Bi-Sexual Male / 21
What To Do?
I have the best best friend anyone could ever ask for. We have been friends since grade school. We're practically brothers. I've spent many holidays at his house with his mom and him. I always had a crush on her. I loved when she hugged me or gave me a peck on the lips. To me she's the perfect woman even now that she's in her forties.
If I remember correctly I think the first time I told her I loved her was when I was like 12 or so. She always said I love you to G. I knew she only meant like a son. But I wanted more. When I was 18 I had my first opportunity to be alone with her and finally get to confess my true feelings for her. I won't lie, I was scared to death and very nervous. I said there's something I need to get off my chest. I have loved you for as long as I can remember. She says I know G, I love you too, you're like a second son to me. I said no, not like that. I love you like a man loves a woman. A beautiful woman like you. I have dreamt about being with you in that way. She said I'm really flattered but a nice big strong handsome young man like you could have any pretty girl he wanted. I said it's you I want and no one else. I will always love you and never do anything to hurt you. This went back and forth for quite a while. She kept telling me it was just infatuation etc... But I said infatuation doesn't last for years. I know what an awesome person you are. You're kind and funny, smart and the prettiest woman I have ever known. She basically shot me down.
As the months went by and I went off to trade school and I'd still visit often as I always did. It was never brought up again until a few months ago after I had graduated and got a decent job and my own apartment. After I got moved in she came by one day after she had offered to help me decorate if I wanted. Which of course I did.
So we were setting everything up, she helped with arranging furniture, had brought some paintings we put up and so on. We sat down to eat and she said, you know I remember that day you confessed your undying love for me. It was very sweet and sure you've grown out of that by now. But you surely made me feel special that day. I said I've never stopped loving you Julie, not for one second. I still feel the same way, and you ar still the most beautiful woman I've ever known. We went back and forth for quite a while. Then I did it. I had somehow gathered the courage, and grabbed her head gently and kissed her like a man kisses a woman. She resisted a little at first but then kissed back. We kissed like two lovers who hadn't seen each other in forever. I was in heaven. We had a very long talk afterwards. Basically she said she needed time to sort out her feelings and what to do about us.
She came back over about a week later and we talked some more. We drank some wine, her a lot more than me. I'm not really into wine. Then she said ok, we can be lovers. But gave me a list of rules. No one can ever know was the big one. Especially her son. The other big rule is that she's the boss and I will do whatever she says. Period. How could I not agree? My dick was so hard it felt like it would burst through my jeans. I honestly didn't know what I was agreeing to at first. She is definitely the boss. I guess she's kind of like one of those dominatrix ladies. That day she taught me how I was to please her. I had to learn how to kiss her, massage her, caress her tits, how to lick and suck her nipples, how to lick her pussy and asshole. (I never thought I'd do that!) How to fuck her, you name it. She demanded I do things just the way she wanted or I'd never touch her again. So I learned. I did everything just as I was taught. She loved my dick in all her holes. I did too. She told me I had the biggest dick she ever had which was great fory ego. But she told me it was her dick and if anyone else ever saw it or touched it, it was over between us. No problem, I was an I'm still totally in love with her.
Now here is what's the worst part of this confession... She has other lovers. Well one other lover. He's an older dude. Nice guy actually. But he's her other toy as she calls us. He likes boys and girls and I will let him do whatever she tells him to do with me. So now I'm getting butt fucked and have had to blow him whenever she says. She especially likes me to lick her while he's fucking her and visa versa. I didn't like it at all at first. But I've gotten to love getting my ass fucked by him. It can make me cum without even touching myself. I still love her and love fucking and eating her pussy and ass. I love sucking dick too though and eating his cum out of her pussy.
So now what? What have I become? He's even come over alone and he fucks me and I really like it. We don't tell her though. She would be pissed I think.
If I remember correctly I think the first time I told her I loved her was when I was like 12 or so. She always said I love you to G. I knew she only meant like a son. But I wanted more. When I was 18 I had my first opportunity to be alone with her and finally get to confess my true feelings for her. I won't lie, I was scared to death and very nervous. I said there's something I need to get off my chest. I have loved you for as long as I can remember. She says I know G, I love you too, you're like a second son to me. I said no, not like that. I love you like a man loves a woman. A beautiful woman like you. I have dreamt about being with you in that way. She said I'm really flattered but a nice big strong handsome young man like you could have any pretty girl he wanted. I said it's you I want and no one else. I will always love you and never do anything to hurt you. This went back and forth for quite a while. She kept telling me it was just infatuation etc... But I said infatuation doesn't last for years. I know what an awesome person you are. You're kind and funny, smart and the prettiest woman I have ever known. She basically shot me down.
As the months went by and I went off to trade school and I'd still visit often as I always did. It was never brought up again until a few months ago after I had graduated and got a decent job and my own apartment. After I got moved in she came by one day after she had offered to help me decorate if I wanted. Which of course I did.
So we were setting everything up, she helped with arranging furniture, had brought some paintings we put up and so on. We sat down to eat and she said, you know I remember that day you confessed your undying love for me. It was very sweet and sure you've grown out of that by now. But you surely made me feel special that day. I said I've never stopped loving you Julie, not for one second. I still feel the same way, and you ar still the most beautiful woman I've ever known. We went back and forth for quite a while. Then I did it. I had somehow gathered the courage, and grabbed her head gently and kissed her like a man kisses a woman. She resisted a little at first but then kissed back. We kissed like two lovers who hadn't seen each other in forever. I was in heaven. We had a very long talk afterwards. Basically she said she needed time to sort out her feelings and what to do about us.
She came back over about a week later and we talked some more. We drank some wine, her a lot more than me. I'm not really into wine. Then she said ok, we can be lovers. But gave me a list of rules. No one can ever know was the big one. Especially her son. The other big rule is that she's the boss and I will do whatever she says. Period. How could I not agree? My dick was so hard it felt like it would burst through my jeans. I honestly didn't know what I was agreeing to at first. She is definitely the boss. I guess she's kind of like one of those dominatrix ladies. That day she taught me how I was to please her. I had to learn how to kiss her, massage her, caress her tits, how to lick and suck her nipples, how to lick her pussy and asshole. (I never thought I'd do that!) How to fuck her, you name it. She demanded I do things just the way she wanted or I'd never touch her again. So I learned. I did everything just as I was taught. She loved my dick in all her holes. I did too. She told me I had the biggest dick she ever had which was great fory ego. But she told me it was her dick and if anyone else ever saw it or touched it, it was over between us. No problem, I was an I'm still totally in love with her.
Now here is what's the worst part of this confession... She has other lovers. Well one other lover. He's an older dude. Nice guy actually. But he's her other toy as she calls us. He likes boys and girls and I will let him do whatever she tells him to do with me. So now I'm getting butt fucked and have had to blow him whenever she says. She especially likes me to lick her while he's fucking her and visa versa. I didn't like it at all at first. But I've gotten to love getting my ass fucked by him. It can make me cum without even touching myself. I still love her and love fucking and eating her pussy and ass. I love sucking dick too though and eating his cum out of her pussy.
So now what? What have I become? He's even come over alone and he fucks me and I really like it. We don't tell her though. She would be pissed I think.
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