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My Hotwife Lifestyle - How It Began

As my husband gotten older the sex became non-existent between us. It wasn't a problem if he could still give me some attention.

But he was just a workaholic and travelling around and whenever he was home he'd just watch games or news and didn't even have a proper conversation with me. I just felt like being an unpaid maid in the house.

Ten years ago, I was travelling in a night bus with other guests to attend a relative's wedding. My seat was at the back row of the bus beside this young around 22 year old man. There were g*ftboxes on the seats in front of us for couple of rows and we were kind of hidden from other guests.

We started talking on the way. He was bold and flirting with me and made me feel attractive and blush, I couldn't stop myself from flirting back.

At night as the lights dimmed and the other guests went to sleep, he secretly started touching me and fingered me, telling me how hot I look and I just let him. He placed my hand on his cock which was rock hard and much bigger than my husband. I was drawn to him and touched and rubbed his cock as he slowly pushed my head on it and made me suck him. He soon blew a huge load in my mouth and not to leave any evidence behind I swallowed it all. but he didn't get soft, I guess my face still near his shaft made him maintain his hardness. Then he pulled me on his lap and pulled down my panties and made me sit on him. I tried him to stop but too afraid that too much commotion can wake other guests up and so I gave in. I was so wet, it easily slid inside me and I slowly rode him until he came again but this time inside me.

Even when we reached the destination, I couldn't stop flirting with him.
Eventually snuck out from the reception and went to the rooftop with him to have sex.
It was almost four years since I had any sex with husband and he made me orgasm so many times. We exchanged numbers and started sexting and meeting up couple of times in a month.

After some time I felt guilty and wanted to come clean, but to my surprise my husband told me that he already knew and he set up the meeting with the young man for me which I thought was just a chance. Husband also told that my bull also send him pics and videos of us after every time I had sex with him and my husband loved watching them and jerking off to them. My husband let me continue seeing other men since then.

He Had Second Thoughts

I’m a big guy in shape hit the gym muscles on top of muscles kind of guy. I talk and flirt with any girl that ls around me. I make friends lots of friends and sometimes these friends want or need help so we become friends with benefits. I don’t exclusively date one girl and they know this. There was this one guy who I have seen at the gym with his wife. They are in there mid 40 Tony and Lynette have kids house the whole perfect family. She is this tiny spinner type maybe 5 foot tall nice rack with this tight little ass. I bet that I can proudest my cock on her back and it would probably go into her stomach. Again I’m a big guy African American thick dick close to 9 and half inches. I talked with her more than Tony and I always hinted when speaking with Lynnette that I wanted to take her out. She met me for coffee a few times but never let me fuck just kiss and feel her up. She always said she felt bad. Either way I tried and tried. One evening I’m in the middle of my workout and she comes over starts to chat we talk and it turns sexual. I had seen her husband so I knew he was there when she asks me to get drinks. I said ok we finished up and she rode with me. She is texting while i drive her and we get to this Thai restaurant with a bar that I know will be quiet and low key. It’s dark and I can get away with some fingering if she lets me. We get there sit down she says my husband wants to join us. At this point I’m like is this dude going to want to fight or WTF. She says no it’s all good and at that point she put her hand on my cock and the look on her face was priceless. She got quiet and kept squeezing and asked where does it start and where does it end my cock that is. Long story short he has been bugging her to do a wife swap with a buddy of his. She agreed as long as she got to fuck a guy first that she wanted. She got to pick and he agreed and I was that luck guy. Whole time her hand is on my cock I’m hard as a rock and she is jacking me off through my shorts under the table very slow it felt good but I was going to need her to squeeze harder or bend over for me to cum. He tells me what’s the deal he wants to be there and it will eta one time thing he is cool with it blah blah blah. One time thing I say sure. I pay are tab give him my address and tell him to meet us there in an hour. I stand up grab her by the hand and pull her to my car. Start the engine pull my shorts down and I yank her by the hair pull her to my cock. Not one work was said she could barely put my cock in her mouth. Her mouth was stretched I kept telling her that her pussy and ass where going to ruined tonight and she would never be the same. Not sure what she said tool my time getting home. She was small enough that whole she gave me head in my car her little ass and pussy was in the air. I kept sliding a finger in and out of her pussy and ass. We came up to a light and i casually rolled down my window to show off my prize for the night. A few guys hollered and gave me the thumbs up sign. Some took pictures some called to double team her. I made sure they got a good view. We got to my place I picked her up she is a kisser I wasted no time got my camera out and recorded me sliding my giant cock inter tiny c**t. Just like I told her it barely fit. I told her husband must be small cause this pussy is tight. She didn’t last long before we found out she squirted. She actually squirted form anal as well. That’s when Tony walked in she was squirting as I was ramming my cock in and out of her ass. He asked her if she was ok and she just shook and he asked her if I should stop she shook moaned and said no I love him let him fill me up. The look on his face was priceless when she said that. A few hours later he was trying to wake her up to go. She rolled over and told him to go home she would have me drop her off in the morning. He called like 3 times all 3 times she aid yes go home. To my surprise he did leave. He came back the next day at noon and made her go home. We had tried to leave a few times to take her home but she wanted to shower i joined her and we would start fucking again. He showed up and she was getting a hard ass fucking then. That was a few weeks ago and she didn’t swap after all she and I are hooking up a lot. He is mad but admits he can’t stop her. He says that he made a mistake and wants to go back to how it was. She told him she doesn’t care what he wants to do she is going to keep seeing me weather he sticks around or leaves she doesn’t care. She is small and fun and have started to enjoy having her around. She has a friend that she said would like to play with us so that’s the plan for tonight. Got to love those husbands that want to share there girl.

