Solaire_Of_Astora

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My First Time

I do have a secret sexual encounter when I was fourteen. I had stayed after school and my mother told me I would have to walk home. It was warm that afternoon and I decided to walk across Memorial park in the shade, and cross the creek behind Sheila's lounge to get home.

When I got to the creek a man stepped out with his pants down jacking off. I knew about jacking off and I watched him. He called me to come close and asked me if I wanted to get fucked. I lowered my shorts and panties from under my skirt and turned my back to him and bent over. I fell to my knees and bowed my head and pulled my skirt into my hand to watch how he fucked me.

I couldn't see much until he finished and pulled out. Then I saw his dick. I pulled my pants up and told him I had to go and went on home. I washed myself out with coke and changed. By the time my Mom got home dinner was started and the table was set.

When I was 9 I started with my cousin and my brother, both boys, getting naked and touching each other whenever the adults were not around. They would put their little finger sized cocks between my butt cheeks and try to get it in my butt. They would grab and feel my pussy but no insertion, we thought that by insertion you just got pregnant. I would do strip teases for them and then we'd all get naked. I got my pussy rubbed, licked, my butt fingered and dicked, my tiny little nipples on my flat chest sucked and grabbed. I never even thought anything about one of them being a cousin and the other my brother. When I was 12 and only sprouting beginning of hair on my pussy (I was a late bloomer, no period until 13) I stripped in my room with parents away for a few hours, and I bent over with my brother putting his now bigger cock into my ass he pulled out and told me to lay on the bed. I laid down, spread my legs, and he said our cousin should fuck my pussy. We still didn't want to because of pregnancy but with my brother teasing the two of us, I pulled our cousin on top of me and his fingers found the inside of my outer lips. I was soaked, and his cock found its way inside. He pumped a few times, and my brother encouraging us and soon I was getting fully fucked. My tiny little puffies were getting sucked and as he shuddered on top of me he kissed me. It was my first kiss and it was AFTER I had let him put his cock in my pussy. He shot inside me a little, pulled out so my brother could see the rest squirting on my pussy and lower belly. I immediately got up and bent over touching my hands to the mattress and my cousin spread his sperm and my juice on my butt and my brother took his turn. Strangely he didn't shoot in me but said how good it felt. Our cousin and I continued to fuck until we were around 17 and 18 and he got a steady girlfriend, but he fucked me from smooth to growing full hair, from flat to my natural D cups and my mouth, pussy and ass always were willing to receive him. I always hoped I could be a girlfriend for him but it never happened.

My brother was gay, which we knew nothing about at the time. It was only several years later that I found out our cousin and fucked my brothers ass the night before, that was their first time too. Now many years later, as a grandmother and a widow, our cousins wife died and we fuck now regularly. We visited my brother in his state a couple of weeks ago, and both he and I shared our cousins cock and sperm.

My mom's two brothers moved in for the summer months since we live near the beach. They are both in college and brought their computer with them. I was just 13 that summer and they invited me to watch porn with them after I told them I had seen plenty (true). I recall we were watching a MMW video and the two men double penetrated the woman in every possible way. At one point my older uncle, Paul, took his hard cock out and began to masturbate so
Ed followed. They talked me into joining them and not long after they were both fucking me hard and fast. They fucked me all summer long. They even fucked me front and back with their tongues, which made me dizzy with non-stop climaxes. They called me their little sex machine and they would instantly get stone cocks whenever I entered the room.

Mom never knew and I loved it.

I walked in on my older brother wanking away at his laptop and threatened to turn him in if he did not
let me do it to him. I now beat him off at least four times a day and I love it. PS: I'm younger than 18.

