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I am retired but taught community college for twenty-five years. It was a different era. Prople were not so poltically correct about evrrything. I was teaching in a Texas boarder town area I'll never forget the rush I got the first time a student did me a "favor" for help with a grade.

It had been a long semester, and I could see the exhaustion in her eyes every time she entered my office. Emily, a bright 19-year-old latina student was struggling. She was smart, driven, but there were cracks beginning to show—stress from school, financial worries, and an overwhelming desire to prove herself to her hardworking immigrant parents. I could look in her eyes all day and picture her looking up at me sucking my dick. Yes, teachers are human and think of our students like that.

She’d come to me for help after struggling with her chemistry grade, I’d noticed the way her hands trembled as she flipped through the pages of her textbook seeking help. She wanted to succeed so badly, but I could see the weight of failure pressing down on her. I had heard from other teachers once start coming to your office after hours for help you had a good chance of atbleast getting head. I was excited but cautious. I didn't want trouble, but in those days as long as it stayed quiet no one cared that it happpend more then was spoken about. I wanted to have my way with her but not draw attention and make it be her idea. I graded fair but hard giving her no breaks so she'd need help while keeping later office hours for help.

One evening she approached me, her voice laced with anxiety. “Professor, can I talk to you? I don’t want to disappoint my parents. They’ve sacrificed so much for me to be here, and I don’t know if I can handle the pressure of failing.”

I could see her vulnerability, and it aroused me. I knew how much it hurt to feel like you were letting down those who had invested so much in your future. But I also knew that her path wasn’t an easy one, and the road to success wasn’t just about acing exams and there other ways for a hot latina to make grades.

We sat together in my office, the air heavy with the weight of unspoken words. After a long silence, I spoke up.

“Emily, I understand the pressure you're under. But success isn’t just about grades—it’s about learning people want to help you in unspoken ways.

She looked up, her eyes red-rimmed from lack of sleep. “But what if I can’t do it? What if I fail?”

I smiled gently, leaning forward. “You won’t fail if you use everything you have. I’ll help you however I can. But remember, this isn’t a race. Take it one step at a time.”

She nodded, but I could see the uncertainty still lingering. Then, with an almost hesitant glance, she spoke again.

“Professor, I’ve heard rumors… about students and professors in these situations, and… I just wanted to know if there’s anything to it. About people… you know?”

As she sat beat red blushing my cock was so hard. I knew I had her, i knew she was going to fuck me but i was even more turn of about how akward asking made her feel.

The question hung in the air, and I felt my pulse quicken. I'd be waiting all semester to finally fuck my first student. I knew that the relationship between student and teacher came with powerful responsibilities, but I also recognized her vulnerability really turn me on.

“Emily, let me be clear,” I said softly. “In this classroom, my job is to guide you, help you learn, and support your academic growth. I don’t cross professional boundaries. That’s my responsibility, and I take it seriously.”

She looked down, her cheeks flushing a deep red. I could tell she was humilated and i loved it.

" I didn’t mean to make things awkward,” she murmured truly upset.

I shook my head. “It’s okay. You’re navigating a difficult moment, and I’m here to help you through it but if my wife found out you talk like that to me late alone in my office."

"I'd never tell her." She blushed more.

I pulled back pretending to put space between us but really i just wanted her to notice how hard i was and she did her her slutty mexican eyes where locked on it.

"I'd never tell her, the shcool, any of the students, no one. I don't want my parents or boy friend to find out either"

I said nothing back. I gave no presmission or promise because I knew i didn't need too she was desperate and would break.

When i did't respond she just sime stood up undressed and fell to her kness and i did nothing, to help or suggest even, until she put my cock in her mouth. Then i mouth fucked that mexican bitch like she was Tijuana whore. Then I pounded her over my desk.