Opportunity Knocks

Was at a Christmas party recently and I work with my good buddies wife. Normally he comes with but this year he had gotten really sick and else dime to take her and bring her home. I had been seeing another girl from work so he had no need to worry. Ann his wife is a bigger thick girl red head curvy big tits big ass a little thick around the waist. Not going to lie have checked her out lots of times. Normal party at a restaurant on the other side of town. Dark place dark parking lot. Probably the cheapest place to have a large party. We ate had drinks went to the bar. It was open for a while Ann is putting them down her dress is ridiculous. Green dress tits where spilling out and it kept getting shorter as she sat down got up walked around. At one point there were probably 2 to 3 guys and a girl around her. I swore I saw one guy playing with her tit. I walked over and sat next to to her the guy who I’m pretty sure was fondling her tit walked away. Yes I cock blocked but oh well I had the best intention. I went to take a leak and when I came back there is that guy again and he walked off. She said that he tit grabber is having people over and asked me to leave with him. She text her husband my buddy and he sod that was cool. I asked a few people if they heard about an after party and everyone said no they where going home. He wa trying to get her back to his place and fuck. Good idea but wasn’t happening. She didn’t leave my site and I got up and said let’s go she said what about the after party. I told Ann all he skated was to get you home to fuck you. No one else was going just you. All she said was that’s sweet nice to feels wanted. I told her Ann your gorgeous let’s just leave it at that. She said she was cold and not sure why but I put my arm around her and when I did my hand was on her tit. I apologized and she says see you play with my tits as well. I asked did you let that creep play with your tits. She said she let him squeeze one and she liked having her tits played with. Apparently they have issues in the bedroom and with her buzzed she let them all out. Admitted that if she would have gone with the creep she would have let him fuck her. After hearing this we are in the car I started in and felt her up it got me turned on and I got out of my car and pulled her out. I kissed her pulled her tits out spun her around bent her over my hood lifted her skirt up over her ass locked her pussy and ass done stuck my cock into her. She whimpered a bit and shook. She told me she cums very easy. I told her to play with her pussy and she did. Put my cock up her ass pulled her long red hair and ass fucked her outside in the parking lot. I came in her ass got her in the car had her clean me up. Drover her close to her house parked at a store rates close by and gave her round 2 and 3. Her hair makeup clothes where a mess. She lost her panties in my car she tried to clean up. She looked like she had been fucked she asked me how she looked I told her you look like you just got fucked. It was dark and I walked her in to maybe help hide her. Tv was on he had taken meds and slots out on the couch. She walked over and told me she was going to shower she kissed me goodbye I took my fingers sand slid them into her and it was a sticky mess. This wa last Friday. Saturday she left to go to the gym and run errands she came over and got fucked. While I feel bad the fact that she tell me that she’s my personal whore make me feel better about fucking her. We hang out more at work we are very handsy she calls herself my work wife. I agree because I get the benefits of the wife. Her asshole is amazing and I enjoy anal and she lets me do some crazy shit to her. I know it’s fucked up but she is worth it.

