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Loyalty Tested.

I just turned down a 4 way with 3 trans girls. Its a huge fantasy of mine and ive been with the one who called me.before. I must really love my girlfriend.
Now.. time for a wank.

What I Really Want

I've been with a few guys, but because of whatever it might be, I only seem to attract bottoms and femmes. I'm always expected to be the top.

What really want is to be gently dominated and controlled. I want to be trained to be a free use slut for someone who knows what they're doing, who will teach me to be his perfect toy.

My Cousin

Family wedding. My cousin came back to my hotel room. Just chatted shit and did a few lines for a few hours. We just called it a night and thank God we did. The longer she stayed, the more I noticed how hot shes gotten since the last time i saw her.
Id love to but I cant be the one who makes the first move.

Amateur Festival Orgy

Was fun for a while until i started to feel like the spare prick. I bailed so the 4 of them could let loose. Totally not feeling left out. IT'S FINE.

My Desire

I'm always expected to be the top. I'd give anything to have a hot, confident guy make me his bitch.

Pipe Dream

I wish I could find a big muscle guy who would fuck my ass. Itd be even better if he paid me in coke like the whore I am.

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Early Start.

When I was 10 or 12 my best friend and I started to play with each other and when we stayed over at each others house we always waited until everyone was asleep then we would quietly play with each other stroking and just rubbing each others dick.
One night at my house he was jacking me off and I had my eyes close and I felt him moving around then his mouth on my dick. I wanted to make noise it felt so good but we had to be quiet. He sucked me awhile then I told him let me try it so I sucked him then we started to take turns on each other.
Some how in the heat of the moment we got turned in such a way that we could suck each other at the same time. Laying in our sides facing each other sucking each others dick at the same time. We couldn’t stop and it felt great. We went at it for a long time and we both shot our tiny load into each others mouth. Neither of us even thought about stopping and it was great.
The next day he and I went out behind their barn and hid in the bushes to suck each other off three different times. He and I sucked each others dick all the time and we took each others cum too.
One day he and I were out in the barn in the small room where they kept the feed for their horses. We were sucking each other and hacking off and he asked me to turn around so I did. He rubbed his cock on my ass then came on me.
Once he did that he wanted to do it all the time so I let him. It felt good to me and both of us liked doing it and I even asked him to do it a few times.
One day burning the hay loft he was doing it to me and he came and his cum was in the crack of my ass. I was expecting him to back away like always but instead he rubbed his dick around in his cum and he was touching my asshole then in one quick push he put his dick in my ass. Right away it stung a bit but he didn’t stop and got his dick all the way up my ass then we fell forward in the hay and he started to fuck my ass. It felt way too good to stop and I just let him fuck me then he came in my ass and just laid on top of me pumping his dick in and out of my asshole telling me he didn’t want to stop. I told him I liked it so keep doing it.
He fucked me again and it took him a long time but he came in my ass again.
He and I went back up in the hay lift two more times that day so he could fuck me and cum in me. For the next 6 or 7 years he fucked me all the time and I never told him no and I always took his cum up my ass.
Now when we are around each other neither of us even bring it up but I want to because I would like for him to fuck me again but I guess in our 60’s that won’t happen. But I would if he would.

Raped By My Teammate On Purpose

After my Junior season of Varsity football, we had a party at one of the Seniors' houses. His parents were pretty notorious for providing alcohol if there was an occasion. Celebrating the end of our good season was a good enough occasion for them. The guy whose house we were at (call him C) was pretty well-known to be closeted gay and he was a huge offensive lineman, that now is a starter for a division 2 college football team. I was a running back, so we spent a fair bit of time together during the season. I also got around a lot with women, but felt that watching a lot of porn had interested me in seeing what sex with men would be like. I was far too nervous to do anything without a ton of encouragement, though.

There was always a rumor that C would get guys extra drunk at his parties, so he could have his way with them after the crowd cleared out and those who stayed were asleep. I was extra horny the night of this party. My girlfriend was at the party for the first half, and we had sex twice in one of the bedrooms of C's house. This didn't calm my desire down at all. After my girlfriend left for the night to go home, I started drinking more heavily and started talking with C. He was very drunk and was clearly getting handsy with guys around him. I got drunk enough that I could tell people that I blacked out and couldn't remember anything about the end of the night.

