Lesbian Female / 41
I Was Pretty Old When I Made My Choice
I went to the Air Force Academy, and after graduation went into the fighter pilot program. So many guys wanted a slot and they gave it to me, because I'm a woman and an Hispanic. It wasn't fair, I knew it, I wasn't the best, far from it. In war they don't want me, they want one of those guys that didn't make the cut.
I got my wings and flew F-16s. It was all training and everything, not one single time did anything real happen. I made Captain, Captain Hernandez. I got so many breaks, I got graded with a lower standard. I know, because I had to grade the guys, they were so much better, and had that killer instinct. I worried always, would I really shoot someone down? Kill someone on purpose?
Through all this I kept my persona life personal, surrounded by so many guys. And a few women, although to be honest they were the hottest women I have ever been around. I stayed in shape, kept my ratings, but at 36 I decided that it was time to move on. I didn't want to fly commercial, I just wanted to be a girl. Grow my hair long, wear tight pants, get laid.
I got a job in logistics at this company and I made friends easily with this man who was also Hispanic. He was lecherous, always looking at my tits, grabbing my ass. I slapped his hand when he touched, but he touched anyways. He squeezed my tit, looking straight in my eyes. I lowered my hand and let him feel me up and kiss me. It was hard to just stand there. I did the wrong thing, you never do this at work, not ever, regardless. I let him get my pants down, I sat on his desk, he ate me, then he stood and fucked me. That's how I lost my virginity.
I justified it later by thinking that at least I got fucked, I wasn't going to die a virgin. I told this woman that worked with me, she was a divorced woman with two kids making ends meet. We talked, I had never been fucked, and I needed to talk to someone. She coached me, told me how it worked. To get fucked you pretty much have to give in like I had. Just choose better, not that guy at work, now he thinks he owns you.
I ended up on her couch at her home, with my legs wide open and she ate my pussy. She was gentle with my tits, she held them carefully, kissed them and suckled on my nipples. She kissed me so sweetly I melted and begged for more. She used her fingers to 'fuck me' and then knelt over me on the couch feeding me her pussy. I never thought that I would open my mouth for a pussy, but I ate her and couldn't get full. I slept with her, waking up the next morning to have breakfast with her two kids, she described me as her girlfriend from work.
I don't regret having abstained from sex until then, getting fucked by a man and made love to by a woman the same week. So I could compare and know what was better. I'm odd in that I was an officer and I'm a total pussy with her. Every bit of my feelings as a girl come out, I just want her to hold me and kiss me and show me she loves me. I had to set things straight with the guy at work, tell him that once was enough but I wasn't interested. I love getting up and fixing breakfast for everyone. Her kids are adjusting that their mother has a girlfriend.
I got my wings and flew F-16s. It was all training and everything, not one single time did anything real happen. I made Captain, Captain Hernandez. I got so many breaks, I got graded with a lower standard. I know, because I had to grade the guys, they were so much better, and had that killer instinct. I worried always, would I really shoot someone down? Kill someone on purpose?
Through all this I kept my persona life personal, surrounded by so many guys. And a few women, although to be honest they were the hottest women I have ever been around. I stayed in shape, kept my ratings, but at 36 I decided that it was time to move on. I didn't want to fly commercial, I just wanted to be a girl. Grow my hair long, wear tight pants, get laid.
I got a job in logistics at this company and I made friends easily with this man who was also Hispanic. He was lecherous, always looking at my tits, grabbing my ass. I slapped his hand when he touched, but he touched anyways. He squeezed my tit, looking straight in my eyes. I lowered my hand and let him feel me up and kiss me. It was hard to just stand there. I did the wrong thing, you never do this at work, not ever, regardless. I let him get my pants down, I sat on his desk, he ate me, then he stood and fucked me. That's how I lost my virginity.
I justified it later by thinking that at least I got fucked, I wasn't going to die a virgin. I told this woman that worked with me, she was a divorced woman with two kids making ends meet. We talked, I had never been fucked, and I needed to talk to someone. She coached me, told me how it worked. To get fucked you pretty much have to give in like I had. Just choose better, not that guy at work, now he thinks he owns you.
I ended up on her couch at her home, with my legs wide open and she ate my pussy. She was gentle with my tits, she held them carefully, kissed them and suckled on my nipples. She kissed me so sweetly I melted and begged for more. She used her fingers to 'fuck me' and then knelt over me on the couch feeding me her pussy. I never thought that I would open my mouth for a pussy, but I ate her and couldn't get full. I slept with her, waking up the next morning to have breakfast with her two kids, she described me as her girlfriend from work.
I don't regret having abstained from sex until then, getting fucked by a man and made love to by a woman the same week. So I could compare and know what was better. I'm odd in that I was an officer and I'm a total pussy with her. Every bit of my feelings as a girl come out, I just want her to hold me and kiss me and show me she loves me. I had to set things straight with the guy at work, tell him that once was enough but I wasn't interested. I love getting up and fixing breakfast for everyone. Her kids are adjusting that their mother has a girlfriend.
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