I've been married for almost 13yrs. I love my hubby. His job takes him away for weeks at a time. I've been chatting with a guy online for a few months. Started out just fun & alitle bit of flirting thrown in. Has grown into sexting & sending pics to each other. We both are in relationships & we live 1000's of miles apart. I can't stop thinking of him. I want to go to him so bad. To feel his hands push up on my breasts, playing, & sucking on my nipples with his hot lips. Hands trailing down to my pussy & feeling how wet he is making me. And lord help me, I want to taste him so bad. To have him cum in my mouth or on my breast drive me wild. He says he feels the same way that I do. If we eer met that he would lay me down before I could say anything. He even has said he believes he could cheat on his gf. I just don't think I could. My hubby even chats with this man. They get along great. But all I can think of is kissing this man & hoping it leads to more. When we sext I swear my mind is playing tricks on me, because I can feel him on me. Cumming inside me.
I have never felt this way about any man but my husband. I look forward to his texts. When I needed a friend he was there for me.
God forgive me, but I think I'm in love with 2 men. What am I going to do?