Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Discovering That I'm Of The Old School, I Want To Read It Not View It

I moved into the spare room in an apartment for my sophomore year. The apartment was held by a grad student. The bathroom was in the hall between the two bedrooms. Greg, that's the name of the grad student. Greg was used to living alone and he walked in and out of the bathroom naked. He slept naked and didn't close the door. He watched porn on his computer. He pointed out guys that he would suck in a minute. Yes, Greg turned out to be a man's man.

Greg had some prints, some reading material. Some stuff he got from an uncle. It is what got me started reading. I like to read about it, as opposed to watching a video. I imagine it, even if the story is fifty years old. Greg's uncle lived at a time when hiding was better. And he must have enjoyed reading 'romance novels' about sailors and men who met in the night at a bar and went home together. I've read every one of them, more than once really. I get the urge but I don't masturbate when I'm reading. I masturbate afterwards.

And Greg, he's a man's man, likes sports types, rugby players. Not bookworms.

  • I Wouldn't Have Guessed

    Two weeks ago I had anal sex with my gay neighbor. We have known each other for the last six months and I knew that he was openly gay. In fact he teased me several times, saying how if I ever wanted to do anything just to let him know.
    Well, we have become fairly friendly and I was over at his place and we were having coffee.tet
    He teased me again, and I suppose that I was in an inhibited mood, so I teased him back, saying what did he have in mind. He laughed and said how he wouldn't mind me doing a quicky with him.
    I said, you Jean like ... Intercourse?
    He said, why not?
    So he stood up and took his pants down and leaned his hands on the table. Like I said, I must have been feeling in an uninhibited and receptive mood. I stood up and took my pants down and found myself having no problem in achieving an erection. He had some lubrication which he applied to my boner and I went ahead and pushed into his anal opening and I began to F him.
    It took about three minutes and then I ejaculated. All I can say is that it felt so incredibly satisfying to be giving him my sperm like that as another guy.
    I really was not expecting this. But it was so gratifying and meaningful.
    Since then I have had sex with him one more time and it was just as pleasurable and fulfilling.
    Now I don't know what to think.
    I really would love to have my boner in his butt again and to keep doing this with him.
    I am just at a quandary as to what I should do. Anyone have any advice?

    Discovering My Sort Of Alternative Side

    I'm a twenty-four year old single guy. A couple if years ago I ended s very unsatisfactory relationship with my girlfriend.
    Well not eager to get into another one I just decided to enjoy having some time to myself.
    It was the beginning of summer so I just enjoyed getting out in a t-shirt, shorts and flip-flops. This just felt nice and I didn't think of it as being inviting to other guys. I began to meet some friendly guys at a local coffee shop and discovered that they were s like me in being somewhat down on dating and that whole scene.
    What I didn't realize was just how open everyone was to enjoying some not gay but alternative guy fun.
    At first I was surprised and I will admit hesitant, but once I began to feel more comfortable about this, I really started to enjoy this new found freedom.
    Although I still don't think of myself as being gay, and none of these other guys do either, this has become a rather appealing lifestyle.
    Since that time I have had several friends who really have been "boyfriends." I have thoroughly enjoyed this and the pleasure of having male sex.
    Sometimes life can just surprise you.

  • I Let Another Man Have Sex With Me And I Loved It

    I finally did it. I've only had sex with women prior to this episode. I must say my favorite sex is pumping a woman in her ass, but I've always wondered what it was like. What it feels like to feel a cock moving in and out, back and forth, then when the guy pushes in and shoots his ropes of cum. I never felt comfortable enough to let anyone do it. I wanted a man who was totally safe. I wanted to suck cock and get him to shoot in my virgin mouth so I could swallow. Then I wanted him to fuck my virgin butt.

    I met Tim at the gym, and we hit it off. No hint at any bi feelings really. At his place I noticed pictures of other guys, and he told me that he was gay. Tim is 33, divorced from a woman, though he still fucks women, and fucks his ex still. He brought out some clothes to change into, just loose sweat shorts, and a tee. His body was incredible. I'm in shape but not like him. I had seen his cock several times at the gym. He was about 4 inches a bit thick and hanging when loose. I never saw it hard. In talking he put on some porn, it was twinks getting fucked by old dudes. That was how he got his first fuck.

