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About This Time 40 Years Ago He Popped My Cherry

As 8th graders we were asked to attend the varsity championship basketball game. It was cold outside being late in the season. I wore a heavy sweater. The kids in my class all sat together. The high school kids were there too. J was an 11th grader with a crush on me going back to when he rode the bus with me. In my family he was unacceptable, he was Catholic and we were Southern Baptists.

He came up the bleachers to say hi to me. My friend moved over to give him room to sit beside me. He sat very close, too close. He put his arm around my shoulder. My friend who sat behind me took my hand and put it around his waist. He held me against him, and on the excuse he was going to whisper something he kissed me. My friends giggled, made kissing noises, sang MJ and J sitting in a tree. He held me so I couldn't move.

At halftime he escorted me to the bathroom, he reached and walked me by the hand. When I walked out of the bathroom he led me away from the court, outside in the cold to kiss me. On the excuse that his hands were cold he put his hands under my sweater. And felt me up and kissed me.

When we walked me back to the court he gave the sign to his friends that he had gotten a handful of titty. I was held the entire second half. Kissed so often I stop counting. By the time the game was over I was going steady. He told my friend that he was driving me home, to tell her mother. I was taken up to make out point by the river. By the time I got home my panties were with him to prove to his friends he had gotten my cherry. My sweater on inside out gave my mother the clue I had been making out with him. Already my hickies were getting dark on my neck, and on my boobs. My mother was so angry.

How could you do that with a Catholic?

  • Growing Up In Rural America

    I have read several confessions on here about i****t. I know sexual abuse happens in our society and it is unforgivable. I also know, from experience, that i****t happens and it is not always bad.

    I am a successful mother of two with a loving husband and a wonderful life. My first sexual experiences involved i****t and I remember those times with fondness. As the title says, I grew up in rural America. We had several acres 10 miles from town. My dads older brother had the property next to hours. I have one brother, Kule (not his real name) who is 14 months older than. We had three cousins next door, Jack, the oldest, Vince who was Kyles age and Michele who is a few months younger than me. Just over three years separated Michele from Jack.

    Our properties backed to BLM land so we had hills and forest to run in. We built an elaborate fort one summer and would spend hours there. We even spent overnights there camping out. It was a great time. We were open with each other and talked freely.

    One afternoon Jack showed up with a few Penthouse magazines. We all looked at them, yes the girls too and started talking about our bodies and sex. This lead to showing and then touching. Within a week things progressed and we went from manual stimulation to oral to intercourse. My brother was my first and Jack was Michelle's first. Vince watched as we had sex playing with himself waiting for someone to finish so he could try. Kyle finished first so I had sex with Vince right after. It was fun and before we went in for the night I also had sex with Jack and kissed Michelle.

    After that, we all had sex with each other whenever we wanted. Nobody was forced or coerced to do anything. Michelle and I enjoyed learning about sex and had sex with each other. Kyle and Vince wanted to try sex with each other so I watched my brother suck our cousin and watched Kyle return the favor. We had sex when we wanted and were all very close. It was great!

    As we grew up we always had each other. We dated other people but had an outlet and support if things went poorly. Eventually, we all moved on. Vince came out as gay in college, Jack joined the Marines, Michelle is on her second marriage bit seems happy, Kyle is a professor at a university and still single. He says he cant decide between men or women so he stays single and has both. Overall we are all well adjusted adults who experienced i****t.

