i come from a very conservative religious family and community. sex was a bad word and it was never admitted. but i had sex. i had sex with my uncle. he is my mother's younger brother and he is 15 years older than me and he started me when i was nine. he tried real hard not to have intercourse, but of course he couldn't and he played with me until i learned how to accommodate him and he was able to enter me. at first it was weird, but we did it as often as we could get away. we had sex in the barn upstairs in the hay. it wasn't until i was around 12 that we had real man woman sex, him on top and we under him. we were careful, and he used a condom or we did it until he had to cum and he came all over my belly. i remember that it tickled and i felt so sorry for him when he couldn't go all the way inside of me. it was our secret and our fun. i loved it. i just loved sneaking out and meeting him and being naked with him and looking over to the house where my mother was and wondering if she had ever been screwed like this. we finally grew apart when i finished school and was married to a boy from another farm. he was so naive and it was hard faking it and pretending i didn't know anything either. boy i got pregnant fast though. my husband is still a real prude about sex, but i make him do things to me anyway. he just says i am unnatural.

one day, recently, i was talking to a girl cousin of mine, and we were talking about our daughters and how they were growing up and i told her my deep dark secret about my time in the barn. at first she acted shocked but she confessed to me that she too had gone off and learned about sex when she was 14. she was introduced to sex by the father of a friend of ours who is always real stern at church. she would go visit him at his shop and he would play with her there. this left us wondering who would be the person to introduce our daughters to sex. mine is ten and hers is six. and we wonder if our mother's were that stupid as to not notice that their daughters were being fucked. i was always in seventh heaven when i did it, i can't imagine it wasn't written all over my face. maybe they will be lucky and get an experienced man to teach them, because these boys when they get married are so inexperienced it isn't funny. i mean i had to show my husband on my wedding night where to put it. he had never seen a girls private area and where the hole was. he knows now, because i have made sure he knows, and even if he acts uncomfortable i fill his mouth with pussy and rock on him until i can have an orgasm. being eaten has been one of my best pleasures. of course i suck him, but he never cums that way. he can only cum when i let him do me on my back. what a shame.