I cannot remember when i started fantasizing about sex but i remember in my early teens having rape fantasies which got more graphic and elaborate as i grew more sexually aware.

I know this isn't uncommon as female fantasies go and they're full of clichés.

Now i'm older in my fantasy i usually imagine a group of men anally raping me hard, i don't want to be raped but my body reacts, i'm very submissive and receptive always comeing untouched multiple times.

Here's the confession......I cannot remember being a women in any of the scenarios i've made up over the years, i'm always a 16-22yr old boy/man in my fantasy.