I am a FAGGOT. A swishy, limp-wrist, crossdressing feminine male whose only interest in sex is satisfying a *real man's* sexual needs. I can't help myself. If a man catches my eye I deliberately parade around in a manner that scresms "I am a girly-boi and I am looking for attention"........

Some guys are clueless, some totally uninterested and some even disgusted but those who read my body language and 'get it' will get it if they only ask. I am a cum whore. I even like the gagging when a man holds my head, fucks my mouth and unloads in my throat. I make a minor production out of carefully squeezing every last drop out of him and kissing his cock and looking up at him with appreciative eyes even though he doesn't give a shit about me. At first I couldn't understand why it was so important to me to do this for men; now I just accept it and enjoy the ride........

The scary thing for me is how much I love being bred bareback. I want, crave, need to feel a hard cock sliding in and out of my ass. Unprotected. It hurts at first but it always feels right to me that I should be allowing men to do this so I continue to the end. I especially love the sounds a man makes as he cums in me........

The more I am bred the more feminine I feel. The more feminine I feel the more often I seek men to breed me. It's a vicious and unending cycle fed by my need to feel like a whore and a slut. Emotionally and psychologically being bred furthers my emasculation and encourages my feminization. A savvy guy could pound my ass everyday for a week then dress me up female and take me on a public date. I probably wouldn't care if people stared...... I think I secretly want people to know I'm a faggot.........