im at a party with my girl friend and her two best friends, who are sisters. they grew up together and she has known them since childhood. Everything is going fine at the party. however, we all get really drunk. i cheated on my girlfriend a while back and one of her girl friend makes some kind of off comment toward me...i dont know what it was because i was drunk...but i ended up slapping my girlfriend. i left the party. Her best friends live in the same building as we do..i arrived at the same time as my girlfriend and her friends....dont know how that happened. I get into a serious arguement with her friends. they are twin sister and they attacked me. i did not defend myself because i have known these girls for 15 years. anyway, one of the sisters does serious damage to my face... about 12 years ago me and my girlfriend lived with this girl and her boyfriend. one time i walked into the bathroom on her when she was naked....it was a total accident...but i was really turned on...the following day she hears me taking a shower and as im drying off she walks in on me naked....im really attracted to her...and im vibing off her she is into me....however, nothing ever came about that situation...me and my girlfriend eventually moved out...and we were distant friends with the sister....however the night of the party...the sister who saw me naked hit me repeatedly in the face....i keep having these fantasys of fucking the shit out of her....i guess there rape fantasys....however, i have always felt this sexual tension when im around her....i keep thinking of fucking the shit out of her and her screaming with pleasure and hitting me at the same time....i think its sick but i cant help it