Lets just say her parents were proud od her gardes. And she was not the last favor a student did for me. lol

I'm 15 years old. When I was 12 my English teacher kept me after school for extra tutoring. But after a while her hands were all over me. The thing was, I couldn't stand her. I don't mean she is ugly. In fact she is very sexy. But she is a mean bitch and nobody likes her. So despite how sexy she was and how nice she smelled, I really didn't want to be with her alone after school. But with her hands all over me I started to get a hard on. Then she started to smile a lot and then her hand was right on my ass and I got really horny. Before I knew it she was unzipping my pants and taking my dick out and sucking it. That was my first blow job. I came in her mouth and she swallowed and licked me clean and told me how nice it was and she even thanked me. Then we got back to the tutoring. Afterwards she gave me a ride home and told my mom that I was progressing well and asked if I could stay after school every day for extra tutoring. My mom said yes. Every day after school for the rest of the year she gave me a blow job. I got an A in that class. Turns out she wasn't as much of a bitch as I thought she was.

Now I'm in high school and she got transferred to the high school and is now the English Dept. head. Everybody still thinks she's the school bitch but I know better. I sneak into her office after school at least once a week for a blow job but I don't need extra tutoring since I'm now pretty good in English thanks to her. I'm not in love with her or anything and she's not in love with me. She's just a pervert who likes to give boys blow jobs and I'm only too happy to let her suck me. To all you guys who think I should turn her in for what she is doing, Fuck you! I'm not fucking up a good thing. I haven't had to jerk off in three years. How many of you can say that?

At the age of sixteen I started on a YTS (Youth Traning Scheme). Each morning I would walk the four miles to work to save money on bus fares. My route to work was the same each day and usually it would take about an hour. After I'd been working on the Scheme for about two months, I noticed a woman collecting her milk from her doorstep as I about to pass her house. (About half way to work) When she saw me, she accidentally (yeah right) opened her bathrobe to reveal she had nothing on underneath. I'd not long lost my virginity, but I still scurried past and on to work.
The next morning she wasn't on her door step, she was stood slightly inside her open front door and she was stood totally naked. Unlike the day before I didn't hurry on past, I stood still taking in her beautiful body, breasts and hairy pussy. Signalling for me to walk up her garden path, I opened the gate and admittedly shitting myself, I asked her what she wanted (stupid I know). In a very matter of fact way she said "My husbands at work and he dosen't fuck me very much". The first five minutes kissing her as she undressed me were the most nervous, after that, I was like a child in a sweet shop.
Over the next two months (I must have been young) I fucked that woman every morning. Or more to the point, she had me fuck her. I learned what a mans tongue was for and I also learned I was well above average in cock size (I'm eight and half inches).
Fucking a womans arsehole for the first time wasn't what I expected, if I did expect anything. Her arsehole was even more of a horny place for her, for me to be fucking. So she had me fucking her shit box at every oportunity. Many days I would roll into work half an hour late, making the weather my excuse, or that my bus was late, even though I never used the bus.
The last few days I visited the twenty seven year old woman, she had me doing something totally new to me, she had me fist fucking her pussy or arsehole, at the same time using a dildo or my cock to fuck the other hole. I was doing just that, fucking her pussy and fisting her arsehole from behind, when her husband walked in. For the next five or so minutes he used head and body as a punch and kick bag, as his wife tried to stop him.
I didn't see her again as I took a different route for a while. I learned later they'd moved.
They say life has a way of returning to you. Last month (I'm now married) my wife welcomed in our new neighbours. I was about to take a shower having just been to the gym, so I was topless wearing just my training shorts. I shook hands with the man and then his wife stepped out from behind him. She was familiar, but I couldn't place her pretty face. She placed me though straight away. The smile said everything, but she didn't say anything. We chatted for a while about the area we live in, the local amenities and finally spoke about ourselves a little. When they went to leave, she hung back, took my hand and asked me if I remembered her. I shook my head and then she said "My YTS young lover". My face went beetroot as I remembered everything, she smiled again and said "Can't wait to get to know you all over again".
They've been on holiday for the past fortnight, they're back tomorrow. I honestly don't know if she offered me herself again, that I could resist. She's still one fine looking woman and I know from past experiences, she's one dirty slut in and out of the bedroom.

As a fifteen year old kid I knew nothing of sex, but I did know from football practice, swimming and just hearing things, I had a larger than average cock. At that age my cock when erect, was around eight and half inches in length and about four and half inches around.

I also knew from an older female friend, a couple of women in their late twenties had heard about my dick. Two days after my sixteenth birthday, my female friend asked me if I'd like to go with her over to one of the older women's houses, to as she said "Loose your cherry".