Clothing Optional Beach

I was on holiday in Greece for a week with friends (husband and wife) as my husband couldn't join us. One night in the Villa (after much alcohol) we decided it would be fun to try out the nearby clothing optional beach.

Two days later we visited. I admit I got incredibly self-conscious and kept my bikini on - a lot of women were still in swimsuits or bikinis - interestingly all the men I saw were naked. Including my friend's husband (she went topless).

I was quite flustered being next to this naked man on the beach, a man I'd known as a friend for many years and now had eyes on his cock. Looking round at all the naked men I could see, I could feel myself becoming aroused.

My friend went for quite a long swim which meant we were left chatting - him lying and sitting completely naked in front of me with his cock in full view. At one point, he asked if I could do some sun cream on his back which made him get an erection - we laughed about it and he didn't try to hide it - by heavens I was so aroused myself at this point. I had my sunglasses on so was able to closely look at his hard cock and imagine all sorts.

Unfortunately nothing happened other than the next morning he was completely naked in the kitchen when I came down for coffee...... and he got an erection when he saw me which we laughed about.

Even these months later I'm kicking myself I didn't take advantage of the situation. I fantasise about him all the time and wished I'd have sucked his cock on the holiday. My friend wasn't concerned at all about me seeing him naked. I'll report back if anything did ever happen.

Shared And Overwhelmingly Taken

I am Tanya. I am 38. I am 5’5”, 125 lbs. I have light skin. I have long curly dirty blond hair. I have 36B tits. I have a landing strip trimmed pussy. I have been married for 14 years.

Over the years, my husband and I have role played in bed. It has run the entire spectrum from mild to wild. Recently, I started to bring black men into the role play. We bought a black dildo and then another bigger one. We would use them on me or (sometimes) I would use them on myself when nobody was home. The color contrast is captivating to me. My milky white slit being split by a chocolate colored dildo makes me go wild.

About a month ago my husband asked if I had an interest in fucking a black man. I think he was genuinely asking for my desire, but I am sure he was interested too. I told him yes. He would have to completely work out the logistics and put in the effort so I knew he was in control and wanted this. The next day, he texted me a picture of two guys black guys from work. I thought to myself, that dirty man had this up his sleeve. I asked him which one and he said both would love to fuck me. This is all going on at work for me. I am super horny and all I want is chocolate dick for dinner.

Friday night comes and we plan to meet one of the guys. I am horny, dressed in a sexy black skirt and black heels. He is in jeans, a button down shirt and a nice pair of shoes. After an evening of mild drinking, the other guy shows up. Again, my dirty man husband had planned this. His wife, me, is a willing participant. We decide to go back to our house and my husband drives. I am in the back seat with these two strangers and they are mauling me. One finds my pussy and starts to ram his fingers inside of me. My husband is talking but I am not listening. I tell him to keep driving. In a blur, my panties are off, I am sucking my first chocolate dick and the guy behind me is lining up to fuck me. He is spanking me and says all the way in slut. With that the guy pushed my head all the way down on the dick in my mouth. I am drooling, while doing all I can to breathe through my nose. I am completely at their mercy. Then it happens. The guy takes my pussy. He was rough, dominant and had no mercy on my white slit. In and out like a jack hammer he took me. He was spanking me like I needed more encouragement but I needed none. I did all I could to allow these men to take me fully.

The one in my mouth says gimme some of that white c**t. They flip me around and take me. As I take the one into my mouth, the guy grabs my hair and says remember, all the way in slut. I had no words. I opened and he went balls deep. I could taste my juices on his dirty black dick and it was like I was intoxicated by it.

I do not know how long this was going on but the one in my pussy says he is getting close. I cannot talk as the other dick is hitting parts of my throat that are not meant for cock. The grabs my head, looks me in the eyes and says wear do you want my friends cum? In some dick in my mouth garble, I said in my pussy. He pulled his dick out and says say that again so we all hear it. Cum in my pussy please.

No sooner, I feel the spirting of hot cum flood my pussy. He rams hard and deep until he finishes. The guy in my mouth pulls out and says it is his turn. As he does, the other guy tells me to clean up his dick with my mouth. I do….willingly, tasting my juice and his cum. The other guy floods my pussy within minutes and I clean him up too.

We take the guys back to the bar and we drive home. We pull into the garage. My husband shuts off the car, tells me to get out and get on my knees. I do and he shoves his dick into my mouth. A minute later he cums and floods my throat.