I Want To Fuck My Uncle

So when I was barely 18 I was sending nudes to this guy that had the same name as my uncle. Both of their names where the same in my phone,I accidentally sent my uncle like 2 pictures of my tits and one of my pussy. I kinda freaked out at first,but then saw him the next day and he didn’t say anything. I said “I texted you last night” and he goes “I didn’t get it” and smiled. I’m pretty sure he did get them though,I’m much older now and think about this and get soaking wet.
I really want to fuck him while his wife watches. I’m on birth control so I’d let him cum in me…he called me a few weeks ago asking me to find him something,I wanted to start stripping right there on FaceTime. I know that so sick of me but I think that’s why it turns me on so much. I’d love to feel my uncle fuck my ass while his wife sucks my pussy til I’m squirting her mouth full. Their both freaks so I almost know they would do it,I just wonder how I should go about asking them. I wouldn’t want to make things weird after but I’d love to live this fantasy.

Foster Care

There are so many horror stories from people who were in foster homes. I was in foster care since I was 10, and even though there was plenty of inappropriate things going on, I don't look at my time in foster homes as a negative experience.
My parents passed away when I was 9, and soon after I was being moved from home to home until I turned 12 and was placed in with the family I would spend the rest of my teen years with.
Our ma and pop are great people! They looked out for us and let us make our own way. They guided and molded us to be good people too. And though they never did anything sexual with any of us, doesn't mean we weren't doing things on our own.
I was 13 the first time I let a girl go down on me, and I remember being nervous about it, but I returned the favor. We were in my room, and had just taken a bath together. She was the same age as me, and we were talking about masterbating. I told her that I did it a lot, and she admitted that she did too. I told her that I aways wanted to know what it would feel like to have someone else do it for me, and she immediately gets close to me and starts kissing me while running her fingertips between my pussy lips. I started playing with hers too, and next thing we knew, she was licking and fingering me in my bed. That was the first time I had an orgasm from someone else.
I learned really quickly that I liked boys and girls, and it wasn't long after that I was having one of the boys sneak into my room. He was handsome and very muscular. He was about a year older than me, and I was really curious about him.
One day we were having a movie night, and he slid under the blanket with me. I cuddled up to him and laid my head on his chest. Little by little I touched his abs, and slowly inched my hand down. By the time my hand got close to the waist band of his shorts, I could see the blanket start to bulge. I reached out and grabbed it. I rubbed it through his shorts for a while and then I pulled it out and stroked it for him. All of the other kids were right there in the room with us, and none of them knew anything.
After a minute of touching it, he stopped me and told me that I was going to make a mess if I didn't stop, so I grabbed it again and put my head down under the blanket. I didn't suck it, I just put his head in my mouth while I tugged on it and it didn't take but a few seconds before he shot his load in my mouth.
Later that night, I asked him to return the favor, and he did but didn't get me off with his mouth, so I had our "sister" come finish me.
A few days later, I told him I had a surprise for him, and I let him put it in me. I grinded on him for a while, and made him pull out before he came and let him shoot it on my titties.
He ended up telling another one of the boys and they asked me if I would be willing to suck both of them, and I really wanted to. I ended up going out to the shed with them and they were really nervous. I told them to pull down their shorts and I started sucking and stroking them both and they both came in my mouth. The next day I did it again, but I told them that I wanted to see them suck each other, and I watched them suck each other's dicks while I let them finger me.
It wasn't long before I let them both fuck me, but I didn't try letting them fuck my butt until later. Eventually they did, and I loved it! I would ride one while the other fucked my ass. I knew that I could get pregnant if they came in my pussy, so I made a rule that they could cum in my mouth or my ass. Eventually they started fucking each other and I would watch while masterbating. I even let them both in my butt at the same time, and that hurt, but they loved feeling their dicks rub against one another's.
We had a lot of fun, and I don't remember ever feeling like what we were doing was wrong. I don't look back on it like some victim, I remember it very fondly as good experiences.
I still think about it some times, and I wonder what my husband would think if he knew how I came to enjoy all of the freaky stuff that he's into. Maybe one day I'll tell him, but not yet.