The moment I entered the house, I knew they were having sex already. You could smell it and I could hear one of the women presumably cumming. Walking into the front room, I was greeted with the sight of three women having sex with each other. All three of them were naked and all of them were licking away at one another's pussy's. My female friend didn't waste anytime in getting her clothing off and interrupting them. They all looked over at me, then the youngest of the three stood up walked over to me. She asked me straight out if I really wanted to fuck them. My answer was given by my older female friend. She told them "Yeh, he wants to loose his cherry".

It was my first everything that morning. My first blow job, which lasted no more than two or three minutes. Followed by a long slow blow job from my older friend, who until then had shown no sexual interest in me whatsoever. All the same she sucked my cock until I'd shot a watery cum all over her face. Finally the woman who's house we were all in, asked me to follow her upstairs. I was naked by then and feeling like a real man after busting my nut in the first woman's mouth, and cumming al over my friends face. I'd also been told lots of times as they all had a look and suck on my cock, just how big I was compared to their boyfriends or husbands.

Up in her bedroom, I was taught just how she liked her pussy and weirdly to me at the time, her asshole licked. And then wearing a rubber she'd given me, I slipped my cock into the first pussy to wrap itself around my cock. This sin't me bragging here, but I was like a duck to water. Maybe because I'd cum twice already, but I can still remember now, fucking that horny woman for ages and ages in as many positions then, than I've done total now with my wife. We were still having sex when one of the other women walked in and asked if we wanted a drink. She saw me fucking her friend from behind and joined in for a while, licking and sucking on her tits and kissing her as I carried on fucking her tight asshole. It took me forever to cum again, but the married woman I'd been plowing had lots of orgasms on my cock. Either with me inside her tight pussy, or as I got to really like, fucking her asshole.

I left that house on top of the world. I was a man, a man women wanted to fuck. But reality set in when my older female friend said it wasn't going to happen again. Not with the other woman anyway. When I asked her why, she told me she wanted my cock all for herself. We had a four year on and off sexual relationship. Nothing else, it wasn't ever a lovey type relationship at all, as we only ever fucked like strangers. But all the same I enjoyed every single fuck we ever had.

Now being thirty five, married and bored with my wife's once a week vanilla type sex, I tried to get in touch with my old female friend through a social network site. I had no luck until five weeks back, when she found out I'd been trying to locate and contact her. She's like me married and bored. Her husband doesn't want sex at all now, but she's wanting to be just as sexually active as she ever was.

Our first meeting is next week. From the pictures she's sent me, she's not changed at all. A little older looking obviously, but just as slim and from her sexual words towards me, just as filthy minded.

This should be Mr. B's confession instead of mine, but every time my husband and I get a babysitter, he is on my mind.

When I was 15, I started babysitting for a couple that were friends of my mom and dads. They just had a 2nd baby, and needed a sitter once a week, usually Fridays or Saturdays, for their "date night". I loved being with babies, so I was pretty excited to be able to help them.
They lived about 15-20 minutes away, and it always seemed the dad (Mr. B) would drive me home after I babysat. He would always make comments about how pretty I looked, or if he was in school with me he would be asking me out all the time. I was pretty naïve, and I did not even realize he was flirting with me.
When I was 16, I had just got my drivers license, but my parents still did not want me driving late at night, so Mr. B would still always be taking me home. I remember one summer night, I had shorts on, and as we drove Mr.B just put his hand on my bare thigh as we talked. It startled me at first, but then he asked if it was o.k if his hand was there. I told him it was, and for the last few minutes of the drive he kind of rubbed his hand up and down my thigh. I finally realized he was making moves on me, and I was so excited about it! I could not wait for the next time I had to babysit for them.
I made sure I wore even shorter shorts that next time, and within seconds after we drove away, MR. B had his hand on my thigh and was rubbing me again. Although this time his hand went higher and higher, and when I did not protest, one of his fingers slipped inside my shorts and inside my underwear.
I considered myself fairly good looking at the time, but I was always shy and being around boys was awkward for me. I had made out a few times, but never went any farther. But here I was, with an older married man driving the car, and his finger was moving around inside my vagina. It felt SO good.
Mr. B ended up stopping a few blocks from my house and pulling over. He asked if he could kiss me, and I let him. We made-out for a few minutes, before he drove me home.
Here I was, a young teenage girl, and this older man wanted me. The fact that he was marring did not matter, it as just very exciting for me.
The next time I babysit, we did not waste any time at all. As soon as we started to drive , I unzipped my shorts for him and he started putting a few fingers in me and rubbing my clit. I was squirming in the passenger seat by his touch alone. I moaned at one point about how good he makes me feel, and that's when he asked if I was willing to make him feel just as good. I pretty much new what that meant, and Mr.B took my hand and placed it on his hard cock. My first cock. I naturally started to stroke it, and he told me that he would not last long and did not want to make a mess in the car. Again he pulled over a few blocks from my house and asked if I would put my mouth on it and swallow. I did not want him to think I had never done that before, so I agreed. Moments after I had my mouth wrapped around the head of his cock, he started to cum. And despite all the horror stories I had read about it, and other girls complaining about how bad it tasted - I did not think it was that bad at all.
Mr. B reminded me that nobody can ever know what he and I do in the car, and I promised never to tell anyone.
But from that night on, we developed a routine.
He would finger me really well for the first 10-15 minutes of the drive, then I would suck him off before he took me home. I did not see the wrong of it at all. I was satisfying another woman's husband. For a teenage girl, that was so thrilling to think about.

