Coming out of the closet is never an easy thing to do. Where you forced out by an unfortunate circumstance? Did you come out on your own terms. What and how did you finally come out? To who?

A LAZY DAY

A day off today. Thought I'd fuck my fist for a while. The sun is streaming through the bedroom window onto my naked body, it's warm and comfortable as my hand is giving me pleasure. A little faster then slow to savour the edge. I started of with only my thoughts before reaching for the laptop. Started off with milf pics to get the pre-cum flowing, it tasted good and I'm not afraid to admit it. Edge, pre-cum, lick over and over again. I have to say at first I didn't care for the taste but now I try not to waste it. It wasn't long before I settled on femboi pics, those femine bodies and suckable cocks. I always seem to end up pumping away to them. It used to worry me, the guilt and shame stayed with me for days but now I've accepted it's what I like. Wait on a second just got to find the edge again, there we go! It nice here in the sun watching my hand pumping away exposing the head as the foreskin bob's up and down. My grip is such thatI can see all my finger nails, my thumb pointing downwards. Oh tell ing you this I've just felt pre-cum trickle down my knuckles, I'll deal with hat later I say pumping faster momentarily wit my tong out. There is a lot of clear fluid now and because of the furosity of my wanking it has bubbles on the gland and it's glistening in the sun. Hold on let me get back some control....... that's better, thought i was giong to cum.. I am looking out of the window and wandering how many would want to replace my fist with their own? I think I may be at that point where I'd be willing to let it happen. Watching someone elses hand pleasuring my cock and therefore me. WOW, just a thought I think maybe it would be nice to watch them clean my pre-cum up and kiss me. That's it I'm triggered. WOW thanks for listening, it was amazing.

  • Just Recreational

    So my lovely wife remains my love and my favorite toy, she's not as highly sexed as when younger. I have to admit to finding t-girls very attractive and have had some experiences that were very hot. I've been thinking hard about finding another naughty girlie for some recreational sex play.
    I'd really like to feel a ladyboy up, rubbing her through her panties and sucking her perky little tiddies. I would like to get between her legs and rub her calves and thighs and work her little nutsack out of her panties for some licks and sucking. Would love to make her moan and beg for more of my tongue between her legs.
    I have always been very oral and want to squeeze her little. round bottom and spread her cheeks to lick all up her crack. I have a lifelong fetish about rimming girls and I want to get my tongue pointed and jammed as deep in her butt as possible. Tasting her salty and spicy hole has me straining to get deeper and she's going crazy begging to stick my tongue deeper and deeper. My dick is out and leaking precum like mad and I'm rimming this naughty little sissy girl and she's starting to tremble and says she's close. I really don't want to let her cum in my mouth but I also have a curious part that wants to feel her throb and gush her load for me.
    I think I'd be fine with just finishing myself off but if the t-girl wanted to return the favor I wouldn't say no.

    And Then One Day, The Skies Cleared, And I'm Working And Happy

    I'm one of thousands with a college education that qualifies me to earn less than a secretary. I spent a lot of time angry that my non college educated SIL made more than I did. Hint, she has a skill. After a year in part time, dead end jobs filing, putting color tabs on records a man at the company I was temping at saw me and commented 'isn't it funny how what you learned in kindergarten comes back to haunt you'. No, it's not funny. But it hit me.

    My student debt was already over forty thousand, going back to college was a non starter. Where could I get 'skills' that paid well. I had an acquaintance at the gym that moonlit dancing at a strip joint. She had told me that part time she made 1000 a week. My skills as a cheer leader surely could get me a job there. She told me forget it, I was too flat chested. Men want tits, and ass, not cute and bubbly.

    I was pretty disgusted, living with my parents, I got a temp job as a front desk attendant at the museum. One day that same man walked in with his wife and kids for an exhibit. He was stunned I was there, and told his wife about meeting me. He told her she should talk with me. I got a job with her at an insurance agency. Clerk, but she told me she would train me.

    I got in because of her, and because her husband thinks I'm cute and bubbly. I now have my certification to sell insurance, commission based, but his wife helps me. She's into making her man happy, and if happy means I'm nice to him, then I have to be nice to him. She's a little bit kinky, likes showering and lathering me, and she likes my flat chested titties.

    That it's a family thing with her, making love to the girl her husband has sex with, it's what makes her happy. And what man doesn't want his wife happy? I never though of myself as girl property, but that's how she thinks of me. Now she has her girl, and that makes her happy. If I wasn't experienced from college playing girl tongue hockey I wouldn't have a skillset or a job selling insurance.

    And I like her, from the first time she looked at me, and held my hand at the museum. It's was unmistakable chemistry. Well, I really like her and that makes me happy.

  • Growing Up Lesbian In A Small Town

    I was without a job after a RIF layoff and looking to pay the bills. My mother sent me to see this lady at the county courthouse and see if they had a job. I got hired on as a summer intern, but she told me that if I wanted a real job I had to get some education. That's why I went to college.

