How I Get My Satisfaction
I'm in my early fifties and my husband as ED issues where he rarely gets hard. Not never, but rarely and it's not a strong erection when it does happen so our sex life is mostly oral. We've talked about a cuckold type situation or me just having a lover for sex, but I'm not sure if he really wants that or if he thinks it's what I want. The issue was somewhat forced on me however when I had a dalliance while away for work. I do a lot of presentations and run courses which has me on the road for a week or two at a time staying in hotels. During one particular course a man seemed to be flirting a lot and chasing some kind of romantic interaction. He was mature also but still quite dashing, we were staying at the same hotel and he wooed me with champagne and we had a really nice dinner too.
We both ended up in my room and he initiated things and I was soon giving him oral sex, enjoying the feel of a properly hard penis again. That soon escalated to full sex which I hadn't managed to enjoy for quite some years. Despite being around my age he was still a good performer and we had sex multiple times over a few hours, then again in the morning. I was going to tell my husband about it, as he had suggested me having sex with other men himself, but I was still unsure as to the extent that he really meant it, so in the end I didn't say anything.
A few months went by and I found myself having sex with another man, again while away for work and for the past year I've just accepted it as a part of my life, it's how I get my sexual satisfaction. Not only am I having sex with men of all sizes (body and genitals), races, ages, but I get to play lots of different roles as no-one knows who I really am so I can be someone new with each person. Sometimes I'll be coy and have a guy take me to diner multiple times through the week, he might get a handy or a blowie after three, then finally on Friday we'll have full sex, by which time he is practically begging for it. Or I'll be a slut and give it up after one date, or even pick a guy up at the hotel bar and straight ask him if he wants to fuck. If they like dirty talk I can say the filthiest, nastiest things and not have to worry about him still respecting me. One time I had a skirt with no knickers and when I took a man to my room he lay on the bed and I straddled him, exposing I had no underwear and had him lick me out. Another man I asked to lick my bum hole and not only did he do it willingly and eagerly, I even quite enjoyed it. He had me on all fours, cheeks spread and he was really getting his tongue all over it. How could I be in a relationship with a man I know has done that, but if it's a one-night-stand, who cares? I've been covered head to toe in cum...my face, back, feet, hands, belly, pussy, there isn't a single place a man hasn't cum on me. I always use condoms so I think it's because they would rather shoot over me than just cum in a condom.
I prefer receiving, but enjoy giving too....a perfect session for me would be him going down on me, sucking my nipples, making be cum a few times, having sex and then leaving. I give a lot of oral too though, especially as a round two if they've already given me proper sex and have recovered. I frequently get praise for my oral skills and I always swallow; fun fact, black guy's sperm tastes the nicest. I also give out the praise if he has a particularly big dick, or is good at oral or makes me cum in whatever other way. I'm not a fun of bum stuff, I'll sometimes tolerate a finger if I'm otherwise enjoying the session, but that's about all. I've tried to get into it with dildos etc but it's just too painful and sometimes messy. That goes both ways, I've had men want me to finger them while blowing them which I won't do, neither will I peg etc.
With some courses I might have a guy I have sex with a few times a week, or sometimes it's a different guy most days, I've even had sex with one guy in the morning after he stayed over and then with someone else in the evening. Some guys even like this and want to know details about who else I have been with that week. I get g*fted lingerie sometimes too, but I normally give it back to them as a "souvenir" after wearing it for sex, or the next day, or masturbating while wearing it. My husband would get suspicious if I kept coming back with lingerie, especially ones covered in sperm and other sex juices as they normally are, but I have kept a few of the nicer things. When I'm giving a presentation I like to wear sexy lingerie, it turns me on talking to a bunch of men about boring things knowing I have lacy knickers you can see my pubes through, a lacy bra you can see my nipples through, suspenders, I imagine them wanting me desperately and quite often they end up doing just that.
Most men are my age, I try to avoid the married ones if possible, but I do so enjoy a young buck if one ever shows interest, which they do occasionally, some as young as early 20s, I enjoy a nice tight hard body and knob that will eagerly satisfy for hours, and I enjoy big knobs in general...it's always exciting when you see it for the first time, hoping it's big and when the underwear comes down and a monster snake pops out I know I'm in for a good time.
At the start I wondered if my husband would some how be able to tell I'd had sex, that I'd unknowingly have a cum stain somewhere, or smell of it, but so far he hasn't noticed, or if he has he hasn't said anything. I still give him oral and sex when we can so he isn't missing out, but I feel at this point I just can't confess to him. Saying I'd had a lover or a one-night-stand is one thing, but how can I confess I've probably had 100 partners?