    When I Discovered I Was Bisexual

    I was 14 at the time and a friend had a sleepover. There where 4 of us boys and we snuck some beers from the garage refrigerator. Being young it didn't take alot to feel buzzed and loosen our inhibitions. We were talking about girls and I guess it made us horny because the kid hosting the sleepover suggested we should pair up and try sucking each other off. Surprisingly we all agreed to try it. We paired up and stripped down then we all started sucking each other's cocks. It was only about 2 minutes and the host said this isn't working so we all stopped and soon we went to bed. The host and his partner took the bed which meant me and my partner were on the floor. Soon after falling asleep my partner gently woke me and whispered to me that he was enjoying sucking me and wanted to try it some more if I was OK with it. I told him I was enjoying sucking him too and only stopped because the other guys did. So we got into a 69 and both started sucking each other. Soon I felt like I was going to cum. Suddenly Kevin grabbed my head and thrust his cock in my mouth and started cumming this set me off and I did the same to him. After he finished cumming I wasn't sure what to do so I swallowed his cum he did the same. We both knew right then our lives had changed forever. Afterwards we just went to sleep. I'm notsure if the other two heard us or not but neither one has ever mentioned to this day. The next day on the way home Kevin invited me over for a sleepover and I quickly accepted. That night we sucked each other until we couldn't cum anymore always swallowing the cum. We agreed that we still liked girls and this would be a secret between us. We continued our bisexual gun until Kevin moved away five years later. We got together occasionally on visits after that.
    Funny thing is I never sucked other guy until I was in my early 30's. I was married and for some reason I went to an adult theater and discovered guys would fairly openly suck cocks. It took me about 10 visits before I sucked a cock there and then I was like a kid in a candy store. Once I had sucked a guy I wanted more. I started sucking around 6 or 7 guys everytime I went there always swallowing which made me very popular.

  • Old Girls

    I have a brother that is 4 years older than I am, so as a kid, I was always the tag along and my brother had to chauffeur me from place to place. He had such a huge influence on my growing up years, as I would introduced to alcohol at the age of 12 and sex at 14.

    The sex started when a girl (Jane) that was my bothers age (18) started flirting with me in the city pool. She chased me around the one entire day, often coming up behind me and wrapping her legs around me and kissing me on the neck. At first I thought she was just teasing me because I was young and trying to embarrass me. When the pool closed at 5, Jane had me cornered against the changing room door. My bother and his girlfriend were getting in the car to leave and told me I needed to hurry up. Jane said, "I'll take him home." And my bother left. Once we got in the car, Jane said "You can't swim away from me now, so we are going to stop and make our before i take you home. She had on a bikini and a t-shirt, and she pulled her shirt off as she drove down the road. About a mile before our driveway (we lived out in the boonies), there was an old logging road and she turned off on it and parked. Immediately, she grabbed me and started kissing me, ramming her tongue half way down my throat. Before I realized it, she had ran her hand down my swim trunk and began to stroke my cock. It was as hard as one can get. So I wrapped her top and pulled it up, exposing her boobs. It was the first time I had seen one in real life, much less touch one. Needless to say, we ending up having sex. She had me promise to keep it a secret if I wanted to keep having sex with her. Mostly, she didn't want her 19 year old boyfriend to know. Over that summer, we had sex over a dozen times. I don't think she thought of me as a 14 year old because I was very mature, hung out with the older crowd, and is looked older than i was. But she wasn't the only one. Toward the end of summer (but I was still having sex with Jane), my brother and I and some of his friends camped out near an old radio tower. It was a popular place for teens to party, which is what we did. I ended up getting totally wasted, got sick, and passed out. When I woke up, I realized I was in somebody's house. I rolled over to find "Charolette" in the bed with me. Charlotte was 19, and also had a boyfriend that was about the same age. She and her mother lives alone, but I don't know where her mom was. What I do know is when Charlotte got our of bed, she was completely naked. She had big tits, and didn't mind me seeing her at all. She went to get a coke from the fridge, came back and laid across the bed. She said "I wanted to fuck you last night, but you were too wasted. I know you fucked Jane ***** . She told me you had a nice cock." She pulled the covers back and all I had on was underwear, and my hard on was so hard, the head of my cock was poking out of the elastic. She yanked them down, and started stroking me and then gave me my first blow job. I didn't last long and shot my load in her mouth. She never missed a beat, and straddled me. I was lubed up with sperm, and she was wet as could be. She put me inside her and rode me before rolling over and I finished on top of her. I ended up fucking her 3 more times that summer. One week, I fucked Jane, Charlotte, and Jane again over the coarse of a weekend. My older brother found out about it after I had stopped having sex with them, but he laughed and said, "Damn you were getting more p***y than I was and from two girls I always wanted to fuck but never did."