Eventually, around 4 in the morning, everyone started passing out. I "somehow" ended up in C's room having another drink and talking more. About halfway through this drink, I pretended to pass out on his gaming futon in his room. After about 15 minutes of asking me if I was still awake, he was confident that I was sufficiently passed out. He started putting his hands on my hips and ass and saying how much he wanted me under his breath. I heard him mumble "lube" and went to a drawer in his desk to get some lube. I could hear the squishing of him jerking off with lube for a few minutes before he slowly pulled my sweatpants down to my thighs, as I "slept" on my stomach. I felt one of his fingers apply some lube to my asshole, and he applied a bit of pressure to make sure his finger slipped inside me. I couldn't help but tense up instinctually, but we were so drunk he apparently didn't notice. Pretty quickly afterwards, I could feel the tip of his cock press up against my asshole and I felt a lot of pressure. The head of his cock, which felt very wide, eventually made it all the way in, and after the his whole shaft quickly went inside me. After less than five minutes of very lightly pumping (I'm assuming so he wouldn't wake me up), I felt him tense and cum while he was all the way inside me. He pulled out about 10 seconds after finishing and went to the bathroom to get toilet paper. He wiped his cum that leaked out of my ass and onto my balls.

I couldn't fall asleep afterwards for at least an hour. I eventually heard him jerk off in his bed and fall asleep after orgasming again. I fell asleep after that too.

The next day he pretended like nothing happened and I left after we talked about our hangover for a bit. I jerked off 4 times that day thinking about what happened. I still can't get it out of my head, no matter how much pussy I get. I want to feel a cock inside me again.

Couldn’t Quit.

My best friend and I were about 10 years old when we started experimenting with sex. At first just being naked in bed late at night running out dicks on each other and playing with each other. Mutual jack off before either of us could even cum.
Not long after the mutual jacking off started we were out in our storage building one day after school in the back hidden behind an old refrigerator we had our hands on each others dicks jacking each other off and I just had to try something so I dropped to my knees to continue jacking him off but once my face was that close to his dick I wanted to lick the head. Once I did that I put his dick in my mouth. He told me it felt good so I started licking and sucking on it and gave him a blow job until his tiny load shot in my mouth. It wasn’t much and it tasted like mine so I just kept sucking his dick while I swallowed his cum.
I couldn’t stop sucking his dick and finally he had me stop because he couldn’t take it any longer as soon as I stopped and stood up he went to his knees and told me he had to try it. He sucked my dick line I had just ducked his and he took my cum and swallowed it while he continued to suck my dick.
We stayed there long enough to suck each other off again. After that afternoon we were always going places to hide so we could suck each others dicks and we both enjoyed swallowing the cum while we were sucking each other.
Months later on a Saturday morning when he and I were at his house alone we were naked in bed rolling around sucking on each other and he wound up on top of me humping on my naked ass. His dick was very hard and found its way into the crack of my ass and it was running on my asshole.
After a few minutes he raised his hips enough that he could hold onto his dick and he touched it to my asshole and started to rub it around on my hole. His breathing got faster then he asked me if he. Old try to put it in me.
I really never said yes or no I just let him keep doing what he was doing and after several failed attempts his dick went in my ass. He stopped a few seconds and asked me how it felt and I said it s Ok but it hurts a little. He really wanted to keep going so I let him and before long his dick was all the way in my ass and after moving it in and out only a few times he pushed it up my ass really hard and shot his cum up my ass. I came right after that and we just laid there with his dick in my ass and me laying in my cum.
We didn’t talk much and in awhile he started to fuck me and I wanted it as much as he did so we really got into it and it took him a lot longer to cum the second time and that time I asked him to cum in me.
We had all day alone together so we tried to see how many times he could stick his dick up my ass. He fucked me multiple times always putting his cum up inside of me. We played around naked all day trying to see how many ways we could do it. Once bent over the back of the couch once in the kitchen with me leaning forward over the countertop once in his parents bedroom on the floor and once in the bathroom with me bent over the vanity watching his face in the mirror as he fucked my asshole. The best time was in their extra bedroom with me on my back on the edge of the bed with my legs up over his shoulders. He really gave it to me good in that position and by that time he had fucked me several times don’t took him a very long time to cum and it just felt so good I put my legs around him holding him in my ass while I jacked off with him still in my ass.
He and I had sex until we were out of high school and we even had a close friend join in many times. We all sucked dick but they both fucked me many times and I wanted it as much as they did.
I miss those innocent days of discrete gay sex with my horny friends. It would be great to have two men to do that with again today. I get horny thinking about it and end up sticking things in my ass fucking myself and licking up my cum. I have some wild fantasies that I would sure like to try out with a couple of hung men some day. I really would enjoy getting fucked so much I could hardly walk.
Very interested in a man or two with huge cocks to fuck me and fill me with warm thick cum multiple times.

