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I just can't take this anymore. I am a man, 20 years old. And I want to be a girl. A woman. I want soft skin, breasts, I want pussy where I can stick something, a dildo, vibrator, my fingers...

I want to be fucked, hard and deep... I want to scream of pain and satisfaction. I want that someone would come into my face, I wanna suck cock, I want that it cames deep in my troath.

I want to be slapped, I want that someone takes me by force, puts a vibrator into my pussy and starts fucking into my ass. I scream, it hurts. I beg him to stop but he wont.

I wanna be a weak, used, and after wild sex left to bed to clean the mess.

I want to wear make up, lipstick, mascara, fake eyelashes... I want to shave my legs, shave everything. I want to wear pantyhouse, skirts, bra... Tight tops, my boobies jumping from side to side...

I want to go party in the city, go into a bar in really short skirt, men looking me all the time... free drinks, sex, sperm in my face, everywhere...

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I was five or six when I tried a pink dress. Since then, I knew. I am a girl in a man's body. This is horrible. I can't describe it, but think yourself in a opposite gender? Would be fun at first... But after a while, you just want to be you. In the way you should be.

I have a girlfriend, and I have crossdresseded few times, and she didn't mind. But she said she's gonna leave me if I want to be a woman. So I said I don't want that... I've lied to myself, and to everyone. I'm now wearing my mothers bra, my girlfriend hipsters ( one kind of panties, which I stole from her... ) and a sanitary towel. It turns me on, I imagine that I have my period...

I am gross, please help me....

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# 10055 - by Anonymous / July 2, 2011
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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 5, 2011 at 4:17 AM

I'm also a guy, and I never wanted to be a whole woman, just always wanted to have a pussy instead of this dick.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 5, 2011 at 1:38 PM

Hey #1, one of my buddys is that way, I mean he really has a pussy between his legs. He looks, acts, dresses, and works like a guy, but ever now and then he likes to get fucked. I've taken care of his needs more than a few times.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 9, 2011 at 9:09 AM

hehe. You're so gay.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 10, 2011 at 8:06 PM

I've never fantasized about having a period, but I've fantasized about all the rest. Being fucked while wearing pantyhose and fuck-me pumps basically took away whatever last shred of heterosexuality I thought I had.

You're like me - we both need boyfriends.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 6, 2011 at 9:40 AM

You are not gross! Are you attracted to women or men? You should consider gender reassignment but be sure cause you can't get it back. Hope to hear from you soon.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 2, 2011 at 2:05 PM

Whatever you do, even if you love this girl DO NOT give up dressing if its what makes you happy, and don't wait around. I did and now i am way to old to transition, and you guessed it without the girlfriend. So Be yourself and don't do anything for someone else.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 7, 2012 at 7:54 PM

Go talk to a therapist and start HRT, what you want can be a reality. It is for me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 11, 2012 at 1:11 PM

Hi buddy, My name is Chad and I am a 48 bi crossdresser. I've wanted to be a woman too from my childhood. Crossdressing for me is a fun way to express this need to be a woman. My first sexual experience was with a man at 15 he was 26 and befriended and seduced me. I enjoyed giving and receiving both oral and anal. Exploring my sexuality with a man also helped me role play being a woman more. I totally hear you saying that you want to be a woman and I do too. But for me the change would have to be at birth not mid life as a wanna be. I would encourage you to crossdress and be a fag and enjoy sucking cock and sex with men. I have a girlfriend too and she gives me sissy training by dressing me up in sexy lingerie and strapon fucking me. French maid is my favorite or hello kitty. The feeling to be a girl is so strong in me I share a lot of the same feelings you do. As a man I have a beautiful cock and am very handsome and masculine as well. I do like woman so I can provide her my full man self as well. All in all it is the heart that matters not the sex. Finding someone that loves you for you may be more of a challenge. I do btw still wish I was a full blooded woman buddy. Does that make me transgendered not transexual? I think so. I wish I had more friends in the LGBT community. Talk about it you are doing well. Kisses, Chad