    First I went to the community college for some hours, I got 21 hours there. I applied for a 'real' college, you wound never know it, and got in. I studied business and got a degree and after I was degreed I got on a the county courthouse full time.

    The story of course is that the lady who encouraged me wanted something in return. She liked that I was small but had nice tits. She liked that I had nice hips and she could eat me out. She liked to show me all the things that I could do with her and never put up with a dick. I ate pussy, sucked on her tits, made out and all that. What we had was purely sexual, I liked her as a friend, but she was my mother's age and the girl I had feelings for I met in college.

    The girl I liked in that way was kind and from a small blue collar family. She and I had a thing going, we were past the get to know you kiss and all that. We had made love that morning when her father and brother showed up. Who did she think she was? Making her brother look bad. They took her back to their blue collar world and forced her to get married to Joe, a real jerk and drunk asshole as far as I was concerned. She had to have kids, and she worked at the truck dealership in accounts payable.

    It was hard for me to understand that she would be dragged away from college and forced to get married and have kids. My mentor, I'll call her that, she felt for me when all that was happening and she kept me with her all night. She told me that even if I didn't appreciate it, she was in love with me and she wanted me to have a good life. I told her I loved her, but I never did, not like that.

    One day I met a man at the court house. He was there filing some papers. He said he was a lawyer from the Big City, and he had a client who had been accused and he was his defense attorney. Well, he was nice looking and he was obviously very well educated, so I helped him all I could.

    Turns out that his client was in a divorce and his wife was suing him for 'messing around' with a woman in our small town. A woman that I knew. When it came time for deposition she admitted to it and also said she was having an affair with one of the county sheriff boys. Small town stuff. Of course I was in an affair with my supervisor too, and being two women that would be really hot news.

    I won't bore you with living in a small town. There are lesbians there, but there isn't a lesbian crowd. You keep yourself well hidden and develop excuses as to why you are not married. I got the urge, I'll call it that, to have a baby. It came out of nowhere. Every pregnant woman I saw I longed to be her. Of course for that I would have to 'lay down beside a man'. But who?

    The lawyer, he liked me enough. He was from out of town, I would contact him and get pregnant and that would be that. But he is a 'family law' lawyer and he figured me out pretty fast. He figured out that I 'layed down beside a woman' and that I had no experience with a man. He fucked me anyway, he said he had never had a lesbian. And he fucked me until I was pregnant. After I was pregnant he changed his mind.

    I never thought that's how I would get married. With a baby in my belly, already showing, on a lawn with my mentor standing there for me. She gave me a great big kiss in front of everyone there, she told me she loved me and wanted me to have lots of babies for her. She cried and cried once the minister said 'man and wife'. She said she knew the day would come when she had to give me up for a man.

    My affair with her ended that day. We are best of friends, she is like my second mother really. She considers my kids her grandkids. My husband like I said is a family law guy and I hear all about these women who run around and these guys who knock up secretaries and nurses. He makes a good living. Mostly he takes the woman's side. I have kissed a girl, and if something more happened I'm not free to tell. One thing I've learned from my husband, do not kiss and tell.

    I Know It's Messed Up

    I never thought I was one of those women, the ones that like girls not men, in bed. I have a preference for associating with men. I did let a man in, it was unremarkable. But I married him, women bore me to tears.

  • Sissy Faggot Cocksucker

    I have this big kink I would say. kinda a fantasy of being exposed. I am a faggot cocksucker. I love humiliation and degrading. I often tell people on the phone what my real name is. I am fighting it now to expose myself. I don't want it but live the risk and the kink of it.

    What The Hell

    It was last summer, the sun was out, a nice lazy day. There is a spot I like, a lake, secluded and picture perfect. I was annoyed to find someone else was there. He waved and I felt it rude not to walk over. Upon reaching him the first thing I noticed was his cock, it hung from his flies like a truncheon almost to his knees. He said that he welcomed the company and would I like to join him. I sat along side him my eyes studying his dick. Casually he asked if there was anything wrong. I remember blurting out, 'that's a truely magnificent cock you have there'. He smiled, reached out and grabbed my hand placing it on his penis. I looked him in the eyes and found myself gently stroking it. I slid my hand under it to gauge the weight, it was some serious meat. He asked if I would give him oral, I looked round, 'why not'. My head dropped and licked the smooth flesh then at the tip my mouth opened and for the first time I was a cock sucker. I greedily and enthusiastically felt the whore overcome me. I unleashed his dick and he removed my pants. I awaited my fate on all fours and felt his hands on my hips. It must have been some effort to line himself up to my arsehole without help but line it up he did. 'ARRRRH'. He pushed and I accepted, my first cock. He established a steady rhythm fucking me doggystyle making me his bitch. I felt like he was going to split me in half and then a pulsating feeling, he emptied himself in my ass. He withdrew his mating stick and I felt his spunk run down my thigh. I was gaped by that man that had seduced me and broken me. I lay on the grass after experiencing gay sex, a little sore but what's a bitch to do.

