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Genuinely Curious About Femboys

I recently came across a few amateur "femboy" videos online, and I became rather curious about those who identify in this manner. I began to wonder when and how they first recognised this about themselves, and how they chose to pursue it. How did (or do) they hide it from those they would rather not reveal themselves? Or, has it become such a part of their identity as to be a lifestyle that they consistently follow? If young enough to matter, does their family approve of (or at least accept) it? What happens when they mature enough to no longer be able to pull it off?

I'm not looking to meet anyone. It's just something that I find interesting to explore with someone interested in telling their story. If you feel comfortable, please leave something here.

Thank you in advance!

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First Blow Job

I had been considering giving head for a few years. I just never had the opportunity.

Last weekend, a friend and I went out drinking. We were not driving so we both had a little too much to drink. We started talking about needing sex and it went completely sideways. Being funny I told him I would suck him when we got home. Mid laugh he says really? Trying to think straight I answered (sounding drunk and incoherent) well, if you want me to I would. Fuck yeah was his response.

We get back to my house and we sit on the couch in the dark. I am nervous as fuck. He is just laughing. He stands up, pulls down his jeans and boxers. I am face to face with his dick. In my mind I said here goes nothing and I took his dick in my mouth. He moaned, grabbed my head and started pumping. It was a blow job but it was more like him face fucking me. My own cock was trapped in my jeans hard as a rock. After 10 minutes or so he announced he was getting close. I was terrified to stop, terrified to swallow. It did not matter. He just kept fucking my mouth until his cum shot into my mouth and down my throat. I gagged and he just kept fucking my mouth until he was done. He pulled out and I instinctively licked his head and shaft clean. He sat down, said thank you and closed his eyes. He passed out. I immediately felt like a whore. A few minutes later I passed out too.

I woke up the next more with my head in his lap face to face with his morning wood. I touched it, he moved. I licked it, he moaned. Twenty minutes later he came in my mouth again.

Boy, I waited too long to do that!

Mommy’s Helper

When I was maybe 6-7 years old, I recall my mom frequently reaching out to our neighbor, Nick, for help with household stuff because my dad worked so much. Nick was divorced and lived alone. My parents had always been friends with Nick and his ex.

It’s funny how your knowledge and understanding of a situation changes as you age. At the time I just assumed Nick came over to help….fix the toilet, reset the popped circuit breaker, jump start the car with a dead battery. But maybe around 15-16 I started to realize it was not so innocent. By then, Nick had moved away. It was just my innocent memories now mixing with hard realities and an older more informed mind.

I recall mommy telling my bother and sister and I to watch tv while she and Nick went upstairs or the the basement or the garage. I always assumed the rhythmic bang bang bang I almost immediately heard after they disappeared was the noise of whatever they were fixing. I assumed mommy’s muffled moans and exclamations were her excitement at the problem being fixed. Oh the innocence of youth.

As I grew older, and became aware of things like sex and marital challenges, I realized that Nick and my mom were stealing moments for quick, hard pounding fuck sessions. In hindsight I realize my mom lighting up when Nick came over was about much more than getting a repair addressed. She looked forward to getting fucked by Nick, very hard. Maybe she even loved him, I don’t know. I recall her going over to Nick’s to help him with packing and moving, even under my dad’s nose on the rare occasion when he was around. One time I recall her coming back home and her fairly short skirt was partially tucked into her underwear in back. Dad said something like “really”? I realize now he knew and didn’t care. They divorced not long after.

It’s weird thinking of a parent as a sexual being. But sure enough, my mommy liked Nick’s hard thrusting cock on an almost daily basis for years. I came to accept that and even, if I’m being honest, to be turned on by it.

Sometimes when I fuck my wife or masturbate, I think about mommy’s neglected pussy getting fucked by the cock it needed and I like that she got what made her happy. It excites me and makes me cum hard to think of Nick getting hard, taking mommy’s wet needy pussy, and cumming in her, all in a matter of minutes. I can’t really explain those feelings except that with mom now gone, I take comfort in knowing she enjoyed an exciting affair and had lots of sex. Good for you mom

Sucking My First Cock

I was 10 years old whenever i tasted my first dick. It was in the locker room showers after school and I’ll never forget the thrill of sucking my bullies big dick. He was a year older than me and had already hit puberty and was hung like a horse. He bullied me for months and i never stood up for myself so he became bolder and bolder until finally we were alone and he started stroking his cock in front of me. I was amazed at how big it was i couldnt take my eyes off it. I was too scared to touch it on my own but he gradually inched closer to me until it was pressed against my body and as soon as i felt it on my skin i dropped to my knees and started licking and stroking it until he busted in my mouth. The next week he moved out of state and i pretended like it never happened for the next 9 years.

