Fun In Public
To anyone who may have seen my first confession, I have no news to report yet. Still working up the nerve to pull the trigger on that one.
I'd like to confess something else I like to do. I enjoy masturbating in men's public restrooms while I watch porn on my phone. It's an interesting dynamic at play while doing this, because you have the privacy of your stall but also the thrill of possibly being noticed. I tend to watch videos of loud dick sucking, sissy hypno, or anything with lots of female moaning, and I have the volume up just a tiny bit so that it can technically be detected if you're in the next stall. I also don't fully muffle the sound of my lubed-up stroking.
I have done this a countless amount of times and I really enjoy it. I like to picture myself in the potential listener's shoes because I myself would love to notice someone masturbating in their stall. Sometimes I just give myself a bit of a tease just so that I can be heard for a moment doing so, and sometimes I have a nice long session to completion, with or without an observer. I often fantasize and hope that the right person will hear me and want to join in somehow, in either a top or a bottom capacity, or at least allow me to hear them start playing with themselves too. That has never happened, but who knows? At the very least, nobody ever does or says anything about hearing me, they just let me do it. So that's a win in my book. I hope some of the guys leave the men's room excited at what they heard and start feeling horny.
I suppose there's a bonus confession, because I also like to leave notes in whatever stall at whatever place I'm at, explaining that I'd really like to either suck any random dick, or have a random guy suck mine. I believe in keeping top and bottom experiences separate, probably since I'm technically straight and I personally view sexual experiences through the lens of it needing to have a masculine participant and a feminine participant (for me, I mean, the rest of you can do your thing and I support it!) I can fulfill either role with a given guy, but not both. I leave my burner email (which is the name I use here, at an aol addy, if anyone would like to correspond for any reason) on each note in hopes to be contacted, but results aren't great. Most probably just throw it away in disgust or just think it's a prank. One guy replied and wanted me to suck his very beautiful dick, but his vibes were kind of off. Another guy replied thinking it was a prank and realized I was serious. He said he found the offer exciting, but could not do it because he just entered a relationship. A couple more guys replied thinking I was a girl and lost interest upon being told I'm a guy. I imagine I could hit up a dating site or app, but I really don't want to. I want it to be a more anonymous, random thing. And it is harder to pull off, so I will be very satisfied when it happens.