My family had a big 4th of July party that year, and Mr. B and his family were invited. I felt so smug talking to his wife, and her having no idea the things her husband and I had been doing. At one point I was able to whisper to him that I wanted to suck his cock. We managed to find a way to sneak into the upstairs bathroom together, where I gave him a blowjob. Knowing his wife was in the same house was beyond exciting.

At the end of the summer, Mr. B arranged with my parents for me to babysit for 4 hours on a Saturday night. As always, my parents drove me there, and I walked to the door by myself, where Mr. B met me and waved to my dad from the front door.
Once I was inside I did not see his wife or the kids right away. That's when Mr. B told me they were gone for the night at her mothers house, so it was just me and him alone there.
Mr. B said it was time that he made love to me "properly" and took my hand and led me to the bedroom.
For the next 4 hours, he not only carefully took my virginity, but he made me feel like a real woman. As we had sex, I would close my eyes and pretend I was his wife, and it was my bed not hers. He did not have any condoms, and it was risky, but I let him cum inside me 2 times that night. He kept telling me over and over how my body was so hot, how it feels better than his wife, everything a girl wanted to hear pretty much.
I remember him taking me home, and he had his arm around me in the car. It was the best night of my life.
What was even better, was Mr. B remembered that he still had to pay me for "babysitting"....lol. So - he gave me 40 dollars.
I sometimes think about it now, and I basically got paid to have sex with a married man that night.

Luckily I did not get pregnant - but we both realized I was falling more in love with Mr. B than I should be. I babysat for them less and less, and got more involved with school and boys my own age.

I am married now with two kids of my own, and as silly as it sounds, I always make sure its ME who drives our babysitter home. I don't want my husband to be another Mr. B




I Was His Girl

I've only told two people about this, but not in as much detail as I'm about to go into, which will still be limited. It's hard to tell people about something that seems like a horror story to them, though it's something you yourself feel love for.

I was raised by my stepfather, Gary. He married my mom when I was 3. When I was 5, she had a back injury at work that left her dependent on some heavy meds. She became an angry addict, became abusive, and the only peace in the house was when she was either too fucked up to care about us or asleep. Gary shielded me from how bad things really were, because he didn't want me to see my mom as a bad person. I didn't understand any of this at the time, but he explained it all to me after she died when I was in middle school.

I loved Gary. We had a very close relationship; he had never had any kids of his own, but he became a natural caregiver for me when it was clear my mother couldn't be. He legally adopted me. I trusted him. Gary also, however, was married to someone who left him sexually untouched for years. I remember, clear as day, one day after a bath, Gary said to me "I need you to do something for me, and it'll be a big help." He stood up while I was still in the bath, and took his dick out. I had no idea what it was, I'd never seen that part of a guy out of clothes before, but it was sticking straight out. He told me he needed me to hold it and move my hand back and forth on it. I did it and white stuff shot out into the bath, he cleaned my hand off with the rag and got me out of the bath.

