum, but the outcome more than helped me as I masturbated edging for the next hour reliving the whole experience over and over even added in his friends and neighbours all taking their turns with my mouth, before I sprayed a huge load all over my face and stomach as I attempted an up and over trying to self suck then I spent the next few minutes smearing my sperm all over my face and chest. Nowadays all I think about is being spitroasted.