    Mom's Bedroom Dresser.

    It started when I was about eight or nine years old. It's about this time of years that the memories come flooding back. I knew my Mom bought my Christmas presents early. She would hide them in her bedroom. Around Late October, early November, I'd start looking for my presents in her bedroom. ( I know, I was a little creep.) Most of the time I'd find them under her bed. Sometimes she tucked them away in her walk in closet. But one time, I started looking for stuff in her dresser. I didn't find any presents, but as it turned out, I can safely say now, it was my favorite discovery of all time. My Mom was a school teacher. I would get home from school before her. For about two hours, I had the house to myself. This was back in the late 60's when things seemed a little safer. I would run in the house and head straight to her bedroom. This one time, I was looking for Hot Wheels. I figured she might have put them in her dresser. I didn't find Hot Wheels, but what I did find soon became part of my favorite play time. Unbeknownst to me, my Mom had an extensive collection of lingerie. Nylons, stocking, pantihose. Garters, girdles, corsets. Panties, baby dolls, teddies, and bra's. Her entire dresser was filled with hundreds of pieces of sexy lingerie. I didn't think about it much then, but my Mom was a single parent. No husband to dress up for. She really never even dated. These were pretty little things just for her pleasure. Back then, I actually thought she wore all these things under her outfits. This was back in the day when women wore stockings with garters almost every day. So, I knew she wore pretty underthings alot. She always had matching pieces. Panties, garters and bra's all that matched. But the other stuff must have been for wearing at home. I spent many hours in her room " playing " with her delicates. I always was careful to put each piece back exactly as I found it. After a while, I would fantasize about seeing my Mom in some of my favorite pieces.

  • Orphaned And On My Own.

    One day when I was twelve we had a home invasion. Several armed men broke into our home. There was loud bangs and crashing sounds. I hid in the closet behind a secret door my Dad told me was for that purpose. I heard gun shots and then the noise slowly stopped. I hid there until I heard the police sirens. I ran into my parents bedroom and pulled up some floor boards and filled my back pack with the money my dad said was hid there and took the gun and box of bullets and fled down the emergency escape hatch Dad had built and sneaked out the secret tunnel and out the exit that was in the woods behind our house. I ran for probably a mile or two and camped out in the woods with the little bit of food I brought with me. I stayed in the woods hiding under trees and leaves all day while I heard people in the woods calling my name. Dad had been in the military and taught me how to hind myself. Then later that next night I walked in the woods parallel to the road for a few miles until I got to the next town. I found a gas station and bought some snacks and continued on down the road when I had to but parallel in the woods when I could. After a few days I had made it across state lines and into another town where I found the public library and looked for newspapers for the previous few days to see if I could find any stories about what happened. I found two stories, a main article and a follow up. The paper said that armed burglars broke into a suspected mafia boss's home and killed him, his wife and oldest daughter and had likely kidnapped their 12 year old son who was missing and who the police had searched the woods in the area for. I knew my Dad was into some shady stuff and was glad he had taught me about survival and had the money and gun hidden. But I had never heard he was connected to the mafia. He never talked about work though the way he was secretive I figured his job wasn't strictly speaking legal. I had seen movies about mobsters just enough to get the sense that I would be in danger if I ever went back home. The police thought they had me and they were probably looking for me.

    So I continued to sleep in the woods under leaves and branches during the day and traveled stealthily at night with the intend of getting as far from the northeast as I could. I figured Florida was good since it would camping in the northeast in winter was a bad idea and I had no idea how long I would end up doing that for. I hadn't counted the money in my back pack but there were a few dozen bundles of $10,000 so I figured it was enough to live on for years, at least until I was 18. I made it to Florida by following RT 1 most of the way and consulting maps I bought at gas stations glad that the only thing I learned in my one month as a boy scout was orienteering. It took me over two months to journey there.

