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I Will Always Belong To Him

I am ashamed to admit this but I really miss swallowing my ex’s cum. It was so nasty but I loved doing it being it made me feel so submissive. I know no matter what he will own me because I got on my knees and swallowed his sperm. I love that. I love knowing he has that kind of hold over me. I am forever his cum whore. You own me baby.

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I Love You D

I’ve had a crush on my college buddy “D” for over 10 years now. He’s so adorable. He’s short, has black curly hair and the most beautiful pair of lips. I have it for him so bad. I fantasize about fucking him all the time. I love imagining how good his lips would feel sucking on my cock. How hot it would be if I came in his mouth. I cannot tell you how many times I’ve masturbated to the thought of him. Once I printed out a shirtless picture of him and jerked off to it. I came the biggest load all over the print out. I felt guilty about it but it was also fuckin hot.

I house sit and take care of his cat whenever he’s out of town. I jerk off in his bed and go through his dirty laundry. I love sniffing his dirty underwear. I’ll wear them over my face while I jerk off. Sometimes I get lucky and find a pair with cum stains. There was one pair that was so sticky. They must’ve been fresh. Holy shit did they taste delicious. After I licked them like a fucking animal I kept them in a plastic bag. Every now and again I sniff them when I masturbate.

Another time I came over and found a rag in the dirty laundry hamper. He must’ve jerked off right before I got there because there was a big glob of cum on it. It felt like a g*ft from god himself. I licked it right up. It was so bitter. I loved I was able to have this experience. I was able to taste my man’s baby batter.

I also go through his clean underwear and try them on. I love putting them back without him knowing. Sometimes I’ll jerk off in his laundry. I know he won’t realize it but I’m so turned on knowing he must’ve touched a rag with my cum. I wish I could tell him everything. I wish he knew I’ve tasted his sperm.

I love you D.

I Want To Be A Sub

I truly want to be a submissive little bitch. I want a master who will give me orders. I do not want to be a person anymore. I want to be my master’s object.

I started feeling this way a few years ago. I was at a sex party and I saw some big guy getting walked out on a leash. He went around calling other men ‘sir’ and offering to suck them off. They all man handled him too. Ripping him off from one dude’s cock to another. At one point a man grabbed him by his hair and dragged him in a corner where he proceeded to piss on him. I was so intrigued and aroused. Towards the end of the night his master chained him down like some sort of dog while he finished talking to everyone. I have never felt so envious in my entire life. I wanted to be that sub so bad. I wish I could spent a night swallowing up random loads and being soaked in strange urine.

For a short while I joined a kink community and made a fake profile. I would discuss some things with doms but I could not get into it. They always wanted photos or would get bored since I had no intention of meeting up with them.

Around that time I made a fake Instagram account. I would message hot straight guys I knew like influencers I followed and message them filthy messages. I would let them know I was their little bitch and would do anything to make them happy. Most of them ignored or blocked me. Some entertained the idea. I would get so hard from it but it still was not enough. But I was not ready for a real life interaction.

About a month ago I was visiting my friend Justin in Seattle. Very cute but unfortunately straight. He knows I’m gay but thankfully it does not get awkward or anything. But I do want him. One afternoon he had to take his dog for a checkup. I asked to stay in the apartment alone to catch up on work. The moment I could tell he drove off I immediately went into his dirty laundry. I rummaged through and pulled out all his dirty underwear. There were so many that had cum stains. I was in heaven. I sniffed and licked one pair. It was the closest I’d get to eating his cum. If only he could have seen me.

I stripped down to my birthday suit and put a pair of underwear over my face. I would breathe in deep to smell his wonderful manly odor. I went into the bathroom and wrote in marker ‘Justin’s personal urinal’ on my chest. Then I spent the next hour walking around on all fours. I put on one of the dog’s collars. I ate my food from the dog’s food bowl. I looked at myself in the mirror, jerking off at how submissive and pathetic I was being. My cock erupted like a volcano. There was so much semen I smeared it all over my face. I pretended like it was Justin’s load. I laid on the ground, covered in my spunk, with his underwear on my head, dog collar on, naked and properly labeled as his personal urinal. I felt so liberated. For a moment I thought about staying there and being caught. I thought about waiting at the door like this to greet Justin as my master.

But I was too afraid. I made sure to clean myself up before he got home. Throughout my stay there I would do little things to appease my sexual appetite. All without him knowing of course. I would use his toothbrush. I would sniff his underwear when he was out. Sometimes I would even try them on. I’d jerk off in his bed when was out. I’d rub my face against the toilet seat after he was done using it. And I loved having ‘Justin’s personal urinal’ written on me. I kept it on me the entire time under my clothes. He never knew about it. Before I left I took a couple of his dirty underwear home. I needed them.

