You've carried a big burden on your shoulders for years - ever since you lost your mom's favorite bracelet you've denied you had anything to do with it. Tell us about it. Ashamed that you sucked your thumb until you were 12? Or are you ready to confess that it was you who threw your brother's comic book collection into the toilet? Kids do all kinds of things, some well-intentioned, some quite purposefully mean-spirited. If you're ready to tell us about your embarrassing childhood acts, then post your confession now. Important note: This section is not a place for confessions that involve sex with children or sexual situations where children were involved. Any such postings on this website will be deleted immediately.

Me And My Best Friend

I've never really told this to anybody. I just found this site and decided to confess.

I was about 12 and my friend and I found a nudie magazine. I believe it was Hustler

We went back to my house to look at it. There was a spread with 2 women having sex. They were supposedly sisters. We were both enthralled by all the pics. We were both rock hard. My friend Kevin was squirming and then said he wanted to go jerk off in the bathroom. I said go ahead. He stood up to walk out as I continued to look at the magazine. He then turned back towards me and pulled his pants down showing me his twitching hard on in all of its glory. I took a look at his cock then up at his face. He stared back at me and then asked me to touch him. I hesitated and then said no one could know about this. Kev said I swear I won't tell anyone. Please touch me. I then reached out and lightly stroked him. He just kept looking at me. Licking his lips. My heart was beating heavily. He then moved closer to me. He had his cock inches from my face. He thrusted his hips closer and closer. Kev then asked Want to suck it? I had his cock in my hand and looked at it. I looked at him. He was wide eyed with anticipation. He took the magazine off my lap and threw it on the floor and then stepped between my legs. I looked at his swollen dick with his pee hole glistening. I licked the precum from his pee hole. Wow! That tasted pretty good I thought. I then put the whole head in my mouth and swirled my tongue around it. He sighed and groaned with pleasure. He then slid all the way in. I pulled back quickly before he choked me. I slowly bobbed my head and sucked him as he ran his fingers through my hair. He then pulled out of my mouth and told me to get naked as he ripped his shirt off. I whipped off my shorts and underwear and then my shirt. We both stood there. Our foreheads against each other's looking down at our hard cocks clashed together like swords. Kev then dropped to his knees and greedily took me into his mouth. Now I was moaning in ecstasy. He sucked for about a minute. He then stood up and we started to slowly jerk one another. Our faces were close. Our noses touched and then he put his lips to mine and stuck his tongue in my mouth. We were kissing and licking tongues. This was my very first kiss with anyone. Kev had kissed our neighbor Nicole before, so he knew what he was doing. We then laid on my bed and continued to kiss and fondle each other. We kissed and jerked each other until we both came. We laid there resting, catching our breath. Kev went and cleaned up in my bathroom. Once he opened the door I went in and cleaned up. I came back to my room thinking he'd be dressed. He was still naked lying back down on my bed. So I laid next to him and we went right back to kissing and touching. He then licked his finger and started to rub and poke my butthole. I couldn't believe how good it felt. He asked me if I liked that. I did. I then licked my finger and rubbed his. We were kissing and fingering our asses. Our cocks were raging again. He then reached for the hand cream in my night stand. He put some on his finger and slid it all the way in! I followed suit and we finger fucked one another. I then said put some on your dick and try that. He couldn't squirt out the bottle fast enough as he fumbled around with the bottle he put a whole bunch on as I laid on my stomach and he got on top of me. It took him a few tries because I was so tight and he was so slippery. Finally I felt his head penetrate me. I said easy. He listened and slowly worked his way in. He slid back and forth, eventually getting deeper. Then he said he was cumming. I could feel it pulsating in my ass. He then slid out and fell to the bed next to me. I turned over and he said he'll get me to cum and he jerked me off until I sprayed cum all over my stomach. We laid there as he swirled his fingers through the cum on my stomach as we kissed. I asked how he liked fucking me. He said he loved it! I said it was pretty good for me too. He said I could fuck him later. I did later that night when he slept over and it was great. We were best friends and lovers that whole summer. Nobody knew and we always kept it a secret. I have no idea where he is now. I've tried to look him up but I can't find him. I would love to see him again. I miss those days terribly.

  • Cousin Fun

    When I was around 12, my 14 year old cousin and I were playing in an unfinished building site one holiday break and ended up running around naked for some reason, one thing lead to another with us ending up playing with and exploring each other . He was pretty much developed with me still smooth and not yet able to produce cum but I still felt and enjoyed wanking and a good orgasm. He took control of the action exploring my little cock with his mouth and rubbing his cock up and down my butt crack. After a while he asked me to repeat the actions on him, which I did. He obviously was very worked up and enjoyed what I was doing as he made me continue to suck him until he exploded in my mouth. This was my first lesson and introduction to cum and tasting it. As we grew up in different parts of the state we never played again, I’m sure he was just caught up in the moment and experimenting his hormones as it was and has never been raised or discussed since.