    In Florida I found I had to do things to survive that I did not really wanted to do. There were a lot of hobos in those days, today they would be called homeless people. I had to watch out for them though the younger ones were the worst. I found that out the hard way though I was always able to keep the money a secret. I got to one coastal city where I found a little restaurant in a beach community that had good food that was not expensive so I sat in a booth and ordered dinner shortly before closing time. I heard an argument in the back and this old bald guy wearing a filthy apron was swearing and ripped off his apron and tossed it to the floor and left slamming the door behind him. Then the guy who owned the place said "Hey kid, you want a job?" After a few minutes of negotiating I had a job as a dishwasher paid minimum wage under the table AND a free place to stay. The back room was both a stock room and a crash pad. There was a cot, a dresser, an old black and white TV and next to that a bathroom with a shower. The owner let me stay back there and wash dishes for minimum wage, three hots and a cot. I was relieved and elated.

    I worked from noon to ten at night for the six nights they were open. Sunday was my day off. Since it was under the table I didn't get time and a half but but sixty hours a week resulted in $75 a week cash. Honestly I didn't need the money. I had enough to live off of forever. I needed a place to hide and sleep and eat. I was the owner's secret worker and with a good work ethic and he provided me shelter, meals and no questions.

    I worked there and lived there for six years. Then I got my G.E.D. It turned out my dad's cash stash was $240,000 which was a huge amount of money in 1965 and still a huge amount in 1971 when I got my G.E.D. By then I was also managing the restaurant with the owner in semi retirement. I got my own apartment, late model car, nothing fancy, lived near the beach, and had saved up an additional $20,000 in almost six years since I had zero expenses.

    Saw Them In The Stables

    When I was a young boy I would spend the summers on my grandparents farm with my older sister. She was about 2 years older than me and all of my friends always had crushes on her.

    This particular summer we were spending helping out and being “productive” and my parents would put it, I had just turned 12 and still didn’t know much about the birds and bees.

    I would always finish my chores as quickly as possible so that I could play the rest of the day with my friend Jeffrey who lived down the road. We would often take advantage of the acres of pasture, woods, creeks, barn, and stables to play hide and seek.

    One day we were playing about and I was “it”. In searching for Jeffrey, I came near the stables and heard some rustling inside and thought perhaps I could sneak up on Jeffrey and surprise him. I knew the horses were out at pasture so sneaking up on him would be easy. I crawled in through one of the doors and made my way down to the stall where I heard the noise. As I got closer I could make out grunting and heavy breathing along with the sound of shuffling hay. In my confusion I decided to investigate further without drawing attention to myself.

    I entered the stall next to it and found a knot hole in one of the planks. I looked through and was shocked to find myself looking at a profile view of my sister completely naked on top of someone who was laying on a blanket and hay bale. She was moving her hips forwards and backwards and grunting as a pair of hands slide up her flat stomach and began to fondle her tiny breasts. As I moved to get a fuller look at the scene in front of me I saw the other person’s face. It was my grandfather.

    My grandfather was not a small man. He had a large and hairy belly and a full white beard. His hands were coarse and weathered along with his wrinkled skin. My sister could not have been further juxtaposed to him in appearance. She was very petite and as I mentioned, she had very small breasts. Her tiny frame was in stark contrast to his as they moved and panted together. I saw her hands pressed firmly into his soft chest and her fingers disappeared into his think and curly hair.

    Her firm bubble butt was really the only part of her you could see compared to her otherwise narrow silhouette and it would jiggle with each thrust of her hips. Their movements were hypnotic to my young mind and I couldn’t understand exactly what I was watching but I was enjoying it.

    I watched as they shifted on the bale and at one point my grandfather had to reposition himself to keep from falling off. From this new angle I was watching my sister’s back and had a more direct view of her incredible butt. My grandfather’s hands found her hips and lifted her up slightly and that is when I saw him begin to thrust quickly up and into her, causing ripples in her butt and hips while I got my first look at his sagging balls dancing and slapping against her. Her moans grew louder and frantic and shortly after I saw my grandfather’s legs spread wider and he thrust into her one more time and stayed lodged deep inside her while she began to spasm and clench her buttocks over and over while a roar came from my grandfather’s chest.

