What are your most deeply held desires and dreams? What do you wish for in the future? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill?

An Eastern European Woman Chosen By Chance

I got married out of necessity. It was the only way to escape from my country. I have a degree but there is no employment. I joined an agency that arranged marriages with foreigners. I met him twice, once with three other candidates, I was sure I would lose. And again on a one and one interview. I speak English because I studied English in college. He never asked me any ugly questions, his interest was a woman to bear children. His wife had died many years before, before she was able to bear children and now he wanted a wife for that purpose.

In the agency if you get picked you have to get married. If not your banned from the agency and your name is banned from any other agency. He chose me and we were married on a Friday, I got my exit visa on a Monday and on Tuesday I landed in Frankfurt.

He was nice to me but demanded I get pregnant. I was 21 and got pregnant easily, he demanded more children and I had four children in six years. I live in a large city, in a very nice neighborhood, the American dream neighborhood. I have my US citizenship now and I teach English to immigrants through a Church charity. We don't charge for the lessons.

When you see me you will easily be able to tell my heritage, if you know about Eastern European women. I go by my US name, as my real name identifies me as an immigrant. I've been called a trophy wife, but I try to be a real wife to my husband. He is much older now and retired and I'm barely in my forties. I never found a physical attraction to him, but I do love him. He loves me too, you learn to love, believe me. I am one of many, many, wives bought through agencies, in India, Latin America and Eastern Europe. My best friend is an Indian wife bought for middle aged man who had never married. Like me she was bought for children, our wombs not our breasts was their interest.

I am happy to be an American, I have my family that I continue to be close to, it is much easier to travel there now with an American passport. I am lucky, I know personally girls who were sold to be prostitutes in Istanbul and Dubai, Amsterdam and Berlin. I was sold to be a mother in America. I think about that a lot when I sit down to dinner with my husband and deal with my teenage and college age children. God looked down at me and said, you are chosen, go forth and multiply. I hope God looks down on me and sees that I have done his bidding.

  • Sinful Thoughts

    Often, I fantasize about my older neighbour (M) dominating me.
    I imagine him undressing me, sucking on my tits and devouring my pussy like it's his.
    I want him to fuck me each and every way. I want to feel him. My feelings are getting stronger and I just wish my fantasy could play out, I crave it.

    I Was Pretty Old When I Made My Choice

    I went to the Air Force Academy, and after graduation went into the fighter pilot program. So many guys wanted a slot and they gave it to me, because I'm a woman and an Hispanic. It wasn't fair, I knew it, I wasn't the best, far from it. In war they don't want me, they want one of those guys that didn't make the cut.

    I got my wings and flew F-16s. It was all training and everything, not one single time did anything real happen. I made Captain, Captain Hernandez. I got so many breaks, I got graded with a lower standard. I know, because I had to grade the guys, they were so much better, and had that killer instinct. I worried always, would I really shoot someone down? Kill someone on purpose?

    Through all this I kept my persona life personal, surrounded by so many guys. And a few women, although to be honest they were the hottest women I have ever been around. I stayed in shape, kept my ratings, but at 36 I decided that it was time to move on. I didn't want to fly commercial, I just wanted to be a girl. Grow my hair long, wear tight pants, get laid.

    I got a job in logistics at this company and I made friends easily with this man who was also Hispanic. He was lecherous, always looking at my tits, grabbing my ass. I slapped his hand when he touched, but he touched anyways. He squeezed my tit, looking straight in my eyes. I lowered my hand and let him feel me up and kiss me. It was hard to just stand there. I did the wrong thing, you never do this at work, not ever, regardless. I let him get my pants down, I sat on his desk, he ate me, then he stood and fucked me. That's how I lost my virginity.

    I justified it later by thinking that at least I got fucked, I wasn't going to die a virgin. I told this woman that worked with me, she was a divorced woman with two kids making ends meet. We talked, I had never been fucked, and I needed to talk to someone. She coached me, told me how it worked. To get fucked you pretty much have to give in like I had. Just choose better, not that guy at work, now he thinks he owns you.

    I ended up on her couch at her home, with my legs wide open and she ate my pussy. She was gentle with my tits, she held them carefully, kissed them and suckled on my nipples. She kissed me so sweetly I melted and begged for more. She used her fingers to 'fuck me' and then knelt over me on the couch feeding me her pussy. I never thought that I would open my mouth for a pussy, but I ate her and couldn't get full. I slept with her, waking up the next morning to have breakfast with her two kids, she described me as her girlfriend from work.

    I don't regret having abstained from sex until then, getting fucked by a man and made love to by a woman the same week. So I could compare and know what was better. I'm odd in that I was an officer and I'm a total pussy with her. Every bit of my feelings as a girl come out, I just want her to hold me and kiss me and show me she loves me. I had to set things straight with the guy at work, tell him that once was enough but I wasn't interested. I love getting up and fixing breakfast for everyone. Her kids are adjusting that their mother has a girlfriend.