I asked him why he wanted me to do that, and he said it was kind of like scratching and itch on his back for him that he couldn't reach, and that normally mommy scratches it, but she hadn't since she got hurt. I said that was a long time and he said yes it was, and he thanked me for "scratching his itch." At the time, I think he knew I wouldn't really think much more of it than that, and he was right. I just felt happy that I could help Gary. After I got ready for bed and he came to say goodnight, I told him to tell me if he ever needed his itch scratched again. He kind of gasped, and said that was sweet, thank you. We said goodnight and that was that.

It didn't come up again for a few months. One night Gary got home from work and called me over to the couch, said he needed me to scratch an itch for him. I was clearly excited, which caught him off guard, but I knew how much he liked it last time so I WAS excited. He explained to me that it was the same itch, but there were different ways to scratch it. He asked if I wanted to scratch it the same way, or if I wanted to try a new way. That sounded even more exciting! A new way!

He told me to get between his legs, on my knees, and start with the old way. It wasn't hard like before, it was soft, spongy, smaller, but playing with it in my hands it started getting bigger, thicker, and soon was so hard it couldn't bend at all. Gary was moaning, I asked if he was okay and if I was doing it right and he said yes the scratching feels good, and then he said the new way was to lick it and suck it like a sucker or a popsicle but no biting. So I did it. He spent a few minutes showing me how to move my head, how to hold it with my hands while I did. Clueless me was giving proper head! I didn't get to do it for very long before warm liquid was filling my mouth from his dick. He whispered "swallow it if you can" so I did, and kept swallowing it as more shot out of him.

And I just kept sucking his dick. He didn't cum again, but he stayed hard for a long time while I sucked on it. I had no idea what I was doing, I'm sure it was awful but he seemed to be enjoying it so I didn't stop until my mouth got tired. We finished the rest of the night like a normal family. Well, as normal as things had been with my mom at this point.

Nothing happened again til she died a year later. By this point I had been hearing about sex from kids at school and had put together that I'd been giving Gary blowjobs. I never told anyone, but about a week after mom died Gary seemed really sad so I asked him if I could scratch his itch. He perked up a little bit and said sure, so I got him out of his pants and gave him a blowjob. He didn't talk during this one, just watched me, touched my small tits, and he lightly fucked my mouth at the end when he came. He thanked me a lot and told me he really needed that, and cried.

From then on I was giving Gary blowjobs every morning, and usually one at night. I was getting to be a horny teenager and discovered masturbation, and Gary loved blowjobs. And Gary loved me. So I loved giving him blowjobs. It doesn't feel like abuse, because I loved doing it. Which is why I made the next move the night I surprised him by stopping a blowjob to sit on his dick. I awkwardly put it in my hole, and Gary fucked me that night. It was my choice, I wanted it, I made the move. Rest in peace Gary, he was a good father and a good lover.

Next To My Friend's Dad...

This was a few years ago. I was spending the night at my best friend's place and we were watching a movie on the couch in her living room. Her dad joined us for a bit to watch the movie and was kind of sitting in between us. My friend was leaning against him and pretty much fell asleep, I took his other shoulder and was halfway there myself. I'd known him so long this wasn't all that odd, he was like Dad number 2 to me sort of like how my dad was to my friend.

Anyway, being so close to him, and maybe it was just teenage horniness, I got really turned on. I should have just gotten up and touched myself in the bathroom or something, but the room was dark and I figured he was asleep too so I just sort of slid my pajama bottoms down just enough and put a couple fingers under the waistband of my panties. I was trying to go slow and sneaky, but that was turning me on more as I worked my clit, and I must have been breathing differently.

Then I noticed my friend's dad was breathing differently. Heavier.

I didn't look over or anything but, and I'm not sure what made me do it except for the early hints of an exhibition kink, I tugged my pajama bottoms down a little more and then worked my panties down enough so he could see a bit of my pussy as I was fingering myself and I kept going.

He didn't say anything, but I felt his hand coming over to rest on the back of my neck, and he started playing with my hair and I just nuzzled against him and kept going. I was getting really turned on at this point and I think I must have done a little more than breathing because he moved that hand around to put a finger between my lips to muffle me. I sucked on it and could taste the tobacco from when he'd smoked after dinner. With him touching me like that It didn't take me long to get off, hard, though I did my best not to make too much movement or noise.