    They stayed frozen for a few moments before collapsing back down and I saw my sister lean forward onto his chest. This gave me a clear view of my grandfather’s hair balls hanging below the base of his penis lodged deep inside my sister’s vagina. It was fascinating and I couldn’t look away. Their voices were soft and muffled but shortly after I saw my sister lift a leg off of him and his penis slid out of her followed by a torrent of semen. I watched as she was half bent over and more semen oozed out of her. I had no idea what it was but I remember it like it was yesterday.

    They never knew I was there and throughout that summer I often saw them scamper off or return from some unknown place. I never came across another netting place for them but I knew what they were up to.

    That fall when we returned home, I remember a hullabaloo with my parents and sister. I overheard accusations about being a “slut” and discussion about another boy that lived near my grandparents along with conversation about a doctor’s appointment to “resolve” things. Looking back it was clear she had an abortion that year and our parents thought the culprit was another young boy that I know she never spent time with.

    To this day I think back to that day many, many years ago. I would be lying if I said it didn’t excite me and occupy my fantasies to this day

    Mom Made Me Into The Girl I Am

    Dad was military all the way and hated anyone in the LGBTQ community. Mom was a self described "fag hag." Though she never revealed this to me until years later. They separated when I was a toddler and I only have the vaguest memory of him. Dad refused to divorce Mom because he didn't believe in divorce but they lived as though they were. Mom said he had girlfriends and Mom had both girlfriends and boyfriends. I was around five years old. He was a colonel and Mom was a teenager when their relationship started. They got married when she was pregnant with me. He died of cancer a couple of years after they separated. That is when we discovered that he had a one million dollar insurance policy though that would not have been paid had he died in combat. He also had been in the army for almost thirty years so Mom ended up with a really nice widow's pension to go with the money. We had been living in a rented apartment so Mom used the money to buy a house, new car, furniture, electronics clothes for both of us and still had $100,000 left over to put in a college fund for me. She said that whatever was left in the fund when I graduated from college was her graduation g*ft to me. I got my bachelor's degree for $56,000 so that left me with $44,000 for a used car and down payment on a house. As her only heir, one day in the (hopefully) very distant future I will inherit all her assets and she is very good with money. She says it will probably be more than a million dollars. But our finances are not what this story is about.

    It turns out that how to raise me was a point of contention between my parents. Mom wanted to raise me as femininely as possible despite my being a boy. I liked doing boy things, video games, sports, building tree forts and wanted to go camping and hunting when I was old enough. I even harbored thoughts about joining the military at one point following in my Dad's footsteps perhaps one day surpassing my Dad in rank.

    Mom had other ideas. She insisted I keep my hair very long. I don't have any memory of it being short. She liked to style it and brush it and make it look as pretty as possible and I had naturally curly blond hair which she adored. Then when I was five she had me dress up for Halloween as a princess. I was upset until I looked in the mirror and saw a stunning little beauty staring back at me. Then I was hooked. From then on Mom had me dress as a girl as much as possible with my default hairstyle being pigtails.

    When I was ten Mom insisted that I should have been born a girl. That was also when she started giving me special vitamins her aunt gave her for me. Her aunt was an endocrinologist, a lesbian and militant feminist who had published a book on toxic masculinity. Her aunt also flooded me with wonderful g*fts of girl's clothing, trips to the salon and later spa treatments, a girl's bicycle and a very feminine makeover of my bedroom to name just a few.

    When I was eleven my nipples began to hurt and my chest began to swell. When I was twelve I had B cup breasts, and my genitals were smaller than when I was ten, noticeably so though I did learn how to jerk off and despite not being able to get hard any more I managed to give myself orgasms. That was also when we moved to another state. Mom registered me for school as a girl then informed the school nurse that I was trans. Mom did not know that state does not permit trans children to exist in the public school system so Mom was forced to register me as a boy. So I had to take gym class with the boys grade seven to twelve and take showers afterwards with all those boys. Of course the first time I stripped out of my gender neutral clothes revealing my girl's underwear including my bra I got a lot of ridicule including from the coach though he agreed that I definitely should wear a bra given how big my tits were. This ridicule ended though when I proved my athletic prowess. I ended up on the Jr high track and field teams and later in the Jr. High baseball team with a batting average of 320, the second highest in school history for a seventh grader. Nobody ever complained about me wearing girls clothing or my hair in pigtails during boys gym class after that. Though I did from time to time get teased about my feminine ways.