    When I Lost My Virginity

    I wouldn't say I knew I was gay, but I knew I was attracted to men. I won't say how old I was because that will probably make some folks upset, but due to me being a nosey kid, I found my dad's porn stash and was exposd to sex pretty early on. My dad was really good friends with a guy who lived next door to us so he he was around quite a bit. One Saturday afternoon, my dad got called into work and becaues it was last minute he asked the neighbor if he could come over and stay with me till my uncle picked me up. To make a long story short, the neighbor, my dad's friend ended up exposing himself to me and I was just old enough to understandn what his motive was, I didn't expect that I would end up sucking his cock and getting fucked by him..while the fucking was fairly brief and intense, it was the start of a very eventful summer for me. I'm happy to share more details, not sure how but comment and we will see what we can figure out.

  • She Was Exploring Her Budding Sexuality

    When I was maybe 10 some distant relatives came to visit. A female cousin or second cousin I’d never met before, who was about 13, was always trying to get close to me and rub up against me. She was a somewhat big girl in addition to the age difference. I was old enough to be interested in girls and their anatomy so I appreciated feeling her warmth and occasional butt or budding boobs against me even though I didn’t totally know what she was doing.

    But at one point she sort of cornered me and I literally had no place to go. She put her hand right into my crotch and fondled my cock and balls. I was surprised and looked up giving her a sort of wtf look. But she was looking slightly up with her eyes closed, like she was someplace else. It was then I realized she had slipped her other hand in her pants. She was masturbating right next to me while grabbing my dick. I was old enough to have experienced my own masturbation and dry orgasms but had never experienced a girl masturbating. It was exciting but also weird and I did not like her invading my space. She suddenly gave a slight shiver and a moan, then a long sigh. I’m pretty sure she had an orgasm. Looking back I guess she was entering puberty and was just curious about stuff and was experimenting with her sexual feelings. I’ve often thought (fantasized I guess) what might have happened if I’d been more aware and receptive and we had privacy. I’ve jerked off to that vision more than once.

    Slept With Mom

    When I was a kid, I was SA by my mom often. I don’t condone this in any way but sometimes I think about it and get a little excited. I know how it sounds and I know people will probably thumb this down. I don’t know if this has happened to anyone else but if you can relate, cool. I often slept in the same bed as my mom since we grew up kinda poor and moved around a lot. I was always with mom, right beside her everywhere. My dad left before I could remember. I was a kid so I didn’t know it was wrong. I thought every kid did this with your mom. Sometimes in bed, she would touch me. Then ask to take off my shorts. And then get on top of her. But it was too small and barely did anything but I enjoyed it. She’d make me go down and eat her. Touch her. We’d both get naked and make love. I guess she was lonely and didn’t trust anyone else. I would crawl up and stand up and make her suck it a little.

    As a kid I was horny every 5 mins and I started walking around with a tent in my shorts. She told me I couldn’t tell anyone a single word or they would take her away. Then if we were watching tv, I’d pull my shorts down and put her hand on it but sometimes she’d say no and tell me to get right. Eventually she told me we couldn’t do anything anymore because she was scared I’d talk.

    I grew out of it once I was in my teens but she was really my first love. And no else knew anything. We’d be hanging out with family and only we knew that we did things.

    I know she was wrong but I don’t hate her. It wasn’t traumatizing to me or anything. I had fun. I miss it sometimes. Anyways idk if anyone can relate.

  • The Older Boy Next Door Would Suck My Little Dick

    I guess this started when I was 5 or 6 years old we would all pee outside when we had to one of the older boys had a very big dick and I would stare at it. He got me aside and told me he would show me something good. We were alone and we took our pants off he started rubbing his dick and told me to do the same we both got hard he was about 8" and I was 2 or 3" he told me to lay down and started sucking my little cock boy did it feel good he then asked me to suck his and I could hardly get my mouth over it. I licked the head and white stuff shot all over. He the sucked me until I had a dry orgasm it was fantastic and I couldn't get enough of us playing with each other. We did this for a while and I told him I wanted to play like this with a girl he said he would try to get his sister to play with me. We got together and it was obvious that he had done stuff with her she was 8 or 9 years old we started by touching and she took my little dick in her mouth she showed me where to lick her pussy and she had an orgasm and I did also I like doing stuff with her a lot more then with her brother but he said I couldn't she her unless I would do stuff with him. When I was about 12 I started shooting small loads and both he and his sister gobled up the cum. I'm now married and straight and look back on my childhood sexual experiences with a smile

    A Vision Of When I Was A Kid

    I was nine at the time. I was at home with my mother in the middle of the day and a man came to the door. He had a gun.

    My mother kept putting me behind her, she heated up some stew and served him. He pushed me and my mother back to her bedroom and had sex with her. He stared at me and left.

    I'm a grown woman now, and when I'm having sex with a man, I conjure up the vision of my mother. Her legs apart, the man on top of her, having sex with her, until he was done.

    Sorry, it's a vision of sorts.

    The Unvarnished Truth Of Being Born A 'lady'

    I was twelve, and my cousin thirteen, when we were sat down with a nurse lady for the unvarnished truth lecture. First off, we were fucked already. Now that puberty was upon us, we had both started our periods, and as we sat there, we could get pregnant.