Friends Place

I was 12 years old when this happened.
It was Saturday morning and I was at my friends house. His older sister, who was 15, was there along with 3 of her girlfriends. We were all hanging out together listening to the radio in his sisters room. I don't know why but one of her friends got up and started dancing. This normally wouldn't be any big deal but she started to remove some of her clothes. Everyone seemed to be very surprised especially the girls who made comments that there were 2 boys there. She was dancing in just a bra and panties now. We suddenly hear the parents calling to my friend that it was time to go. The girl quickly got dressed. My friend had a dental appointment and had to leave and I stayed back with the girls until my friend got back.

Once the parents were gone it was just me and the girls. The one girl starts dancing again and once again she was quickly down to just her bra and panties. She tried to get the others to join her but they refused. She then focused on me to do it. I didn't know about doing it but the other girls started to encourage me to as well. I agreed to take my shirt off and danced shirtless with her. The girls tried to convince me to take my pants off which I was reluctant to do. The dancing girl said she would take her bra off if my pants came off. She even said she would go first but I had to promise to take my pants off if she did. Seeing her breasts were an incentive and I agreed. Her bra came of and so did my pants. She was only in panties and I was only in underwear. I think the other girls were surprised she had done this but they didn't seem to care much as it wasn't them. The topless girl still tried to get them to join her but they all refused.

Seeing her bare breasts was a site for me to see at the time. I was an only child and hadn't even seen my mothers. I had seen pictures but never right there in front of me. We danced to a couple more songs when suddenly she took her panties off and now I was seeing a fully nude girl. I was seeing a pussy for the first time and it was making me feel weird and in a way I had never felt before. When she told me it was my turn I felt little hesitation and took my underwear off figuring I was seeing her so I didn't care she would be seeing me. She had all my attention and I was oblivious to anything else. It did finally kick in that there were 3 other girls seeing me but I was in a state of mind that I didn't care.

We continued dancing but together with our bodies pressed and rubbing against each other. Her hands were all over my body and my hands all over hers. The girls watching us were just staring and saying nothing. We finally took a break from dancing. One of the girls mentioned my hardon and my friends sister dared her naked friend to put it in. Her friend said OK and told me to lie on the bed. She got on top of me and put my cock in her. She started moving up and down slowly and then faster. I hear her moaning and I started feeling something I hadn't felt before. Suddenly she got off off me and grabbed my cock and stroked it. It take didn't many strokes before I was cumming and it was shooting all over my chest. She then started to lick up everything on my chest.

The girls looked at us and said they couldn't believe what we had just done. The naked girl said it was no big deal and went on to say she had done it before with people watching. She if I was wearing a condom she wouldn't have had to pull me out. She the starts telling us that she did it with 4 guys once and it felt great and wants to do it again. It was my friend's sister who called her a slut. She said she might be a slut but she is just very comfortable with her body and sex feels good. There were some other comments made and she said that she has posed nude for pictures. When asked how nude, she told us and started to show us the poses. The erection I had that was going away came right back. She was very comfortable showing us literally everything. When she spread her legs and then her pussy lips and showed us her clit and wanted us to come in for a good look the girls told her she was too comfortable and shouldn't do this. Her reply was that guys like it and pointed to my hardon. She said my cock went from being soft to being hard just by showing herself off. The girls told her again she was going too far. She told them they were just jealous and it was her body.

The parents were going to be back soon so we got dressed. The sister got me alone and told me to keep everything that just happened between only us and not to tell her brother. I agreed but only if I got to see her. I figured she would say NO but she agreed. I saw her tits, ass and pussy. She tells me it was hot to watch but she could never do it with others around. She tells me maybe if it is just her and me alone sometime that she may consider doing things. She then tells me she is a slut too but not an exhibitionist. In private she says she has no limits.

