Gender Neutral / 53
Love Being His Sissy
I have always known that I am not a real man. My earliest memories are of fantasizing about submitting to men and women. But I have spent my whole life hiding who i am. Married for almost 40 years, my craving to submit to powerful men has increased every year. I am not attracted to men but strongly desire to submit to a real man. My small penis is not worthy of pleasing women so i need to find purpose and fulfillment elsewhere.
A couple of years ago, i unexpectedly met a wonderful man who I came to deeply love. He also ignited my need to submit and i have become his submissive cock sucking faggot. I do not mean faggot as a derogative gay term but rather to describe a submissive male who enjoys his feminine side and sexually pleasing others. He does not think of me in those terms (a submissive cock sucking faggot) but is extremely loving and supportive. He encourages me to be myself and loves the feminine side of me even though he is attracted to real men.
It surprises me that i so enjoy being his faggot because i am not attracted to men. Sucking on his cock and making him cum are highlights of my life. He has ED issues so i am proudest when my oral skills arouse him so much that he hits the back of my throat with his beautiful cock.
I never feel humiliated when doing these things for him. When i am back home, i do feel some humiliation because i know a real man would not be someone else's submissive faggot who even dresses in lingerie to please a man. But even that realization arouses me, making me want to submit even more. My only regret is that i did not meet him years ago.
A couple of years ago, i unexpectedly met a wonderful man who I came to deeply love. He also ignited my need to submit and i have become his submissive cock sucking faggot. I do not mean faggot as a derogative gay term but rather to describe a submissive male who enjoys his feminine side and sexually pleasing others. He does not think of me in those terms (a submissive cock sucking faggot) but is extremely loving and supportive. He encourages me to be myself and loves the feminine side of me even though he is attracted to real men.
It surprises me that i so enjoy being his faggot because i am not attracted to men. Sucking on his cock and making him cum are highlights of my life. He has ED issues so i am proudest when my oral skills arouse him so much that he hits the back of my throat with his beautiful cock.
I never feel humiliated when doing these things for him. When i am back home, i do feel some humiliation because i know a real man would not be someone else's submissive faggot who even dresses in lingerie to please a man. But even that realization arouses me, making me want to submit even more. My only regret is that i did not meet him years ago.
# 51897 - by Tinysissy / June 16, 2021