    On the table in front of us was a life size penis, and a life size model of a woman's sex, including a vagina. We were given the penis to hold, handle, become familiar, put our mouth around it. We touched all the critical parts of the female and inserted the penis in the vagina. It 'self lubricated' as we pushed the penis in.

    There was a binder with color pictures of naked men and their penis. Emphasized by the nurse, this is what is going to fuck you. Pictures of 'receptive' vaginas and aroused clits. The female is betrayed by her hormones. Abstention was the only real solution. Let some other girl fail.

    Anal sex was reviewed, not the right hole. Some discussion about lesbians, with pictures of ugly looking women. It was ok to be scared, it will keep you from getting pregnant. There was an open table discussion about 'pleasure', the ultimate betrayer.

    We were left with her private number in case we had questions.

    I was betrayed by my hormones and the pleasure of being felt up and fucked when I was fifteen, my cousin became a fallen flower soon after. Led on by hormonal forces to great to overcome we got married and have several children. Along with the marital bliss we have our domestic duties, same as our mothers, grandmothers, and all women before us. Imposed as they are upon us, and betrayed by our hormones, we accept the hand dealt to us.

    We argue amongst ourselves the horrors of the patriarchy, and rush home to get dinner started. We have two choices, submit to the betrayal of our hormones, and all its consequences, or be lonely 'lesbians'.

    My daughter is thirteen, our nurse lecturer is available to come to my home to talk to my daughters, and my cousin's eleven year old daughter will be there. For the unvarnished truth lecture.

    I Was A Slut

    I’ve spent my whole life pretending to be someone I’m not, and I just can’t do it anymore.

    When I was little, my uncle started touching me. I was seven or eight the first time. He’d call me into his room, sit me on his lap, and slide his hands under my clothes. At first, I didn’t understand what was happening, but I knew it felt good. Weird, but good. I liked the way his hands made me feel. Special. By the time I was nine he was licking me and giving me orgasms, so naturally soon after I was licking and sucking him off whenever he asked. I didn’t just do it because he told me to, I wanted to. I craved it. I would think about it all the time, how his cock tasted, how he’d moan when I did it right. I’d touch myself at night, imagining his hands on me again.

    By ten or so, he was fucking me. Not just touching, but really fucking me. The first time he pushed inside, it hurt, but in a way that just made me want more. I would almost beg for it, even though I knew it was wrong. He stretched me open, fill me up, and I’d love every second. Afterward, I’d lie in my bed, my thighs sticky with him, sorta wishing he’d come back for more.

    Then his friends started joining in. I was scared but let them all take turns, let them do whatever they wanted. I loved the way it felt to be used like that. I loved how they’d groan and call me cute and a good girl. I’d pretend to be shy around everyone during the day, but alone with him or tgem, I’d spread my legs and take every inch.

    By thirteen, I was sneaking out to meet older boys and men. I’d let them gangbang me, trying to chase that same full, stretched feeling I got when I was little. I’d come home with their cum dripping out of me, my body sore in the best way. I’d act like everything was normal, fine, like nothing was going on, like I was still innocent, but the truth was, I was a slut and I loved it. I lived for it.

    I got good at hiding it. I’d smile and blush and act like I didn’t know what sex was. But the second I was alone with them, I’d drop to my knees and take whatever they gave me. I’d pretend I didn’t want it, that I was being forced, but really, I was the one begging for more.

    I got married young, had a daughter, and tried to be the perfect wife and mother. I never told my husband about any of this. I acted like I was pure, like I’d never been touched before him. But the truth is, I’ve always been dirty. I’ve always needed it, but felt like I had to hide it, hide me.

    Now, watching my husband with our daughter, I feel it all again. That same hunger, that same ache. I tell myself it’s wrong, that I should stop it, but I don’t. I watch them, my body burning, my panties soaked. I remember what it was like to be that little girl, to be used and filled and wanted. And I crave it. I yearn for it.

    I’m not angry. I’m not even disgusted. I’m just... needy.

    And for the first time in years, I don’t have to pretend.

  • Post Puberty I Was Blessed With Big Tits And An Oversensitive Clit

    Junior high was brutal, I had big tits already, especially for a girl of my frame. The thing is, I was told to be proud of my tits, all boys liked tits, it was the girls who would be jealous. Notwithstanding, my cups overflowed with nicknames. Mamacita was the one used by the older boys and men. Tetona was used mostly by girls. The older women and teachers were more direct, 'cover yourself, how embarrassing'.

    Some classes teachers had sweaters for those of us who had developed early. In spite of my tits, I was always feeling my clit rubbing against my panties, as a result I was always touching myself. Some girls didn't even know about their clit, but mine was overdeveloped, highly sensitive, and was a hard little bump in my pussy.

    A doctor prescribed this ointment to lower it's sensitivity, but I liked that it was sensitive and rubbed my clit in class. At home where life was different, I sat in front of the tv, with my legs open and my uniform skirt high up on my thighs and I rubbed my clit with my finger. How many orgasms passed without knowing can only be guessed. An older neighbor girl told me all about them.

    By the time I was a junior lots of girls had tits to be jealous of, and we talked about flickin' the bean to have an orgasm. I never went through the other girl phase, I was a dick girl from the very beginning.