I was 12, in the 7th grade, just starting to get active in my church youth group. We lived out of town a ways, and my mom allowed me to go to a Friday night youth function, knowing it would end just before midnight. Our youth pastor, 28 and single, was to take home the kids who didn't have a ride. Because of my home location, I would be the last one droped off. After I was the only one left in the van, it took another 25 minutes to drive to my house. As we talked, James was just starting to descover that this tiny 12 year old girl had a monster crush on him. He went along with me on the thimgs I was talking about, and over the next two years we became very good friends. I was in LOVE... but still didn't know how he felt about me. A week after my 14th birthday, summer camp started, and on the third knight of camp, james took 4 of us to a grassy area at camp, and we lay down to look at the stars, Gods creation. He told us that he came there every night, just before lights out, to see Gods creation, and look at those stars. The next night, all the others went to the snack bar, and I wondered off to that grassy area to look at the stars. As I was laying there, James came and lay down beside me, and took my hand in his. I rolled over on my side, and he did the same, and then he leaned over and kissed me full on the lips. That's all, just a kiss, but I was now in Heaven on earth. We met the next night, same place, and the kiss then a hug, and I felt his hard dick through his pants, agenst my pussy as we kissed and huged. Again the next night, only this night was followed by his hands on my tiny littly 32 a cup tits. Then he slipped his hand up under my shirt, and was holding my bare tits, and I got sooo wet, still feeling that rock hard dick through his pants. The last night at camp, it was always a night to say goodby to friends made at camp, and lights out was not until 1130. We met again, and he took my hand, saying, I found a new spot to look at the stars, want to see it. Of course I said yes, and we walked for about 15 minutes to a nice clearing, trees all around, tiny little path in, that if you didn't know it was there, you would miss it. Before we lay down to see the stars, he took me in his arms, kissed me deep, and then started to undress me. My shirt went over a bush, then my bra, next was my shorts, and finally my panties. Some how during all this, he was now stripped naked too, and as he lay me down, he wispeered, I love you, so of course I let him fuck me there in that clearing, while I was looking up at the stars. For a little 14 year old, I had never had anyone touch me down there, and now here is my 30 year old youth pastor with his 8 inch dick, pushing into me. I felt my pussy opening wide, and it hurt, but I was determined to take him all inside of me. He was very gentle, and with all of him in, he started stroking in and out slowly. After a few minutes, the pain turned to pleasure, and soon I was fucking him back. Over the next 4 years, we fucked a few times each month, and when I turned 18 he married me. After the wedding, my mom told me she was thinking that we had been fucking, but now years later, 3 kids, we are still together. He loves me as much now as then, and our sex life is still fabulous.

I was sixteen. My older sister moved back home from her state university for the summer. My sister brought a dorm roommate girl friend to live at our home too. My sister got a job as a lifeguard at a summer camp that summer, leaving me alone a lot with her university friend. Her friend and I would usually do kind of normal girl friend things. We'd watch tv or go to the matinee movies or library. We'd jog together or go to our local community swimming pool. It was funny for me because I noticed all the lifeguards at the pool would always stare at me sister's roommate. She'd wear a really small bikini, and she had really pronounced boobs. Most people at the swimming pool were a group of moms in usually conservative swimsuits, and lots of children. I'd swim and then dry off on a beach towel next to my new older friend. We'd just talk girl talk. Nothing really remarkable. On morning my parents were at work. My sisters roommate suggested French braiding my hair. We did that for each other sometimes, same with painting each other's nails. I still don't know why. As my sister's friend brushed my hair happened to say how nice it felt. She braided my hair. After my sister's friend started massaging my neck and shoulders. It felt super relaxing. I told her I could be massaged all day. She asked me if I'd ever had a massage. I explained no, I didn't even know how those massages really work. She took one of her blankets and put it on the floor of my bedroom. She also grabbed some other things. She told me to undress because she was going to use massage oil. It would make any clothes I wore all oily and messy. I thought it was really strange but I followed her instructions. I tested on my belly with a towel rolled up by my ankles to support my feet. She put a beach towel over me forbprivacy and warmth. This girl was like a pro at massages. She knew exactly how to relax my body, caressing me lovingly with massage oil. It was all very professional.