    I just blurted it out that I'd always wanted to see what it was like to suck and swallow and to get fucked. Within 20 minutes we were naked, and I had a mouth full of luscious cum. I'm tasted my own and hate it. But for some reason, tasting the precum from his cock in my mouth, knowing I was getting him close, swallow the precum when he did finally bust I swallowed it all and I liked it. He blew me which I loved, then he got out the lube. I thought KY but he had a silicone lube he said it lasted longer. He lubed me with my ass across his lap as he sat at the top of the bed. Then using finger he told me how to relax and sort of push out to make it easier. At three fingers and his using them generously in and out of my slightly stretched hole, he was hard as a rock and I was ready.

    I laid down on my belly, for some reason I didn't want to see his face while I got fucked. I can't explain that at all. He went in slowly, he went to 7 inches and thick inches at that when hard. But he was gentle and he paused all the way inside me till I got used to it and started bucking back at his cock. He started fucking me and it took him probably 30 minutes to cum again and I was in ecstatic for 25 of those minutes. It felt so good, so sexy, then feeling his grunt and push into my ass what felt like another two inches I felt the warm liquid shooting inside me. I was loving this new kind of sex.

    I left pretty soon after, still having his load inside me. At home I poo'd most of it out then felt so damn empty inside. I never felt empty in my ass before, but now after I'd been fucked I needed it again. I called him up and told him it was the new buttslut he just made and I needed his cock again. I spent the night with him and got fucked two more times. In the morning I took care of his morning wood with my mouth. I still date and fuck women, I'd never marry a man but I don't want to give up getting fucked or getting a nice cock in my mouth either. I feel so empty back there especially when I all alone.

    Love To Bottom

    Few months ago, I had the pleasure of meeting this guy who works in our local grocery chain store. Kyle works there part time while attending college, stocking shelves, etc. He is a very hot looking guy and from the first time we chatted, just from his rather feminine mannerisms, I kinda suspected that he is gay. Every time I shopped there, I always hunted him down and as I approached him, all I could think about was just how much I'd love to suck him but never actually let on. Last week, I was loading my trunk with groceries and noticed that he was outside working on the front tire of his bike. Went over to see what the prob was and found out he'd picked up a nail. Asked him if I could lend a him a hand in any way and since he saw that I have a bike rack, he asked if I could give him a lift to his place. Loaded it up and 5 minutes later, I gave him a hand getting the nail out and patching his tire. While it dried, he offered me a coffee so we headed into his small place. He was wearing these tight, black biking shorts which of course fit quite snug, showing his tight, shapely ass and very nice bulge. All I could think about was just how much I'd love to blow him and from the way I kept ogling him, he knew it. Few minutes later I was on his bed, laying on my back tickling his balls while my lips and tongue enjoyed licking and tasting his huge mushroom head. Managed to swallow about two thirds of his beauty, then just laid there feeling him throb as I eagerly sucked away. When he shook then spurt his seed, I savored every last drop and whimpered for more. Short time later, I was on my knee's, ass up and began to shake as he slowly entered then once balls deep, we just laid there relishing. I"d never felt so fucking full of cock like this before and when he really began to fuck me, I almost passed out in pleasure. My whole body shook like crazy when he unloaded. What a fuck.

  • Straight Male, Met A Girl, Turned Out A Transfemale.

    I've never even done the thing - you show me yours I'll show you mine- with any other guys, even when a young kid. In the showers in highschool and college I never was compelled to look at another guys body. Now women on the other hand . . . I love their bodies, I love their mouths, pussy, and ass on my cock. I'm not inexperienced at all, but Del the night I met her looked totally woman. Not just looked like a woman, she was a beautiful woman. She had tiny tits, which I not only prefer but love, in fact, one of my old girlfriends from college had a flatter chest than me. Del was shapely in her body, her waist narrowing just enough to be sexy, with the sexiest legs ever. With a group we went to the beach together and she took off her wrap and her body was flawless. Pale white skin, long brown hair, I rubbed sun block all over her body. I honestly, detected nothing but a bit of cameltoe between her legs. I had a full on 7 incher raging in my suit. She rolled over, I got her back and her legs, and with her skimpiest ever suit on the bottom, I was getting to rub on the firmest, tightest ass ever.

