I am 20, a girl, attractive and have never had trouble with men (or women :P). Men do follies for a taste of me.

The confession is that even though I seem really smart, interesting and what not... I get turned on by really weird or messed up stuff.
I was sexually assaulted once so I worry this may be me trying to gain control in my fantasies or something, but I do get turned on by similar situations as the one I went through. That is a woman getting pounded doggy style; I get turned on more if it's against her will.
Which is weird, because that's what happened to me, so if anything it should repulse me.

I also get turned on by wrong relationships like fathers in law having sex with daughters in law or affairs between co-workers. Tame stuff compared to the incest fetishes out there but still...
The idea of having hot sex with a hot guy bores me a lot of the time. I never fantasize about actors, mostly about fucking older guys or men that are considered unattractive. If there is something slightly wrong about the situation, the more it turns me on.

This one time I met a hot 17 year old and all I could think was about pounding him silly. The fact that he was underage I think made it sweeter, but that makes me feel so sick.
I would never do it, but it's at the back of my head sometime.

At the moment though I am quite happy screwing a guy my age and this handsome older guy. But more than anything I want to go to bed with my neighbor, who has a family and kids... I can see how he looks at me, and one of my friends says he's always flirty with me but I don't think he would do it. Oh well..

that felt good to get off my chest.

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by Anonymous on Jul 30, 2011 at 6:17 AM

"The confession is that even though I seem really smart, interesting and what not... I get turned on by really weird or messed up stuff. "

Your fantasies are common. What is weird is you think of yourself as smart.

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