I have done live sex cams. Camfuze, Cam4 etc.
I found out about it when a guy I dated used it as his main source of porn and told me to check it out. It's always been a fantasy of mine to be watched getting fucked and I've always loved the idea of doing porn.
Despite being underage at the time (17) I decided to do my first ever broadcast. I was really nervous and decided not to show my face and used a plain backdrop so I wouldn't reveal anything too personal about myself or give away my identity. I was nervous and for the first ten minutes I didn't really do anything except pose in a slightly sexual way. I had quite a few viewers within minutes and a lot of men trying to talk to me on the chat thing on the side. They were all saying how fit my body was and how hot I looked etc and I found my confidence growing more and more with each message. Men started asking (some demanding - which I like) to take my clothes off, "get my tits out" etc. So as a spur of the moment thing, I did. I undressed down to my underwear and with my new found confidence I started teasing my viewers with cheeky little peeks beneath my underwear every few moments or so. After broadcasting for 20 minutes I was the most viewed broadcaster which made me feel even more confident. No one picked up that I was underage (Which might be due to my big boobs...men often assume I must be over 18) and after 40 minutes of broadcasting I finally got completely naked and started teasing myself which sent the messages going wild, all positive things about me, not one nrgative message at all.
After doing the deed I came offline pretty quickly, getting that adrenalin aftershock shake that sometimes happens. I felt amazing and I was on a high. It felt like I'd drugged up or something. I felt incredibly confident within myself and found myself on the site later that night again but this time I was just messaging guys and not broadcasting.
Over the next several weeks I would broadcast any spare moment I had to myself. I loved the thrill it was giving me and I found I was so much more confident within myself, I actually started feeling sexy.
One day my friends were ironically talking about porn and they were saying how bad the girls must feel about themselves. It was weird because I never felt bad about myself for broadcasting. I felt good. I sometimes felt guilty, what if someone recognised me, my parents found out? All the usual questions. But it didn't stop me and the risk just made the rush higher.
I was becoming very popular on the site, almost every guy that used the site regularly knew about me. I would comment on someone else's broadcast and everyone would start talking to me. I was never popular in school or work so it felt great to be the popular one for once. I tried not to think that I was most probably popular amongst a load of old fat men with tiny dicks. I just enjoyed the attention and a few men that watched me were actually young, fit guys.
After doing it for about two months I met a guy and we started getting quite serious so I stopped broadcasting. I felt to embarrassed to tell him about my little amateur porn frenzy I had going on.
I only told very few trustworthy friends that I did it and never even told them who I was posing as on the sites (I had a fake name, location etc) and no one to this day knows that it's really me.
This secret is both sexy and awful. Sometimes I enjoy the thought that no one knows it's me and that I've done something that dirty. But at the same time I sometimes feel really bad for doing it, the videos I did could be anywhere on the internet without me knowing about it.
This is the first time I've confessed this.
I found out about it when a guy I dated used it as his main source of porn and told me to check it out. It's always been a fantasy of mine to be watched getting fucked and I've always loved the idea of doing porn.
Despite being underage at the time (17) I decided to do my first ever broadcast. I was really nervous and decided not to show my face and used a plain backdrop so I wouldn't reveal anything too personal about myself or give away my identity. I was nervous and for the first ten minutes I didn't really do anything except pose in a slightly sexual way. I had quite a few viewers within minutes and a lot of men trying to talk to me on the chat thing on the side. They were all saying how fit my body was and how hot I looked etc and I found my confidence growing more and more with each message. Men started asking (some demanding - which I like) to take my clothes off, "get my tits out" etc. So as a spur of the moment thing, I did. I undressed down to my underwear and with my new found confidence I started teasing my viewers with cheeky little peeks beneath my underwear every few moments or so. After broadcasting for 20 minutes I was the most viewed broadcaster which made me feel even more confident. No one picked up that I was underage (Which might be due to my big boobs...men often assume I must be over 18) and after 40 minutes of broadcasting I finally got completely naked and started teasing myself which sent the messages going wild, all positive things about me, not one nrgative message at all.
After doing the deed I came offline pretty quickly, getting that adrenalin aftershock shake that sometimes happens. I felt amazing and I was on a high. It felt like I'd drugged up or something. I felt incredibly confident within myself and found myself on the site later that night again but this time I was just messaging guys and not broadcasting.
Over the next several weeks I would broadcast any spare moment I had to myself. I loved the thrill it was giving me and I found I was so much more confident within myself, I actually started feeling sexy.
One day my friends were ironically talking about porn and they were saying how bad the girls must feel about themselves. It was weird because I never felt bad about myself for broadcasting. I felt good. I sometimes felt guilty, what if someone recognised me, my parents found out? All the usual questions. But it didn't stop me and the risk just made the rush higher.
I was becoming very popular on the site, almost every guy that used the site regularly knew about me. I would comment on someone else's broadcast and everyone would start talking to me. I was never popular in school or work so it felt great to be the popular one for once. I tried not to think that I was most probably popular amongst a load of old fat men with tiny dicks. I just enjoyed the attention and a few men that watched me were actually young, fit guys.
After doing it for about two months I met a guy and we started getting quite serious so I stopped broadcasting. I felt to embarrassed to tell him about my little amateur porn frenzy I had going on.
I only told very few trustworthy friends that I did it and never even told them who I was posing as on the sites (I had a fake name, location etc) and no one to this day knows that it's really me.
This secret is both sexy and awful. Sometimes I enjoy the thought that no one knows it's me and that I've done something that dirty. But at the same time I sometimes feel really bad for doing it, the videos I did could be anywhere on the internet without me knowing about it.
This is the first time I've confessed this.
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