    We started dating, alone, seriously. I'm never one to push on dates, even if I want to fuck them I wait until they are ready and let me know. We were making out, I was feeling her over her panties (in front still nothing detected), her butt, and even sucking on her little titties. She was embarrassed that they were so small but I told her about my past girlfriends and that the ones I liked the most had A cup and some even less. On our second makeout session on my couch, she told me. She was born a man, and was trans. She immediately asked if i was going to hit her. I couldn't figure out why she asked. Then she told me that she wanted to tell me at the beach in public, but couldn't. She'd had the discussion with other men, and they hit her at least once, two beat her up really badly, one even beat her up, ripped off her panties and r**ed her butt. I reassured her that I was not going to get mad. But I had questions. She was perfectly willing to answer everything. It came down to this. She was on hormones, that is why her tits were so normal feeling, no implants. She never needed facial surgery she was always this feminine looking. She knew when she was 12 she felt like a girl. At 17 she told her single mom and they got her some counseling and eventual reference to a doctor for the hormones. I asked about her cock, did she still have one. Yes she did, but it rarely got hard as the hormones made her testes, sack, and cock shrink. I asked how she got pleasure out of sex and she said it was more an internal cum like women get, in the pit of her stomach. Some rare times she would get hard enough to use her hand during sex. "So if we have sex, then where . . .?" I asked "In my butt, and in my mouth, anything you want" she told me.

    I asked to see her totally, meaning naked, that night and she obliged. She was even more gorgeous. She was tucked in as she usually was, I asked if I could pull it out in front. I did and it was small. Soft it was only about 2 inches or 2 and a half inches long about the thickness of my first finger. She started getting a little hard actually, and I kept playing with her little cock. "Can we call it my clit?" she asked. "Of course, am I making you feel good?" I asked her the answer was yes. I played with it, her lying on the couch when hard it grew another inch, maybe a little more. "I almost never get this way, i'm sooo sorry" she was apologizing. "Do not apologize for feeling good sexually. I want you to enjoy sex also, I want to do things that make you feel good, not just you doing things for me" I said. It must have been the right thing to say because I felt her harden up then swell a bit more. "Oh god, I think it's going to happen Sam, I think I'm gonna" and with that I put it in my mouth. I bobbed up and down on it a few times and she shot a small load in my mouth. I had never tasted cum except for my own once and I hated that. I didn't mind this, and I swallowed it all.

    Looking up at her lying there, I went up to her little tits sucking on them. She took me to her bedroom and I fucked a transwoman. I always liked fucking women in the butt better than pussy, now I had my dream woman. She even asked me once if I missed pussy, asking if I wanted her to get a girlfriend to come join us. I told her I love fucking pussy, but love buttfucking even more. But I added a stipulation. I'd be very very happy to do the threesome. However; when we're alone, when she's on her back we're fucking her pussy, when I roll her over we're buttfucking. On all fours doggie style, it's questionable. When I just want to have a quickie and bend her over the back of the couch I'm buttfucking her.

    My gurlfriend gives great head. On rare occasions I suck her slit, but she cums internally from my fucking her. Oh yeah, she's now had 2 friends join us!

    Early Experiences

    My first experience with a guy happened unexpectedly one night. I was 18 and an older guy offered to give me a ride home from a bar restaurant I was at. I was a virgin at the time.

    He took me out into the country on a stone road. In the back seat of his car he had his pants and underwear off. I took mine off. Then after getting me bent over he put some Vaseline on my hole and fucked me.

    I was lost for words. Didn’t know what to do or say. It hurt at first but he kept fucking until he grunted and moaned as he shoot his cum in my butt. Definitely as an experience to remember.

    That older guy continued to fuck me when he saw me. I never told anyone about it but eventually my mom found out. She was pretty shocked that I had that kind of sex.

    After that older guy stopped fucking me I found out that a middle aged guy in our neighborhood was into fucking guys. He had a bigger dick than the older guy who took my virginity. I was 20 the first time he fucked me.

    That long hairy thick dick really stretched me open. I’d walk home with cum leaking into my underwear sometimes.

    If we couldn’t have sex at his house he’d come over to mine and we’d fuck in the basement. We’d always have to keep it quiet so my mom didn’t hear us.

    But one night he was fucking me bent over the couch and my mom walked down into the basement. She saw his dick in me and let out a yell because it shocked her to see that.

    The guy didn’t pull out. He just stopped and once my mom went back upstairs he said I’m gonna finish real quick. So he did.

    That conversation with my mom was very awkward. She asked if taking it in the butt was actually that pleasurable. Then it finally dawned on her why there was always Vaseline in the basement.

    That guy and I continued to have sex until I met my now wife and got married when I was 23. I can still remember my mom talking to me after my honeymoon. Her saying I’m glade you put the butt sex behind you and are finally married.