It shows how ignorant I was. I asked her why was she barely massaging my butt. She said breast,butt, and private areas are generally only massaged in more intimate massages with lovers. I told her she could massage my butt. I was okay with that. I purred like a kitten, even moaning it felt so nice! She had me turn over. She massages my front everywhere except my boobs and girl area. It was like heaven! She commented how normally boobs don't get massaged. She kind of went around my boobs. I took some of the oil on my skin and under the beach towel spread oil on my boobs to just get the sensation of what a boob massage would be like. My sister's friend saw me using my hands and said if I wanted and it's not offensive she could massage my boobs too. Please do! I was really curious to feel what oiled hands innmy boobs would feel like. It felt glorious! She explained to me how one massages boobs, such as never massaging usually down, and using fingers to kneed the pectoral muscles. I was moaning more it felt so nice! I told her what else can she do so I learn everything about massaging. I can see now why she laughed. She told me about "happy endings" I'd been masturbating since I was in kindergarten, like every day. I think I was just a very sexual young person. I told my sister's friend to just do it kind of like for a second so I could feel like with her doing it. OMG!!!! It felt soooooo arousing!!! She oiled my clit and ran her fingers between my labias. I got immediately super wet. It was something about another person doing it that felt so nice. She used both her hands, one playing with my clit area, her other hand inserting a couple fingers in my vag. I imagined this is what sex with a boy must feel like! I remember I covered my eyes getting so turned on. I told her WOW!!! Now I understand why people live sex! We laughed seeing me getting super excited. I could tell it was going to happen. If she kept going I was going to have a major orgasm. I told her don't stop. By then who had survived trauma to know who to reach out think it's fantastic the Church lets missionaries communicate more now. It might have helped me to just talk to other Church members because everyone in this world deserves to be heard.I started playing with my boobs. (I routinely like touching my brests and nipples when I masturbate. I told her to not stop like fifty times! I told her it can't get any better. All of a sudden she stopped. I was feeling really bewildered and frustrated. Why did she stop? I was getting ready to O. My sister's roommate said there is something even more enjoyablebbutbits kind of personal. I'd never experienced oral sex. She said she would do it in me. Just get ready because it feels different. She took off her tee shirt and sports bra so she didn't get oil on her clothes. I just remember that memory of her big smile andbigbfirm boobs pointed at me right before she went down in me! All of a sudden I felt her tongue and soft lips. I was in heaven!!! Just soft slurping and making these strange sounds. My entire body was shaking it felt so nice! Then she did the killer move on me: She started this soft hum. It's like her lips I felt vibrating!!! It was to impossible. I couldn't keep my butt on the ground it wa so powerful. I blasted out the most incredible andbintense orgsm in my life!!! My entire body went ape shit. I was moaning so loud our neighbors probably five houses down the street probably heard me. My clitoris felt like it was on fire as my sister's friend as her lips and tongue humming at all the pleasure centers. I afterwards couldn't even move. My friend and I couldn't stop laughin, I remember I fanned myself with my hands trying to cool down!!! My sister's roommate reached up and just held on to my breasts with her hands. It felt just completely comforting. I could barely talk. It's like my body was drained.