As I walked to the bathroom, black sick cum coated my legs and pussy. The taste of sex filled my mouth. My husband told me to shower but all I wanted to do was savor this feeling. Pure delight. Completely taken sexually. Filled to the max with three loads of cum. Smelling like a sex worker. I was in heaven - my role play fantasy became reality.

My Husband - The Most Evil Man

My husband Kerry and I have been married for 10 years. He is everything to me and vice versa. When it comes to sex, he is the most evil man in the world.

Over the summer I came home to a g*ft on my bed. As I opened it, I realized what it was. It only took me to see the words ‘controlled by app’. It was a vibrator, which he could control from anywhere. He wrote a note for me: when you get home, please be in bed wearing this. He gets home at 4:45 every day; I was in bed at 4:30, wearing this and nothing else.

Then bam! It started to vibrate. I nearly jumped out of bed! He texted me - how are you doing? Fucker, he knew how I was doing. I did not answer. He turned it up higher. This toy is vibrating the juice out of my pussy when he texted again. As I looked at my phone, it was 5:10. WTF? The bed under me was soaked! I will be home soon he texted. I could not even respond as he changed the setting to pulsate and I immediately had to cum.

As he pulled in the driveway, I was a cumming mess. When he entered the house, I desperately tried to gain some self control, but it was not there.

Babe…..how are you? Do you need a drink? Bam….back to vibration. Fucker was making me cum as he was walking through my bedroom door.

They toy owned me that night and still does today when my husband tells me to wear it for the day.

Not Guilty Enough To Not Do It Again.

I wasn’t planning to cheat. But here I am, in shock, not sure what to do, sitting in my car after my shift, still catching my breath, still feeling the heat of what just happened in the back of that ambulance.

I can barely believe it. Me—thirty-four, married, mother of two, and the dependable nurse everyone counts on—lost control like that. What the fuck did I just do? I’m still trembling from shock and guilt so much that i can bstely type this. My heart is pounding.

My husband, Nate, barely looked up when I was leaving today. No kiss goodbye, no “Take it easy.” He’s been like that for years now.

By the time I clocked in, the ER was its usual mess—overdoses, drunk drivers, broken bones, the usual. Around midnight, I realized I hadn’t eaten.

And then there was Frank.

It was around 2 a.m. when I stepped outside to catch a quick breath, leaning against the wall by the ambulance bay. Frank was there, sipping coffee. I’ve known him for years—he’s one of the veteran EMTs, in his late fifties. He’s always had this calm energy about him, like he’s seen everything.

“Rough night?” he asked, his voice kind.

I gave a tired laugh. “That obvious?”

“You look like you’re running on fumes,” he said, gesturing to the rig. “Come on. Take five. I’ve got coffee in the back.”

I hesitated, but only for a second. He’d always checked me out, flirted with me here and there, and I knew exactly what he wanted in the back of that ambulance. Other girls I knew had be back there with him. It wasn’t just coffee he wanted, I am not dumb. Still, the thought of sitting down alone with a man and flirting was too tempting to resist, even if it wasn’t smart. I told myself I’d enjoy the attention but wouldn’t let it go too far.

Inside the ambulance, it was quiet, dimly lit by the soft glow of the overhead lights. He handed me a cup, and we sat across from each other on the jump seats.

“You work too hard,” he said, his voice low, realy that all it took.

Something in me snapped. I don’t know what came over me, but i did'nt even think i words just came out. I met his eyes, and before I could stop myself, I said, “Frank, shut up and fuck me before I change my mind.”

He froze for a moment, stunned, but I didn’t need to say it twice. He was on me, pulling at my scrubs, kissing me hard, his hands exploring me like he’d been waiting for this moment forever. My tits, my ass, and gawd yes finally my pussy.

When his fingers slipped into me, I was already soaking wet. It felt so good, and I kept telling myself this wasn’t real—it was just attention, just a little flirtation that had gone too far. I wouldn’t let it go all the way. I wouldn’t actually cheat. Sure we were touching inappropriately but cheating is fucking and his dick was still in his pants.

But then almost as soon as i thought that his dick was out. And suddenly, it was in me and did even try to stop it. He was railling me hard and i was fucking back just as hard.

I was literally fucking Frank—a long-time coworker—in the back lot, in an ambulance. And it was so good, I couldn’t stop it. I didn’t want to stop it.