    When I was a freshman I had D cup breasts and the curves typical of any 14 year old girl. I was also quite short for my age but not short for a girl my age. And my penis had shrunk down to about two inches. One thing I found was I was grateful Mom had forced me to be feminized. I loved being girly but I also loved masculine activities.

    I never dated anyone in the school. But Mom set me up with a trans boy when I was sixteen. "He" was 18 and a senior in another school. He had been on hormones since 12 and had facial hair though he kept it shaved, not tits and a huge clit. We are now married.

    Angst About My Mother Having Sex When I Was Growing Up

    Just like coming to terms that there is no Santa Claus, one day you figure out that your mother had sex when she was young. I don't know why that really freaked me out. Thinking of my mother with a man on top of her really got to me.

    I went on a weekend trip with a friend of mine and we talked about our mothers having sex. She told me that her father jumped her mother all the time and her mother talked about it. Like about the whole sex scene, penetration and sucking his dick and everything. I mean, fourteen isn't he age you want to have your mother tell you she sucks dick.

    I was seventeen and the 'boy next door' was back from college. He put me on my knees and bent me over and told me to hold onto the pillow and pulled my pants down. He had me open my legs and he fingered me. At the time I didn't think of him seeing my butt hole, but hey I was being fingered. After getting me wet he stuck his dick in me. I held onto the pillow as hard as I could until he said he was over, He did not pull out, he came inside of me.

    With my butt up in the air and my vagina still open he took a picture with his phone to show me. It was gross really, I wasn't shaved or anything. Nothing pretty. And my butt hole was in the center of the picture. The second picture had cum coming out of me. That's when I learned that all the porn is photoshopped, because a fucked pussy looks nothing like a pussy on the internet.

    Why that night I though of my mother. Was she like me, did she bend over? How old was she when she got fucked? Did she like it? Did she know the guy? What about the man that is my father? Where did she meet him? Why did she never look for him afterwards? I mean I had just had sex, with cum inside of me and for all I knew I was on the way to being pregnant.

    I had sex a lot with the boy next door all summer. I went to college broken in and ready for the college experience. I wanted sex all the time, I was really a little college slut when I got there. I was also on BC and sucked dick all the time. I was a nympho really.

    But now I'm not. I am a loyal wife and mother. I suck my husband's dick and I give him pussy however he wants it. My baby is asleep when we do it, not that a little baby knows what's happening. One day I will tell my baby that I had sex when I was young and liked it. I want her to look forward to it and not angst about it like I did.

  • Went On To Become An Obstetric Nurse When I Grew Up

    As a home schooled teenager I don't have memories like schooled kids have. My mother was my teacher and she had no room for missing school. I never had a boyfriend, only a girlfriend from down the street. Her family was Mormon and her home schooling included all about babies and stuff.

    We were in the middle of biology and the differences between the sexes. I didn't have anyone to compare, she had four brothers and had full on experience with boys and their penis. She offered to have her next older brother show me his penis, if I showed him my tits and woman parts. He took advantage, holding me down he inserted his penis in me. Biology 101, my mother called it, you let a boy fuck you, and you wind up pregnant.

    I found out that boys and their penis can sting you, and I got stung by her brother. I was put under a nurse's care, and a got full frontal education about pregnancy and being a woman. My friend stood beside me, measured my belly. She softened up my titties for my baby with daily massage.

    When the day came and I went into labor her mother gave her permission to witness first hand the birth of her nephew. We later reviewed the video taken by the hospital, frame by frame focused on my pussy. If ever a couple of homeschooled girls got an education, my pregnancy established beyond doubt the huge difference between boy and girl.