  • Big Sister

    It all started when I accidentally caught my big sister bending over in her room wearing a mini skirt , I was walking down stairs & she was bent over looking under her bed for something . I couldn’t avoid the view of her tight purple thong spread so tight with her ass in the air. I was 14 she was 22. She was petite brunette tanned & curvy but slim . I tried to forget about it but it stuck in my head I liked what I seen . I buried it deep until one night I found her homemade porn on her phone . I was 17 by this point she was 25 in her absolute prime all my friends would say things about her make comments how sexy she was .She filmed herself wearing black stockings totally naked smashing her pussy with this blue vibrator . I was shocked my stomach had this feeling I couldn’t explain my dick was getting hard . I tried to stop watching it but I couldn’t . I then sent all her videos in her phone with all her pictures on the sd memory card & saved them on my phone . I was nervous , jealous , angry with what I found . She had let her boyfriend film fucking her from behind , other videos she was lying naked on his bed letting him film her playing with herself then he licked her pussy the video was so close I could see every bit of her . Her landing strip shaved pussy so pink & tight like nothing I had seen before . It blew my mind she then starting sucking his dick for like 5 minutes until the video stopped . She had pics of her naked with cum on her tits pics of her wearing stockings posing in my room taking selfies in my mirror spreading her legs . I was blowing away I instantly took my sd memory card out my phone & continued with my day. The following week our parents went on holiday & left my big sister to look after me . She would stay some nights through the week & go to her boyfriends at the weekend . That Friday I had friends in drinking doing coke & my big sister came home from work took a quick shower got ready to go out . She left her clothes in the bathroom . Instantly I thought I want to see her panties . I went straight to the bathroom & there it was this black thong with red lace I was so horny I couldn’t help myself I sniffed her crotch it was damp the smell blew me away . I just wanted my friends out so I told them patty’s over soon as they left I watched her smash her pussy with that vibrator sniffing her thong wanking to her . I shot the biggest load of cum I ever have . I felt guilty but continued for years to sniff her pants & steal her stockings . I deleted the videos but every time I take coke i wank to her

    Dream About A Friend Getting Killed

    Me and my friend have had some problems lately I mean yeah we are close and I do consider him like my brother but he can really get on my nerves at times.

    We got into an argument and I told him I hated him and I hope he dies and now I'm starting to regret saying that.

    First I noticed my friend blocked me on Facebook and then I tried texting him and he never would respond.

    Worst of all I had a dream that we were riding bicycles and a large pipe had broken off of a truck that passed by us and came rolling our direction I was able to get out of the way but my friend was crushed and was turned into a skeleton that resembled th decorative ones you see at Halloween.

    I was so devastated that I let my friend die only to wake up realizing it was all a dream.

    I hope my friend forgives me I would hate for him to die because I said some things I shouldn't have.

  • At Least He Didn't Keep Me Waiting At The Altar

    In college I had sex with a man when I was a freshman, my first time. The next morning he talked to me. He said if he had known it was my first time he would have held off. But as it was I had two paths, screw someone else and I'd be a slut. Or wait until he came back for me. I asked him how long did I have to wait? Until he came back.

    For the next four years I waited. I had opportunities, but I couldn't cross the line. On my graduation day I walked out of the auditorium. There he was, with flowers, and a ring. What else could I do?

    Family Fantasies

    First let me say that this has ruined me. I think it's an incredible site & hope it's here for a longtime.

    I found the site over a year ago and have enjoyed it ever since. I began reading the posts in My Spouse because I've had fantasies of my wife being a hotwife and going out getting fucked by other men. Just the thought of it gets me hard. It almost happened several years ago. Ever since I've watched loads of porn, role played it while doing phonesex and even had a few escorts who played my wife while getting fucked and letting me watch.

    But shortly after reading through the spouse posts I began reading the My Family section and that led to a whole new experience. I came to find out how family relations are accepted in parts of Europe. We all know it goes on everywhere, but here in the US there are way too many prudes to allow it openly.

    It got me thinking about a couple of my aunts and my own mother. I've always been a tit man and these two aunts and mom all have very nice tits. I remember family picnics when they wore their one piece bathing suits and their ample tits were on full display. I would go to the downstairs bathroom and while watching them through the window I would jerkoff.

    But ever since reading all the experiences here I've begun fantasizing about the three of them, together and separately. My thoughts have gotten downright raunchy and nasty. All I want to do is eat and fuck them all the time. I think about my mother sitting on my face while Aunt Louise sucks my cock and then Aunt Delores rides me. While she's on top Louise plays with and sucks her tits. I take turns fucking the three of them until I've ready to cum and I explode on their faces. They all lick the others clean and share my cum with each other.

    These fantasies have consumed me. There isn't a night that goes by that I'm not stroking my cock thinking of one or all of them.

    Thank you Adult Confessions for ruining me. lol

    Just 10 More Years

    In ten years, when my youngest is 18, I'm leaving my wife to live how I have always dreamed. I will suck as much cock, and swallow and much sperm as I possibly can.

    The Real Me

    To most I am a typical successful family man whose life in rooted in morals and being a model citizen. If most people knew the real me they'd be appalled. I was an outcast growing up, and had little success with women until I joined the military and was station on the Mexican border, and then in the south Pacific. I became nothing short of a sex addict. My favorite thing to do in the weeks before shipping out was hooking up with women, giving them a fake name and story, and creampieing them, preferably without their permission to do so. The panic that some of them would show when they realized I just shot my load as deep in them as possible made my day. Then I'd disappear. Didn't matter if I met them at the club, in a "massage" parlor, or on the street. I wanted to ruin them and never see them again. When I got out of the military though I had to step back into the boring hell of being a family man. Shit, now days in my "American dream life" I can't even sneak away to get some strange to use and forget about.

    So dreams and wishes, well today some coworkers were talking about a post apocalyptic movie and doing the whole, "I would've done it this way" routine. It became clear that most men dream of post apocalyptic times and imagine themselves as some sort of storied hero. Not me. Not even close. In my post apocalyptic dreams I'm the most vile, sexually depraved villain possible. I'd kill the men, steal the women, make them sex slaves for my pleasure and profit, and be in my own personal heaven.

  • Where Are They?

    Where are the traditional, dominant men?! Men who control, lead and dictate? The world is running out of REAL men.

    I want to be controlled, dictated and lead by a REAL man. I want to bear his kids, stay home while he works and do whatever he wants me to. Aside from voting, the feminist movement did nothing but put women in a war they have no chance winning.