When I was 5 my dad left my mum and moved in with my mum's best friend. She had three children. A daughter who was older than me, a son the same age as me and another son the same age as my little brother (three years younger than me)

I would stay at my Dad's for the weekend and I would have to share a bed with one of my step-brothers.

I can't remember how it started but I do remember, when I was around 7, whoever I was sharing a bed with I would have oral sex with for almost two whole hours before we fell asleep. Neither of my step-brothers knew that I did it to both of them and the youngest one never usually went down on me. But I always made the step-brother that was the same age as me go down there for ages. I am not in contact with them or my father anymore so I haven't spoken to them in years. We all stopped seeing eachother before we were all old enough to realise what we were doing was actually rather wrong.

When I think about it I sometimes feel really bad about myself for doing that and letting them do that to me and at such a young age. But at the same time we were kids, we had no idea how much of a big deal our actions were and all we knew was it was fun and felt really good.

I think this has contributed to the fact I'm a sex addict now.