when i was 10 i was playing cards with my cousin who was 16 and noticed he had his cock out the side of his pants , i could tell it was placed like that on purpose, then out of the blue he asked me if i had any hair around my cock yet,i said no and he said show me so i did he said lets go under the house ,cut along story short he sucked my dick and made me suck his and wank him then he turned me around and widened my bum cheeks and just licked my ass out while pulling my cock for ages, this went on for a few years and he gave me my first real orgasm.Although i went along with it im still confused wether it was child molestation or not.