Alright, So here's my confession... I'm 22yrs old, female, and I know I'm not ugly but at the same time I feel really ugly right now. I'm at a swingers club and I haven't been to one in about a year. I've been here since 8pm and it's 1am. It also doesn't help that I have severe depression. I keep trying to socialize here and be cheery but no one is interested except one old gross guy and this mid 30's philipino with the tiniest cock you've ever seen. So I feel ugly. I've already been quietly crying. I feel invisible. All I want is to have someone show me some affection and fuck me. Or even noticing me would be nice. I've had one friend keep asking me how I am periodically and I keep saying I'm fine but I want to scream and ball my eyes out. I'm so fucking lonely and I'm in a house full of people. FML.