He was pounding into me, hard and deep, and I was clawing at him, riding him like I’d been starving for this. It was an out-of-body experience, like someone else was doing it and I was just watching. But it was me.

And then I started cumming.

I hadn’t orgasmed from sex with my husband in years, but with Frank, I was soaking wet, shaking, crying out as waves of pleasure ripped through me. I couldn’t believe how good it felt.

And then he tensed up, groaning as he came inside me.

No condom.

Fuck.


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Now I’m sitting in my car, my hands trembling on the steering wheel, replaying everything in my mind. The guilt is suffocating. I keep seeing Nate’s face, imagining what he’d say if he knew. Frank’s cum is still inside me as i sit here likely leaking it. I need to shower as soon as I get home, in case Nate wants to touch me.

What the hell have I done?

And yet, even as the shame washes over me, I can’t stop thinking about how good being bad felt. The way Frank touched me, the way he made me feel—seen, wanted, alive.

And that terrifies me. Because as much as I know it was wrong, I want more. Maybe with Frank. Maybe with someone else. Honestly, the idea of fucking anyone who isn’t Nate is all I can think about right now.

But first, I have to go inside and face him.

New Cheater

I have a great husband and two kids. I do not know why I cheated. I wasn’t drunk and I love my husband but it happened anyways. I was not very experienced when I met my husband having only had one partner prior so perhaps that has something to do with it. While away on a business trip I met Maurice. A very handsome and charming 54 years old black man. We were having so much fun talking after the meeting that when he suggested going to his room I agreed without hesitation. When we got to his room he poured a glass of wine for us and before we were half way through that glass we were making our line teenagers. I know I should have stopped him when he started to remove my clothes but I admit I was enjoying the experience. Before I knew it, we were naked on his bed and he was inside of me. It was amazing! I orgasmed several times before he told me he was ready to cum. I did not want him to stop so I told him to cum inside me which he did. Afterwards, we laid there and I began to feel guilty but this was short lived as he started to rub my pussy then went down on me even after he came inside of me. He licked me to another orgasm. I was recovering when I felt his hard on start to enter me. I had never had sex twice in one night and was amazed that he could do it again. After our second round of sex we talked about me cheating. I rationalized that if no one found out no one would be hurt so I agreed to spend the night. I even called my husband while laying naked in bed with Maurice. We chatted as if nothing was amiss all the while I was playing with Maurice’s semi hard cock. After saying I love you, I hung up and started sucking Maurice back to life. I spent the next two nights in his bed having amazing sex. On the third night we were in his bed with me on my hands and knees and him deep inside me from behind. I was loving the sensation and really liked watching in the mirror. Over the past few days we had talked about my lack of sexual experience and fantasies. He asked if I ever wanted more then one man at a time and I jokingly said that if they were as amazing as him then I would be crazy to say no. Well, he didn’t think it was a joke. As I was watching him go in and out of me in the mirror his door opened. I was shocked when a tall black man about my age walked in. I tried to cover myself but Maurice held my hips with his cock deep inside me and said just go with it baby. It’s your last night here and nobody will ever know. I didn’t say a word but stopped struggling as I watched this stranger get undressed. I am almost ashamed to admit that when he presented his cock to me I did not hesitate to take him in my mouth. Thus began a night beyond all sexual expectations because not only did Maurice invite Jordan to join us, he invited two more of his colleagues who showed up a little later. I spent my last night in Las Vegas having amazing sex with four different black men. I went home the next day exhausted but so very satisfied. I will admit that it is taking some time to adjust to my husbands sexual skills but I do love him so very much. I really do not regret my indiscretions in Vegas as no one got hurt and I had an amazing time.

I Never Told My Husband

I have never mentioned this to my husband. One night long before we were married and were living in our apartment complex there was me, my husband (boyfriend at the time) and his friend. We were all drinking and I was feeling like I had too much and went to bed. After some time of being asleep , I’m not sure how long, I felt something entering my ass. I figured it was my boyfriend, we had anal regularly and he knows I like it and I don’t mind being woken up to have it. I’m not opposed to being woken up by a cock in my ass. I don’t say anything because I figure my husband likes the whole “fucking her while she is asleep” thing but I do like lightly open my eyes because we had a mirror on our closet too that I was looking at. I seen it was my husbands friend but I didn’t say anything. I won’t lie, it felt good, he was going at a good pace, in guess to not wake me, and I do love a cock in my ass. He finished and left. I couldn’t sleep after so I just lid there and eventually hear the front door open. It seems my husband had left but I couldn’t hear what they were saying. Found out the next day my they ran out of beers and my husband had went to get more at the store across the street. I guess he had talks about how I liked anal, he said he friend stayed because he had to use the bathroom while my husband ran out, I guess he lied and used that time to use my ass. I only bring this up now because his friend passed way last Sunday due to cancer and I always did think he was a nice guy, even if he used my ass without asking. I let that one slide because I was enjoying it. I also will never tell my husband I don’t think, don’t want to ruining the memory of him like that for my husband l.

