Lisa_in_chi

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I Want To Have Another Man's Baby?

I have no idea why I think about this so much. I love my husband dearly (although I had a selfish affair last year - long story) and we have a wonderful home and life together. We have 1 daughter, and plan on trying for child number 2 in the next year or so.
Anyhow, during my affair, there was one month where I was very "late" with my period. My cycle is like clockwork, so I was very concerned. Mu lover and I were having sex probably 3 times as often as my husband and I were, so the odds were better it was his?
For some reason, it turned both me and my lover on. Just thinking that he might have put a baby in me.
Thank gawd it was a false alarm, but ever since then it has been on my mind nonstop.
Just - to be impregnated by another man.
To have the proof of my infidelity a part of my husband's and my life forever?
I daydream all the time, about random sex with some guy, and it results in my getting pregnant.
Why am I fantasizing so much about something like this, but I would be so freaked out of it did actually happen?

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