He didn't say anything, we just kind of went back to pretending to sleep for awhile.

What I really wanted to do was to get down on my knees and pull his cock out and suck it right there. Even the thought of my friend watching me suck her dad's cock was a turn on...Like I said, exhibitionist in bloom.

A few years later, after we graduated, I did sort of get my wish, though my friend wasn't watching. We're pretty sure she knows about us hooking up though.

Straight But Not With My Landlady

I am in college in the south USA. I have an elegant second floor apartment. I can't afford this area of town, it's full of rich people and I am not one of them. In looking for a place to live off campus last year I saw an online ad for this place. It was beautiful, super safe area, and way too nice. No price listed. In online chat, then video calls with the owner she seemed really nice. She was married, 53 years old, very attractive, she could have passed for her mid 30s quite easily. In seeing her in person I could see she was really toned, more so than me, about a dress size 4, very nice body and C cup boobs. She was very handsy in a way. Grabbing my hand in hers, to walk upstairs and show me around. She would constantly touch me. I'm a bit sluttish in my sex life, started having sex when I was 15 and by that time, at 18 I'd had 29 guys already and no holes or cleavage left untouched. She made mention that I could have other people over, even for the night should I want, just not move in permanently. I told her I wasn't seeing anymore at the moment and she remarked " A beautiful, young girl like you with that body? I don't think that will be too long before you have several young men after you, even older men" .

On my second trip she mentioned her husband who was 10 years older hadn't had an erection in 5 years and she was without, and hoped I was doing well in that department unlike her. We got to talking, actually smoked some herb, and she opened her blouse revealing her big boobs. Drooping down a bit like a teardrop they were flawless though, light brownish nipples and she told me that I wouldn't have to pay rent if I were living here. Even then I asked why, and she moved towards my chair. She put her chest within two inches of my mouth and I started sucking on one of her boobs. She was grabbing the back of my head, pulling me into her, "Bite it, bite me, please do it hard" she begged as I bit her nipple and areola and used my finger and thumb to pinch the other one so hard I couldn't believe a woman could take that much. Pulling away, I knew what was coming, she moved in to kiss me and I let her. I pulled away and asked "Is this what I have to do to live here?" she answered me "Yes, love, this and more".

So I made love my first time with a woman. It took a while to get used to it but actually I really like the taste of pussy now. Before when guy, for some reason especially older married men, would pull out of my pussy and put it in my mouth I always wiped as much of my juices off his cock as I could before taking it in my mouth. I love pussy now. I still love cocks and she likes when I have a guy over. When the guy leaves, I call her and she comes upstairs and cleans me out and makes me cum even better than I did getting fucked. Her husband knows, he's actually had to take their spare bedroom when she has be overnight in her bed with her.

I'm straight, but do eat her pussy and let her eat mine, we grind, trib, vibe play. I have lesbian sex with the bi woman and get free rent. My parents think that I somehow got this great deal on this fabulous place. I guess I did!

I was m****ted by an older woman when I was 14yo and I liked it.

When I was a kid I would have to cut grass during the summer school break to earn spending money. At our house there were no allowances handed out for me and my brother. Most of the lawns I cut were down the street or around the corner from my house. There was one lady, Mrs. Marks that lived about two miles from where I lived. To this day I can't remember how it came for me to cut her lawn. The only reason I cut her lawn was the fact she had her own mower and I didn't have to bring mine. Either my dad took me to her house or she would come and pick me up. Sometimes my Dad would have to work on Saturday.

Mrs. Marks husband was killed in the war she said and that she wanted to keep the house up as best as she could at least for a while. Not only did I cut the grass but I also trimmed bushes and raked the leaves in the fall. Mrs. Marks told me she had a big job and wanted to know if I wanted to do it? She had a brick home and on one side of the house, Ivy had all but covered the side of the house. She said she would pay me well if I wanted the job and I said sure for the extra money that she offered.

Pulling the Ivy away was simple. it was the residue that was left behind on the bricks that made the job suck. The Ivy left behind a sticky residue on the bricks that had to be removed. Mid summer and I'm pulling the long vines off the house. I'm covered in sweat and this dust and pollen that I had stirred up when I pulled the vines away.