When I got back home I started my new regimen. I would strip naked, wear his dirty underwear on my head, and write degrading things all over my body while I masturbate. I wrote things like Justin’s human urinal, cum slut, Justin’s whore, I love Justin’s cock and things like that. It’s annoying to write but it’s so satisfying. I bought myself a dog collar and leash. I even got a name tag for myself. It’s all very satisfying. I love feeling like some a kinky slut sub.

But I want more. I want a master. I want Justin to be my master. I messaged him on Instagram from a fake account confessing all these filthy things and he almost immediately blocked me. I was sad but I am also happy he knows somewhere out there there is a person who wants to be his sub bitch. I really hope one day he will own me. I dream everyday he will tie me down and piss over all me. I don’t want him to call me by my name. I want him to call me his personal human urinal. I want to be his object. I want to be his sub bitch. I do not want to be a person anymore. I am filthy and disgusting. I do not deserve to be free. I want to be an object. I want to be owned. Own me Justin.

I am a voyeur. I love watching videos of dudes in the locker rooms. I go to gay saunas and watch dudes fool around. I've paid guys to just let me watch them undress and shower. It's my thing.

I live in an old apartment in Jersey that I found on Craigslist. Moved in with total strangers. Shortly before the pandemic, my three roommates moved out. So it was just me for a minute. A month into quarantine, my landlord moved a dude in. Average fella. A little bearded, average height, okay body. He was cute. He had a nice ass. Straight though. We hit it off pretty quickly. He kept to himself, but every once in awhile we'd watch TV and smoke.

A few years ago I had bought a hidden camera off amazon. I never got to use it. I decided with my new roommate, now was the time. It was pretty discreet. It looked just like a normal towel hanger. I put up in the bathroom. Couple of days passed by and I checked the recordings. I was so anxious. Boy, did it pay off. I got to see everything. Undressing. Pissing. One day he even jerked off before going in. I hit the jackpot.

This went on for a few weeks. It made for great spank material. Then one day I got a text from my roommate. Said he needed help hanging something in his room. As I entered his room, I see him just sitting at his computer desk. With the camera. I hadn't checked it in a few days, but somehow he caught me.

“What the fuck is this?”

I was scarred shitless. I didn't know what to do. I was so fucked. I didn't even know what to say. He asked if I posted the videos anywhere, and I promised he no. I showed him what recordings I had, and I deleted them infront of him. I promised I didn't have anymore. I begged him not to tell my landlord. He told me to close and lock the door. I was so fucking scared. He told me to take my clothes off. I was shocked. I kinda just stood there and then he pulled his phone out. He told me to do what he said or he'd call my landlord and then the cops. So I undressed.

It turned me on, but I was trying so hard not to get aroused. He started to record me on his phone.

“Get on your hands and knees”

My heart was racing. I did what he said. I tried to look down, but he yelled at me. “Look up. Look up and bark”. I begged him to stop, but he said this is the only way I could make it up to him. So I did it. I was on my knees, totally naked, barking for him.

“You're hard. You fucking like this?”. I said yes, and he yelled at me. “You're a dog, you can't talk. Do you like this?”. I barked.

He started to unzip his pants.

“Get the fuck over here”

He crawled over. He shoved his hard cock in my mouth and started to face fuck me. He recorded it the whole time. As humiliating as it was, it felt good. I hadn't had sex in months because of the pandemic and he had a nice cock. He came in my mouth and made me swallow.

“You're my fucking property now, do you understand me?”

He told me if I ever said anything he'd tell my landlord, and he'd release the video online. And that was the start of this relationship.

It's been about a month, but I actually enjoy it. He makes me do everything. I clean. I cook. Sometimes he'll even ask me for money. I've been doing it all. I know it sounds bad, but I actually enjoy this. I never realized how submissive I was.

We don't really have sex. I blow him whenever he wants. Usually a few times a week. The entire time he has me act like a dog. He even bought me a collar. It has my name on it. Whenever he has to pee, he takes me to the bathroom so he can piss on my face. Sometimes he makes me eat his ass.

He hasn't hold anyone about this, and neither have I. I'm happy being an object. I love making him happy. I finally have purpose in life.

I Will Always Belong To Him

I am ashamed to admit this but I really miss swallowing my ex’s cum. It was so nasty but I loved doing it being it made me feel so submissive. I know no matter what he will own me because I got on my knees and swallowed his sperm. I love that. I love knowing he has that kind of hold over me. I am forever his cum whore. You own me baby.

My roommate sleeps in his boxers. Every night before he goes to bed, he strips down. I act like I'm asleep, but I'm actually staring at him. He's fucking disgusting. But I get turned on seeing him undress. I beat off when he does it, I get such a thrill out of it.

Last night he went to take his shorts off, and accidently pulled his underwear down. I got a quick look at his little white tush. I was so turned on. I wanted to jump out of my bed, and give it to him good. I think about it every time. I want my dick in his mouth so bad. I just love to fantasize about cumming in his mouth. My cum shooting so hard, he nearly chokes. I could die happy if I just cum so hard in his mouth. I need to do it. Choke on my dick and swallow my cum you fucker.