Im 17...im from canada and cant even drive yet because i need all my shit sorted out still...and im being kicked out in less than 6 months. I cant work, i dont have a cell phone, im using the library computer, the only thing thats going for me is that i graduated...barely. Im on hy 3rd dad, hes a fucking asshole, i hate him. The only thing im good at is mowing yards to make a little extra cash, i fuck everything else up. Even my relationships. I was in a relationship with the love of my life for 4 years, and its ALL my fault she left me. I cant make enough money to support myself, nevertheless have a little extra spening money on her. SHe lives 30 minutes away. I called her my missing rib..because Eve was created from Adams rib. I hate myself for losing her. I have no motivation left to do anything...i dont even want to wake up in the morning to face the day...i need help fast before i lose it and do something stupid