Beginning Of Exploration With Cock

I remember seeing my first playboy with my cousin I was 7 and he was 12. When we went to bed that night I can hear him jerking off so I watched him and crawled over to him and asked if he can teach me. Led to him and me jerking and sucking on each other. I loved it so much. Every chance we had i would ask him if I could play with him. We eventually started copying the stuff we saw in the magazines. I loved playing the girl. And feeling him rub his cock on my asshole. I was probably 10 and I was on my back while he was jerking off and slapping my asshole with his head he came all over my balls and I loved feeling it drip into my ass. He cleaned me up by licking it all up. Around this same time frame he had a couple friends over for a sleepover. We were looking at pornos and i started sucking him off like usual. It was my favorite thing to do. His friends were so shocked. Then my cousin told me to suck them both off too. I was going back and forth while they stood over me. One of them came in my mouth and the other all over my face. I felt like one of the girls in the magazine. I asked my cousin to rub his cock on my asshole and cum on it. After he did he made his friends lick all the come off me. My face and my asshole. Those boys made me feel special. I still jerk off to those memories. That was the last year me and my cousin did anything together and we have never talked about it. That wasn’t my end though. When I was 12 I convinced my best friend at the time to let me suck him off. He was reluctant at first but eventually let me. He spent the night a lot after that. We would eventually have sex with each other. We were secret lovers until we graduated high school. There was a lot of exploring women from when I was 10 until today really. But that’s for another confession.

One Saturday Morning

We were 13 my parents were both at work all day and it was a Saturday My best friend Terry was at my house and had spent the night there.
He and I were just laying in my bed talking and we both had a hard on I guess it was supposed to happen because when he asked me to jack off with him we both took off our shorts and were naked and his dick was really big. I wanted to touch it after seeing it and when I put my hand around it he asked me to jack him off.
His dick got even bigger as I jacked him off and made him cum. He shot a big load all over the place and my hand was covered in his cum he went for my dick and after stroking it a few times he went down on me and was sucking my dick.
I got carried away and he took over. While he was sucking my dick he started to poke a finger to my asshole and he got his finger up my ass while sucking my dick. He made me cum but he didn’t stop and let me cum in his mouth He was fingering my ass really hard and after he swallowed my cum he turned me face down took his finger out of my ass and got on top of me. His dick was big and hard again and I did nothing to stop him and somehow made it thru the pain as he worked his long fat cock up my ass.
I couldn’t take it all at first but once he started to fuck me it went in a little deeper as he fucked me then I took it all and I was screaming at him to stop. He didn’t listen and fucked me until he came in my ass then just laid on top if me until he got hard in my ass again and this time he fucked me until I was yelling at him to fuck me harder. He came in my ass again and for the rest of the day we tried to see how many times he could fuck me. By the end of the day my asshole was pretty stretched and full of cum and we fucked all over our house and one time he had me on my back with my legs up over his shoulders and he fucked me so hard and do deep that I couldn’t get enough and I was looking right in his eyes begging him to fuck me. He filled me up with cum and as he was still over the top of me with his dick up my ass I came all over myself and he licked my cum off of me.
After that I was his the rest of our school years all he had to do was ask and I gave him my ass and he would fuck me and cum inside of me and I would beg for more.
We both grew up to marry and have children and have a normal life but I will never forget how he fucked me and how big his dick was and how many times he filled me with his warm thick cum over the years. My dick is Rock hard now just thinking about it.