    One Man Punched My Clock, And My Head Keeps Ringing

    I have a confession to make. I am most definitely female, but I am five ten, 165 pounds. I'm blonde with blue eyes. I grew up on a ranch in the west, mastered horseback riding, hunting elk and deer, drove farm equipment when I was ten. I love watching bull riding, and was pissed it wasn't a girl sport. I wear boots instead of heels, jeans instead of slacks. I can shoot many different guns, long and short. In any other world I would be a man.

    Someone thought it was a good idea to send me back east, to become a journalist. So many smaller women, some so pretty I held my breath, others quite plain. A cold night, a pretty girl keeping me company, pretending I was the man. But no matter what you do, your hips just can't move like a man's.

    I went to a paper, then a station, before landing on tv. The pretty girls tended to be head strong, unappealing to me. I wanted a lady friend, pretty and smart. I landed at a cable news network, met that lady there. Long cold nights were not a problem, I was able to act out my alter ego.

    But, back out west, where I went hunting with my father and a business friend of his. When night fell, the moon was high, I had a man between my legs, whose hips moved the right way. I woke up to the realization, this man could have made me pregnant. Now I had a problem of major proportions. The more I talked to him the more I shut up, he insisted on a early morning ceremony, as the sun rose over our shoulder.

    I'm married now, I love having my lady friend with me, I have two boys as rambunctious as I was at their age. Sometimes I put on an apron. Sometimes I don't wear a bra, sometimes he comes up behind me. And moves hips against me until I give up. He likes a solid woman, one whose hips can carry the load.

    Whole he is working or traveling, my lady friend is by my side. But once his shadow crosses the threshold, I open my arms to welcome him home.

    My Best Friend Is So Hot

    I have confessed before that while I love having sex with my wife that I have recently found out that I love cock. I had my first one not too long ago, and I’ve had some since then and I enjoy it very much.

    I used to be turned on by watching gay porn, but now I find myself actually finding everyday men in the grocery store or convenient store attractive. I look at their bodies and I can appreciate them.

    So now that I have a more heightened sense of hot men around me. I’ve started noticing some of my friends and in particular my best friend. We have been friends since we were teenagers and we’re in each other‘s weddings and we pretty much know everything about each other. We both are married to attractive women and from everything he tells me his sex life is great and mine is too with my wife.

    But let me describe to you what my best friend looks like. He is 6’6” tall and weighs 228 lbs. (yes, I know the exact number because he tells me all the time and he is very into staying healthy.) he has black curly hair and to be quite honest his body is absolutely perfect. He has always had a naturally attractive male body, but he works out several times a week.

    We always change and undressed in front of each other, and I never thought anything about it until now. But dear God. When he takes his shirt off and staring right at me are his perfect peck, muscles and chiseled, arms and hairy chest and flat stomach,. I have come to realize that he is gorgeous.

    He wears boxer briefs, and when he’s changing, I can see his big bulge even when he is soft. The other day, I went by his house and he was coming out of the shower because he had worked out earlier that afternoon and he walked in to the living room, where I was sitting naked Just to be funny, but his penis was about half hard and it was everything within me not to drop to my knees and beg him to let me run my tongue all over him.

    Him and I talk about a lot of things and there are some secrets. I know about him that his wife does not know. And he knows pretty much everything about me except for this one little thing.

  • The Sex Is Great With Wife But Cock Is Amazing

    I’ve been married for over 20 years. She is still crazy sexy and we enjoy a robust sex life. About 6 years ago my wife thought it would be fun to watch porn while we had sex. She liked watching couples and liked getting ideas from what we watched. I had always watched porn on my own but it always featured women or at least the woman was the main attraction. I thought watching porn would get my wife to fantasize about fucking another man, but she didn’t really get into that.

    However, I started to notice that while mine and I were having sex and watching porn that I was getting just turned on by watching the man as I was the woman. This lead me to watching gay porn on my own, particularly amateur married guys sucking each other. It got to the point that I was constantly thinking about sucking a man’s dick.

    I found a sex ad site and started talking to other men and eventually I got the courage to actually meet someone. He owned a tanning salon and I met him in one of his tanning booth rooms. He was older than me, and it was so hot seeing him sitting there with his dick out, waiting for me to suck him. You could hear the customers, mostly women in the other rooms listening to music while they tanned.

    This guy had a smaller cock which was perfect for a newbie like me. I got on my knees and lit his cock kn my mouth. It was my first cock and I wasn’t really sure if I would like it. BUT about 30 seconds in I knew that I was hooked. He was moaning and telling me that I was a great cocksucker and that he was surprised that this was my first time. He was also married.

    Finally, he told me that he was going to cum and we had agreed for him to cum on the floor but I was so turned on that he had him cum in my mouth. As soon as he came, I got up, walked out the door to my car and drove away.

    All the while I had his cum swishing on my mouth. Right before i got home I swallowed it. It was the best!! I love sucking dick more than anything. Who knew? But it’s amazing.