After a while she got up. I watched as she removed the shorts and panties she had on. I wondered what she was doing. She looked exactly like a centerfold girl. It just felt so strange seeing her standing naked rightbon too of me, her shaved very pink pussy just feet away. I wasn't sure what she wanted me to do. She grabbed my wrists and began to pull me up to get up. I was feeling disappointed. I wanted to enjoy some more pleasure. That's when she took another blanket, set it where I'd been resting and lied down head up, her head resting on the blanket. She told me come to her. I was confused momentary until she told me to sit on her face. She wanted to munch on my pussy. For a minute I was like you got to be kidding. Me??? Letting an older girl now do that too? But then I felt the complete wetness and horniness in my bag. I stuffed my clit and pussy into her mouth like it was no tomorrow. I could feel my oiled ass brushing against her perfect tits. I was ready to explode again just living the experience. She started tonguing and humming on me. I was getting ready to shoot off like a rocket again. But then I felt her hands grabbing my trembling butt cheeks. All of a sudden I felt her delicate girl fingers slowly walking massaging me to my pussy. Then all of a sudden while one of her hands was finger-playing my pussy, her other hand was teasing my oiled butthole. I couldn't help it. I just arched back and had an even more intense orgasm than the one just a few minutes earlier!!! I kept thinking this much pleasure can't be possible. She later reached up with her hands to hold me by my boobs to hold me from falling over. I was totally covered in oil but now also getting drenched with sweat. I felt so embarrassed because my pussy was just dripping and smelling the most musky sexual smell I'd ever emitted. My roommate just kept holding me by tits, ass, and pussy as I kept deliriously cumming over and over on her humming mouth and feeling the delightful licks of her long slender slithering tongue. I was literally going ..(continue confession)

War Games - Behind Enemy Lines

When I was a kid, I used to go to summer camp - you know, learning to dive and swim, crafts, hikes, camp songs, all of it. And there I used to hang out with Heather Lopez, the camp tomboy. We'd trade baseball cards, talk about who had the faster bike, and dammit that girl could throw a punch. She was also the first latina I ever met and hung out with, she was so cool.

One of the last years we both went (around age 14, just starting puberty of course), the girls and boys had begun sneaking out and playing "War Games," ie a variation of freeze tag and capture the flag where the object was to get the other team (the other sex) all tagged and captured in your base and then find their hidden flag. So much fun, just for the record, especially when there really weren't a lot of rules to the game and the counselors just weren't catching on that we were playing almost every night.

Anyway, this night I got captured along with two other boys - Yusuke and Grant - and they blindfolded us with our handkerchiefs, tied up our hands, and led us to their base. There was a lot of giggling that night once they got us there. And lots of talk about what they should do with us - like throw us in the lake or lead us out on the trails still blindfolded and tied up. A random girls said I have an idea, and the rest of the girls got quiet (probably about ten girls out there total). I remember the sound of crickets and frogs vividly to this day during that silence.

All the sudden, one of the girls pantsed me and from what I heard the other boys, too. More giggling, then I felt two hands on my johnson and a very familiar voice in my ear. It was Heather. You're screwed, buttwad, she said.

I tried to squirm away but two other girls had my arms held back and I was still tied up.

After a few moments where it was clear the girls were exploring the boys' hardware, I felt something wet and warm with those hands. I stopped struggling pretty quick and didn't take long to be fully at attention, if you know what I'm saying. Whoever it was, she was so bad at it, but no time, I came in her mouth and heard sputtering. Someone pulled the blindfold off, and I saw that Yusuke and Grant were also being sucked by a girl each while two girls held them back. Looking down, I saw Heather - dark hair tied in a single braid, warpaint under her eyes, cum on her chin, tight white tank top (no bra!) with my cum on it, red shorts with a few drops - had been my captor, so to speak.

She looked up at me and said good job, dumbass. And got up and punched me in the arm - that bruise was a badge of honor, a fucking medal of honor for my very first headshot in combat. She was so mad at me for the rest of camp, so that didn't happen again. Still, as we parted, she gave me her address and home phone number. We hugged the last day of camp in front of our parents. She said if you talk to any other girls, I'll fucking kill you.

She and I are married now, and have a daughter together, pretty good life. She still likes to tie me up sometimes like that night and put on a white tanktop, red shorts, and the single braid, and suck me off until I cum on her.

Our daughter is old enough to go camping, we did that a lot this year with Grant and his wife Connie. Heather and I definitely recreated our little scene in the woods out there while we thought the rest of the group was sleeping. Turned out Grant and Connie did the same thing, clearly the experience left a mark on us.

Heather still says good job, dumbass every time we do it, too. No punch in the arm, though. She will still fucking kill me if I talk to other girls, just for the record.