    Looking Back On A Career As A For Hire Gay Prostitute

    Growing up before I left home I had a suck buddy from down the street. I loved to suck, he wasn't into it as much as I was. I got a lot of his hard dick and sucking on it made me feel good. At first reaching climax for him was difficult, but once he passed the bar so to speak, he enjoyed it. Another thing we did was pee in my mouth.

    As I got older I lost some of my need for ick and concentrated on long blowjobs to completion. The men I serviced liked the method, and were quite happy to go along. When they blew I was ready and did my best to capture as much as I could or lick it up.

    On one occasion I was with a man, older than usual, and he had to pee and I sat on the side of tub and licked the pee of his dick when he was done. He liked that and was invigorated and sex was pure domination. It was my first time being treated like that, but I liked it and I wanted it although finding the man that used that technique was difficult. I never went down the BDSM route, but I did look into it on the internet.

    From the time I graduated from college I was for hire. I made more money from servicing men, than I did from my job. I didn't have anywhere to spend the money, and I couldn't justify a new car to anyone on the salary I was making. I saved a lot of money, when I had 100 thousand in the bank I moved to New York and put myself up for hire. Word of mouth and internet chat sites were my recruiting methods, and I found that NY had a large number of men who wanted a healthy twenty something for their sexual pleasure. I continued with my signature blow job technique and I carried around condoms and lube for when they wanted to get more amorous.

    I made a lot of money, and didn't have a side job. My cover was that I was an IT consultant.

    During my 30th year I met a woman from Portugal that needed a visa. I accepted to help her, no charge, just friends. She got her visa and we divorced three years later. Not once during the time we were married did we have intimate relations. She asked, but I reminded her that it was dick for me.

    I turned 60 last year and I live outside Austin. I live off of my investments, and a couple of rental properties. I have a friend from the early years, but we are not sexually involved. I've been off the market since Covid. I have flashbacks, but nothing that urges me to go back to that lifestyle.

    I should, but I don't, have regrets. It has been a good ride and I avoided any unwanted health issues by being very careful who I let in. I would if the opportunity presented itself, give a man a blowjob.

    Nothing Like The Moment,

    We were teens and during the summer we spent the afternoon at the pool, unless it was raining, then we went to the afternoon movie. At the pool we had the lifeguards to look at, you know banana hammocks, at the movies it was dark and we watched the movie. One afternoon when we were at the movie we were sitting where we could see these two men, one put his arm around the other one, and the guy dropped his head into the lap of the other man. We watched while he gave the other guy a blowjob. The left, one and then the other, and we never did see who they were, the movie was dark and they wore baseball caps and sunglasses.

    I was surprised when my friend said he would like to try it. We moved to the side of the theatre, in the back and he opened my fly and gave me a blowjob. He held my dick for the rest of the movie.

    It was the beginning of a beautiful friendship. Blowjobs, hand jobs, full body contact, butt kissing, and the best of the best, we enjoyed getting on each other with full penetration. Once we found some all purpose lotion to help that along.

    The difference between the age of 16 and 21 is enormous. Blowjobs are long affairs, withholding the moment, anal digital stimulation, long sessions of making out and full body contact, culminating in the moment, when one of us turned our backs on the other one and we surrendered to anal penetration.

    We aren't gay in that world. We are strictly personal. Our little world, where we can share the moment. We share an apartment but keep separate bedrooms. We got jobs after college and when the mood struck, streaming a movie, or just watching while the other one did the dishes. There were times when lust took over. There were times when it was two doves getting closer. One day we realized we had been working for five years. We went on a trip to Mazatlán in Mexico, borrowing a time share from a friend of my family.

    The gay scene in Mazatlán is wild. Men and a few women. We went to this place that had naked waiters. We were told of this place where sex was in the open. We went to a party around a hot tub. We saw men in all their glory. Older men who brought a college kid for company, older men with older men, and some younger guys like us full of energy. A week went by so fast we were on the plane in silence remembering a week of sheer sexual energy.

    Back in our apartment, sorting through some of the pictures, we had to ask the dirty question. Why would that man have a time share in Mazatlán, and why would he be so nice as to loan it to us? You think? And I turned over to enjoy the memory.

  • I'm A 'latent Homosexual'

    I'm 46 now. I gave in to my urges sometime ago. Casual encounters, with men I don't know.

    I met a man by chance as we go to the chiropractor. We had coffee. Then we did lunch. Several weeks later he asked me if I was up a romp in the hay. I was surprised at the question. I asked what he meant by that. It's the way you look at me.

    He was right I had begun to fantasize with him.