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Locked, Small, Useless, And Proud.

I was consistently experimenting with a now-boyfriend of mine and he has a kink for putting his partner in chastity.

I was reluctant at first. I thought "what would be the point? It sounded uncomfortable, I never topped anyway, and I hardly masturbate, so what would a chastity cage even do?".

I agreed to try one on though, and immediately, I was so turned on seeing my dick locked to it's smallest size.
The deal was really sealed when he used a vibrator on my cage for the first time. It was emasculating getting off like that, I was embarrassed at the noises I made as the vibrations shook though the entirely of my member tightly pressed in the cage, and I was ashamed when all I had to show for myself by the end was a puddle of cum, dripping down the cage and soaking the ground beneath me.
And all of that was so arousing to me.

That's not to mention that instead of having a 7+ inch dick when I got hard, I was stuck with a -2 inch nub even when aroused while locked up. And how hot it was to see my partners member now dwarf me in size.
And instead of being insecure how I never used my dick, it was now a badge of honor knowing that all I had was a little nub anyway, so getting fucked and servicing my partner was what I was meant to do.

We started with the cage on for just one night, but when we tried it for a week, I found myself aroused when I looked down at it, and comforted even when I wasn't aroused. I was more motivated to bottom and please my partner since prostate and vibrator orgasms were all I could have, and I didn't keep any toys at my place, and even when he didn't fuck me or use a toy on me, I felt satisfied when I'd swallow his load or he'd mark me with his cum.

It wasn't long before I agreed to being perma-locked. I've been locked almost a year now with only short breaks when I get waxed, and I wear my little cage with pride everywhere I go from the comeort of my home, to the gym locker rooms when I need to shower after swimming.
My partner has enough dick for the both of us in both size and usefulness, and I'm proud to be locked up for him.

Dicked Down By Discord Boyfriend

This was a while ago, back when I was 22.
I had only dated girls growing up, and was never interested in having sex with them, but I joined a small discord server of fans of an artist I liked, and I eventually met a guy who made me feel special while I was hanging out with the other members of that group.
We were friends for a few months before he asked me out and we had a lot of fun online. We'd hang out for hours, he'd tease me and give me attention, we'd eventually start sharing explicit photos of ourselves, and shortly after that we started experimenting with role play.
He was cute, funny, had a big dick, and for what it's worth over text messages, he was really good at teasing me, commanding my attention, and honestly, turning me on in general.
I had a thing for underwear before meeting him, but only through talking with him did I become interested in feeling another man's bulge, smelling it, and even wanting to try having sex.
Something about his responses to pictures of me made me want to please him, and something about his roleplays convinced me he really could make me feel as good as he said.

It wasn't until over a year or more dating that I decided to visit him though. And of course I was nervous. He could be totally different in person than he was online, and pictures don't always capture the way someone looks in real life.
I was probably the most nervous I'd ever been on the plane on my way to meet him for the first time. But I eventually made it.
And when I finally got to his place I can not exaggerate how quickly things escalated

He immediately ripped my clothes off of me, putting me on my knees in my briefs and we acted out everything we'd dreamed of doing. And I mean it. Before the front door had even finished closing I had his fat jock-strapped bulge against my face, marking me with his hyper-aroused scent and taking over my senses.
Within minutes, I was gagging on his 9 inch cock; first with him standing above me, then upside down with me laying on his bed as he slammed his heavy balls against my face, then 69ing sideways.
Within the hour, my underwear was gone and I was face down on the bed being stretched open by the biggest dick I'd ever seen, moaning with abandon until he flipped me over with his dick still inside me and stuffed my mouth with his freshly worn jockstrap to quiet me down, and eventually even making me blow my load hands-free as he fucked me sideways, hitting my prostate with every pound.
That having taken an honestly shocking hour or more, he finished the way he always said he would. He pulled out and came all over me. We're talking his cum spraying over my dick, up my chest, onto my face, and through my hair. He hadn't jacked off for days despite how excited to see me he was, and it showed.
While having another man's cum on my dick and being covered in so much of his cum that my own I'd loosed on myself dwarfed in comparison, I was not excited about it getting in my hair, lol.
The sheer amount of cum dripping down my body as I walked to the bathroom definitely had me hard again despite having just prostate orgasmed though.

And while that relationship didn't last and I'm in a much better one with even more discovered kinks now-
I've got to admit that was a fun memory.

My First Gay Experience.

My first gay experience was when I was 23.
I'm an asexual who had only dated girls and I could never get aroused enough to want to fuck any of them.
Obviously if heard how great sex though, so I'd always wanted to know what it eas like to have sex. One day I thought: "if I try with a guy, I don't even need to be turned on by him, man are horny and have dicks, so they can just fuck me".

While on an internship in a different state than where I lived, I downloaded grinder, uploaded some pictures of myself, and watched all the comments come in about how pretty my hair was and how nice my mouth would look around their cocks. Being lusted after felt nice and I decided to meet up with one of them who seemed less shady than the others.

It was a trucker who was just staying in a hotel for the night before getting back on the road.
He said he only wanted me to give him head because he wasn't gay, lol.
Well I drove over, entered the hotel room, dropped my pants, and started sucking his dick in just my white briefs and hoodie.
5 minutes later, he said "I've never done this before, but I need to fuck your ass right now".
He flipped me over, pulled my briefs down and fucked me bare before I could even think. He didn't care about getting me off, and didn't care that I was moaning in pleasure either. He just fucked me until he came in my ass, pulled out and told me he couldn't resist when he saw my cute butt in my white briefs.

I went home and jacked off remembering the feeling of having my prostate pounded, and I think you can guess whether or not I tried gay sex again.

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