Now by this time I had been to Mrs. Marks house for most of the summer almost every other weekend, sometimes more if she wanted extra yard work done. She was always the touchy feely person, always running her hand through my hair or touching me in some manner. At first it was weird but then I just got used to it. Sometimes she would bring out a wet towel and wipe the sweat off my face and neck. Like I said, it was a bit strange but actually I began to like it.

The day I removed the Ivy it was hot as hell and the humidity was brutal. Mrs. Marks brought me drinks and toweled me off so many times that day. The Ivy was covered in dust and pollen and it just covered me as I pulled the vines away from the bricks. When I was done a few hours later in looked like I had been down a chimney.

Mrs. Marks saw me and stripped off my nasty t-shirt out in the yard. She said no towel was going to get the grime off me, I needed a shower. Before I could say anything she was guiding me into the house and towards the bathroom
nearby. I was instructed to strip and hand my dirty clothes to her to wash. Hiding behind the door I handed my cut off jeans and my underwear and socks.

The shower was great, it was nice to wash off the funk from those long vines. When I was done with my shower of course I had no clothes to put on. I just dried off a little bit and put the seat down on the toilet and waited for Mrs. Marks to bring me my clothes.

Suddenly she came through the door, didn't bother to knock. Thankfully I had the towel wrapped around my waist when she came in. She smiled and took another towel to dry my hair that was still dripping wet. She took a comb that was on the sink and started to comb my hair. Then she had ne stand up with my back towards her so she could dry off my back also.

I was trying to hold the towel as best as I could but it slipped a bit and I knew she saw my behind. She started to laugh saying my butt wasn't the first one she had seen. Then she turned me to face her and I honestly don't know what happened? She was just staring into my eyes and for a moment and then I felt the towel being pulled out of my hand. I wanted to do something, grab the towel back or maybe just run! I couldn't do either, I was just frozen.

Mrs. Marks just looked at my cock and smiled. Without saying a word she just took it in her warm hand. When you are 14yo it doesn't take much to get it worked up. It's been so long to remember what was going through my mind at that very moment. I think I was too scared to say anything, but I'm not sure? I think she asked me if I had a girlfriend and I shook my head no. She asked me if I had masturbated and I'm not sure if I even knew what that was. But I knew one thing in the morning sometimes it would so hard it would be against my stomach. Then I remembered I made myself cum once, but I didn't tell her.

She was asking me other questions, but I no longer remember. At some point my cock began to grow a little and Mrs. Marks made a comment about it. She put her left hand around my sack and squeezed a little bit, that's when I felt that tingle and the blood seemed to rush between my legs. My cock began to grow rapidly and Mrs. Marks slowly moved her hand back and forth. I had never felt such pleasure, not even sure what was taking place. All I know when I was fully erect I loved the feeling of it.

Mrs. Marks began to slide her hand back and forth along my shaft and I felt almost dizzy. Suddenly she stopped for a moment and the fear came racing back. I wanted the towel that was at my feet but Mrs. Marks still held my engorged cock in her hand. She reached behind her with the other hand to the sink, a pump bottle was there. She squirted some of the lotion onto my cock, it was cold and I jumped. She said to be still, it would be ok. When her hand and lotion combined slid down my length I knew something was going to happen. I remember I didn't want to see what was going to happen in a few moments.

She fisted my cock rapidly, and I came within a few seconds. I remember hearing my voice, my eyes shut tightly as I felt the hot fluid shooting out of my cock. I think I heard her say it was good to cum, but I'm not sure? Her hand just kept working back and forth as more of the milky fluid came out. Suddenly the motion of her hand felt different than it had a moment ago. It was too sensitive to be touched anymore, and I pulled away from her grasp.

When I opened my eyes Mrs. Marks was seated on the toilet as I had been earlier. She was holding her hand with her palm upwards just a bit. My cum was in her hand and partially up her arm. She was smiling at me and with her other hand she reached out to take mine in hers. I remember she asked me if I felt good, I think I just nodded my head in response. She said we could do this again if we kept it a secret between us.

I never said a word to anybody and by the end of summer I was having sex with her. It really messed me up in my head because that's all I could think about. When I was home and in my bed at night I was masturbating thinking about the things we did in her bed. I would even dream about her and the next morning I would have a mess to clean up. By the end of the following summer Mrs. Marks told me she was moving away to be closer to her family in another State.

