Kinneyram

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I Love Cock!

The doctor said I had a medical condition called precocious puberty. It means that I went into puberty very early. The girls in my family tend to be short, slender and flat chested which is damned inconvenient unless you like guys who like little girls. So I developed small breasts and some blond pubic hair at seven and had my first period at nine. But I was a horny little demon girl at around six.

I first became conscious of it in the first grade when it tingled a lot between my legs and I just had to rub myself. My teacher took me to the bathroom and asked what was going on and I didn't have the words to explain but just rubbed myself in front of her. She put her hand down my pants and into my panties and gave a soft gentle rub and asked if it felt better and it did and I asked her not to stop. She said she could only do that if I promised to keep it a secret. I'd have paid nearly any price to convince her to keep her fingers in my panties all the time. She told me I shouldn't rub myself in front of other people but if I could manage self control she would rub me there every day to make me feel good. I basically tried to fuck her finger every time she did that and had no idea why. I just needed it badly.

In the second grade my nipples started to hurt and fine blond hair started to sprout between my legs. I was scared someone would find out about the hair down there and think I was some kind of beast. But I was mostly concerned that there was something wrong with my nipples and showed them to my mom who took me to the doctor who then took a few months to figure out I had precocious puberty. He explained to me that I was becoming a woman way younger than most girls and that my breasts would get bigger like a grown up woman but probably not bigger than my Mom's. He told me to expect more hair and that I would get my period at a younger age but couldn't tell me when. Finally he told me I might want to do stuff with boys and if I did I should tell my Mom. As if!

In second grade I tried to mess around with some of the boys in my grade but none were the slightest bit interested. Our school was grade K-8 and so we had boys as old as 14 or even 15 who were in the 8th grade. The doctor gave my Mom a book on where babies come from intended for young children so she gave it to me and explained everything in it. I am glad for the education but it didn't help me find a boy who would touch me between the legs like I needed until I met Michael. Mike as he preferred to be called was six years older than me, in the 7th grade and 13. I started hanging out with him in the school yard as much as I could but he didn't seem the slightest bit interested in me until I got him alone and offered to suck his dick if he'd put his hand in my panties and rubbed me good. He looked shocked and said he'd never had a girlfriend before and therefore never had a blow job much less seen a naked girl except on the internet. I told him he could see my tits (barely little puffy nipples on the ends of little cones of flesh). He and I couldn't figure out how we could get together in private place and do everything I wanted to do and then my baby sitter quit. Mom needed a new baby sitter for me after school until she got home from work and then on weekend nights. I told Mike and he agreed to apply for the job. Two weeks later Mike and I were finally alone together in my bedroom and I finally had a finger in me rubbing again which I missed when first grade was over. I humped his hand almost violently then had my very first orgasm which scared me but at the same time felt so damned good I was ok with dying if that's what it was but it wasn't. I promised Mike I'd suck his dick and so he took it out and put it in my mouth and I sucked and found I loved it. Mike showed me some porn on the internet so I could figure out the best way to get him to cum in my mouth and about an hour later he did and I loved that too. At seven I was instantly addicted to sucking cock almost as much as I craved fingers in my pussy. Mike didn't have an especially big cock and managed to get about a third of it into my pussy before I felt my hymen rip. The sex book I had explained that it would probably tear the first time and it would hurt perhaps just stinging a little or it would burn a lot. I was in between. It hurt but not horribly and not enough to get me to tell Mike to get it out. In fact it spurned me on to try to impale myself all the way onto his dick which I did. A few minutes later he came in me. Mike became my secret boy friend and I became his horny seven year old slut and willing sex slave.

At eight Mom had me keep sanitary napkins in my back pack just in case. it was a good idea. Wearing a white dress was a bad idea. We switched to brown, grey and red clothes until we figured out the timing of my periods. I didn't know why but having my period made me a billion times hornier than normal and when Mike came over I didn't just throw myself at him I tore his clothes off him violently and r*ped him which implies he didn't consent which he did enthusiastically but I thought of it as r*pe and liked it that way. I needed him and so I took possession of his body and used him to feed my cravings and it just happened that he liked it.

At my tenth birthday party I stopped pretending Mike was just my baby sitter and I think Mom figured it out along the way. I dressed like an older teenage prostitute standing on the corner trying to drum up business. I did it for him but also I liked having boys gawk at me. It made me feel sexy. The first time Mom caught me straddling Mike's lap tongue fucking his mouth she didn't say anything except "get a room" so we did, mine. No more hiding from Mom. Mike and I acted like we were already married and he just spent more and more time with me and it stopped being baby sitting and became Mom giving Mike a little spending money to take me out on a date with him. He got his car then and that is exactly what we did. Every chance we got we'd be feeling each other up, giving each other head and fucking. One time we forgot to close the bedroom door while she was out and she found us in bed naked and asleep with Mike's dick still inside my ten year old pussy both of us snoring up a storm. She just covered us with a blanket and closed the door. We'd walk down the hall to the bathroom together covered in towels and take turns on the toilet then shower together like a married couple then go back to what became our room.

When Mike was 17 and I was 11 his Dad got a job in another state and Mom agreed to let him live with us until graduation. I was at first scared he'd move away then elated when he and mom worked things out. He was now officially a part of the household and not just a five times a week guest and frequent overnight guest. He was now moved in. A week later Mom sat us down and told us that as far as she was concerned, Mike and I were married. That meant he was expected to get at least a part time job and contribute some to the household income. He did and kept up his grades.

Mike turned 18 and graduated from high school a few weeks later shortly after I turned 12. That's when Mom sat us down again and had a talk. She spoke to a lawyer and found out that in our state, or rather commonwealth, a ..(continue confession)