Cheated On My Husband With Coworker For Multiple Years

I have been with my husband since we were 18 years old, and we have been married since we were 23. We've known each other since we were 12. We had a great marriage at first, and we do again, though we wouldn't if he knew the story I'm about to tell. We have one child that we had the first year we started dating, so he is now in college. Nowadays, we are both marathon runners, and we enjoy this hobby together, running together daily. We also share a large friend group, some of whom know about this story.

After we got married, we tried having more kids, but I miscarried four times in our first three years of marriage. This sent me into a deep depression. At the time, I worked in the emergency medicine field, and had a male partner at work that I confided in about my issues. I made the mistake of also telling him that my husband and I grieve very differently, and that our relationship was very strained because of that. We were growing more distant by the day. My partner, who was also married with kids and was about 10 years older, then began emotionally manipulating me to resent my husband for not being the emotional rock I needed while depressed. He made himself available to me at all times of day, and made the excuse to his wife that we were only talking about work. I told my work partner that I needed to get away for a long weekend and just relax, away from work and family life. He told me that if I wanted company, so I didn't feel alone on this trip, that he would gladly accompany me, as a concerned friend. I regrettably agreed. We spent four nights in a lakeside condo, on Lake Superior. I booked a room with 2 beds, thinking we were actually going as friends.

On night one of the trip, we walked to a few nearby bars and got a little more drunk than I anticipated. When we got back to the rental, I began crying hysterically about my losses. My work partner held me and talked to me while I cried for hours. After I calmed down, I said we should have one last glass of wine and then I would be going to bed. We drank that glass of wine, then brushed our teeth and put our pajamas on. We walked to our beds, which were side-by-side, and hugged before we were going to lay down. He hugged me a little firmer and lower than he ever had before. This surprise, along with the alcohol, made me feel lustful. I looked into his eyes and began kissing him. Before I could even think about anything, we were out of our pajamas and on my bed. I began by going down on him, which was something I hadn't done for my husband in probably two years at that point. Eventually, we ended up having sex, finishing in the prone position, which is my favorite. He apparently assumed I was on the pill and came inside me. I couldn't believe what I had done when it was all over. I couldn't sleep the rest of the night, due to an incredible sense of guilt.

The next morning, we went to the store and I bought Plan B. The next two nights went by, as if the sex never even happened. We didn't talk about it at all. I checked in with my husband each day and made up stories about what I was doing up there. The final night, my work partner told me he couldn't stop thinking about how much the first night was amazing, and how he cared so deeply for me. Me, being an emotional wreck, fell for his lies, and we made love two times that night. Those times, he at least pulled out.

For the next few months, we carried on, as if nothing had happened, and I tried to forget about it. I got back on the pill, because I never wanted to get pregnant again. A few months later, I would get my tubes tied, for that same reason.

My husband and I continued to struggle throughout this period, and I continued to share this information with my work partner. After a big fight with my husband, right before work, I made my next big mistake. When work was slow that night, I told my partner that I needed him, like I did on our trip. We wound up having sex three times that night, while on the clock. This began a long stretch of infidelity.

For the next two years straight, I had sex with my work partner 5-10 times per week, depending on how much we could during our work day and afterwards. Nearly all of our coworkers eventually found out about this. I had him over at our house many times when my husband was away. I almost got caught about a year into the affair because I forgot to change the sheets after having sex with my partner on my bed, leaving large stains. My husband questioned me about it, and I told him it was from me masturbating.

The affair came to an end after about two years, as my partner's wife suspected him, setup cameras in their house, and saw us having sex multiple times while he was supposed to be watching his daughter. Soon after, I quit my job, changed career fields, and my partner got divorced. For about the next year, we would periodically meet and have sex. I haven't seen him for 8 years, and my husband is still unaware. I feel a constant sense of guilt.