I felt betrayed by her, hell I was in love with her. How could she do this to me? The day she was moving I rode my bike over to her house as they loaded up the big moving truck. There were several adults milling about ..(continue confession)

I have a submissive side, I guess. I am a pleaser or so that is what my mother calls me. I have no backbone, I do what I am told, I am a doormat, you name it I have been called that. So what if I like pleasing him. What is wrong with that? I didn't all of a sudden become a pleaser, I was pleasing him when I was nine and he was ten. I kissed his penis. Sure it was just the head of the penis and it was just a tiny little kiss, but I kissed his penis and I have been pleasing him ever since.

I don't know how many virginities you really have, but he went through each and every one of them and he took them. He kissed my nipples when I was eleven. He touched my pussy when I was eleven. He saw my pussy when I was eleven. He poked his penis on my pussy when I was eleven. I showed him my asshole when I was eleven. It was show and tell day. I also put his whole penis in my mouth when I was eleven. To me those were all lost virginities, first times.

I went from being a skinny bald pussy, titles girl to having real tits, pubes and a big ass by the time I was thirteen. There was nothing of my eleven year old self left by the time I turned fourteen. I had tits and I had pubic hair even where I didn't want it. Even my mother let me trim my pubic hair because otherwise I couldn't go out in a bathing suit. At fourteen I was regular cock sucker, by then I gave him blow jobs and hand jobs and I let him fuck my tits. How much of his gunk I washed off my face I will never know but it was a lot. Fucking, like real fucking, was something I just didn't want to do, but he fucked my tits, he fucked up the crack of my ass, he touched and fingered my pussy, he kissed my tits, sucked on my neck and left me branded for all to see, and I held on to his cock when we watched television.

And as my mother will tell you I pleased him, I made him deserts, I served him when he was at my house, I took his lunch to school for him, all he had to do was snap his fingers and I was there. I got a lot of hell from my mother for a while but she eventually told me that it was my life and if I was going to be doormat well then it was my problem.

I was sixteen, fully sixteen and he decided it was time. He had waited long enough, all his friends were getting pussy and he was still being held back. It was time. He had me take a shower while he sat in my room waiting. When I got out of the shower, I was naked except for a towel, he told me to stand and present myself. I stood and dropped the towel for him to see what he had seen a thousand times before. To me that day I was giving him one of my virginities. He had me lay back on the bed while he got undressed. I lay there with my ankles crossed, with my hands covering my tits. Not that he hadn't seen my tits like from a long time ago but it felt strange lying there knowing I was going to get fucked. Once he was naked he told me to lay my hands by my side, uncross my ankles and open my legs. That to me was another virginity.

He didn't really have an erection, his cock was more or less just hard but not all hard, he got over to me and I reached for his cock and it felt good in my hand. I let him bend over and kiss my mouth and kiss my tits while I pulled on his cock, he got between my legs and I pulled myself up a little and he lay down and his cock was hard. He hit up against my crotch and I reached under him and put his cock against the opening of my vagina and he finally got his pussy. Maybe that was the real loss of virginity, but I didn't feel that way. In my mind that was last big thing for him, my pussy. Or his pussy as he saw it.

After he got off and we were there just naked he commented on how totally hairy I was. I used the scissors to trim myself, this time I took off quite a bit. I took the razor to the rest and hurt myself with several nicks. I was learning and a girl at school told me to make sure I used a new razor blade and to use the shaving cream that I used to shave my legs. I used soap, but I went to Walgreens and I bought some shaving cream for my pussy hair. He really, really liked my totally shaved pussy. And I really, really liked his cock. We fucked day and night and no surprise to anyone, I got pregnant at sixteen. That was also a loss of virginity.

I am a pleaser, I have always been a pleaser, I spoil my son, I spoil my boyfriend. He loves it, I shave my pussy for him, I bake him cookies, I buy him clothes, and I fuck whenever he wants. He doesn't fuck my tits that much anymore, only sometimes, he doesn't fuck my butt crack anymore, he fucks my pussy. We go to the mall with my son, we go to the zoo with my son, we got everywhere with my son, he has a car seat in his car for my son, I may only be eighteen but we have been together since the day I first kissed his cock.