Caught 2

A quick update. So my sister and I were masturbating in front of each other as I mentioned before. She is fascinated by my ejaculations and lets me cum on her tits sometimes. This last time, two days ago our parents gone, she asked it she could masturbate me. She never has allowed me to touch her and she has never touched me so this was great. She pumped my cock and felt my nuts and then without warning put her mouth down on me. Fuck I came almost immediately. She didn’t like the taste or texture of my cum so it will probably be the last full bj. I told her I wanted to eat her c**t and she anxiously let me. She was nervous and it took forever for her to cum but she did. She absolutely fucking loved it. She says sex is out of the question but really do we need it? I’m pretty fucking happy.

My Gay Older Best Friend Made Me Bi With Foot Play

Until that day I never had the slightest interest in guys. I never looked at guys, I had not the least gay thought. My focus was in women, girls, tits, pussy, girl ass, and all the other girly body parts. I'd have taken offense at the slightest hint of a gay flirtation towards me. I think my best friend knew this so stayed in the closet until he couldn't stand it any more and came out to me.

My name is John but that's not my real last name in the title. My best friend is Bryan. Bryan is three years older than me. We lived in a very rural area and still do. The school we went to had three classes. One for grade K-3, one for grade 4-6 and one for grade 7 and 8. We met when I was in kindergarten and he was in the third grade. His was the house closest to mine and it only took half an hour to walk to it. the next closest house was almost two hours away on foot. Bryan's Dad and my Mom took turns taking us to school which was a half hour drive away. We were WAY out in the woods and like I said, still are.

So first day of kindergarten he took me under his wing. He happened to be the only one in the third grade but there were two of us in Kindergarten and three a piece in first and second grade so small classes and we got lots of the teacher's attention. As we progressed through the grades we were no longer in the same class but we sat together in lunch with the other 26 students in the school. I say 26 but it varied each year depending on how many had been in the 8th grade and moved on and how many were coming in Kindergarten. In a school that small everyone was basically friends with everyone else but we would get closest to those in our own class. Except Bryan and I were close from the start. He was always putting his arm around me occasionally hugging me but not in a sexual way.

I was disappointed when he was promoted to the high school of course because that meant no more shared rides and no more lunches together and no more spending time during school at all together but then summer came and we spent time together again. By then he was fifteen and I was 12 and had just finished sixth grade. Now I suppose normally that much age difference would mean nothing in common but it's different when there simply is no one else around anywhere near your age. The other person who had been in the sixth grade with me that previous year lived ten miles away which was too far on a dirt road on a bicycle and she was a girl and not interested in me. She was interested in Tom who was in the eighth grade. The next closest student to us geographically was three miles away in another direction and was in third grade.

So Bryan and I spent all that summer together. He would do his chores and I would do mine in the morning and we had the rest of the afternoons free and we spent countless hours exploring the forest together that just went on forever. We got pretty good at deliberately getting lost for fun then easily finding our way back and did a lot of camping together. That is when I was introduced to my bisexual side.

We had a small two man tent, supplies, clothing, food and some things to cook with along with Bryan's shotgun and my BB "rifle." and each of us had a hunting knife and bear spray and a loud air horn and we set up camp that one night and my feet hurt and Bryan offered to rub them for me. That is how I discovered it is way better to have someone else rub your feet. When you are getting a really good massage, and it doesn't matter where, you don't think about why the other person wants to massage you for hours. You just let it happen because it feels good. The sun was high in the sky when he started and now the moon was up in the sky, our fire was dwindling and he suggested I slip into the tent and take off my pants and shirt and I did with my feet hanging outside the tent and he continued to massage my feet until I fell asleep. I woke up with the sun and my feet feet were resting on top of Bryan's groin. He was asleep, his cock was erect and I had dried cum all over my feet.

I was not upset. I was confused but not upset. I had known Bryan was gay for a couple of years but never said anything about it. But it was at that moment, that I felt his erect penis pressed against the side of my left foot and the heal of my right foot resting on his balls and his chest rising and falling gently rocking my feet as he slept that I came the the epiphany that I am bisexual and wanted to be my gay best friend's boyfriend.