I am a happily married man with 3 kids and the whole deal, and I consider myself straight, but I am very sexually submissive. I work in a firm and a few years ago one of the other partners came out of the closet as gay. I don't have any kind of gaydar, and had no clue. After the divorce and the fallout, he and I met for a lunch, for we were friends, and I wanted to know how he was taking it.
His name is Jerry, and I always thought he was just a really cool guy, and it had never crossed my mind that he was gay. He is about 5'11, same height as me but a little older, probably 55 or so, and bald.
So anyway, there we are talking at lunch, and he starts explaining that he had always been gay, but closeted, and now he had reached the point where he had to be honest. Then he started talking about some of his experiences with other men, and he got fairly detailed. He explained that he was strictly a top, and he only liked bottoms for partners. He made a comment that he had a large cock at one point, and I couldn't help myself, I looked at the bulge in his pants. He noticed, and I saw him smile.
"Have you ever had a gay experience?" He asked me, and I shook my head, but my mouth had gone dry.
"Is this like a date?" I asked him jokingly, but I don't think that either of us took it as a joke. Instead he took my hand in his.
"Do you want it to be?" He asked, and again I shook my head no, but I think he saw yes in my eyes, which I couldn't tear away from his.
"Come on." He told me, and I stood up behind him and followed him. My cock was still soft, but his take charge attitude was causing it to stir a bit. "Since the divorce I have my own place. We will go there. Just follow me in your truck."
We drove perhaps fifteen minutes to his place, a small suburban bungalow, and the whole time I was wondering why I was going along with him, but I knew, of course. When we got there he had me park on the side of the house out of sight.
I walked into the house, and he was right ahead of me, not saying anything. Then he closed the door behind us. "Why don't you take off your jacket?" He asked me, so I did, and he had me hang my tie on the back of a chair in his kitchen.
"Take off your shirt." He said, and I think at this point he was testing me, to see if I would obey him. I hesitated, but then my fingers were unbuttoning the shirt almost of their own volition. I pulled it off and stood there, half dressed and feeling ridiculous, and he was still fully dressed.
"Come closer, David." He said, and I did. "Kneel and unbutton my pants." So I did, and his cock was in my face. "Kiss my cock."
As I said before, I am submissive, so I took him in my mouth. It was my first time, so at first he was gentle and gave me instructions, but after a little gentle sucking he was soon really fucking my face. All the time he was telling me to look him in the eyes as his cock went in and out of my mouth. Then his eyes closed and his cohorts could exploded cum in my mouth. "Swallow it, cocksucker." He said with a gentle smile, and again I thought he was testing me. His cum was sweet and bitter at the same time, and I didn't care for it, but with his eyes on me I couldn't help but submit. I swallowed as much as I could, and he pulled his cock out of my mouth.
"You are really submissive, David. Does your wife know how easy it is to push you around?"
I would have protested, but obviously the man had just told me to suck him off, I was still shirtless with his cum on my face, so We both knew he was right. I thought about his question. "I think she sees me as a bit unassertive." I admitted, wiping my face. "But I don't think she knows I would ever do this."
"Oh, we're going to do more than this." He promised. "I know you don't have to be at the office for at least another hour. In fact, call Your secretary and tell her you are running errands and won't be back today at all."
"But I have work yet today." I protested.
"Call her David. Do as I say." He was so assertive I felt my breath catch and my knees went a little weak.
I called up my secretary while he went into the bathroom. When he came out I was putting my shirt back on, but Jerry stopped me. "Leave it, David. In fact, I want you to take off the rest of your clothes. Strip."
Feeling extremely self conscious, I took off my shoes, socks and pants, and with an insistent look from Jerry, I took off my underwear too. "You're really hard." He said, looking at my stiff cock critically. "But you are pretty small. I kind of guessed when you looked at the bulge in my pants that you were a bottom, but seeing that little cock, I don't guess you could be anything else." Ashamed, I moved my hands to cover my cock, but he stopped me.
"Listen David. A little cock is nothing to be ashamed of. Honestly, girls who think cock size matters don't matter. It's not like you had anything to do with how big you are, and you are a father, right?"
"Yes."
"All right. So that little pecker has done everything a cock needs to do. The reason small guys are usually bottoms is all in your head. Men think they aren't tops because they have little cocks, but it's a self-fulfilling prophecy.
"You on the other hand read like a true bottom. I could see how much you loved sucking cock. I bet you like eating pussy, too, don't you?"
"I love eating pussy." I said truthfully, for I love cunnilingus more than intercourse.
"Yeah,you're a bottom all right. A true submissive. Now get over here and get me hard again." Without hesitation I knelt before him, because somehow he had seen in me what everyone else had missed. I was happiest when being told what to do sexually, and I loved pleasing my wife just as I loved pleasing him.
His cock was still a bit salty from the cum I had not sucked off of him before, but I didn't mind. The way he understood me had me so thrilled and enthralled that I was coming to enjoy his taste. "It takes a strong and selfless person to truly surrender to another." He said.
I would have answered, but my mouth was busy on the head of his cut cock, which was swelling beautifully under my hard working tongue. I was already licking precum from the slit in his cock when he told me to stop.
"I want you to go to the bedroom, David. I want you to lie on your back and wait for me."
"Yes Jerry." I said, and I knew it sounded more submissive than if I had called him sir. He walked beside me and reached into a side table, pulling out a condom, which he handed to me.
"You open it. I don't want you later saying you didn't want this." I pulled apart the wrapper and held the condom in my hand. "Now kiss my cock and slip that rubber on there, David."
"Yes, Jerry." I said, and I did as he told me to.
"Bend your knees and spread your legs. I am going to fuck you now, understand?"
Oh God! Did I understand? I was terrified and thrilled at the same time, but I couldn't pull my eyes from his. "I understand, Jerry."
"Tell me you want it."
"I want it." I found myself saying.
"I want you to ask me to fuck you, David. I want you really commit."
"Fuck me." I whispered, then louder. "Fuck me, Jerry."
He put some lubricant on my asshole and slowly ..(continue confession)