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Apr 13, 2012 at 8:24 AM

i would watch my mom get dressed for her boyfriend. always wearing sexy black lingerie and slutty heavy makeup. as soon as she left, i would dress up just like her, wearing all her pretty things and i did my make up better than she did. we had a private house and i would role play waiting for my boyfried to pick me up. i would go into the woods , lift my skirt and jack off constantly. it was exciting and fun a hell.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 14, 2012 at 7:36 AM




If you are only 20 then do it!!! The older you get the harder it is to adjust and you being that young you will adjust and look beautiful before getting to old. You should have no problem getting a man to love and marry. The longer you wait the harder it will be. Do it while you can and I wish you the best. I regret it so much that I did not do this when I felt that way. I wish I would have transformed my self when I realized how much better I felt being a girl. I always adored and wanted so much to be a shemale, and still do.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 30, 2012 at 3:29 PM

No, you aren't gross. You're essentially a transvestite, and it's unlikely you have any true desire to actually become a woman, 24/7/365. I think its a fantasy, and nothing more than that. Its something that turns you on, and I may be going out on a limb in saying it's a huge turn on for you, but it probably doesn't last long because once you've relieved yourself, got off or whatever you do, those feelings probably fade rather quickly - until the next time you feel aroused at which time the cycle repeats itself. I think you might have this notion of women as objects rather than human beings, as oppressed and incapable beings of no real value to society. In particular, of no value to the patriarchy save for sex on demand, domestic servants. Use and abuse at will, degrade, humiliate, belittle, and basically treated like animals.
Perhaps your fantasies aren't quite that extreme, I'm only trying to make a point...No, I don't believe you have any desire to be a woman. You don't seem to have much of a grasp on what being female really means, what it entails. It seems so much more fantasy vs reality.
I'm not trying to put you down, but please think about what I've said. You're not the only one, the others commenting seem to share thoughts of what femininity ought to be as opposed to what it really is. Its not fun and games, being a woman can be very difficult for many of us, its hard work and the rewards are non-existent for the most part.
Like another person said, be happy as you are. Be a fag, suck lots of dicks, dress up, and have a blast doing it. You are a man, you have a penis, use it, enjoy it and be thankful for the wonderful gift you've been given.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 30, 2012 at 3:30 PM

No, you aren't gross. You're essentially a transvestite, and it's unlikely you have any true desire to actually become a woman, 24/7/365. I think its a fantasy, and nothing more than that. Its something that turns you on, and I may be going out on a limb in saying it's a huge turn on for you, but it probably doesn't last long because once you've relieved yourself, got off or whatever you do, those feelings probably fade rather quickly - until the next time you feel aroused at which time the cycle repeats itself. I think you might have this notion of women as objects rather than human beings, as oppressed and incapable beings of no real value to society. In particular, of no value to the patriarchy save for sex on demand, domestic servants. Use and abuse at will, degrade, humiliate, belittle, and basically treated like animals.
Perhaps your fantasies aren't quite that extreme, I'm only trying to make a point...No, I don't believe you have any desire to be a woman. You don't seem to have much of a grasp on what being female really means, what it entails. It seems so much more fantasy vs reality.
I'm not trying to put you down, but please think about what I've said. You're not the only one, the others commenting seem to share thoughts of what femininity ought to be as opposed to what it really is. Its not fun and games, being a woman can be very difficult for many of us, its hard work and the rewards are non-existent for the most part.
Like another person said, be happy as you are. Be a fag, suck lots of dicks, dress up, and have a blast doing it. You are a man, you have a penis, use it, enjoy it and be thankful for the wonderful gift you've been given.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 8, 2015 at 9:21 AM

Girrrrrrlll.... You have to follow your heart. I realized by time I was I college that I was totally dependent on crossdressing for my well being. I crossdressed since age 7. Family knew when I was 16, and I was "out" as a CD at 19. I'm 25, have a great job, nice life and apartment in a nice area, and live almost full time as a woman. And I'm bisexual.

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